look at me

Bai Chuan was born in a wealthy family, one in a million rich.

Bai Chuan's father is very good at doing business, and his mind is very flexible. He caught up with the good time of national reform, and his family had some background, so he took advantage of the wind and quickly accumulated his wealth in just a dozen years.

In the era when there were still few million households, Bai Chuan's father quietly accumulated several million. As the saying goes, it is easy to attack a city and difficult to defend it. It grew step by step.

As the second son born in such a family, Bai Chuan could be said to have been born with a gold ingot in his mouth.

His outstanding appearance and smart head are the icing on the cake. In the Bai family, Bai Chuan is the giant panda and a national treasure.

Even the strictest father would loosen his frown when he saw him.

With Tianhu's good cards in hand, as long as Bai Chuan grows up without illness and disaster, and goes to school and work step by step, he can see a bright future with his eyes.

Find a woman you like, do a job that is not very busy, and relax until you are old.

Others have to think about how to live and how to make money, while Bai Chuan only needs to think about how to spend money.

However, too perfect is not life after all.

Even the richest man will have troubles, and the unparalleled genius will also be depressed. There are always big and small turning points in this world.

Bai Chuan's happiness came to an abrupt end during adolescence, fate was like a rope, tightly strangled his neck.

His sexual orientation is different from ordinary people.

After all, he is still young, if the current Bai Chuan suddenly discovers his true sexual orientation, he may be briefly surprised, and then drifts with the flow.

At that time, Bai Chuan was only filled with panic. He searched everywhere for information on how to change his sexuality and return to a normal person.

He even hoped that this was a disease, just like a common fever and cold, he would get better after taking medicine and recuperating for a while.

But liking men is not a disease.

Not psychic, not sexual.

Under tremendous psychological pressure, the beloved second young master who was born with a gold ingot in his mouth began to become silent and thin.

It wasn't until high school that his mother noticed his abnormality, and Bai Chuan spit out all these thoughts.

At that time, his mother looked at him in astonishment, and said, "Chuan Chuan, did my mother teach me something wrong?"

The flowers grown in the greenhouse are delicate and beautiful. Once these soft flowers are eaten by insects, they will quickly rot.

Even though the family expressed their understanding later, occasionally the mother still showed a disappointed expression.

Whenever this happened, Bai Chuan would feel pain.

As he grew older and studied abroad for several years, he learned to be alone and tried sex with men before he gradually acquiesced to the facts of life.

It's not that he wants to see through, but that he is numb.

It is certainly not the first time that Bai Chuan has been in love for more than ten years since puberty, but without exception, every time he likes straight men.

Straight men without any possibility.

It seems to know that even if they like these men, they will not associate with themselves.Without expectations, Bai Chuan dared to like it.

Therefore, all his love affairs so far have ended without a cause, like the fireworks of a squib, which ended without even beginning.

Many of them lost interest in the process of getting to know him, except for Fu Gangqiang.

Fu Gangqiang is not the type that Bai Chuan likes. Bai Chuan likes men who are more healthy, live more regularly, and don't smoke or drink often.

Fu Gangqiang is just the opposite. He lives a two-point and one-line life. He spends most of his time at work, smokes two packs of cigarettes a day, and drinks like water.

But such Fu Gangqiang would tie a scarf for him, buy cotton candy, and tap his forehead with his hand.

Falling in love unexpectedly is usually out of control.

Even if Fu Gangqiang refuses, Bai Chuan can't take back his feelings overnight.

After taking leave for four consecutive days, Bai Chuan returned to work.He came to the company early, and Fu Gangqiang saw him as soon as he entered the office.

The redness and swelling of the jaw had subsided, and Bai Chuan wore a high-necked shirt, buttoned up to the top, covering his neck tightly.

"Okay?" Fu Gangqiang greeted naturally.

Bai Chuan replied with a smile: "I've troubled the minister a few days ago, everything is fine."

"Well, then work hard. The client you were in charge of called yesterday to pursue orders. You can ask Department Chief Wang."

Bai Chuan nodded: "Thank you, Minister, don't worry."

It was a very natural conversation, and there was no embarrassment between the two of them at all.

Fu Gangqiang took two quick steps into the office, closed the door and let out a breath.

Why is he more nervous than Bai Chuan?

Everything returned to normal, Bai Chuan was still working hard as before, it was as if nothing had happened between the two of them.

But in fact, there are still changes. Even if Fu Gangqiang works overtime, he will not go to Bai Chuan's house again, and there is less communication in private. Even Liu Xin and others can see that something is wrong between the two of them.

"Why didn't Bai Chuan pick on the minister recently?" Liu Xin asked in a low voice, hiding his face behind the computer.

"You have time to gossip, why not go to work, Bai Chuan has more clients than you." Xu Le replied without turning his head.

Liu Xin sneered: "I let him go, you wait around the Spring Festival, I will surpass him in one fell swoop."

Fu Gangqiang told himself not to always pay attention to Bai Chuan, but his eyes would still uncontrollably drift towards Bai Chuan, and at the same time recall Bai Chuan's words "Fu Gangqiang, I like you."

He rubbed his hair, got up with a lighter and a cigarette.

As soon as he stood up, Bai Chuan outside reflexively looked up at him.

From that day on, the way Bai Chuan looked at him changed, he was always confused, which made him feel awkward.

As if he had done something wrong, Fu Gangqiang could only turn his head and look away.

Occasionally, when there was a break in his work, he would look out and pinpoint the direction of Bai Chuan.

Has he been looking for any man recently?

After thinking about it, he felt that he was meddling in his own business. What does it matter if Bai Chuan finds a man or not?

Two months passed quickly, and Fu Gangqiang's workload was still the same in these two months. He was in a hurry every day, without a moment's leisure, and he had no time to think about other things in his mind.

He didn't expect that when he returned to the company after working overtime, he would meet Bai Chuan who was having a hot meal in the lounge. This was the first time the two of them sat down to eat in two months. He tried his best to make the atmosphere look normal.

After dinner, when Bai Chuan took advantage of the opportunity to invite him to his home, he did not refuse, even though he was very conflicted in his heart.

After two months of absence, Bai Chuan's home remained unchanged, except for a pair of custom-made slippers for him and an ashtray.

He said before casually that he likes Gaoyan's ashtray, because the ashtray is not easy to float out.

Apart from being startled by the utensils on the coffee table, the two went to work smoothly, took a shower, and went back to their rooms separately until Bai Chuan ran into the room in the middle of the night to lick his instep.

He can't go to Bai Chuan's house anymore, Fu Gangqiang said to himself.

He should keep a distance from Bai Chuan now, and not have any contact except for work.It is best to transfer Bai Chuan to another department, and the two of them will not see each other, and everything will return to normal after a long time.

If the entanglement with Bai Chuan continues like this... Fu Gangqiang sighed, this is more tiring than work.

"What's the matter, you're still sighing." Manager Hao asked, "Old Fu, have you been working too hard recently? Your overtime hours have reached the upper limit."

Fu Gangqiang rubbed between his brows: "I haven't been sleeping well recently." I couldn't sleep at all, and when I closed my eyes, I saw Bai Chuan's complicated eyes, which made him always feel like he did something wrong.

"You drank too much coffee." Manager Hao exhaled, "By the way, how is your friend from last time?"

"Which friend?"

"It's the one you asked for leave to see a doctor."

Fu Gangqiang took out a cigarette and lit it, and said, "I'm cured."

"No further development?"

Fu Gangqiang's heart was already in a mess, but when Manager Hao said it, he frowned directly: "What's the development?"

"Don't frown, it's scary to be so serious, people don't care about you?"

The key is that the other party is interested in him, and it is so interesting to lick his instep to relieve himself.

Manager Hao deserved to be from the HR department, and he saw Fu Gangqiang's entanglement at a glance: "It looks interesting, what are you carrying? Isn't it pretty? Isn't it gentle?"

Beautiful, with white and long legs, and eyes that seem to be seductive.Gentle, he will massage his shoulders, pick him up for drinks, and buy him liver protection drinks.

Fu Gangqiang shook his head: "That won't work either."

Manager Hao: "You deserve to be single until now! You don't have this ring anymore, and you're already old. You'll be 35 next year. No matter how hard you work, you'll be single until forty!" Manager Hao stretched out his finger Compare four: "Old Fu, a man at forty is nothing like a flower, beer belly, balding, surname function decline, do you think you are joking? Forty is a watershed for men!"

Seeing that Fu Gangqiang was silent and smoking a cigarette, the talkative manager Hao couldn't help but said, "I'll just leave my words here, Lao Fu, you must have ideas, and if you don't have any ideas, don't worry so much. I advise you, don't think about it." , stay in one place first, anyway, you will be forty if you don't stay here, why don't you spend your cool time."

Fu Gangqiang turned his head: "Do you think I have an idea?"

Manager Hao said with an expression of "you, old comrade, don't you have any ideas?" "You are so slow in this area. If I say you are caring, you don't believe me. If you say you have ideas, you don't know. You Wouldn’t it be over if you don’t have any idea to just refuse? Just like you used to go on a blind date!”

Fu Gangqiang looked at the eloquent Manager Hao in front of him, and suddenly remembered what Manager Hao had said to him before he went to Bai Chuan's house to see a doctor.

Does he love Bai Chuan Shang?

When getting along with Bai Chuan, he would feel a strange feeling many times.

He would think that Bai Chuan was beautiful, and would want to touch Bai Chuan's hair, even if he fell asleep with his arms around Bai Chuan, he would not be surprised.

If it was another person, could he be like this to other men?Would he want to touch Wang Dongyu or Manager Hao's hair?Would you want to cuddle them to sleep?

If Department Chief Wang or Manager Hao licked his instep, his reaction should not be to freeze, but to kick them down!

Why is it different here in Baichuan.

Why is there nothing he can do when Bai Chuan looks at him with sad eyes.

The answer is already very simple.

He can't ignore him.

When Bai Chuan told him that he liked him, he refused without thinking, as if he had already prepared the answer.

It seems that he didn't say this sentence to Bai Chuan, but told himself, Fu Gangqiang, you don't like men.

"Hey, where are you going?" Halfway through the conversation, Fu Gangqiang extinguished his cigarette and ran outside. Manager Hao hurriedly said, "You don't want to listen to me, so it's over if I don't tell you. What are you going?!"

The author has something to say: Manager Hao, well done

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Addition completed on Saturday ~ happy weekend