On the daily life of nemesis

It was really going to be unbearable until now, Xiang Shaoqian raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, his heart was always sour and he couldn't breathe, he wanted to see Pang Zhen again, maybe today he will He was cremated... At that time, I would no longer be able to see him. Xiang Shaoqian sat up on the sofa with strength, and when he wobbled to the door, he didn't wait for him to open the door. opened.

It turned out that when we were in Xiangzhuguan just now, I had already asked Min Yujun to come and see his brother. Outside the house, Min Yujun was wearing a solemn black suit and holding an umbrella to look at Xiang Shaoqian in front of him. Xiang Shao in his memory Qian has always been that lofty and arrogant, he has always been the proud him...but now why has he become so thin and haggard?Yes, how can it be good to have just experienced the fact that your lover has left?Thinking back when Ah Tai left him, he locked himself at home like this and didn't let others in, and he wouldn't go out either. The feeling of parting from life and death can only be understood after experiencing it.

"Xiangdong, let me take you away,"

Min Yukun looked at Xiang Shaoqian in front of him, and naturally felt a little uncomfortable. Xiang Shaoqian didn't care about greetings anymore, and now he really didn't have any strength to speak anymore, so he nodded Min Yu when he looked at him It was only then that Yan grabbed his arm and helped him walk down the steps slowly. Through his clothes, Min Yuyun could feel the scorching temperature on his skin...how could it be so hot?Could it be that Xiang Shaoqian has a high fever now?

Fortunately, the car stopped at the door of the house. After Min Yukun helped Xiang Shaoqian into the back seat, he took off his coat and put it on Xiang Shaoqian. After finishing everything, Min Yukun left. When he got to the driver's seat, he opened the door and got in the car. The car was still blowing air-conditioning, but Xiang Shaoqian didn't feel any warmth at all. At this moment, he only felt that every pore from head to toe was shivering. Even though he was wearing clothes and blowing air-conditioning and leaning against the car window, he couldn't feel warm. After Min Yukun started the car, he turned the front of the car and drove towards the direction behind him.

That's right, I dreamed of Pang Zhen here just now, he must have come to say goodbye to me, right?Do you know that I actually don't want you to leave me?Even if you are standing right in front of my eyes, I am willing to die instead of you. Doesn’t your behavior make me even more reluctant to let go?How do you tell me not to read it?What I am thinking about now is thinking that you are all you...the road to Huangquan is cold, I am afraid that I will be alone, and I am even more afraid that you will get lost...if it is possible, let me see you off on this last journey Bar.

While driving the car, Min Yuzhen couldn't help looking at the sight mirror in the middle. In the mirror, Xiang Shaoqian closed his eyes and frowned in pain all the time. His face was also pale, and he looked very haggard. Lao Min himself can understand this situation best, because he has experienced it before, and he almost couldn't get out of that painful time... In the end, what he wanted to understand is to live well and help Ah Tai get revenge. Tai's best explanation is that that time in Min Yukun's memory was painful and dark...it was the loneliness of falling into the abyss...no one can experience this feeling and no one knows their hearts The pain in the night, the feeling of being unable to sleep at night is really about to destroy a person, until now he can't accept the reality that Ah Tai has left him...Although he still thinks about it, but at least there is something in his heart Looking forward to it.

"Actually, Xiangdong, I understand the feeling in your heart, because I have experienced it before. My lover was killed by my father in a well-planned misunderstanding four years ago. It was also raining heavily that day. , He just fell in my arms and died in front of me. I was really about to collapse. I held him in the rain and let the rain and blood flow down... I was in pain Wangtian screamed, but despite this, Ah Tai couldn't come back again. The last words he said to me before he died was to let me live well... Now I have survived well but in my heart It’s inevitable that I won’t think about it. For so many years, I have been thinking about revenge for him, but in the end I still can’t overcome my demons, because he has always been a painful memory that I can’t get rid of in my dreams...even if It’s something you will never forget.”

Min Yukun held the steering wheel tightly and said with a confused expression. Although Xiang Shaoqian kept his eyes closed, he could vaguely hear what Min Yukun said. So he still has such a past?The same people who have fallen into the sky...

"Why did this kind of thing fall on you and me? Did we do something wrong in our previous life? Are we going to punish us like this in this life? If I did something wrong, even if I am willing to change it in this life, I can't accept such a life. This kind of result... Now I am really on the verge of despair. I can't imagine that the person I used to love so hard fell into my arms like that. Do you know his belly? It was bleeding....I could feel my heart throbbing when I held his abdominal wound. He was still holding my hand when he was dying...There was really no temperature at that time No matter how I pass it on..." Xiang Shaoqian leaned against the car window and frowned in pain, warm tears flowed from the corners of his eyes to his temples and soaked his hair.

"I just held his hand and talked to him, but in the end he passed away... just left me alone and left, he went to the place where I couldn't see or touch Where I went, I couldn’t hug him because I couldn’t touch him, you know? Heaven and man are separated, and it’s not too much to say when two people look at each other.”

Xiang Shaoqian said in a hoarse voice, all the emotions that had been pent up for many days burst out at this moment. At this moment, there were no longer two successful people who used to be so high and mighty in the car, but two people who had lost their lives. A lover is just an ordinary person who is sad and lonely. Everyone has a heart, and the heart will hurt... How to forget such an unforgettable feeling?Use up your life?Even at the last moment, it was still him who was thinking about him, crying until the end of the smile, and laughing until the end of the tears, and only the two of them knew the sadness.

It is because of the love so much that it is extremely difficult to let go. If possible, Xiang Shaoqian also hopes that the person who passed away was him instead of Pang Zhen, but things have already happened at that time and there is no way to make any changes..... .

If there is an afterlife, then he hopes that he and Pang Zhen will be an ordinary person, at least they will not be as separated as they are now. Although there will not be too many ups and downs in this life, they will stay together for a lifetime.