On the daily life of nemesis

Min Yuyan raised his eyes and glanced at the rain that was still falling mercilessly in the sky, and then said slowly, "How do you two know each other?"

I don't know why at this moment he is asking about some past things in particular, maybe it is also a kind of curiosity about Xiang Shaoqian and Pang Zhen. When he finished asking this sentence, Xiang Shaoqian sighed and then looked at Outside the window, there seems to be memories and sighs.

"Lao Pang and I have known each other since we were young. I was older than him at that time, and my younger brother always played with us. At that time, Lao Pang was always attached to me no matter what I did. Behind me, because I was young at the time, I didn't notice anything, but as I got older, the feeling became stronger and stronger. Although I could hide it in my heart, I couldn't hide it in my eyes at all. In elementary school When I was in junior high school, Lao Pang always took care of me. At that time, I simply thought that Lao Pang was just a simple brotherly love for me and always cared for me in every possible way. But when we were in college, we went abroad to study separately. Contact Naturally, there are fewer and fewer. After graduation, I chose to stay in U City to develop my career, but what I never expected was that Lao Pang also returned to U City with me to start his comic business. It may have been many years. The reason why we didn’t meet so when he saw me he gave me a big hug.”

Xiang Shaoqian took a deep breath and continued, "At that time, he hugged me very tightly... I simply thought that it was just old friends who hadn't seen each other for many years and missed them too much, but later on, because of my work, my work became more and more serious. I'm busy and don't have much time to have dinner with him, even to calm down and chat, but despite this, Lao Pang still insists on calling me every day, and sometimes he doesn't take him into consideration when he is busy.... Now Thinking about it, I really treated him badly at that time. After a few years like this, my career gradually improved, but Lao Pang still silently supported me behind me. I used to think that we were good friends and brothers. Small...but as time went by, this relationship gradually changed qualitatively, maybe I fell in love with him...but I didn't know it myself, the most regrettable thing is that later on When I woke up and realized it, Lao Pang left me forever...We can no longer sit down and chat calmly like before, even if we don’t speak and just look at each other My heart is also full of happiness... It has been 11 years, and he will never call me again, never... never again."

As Xiang Shaoqian spoke, he frowned in pain, sighed heavily, and looked out the window. As soon as he mentioned Pang Zhenlai, his heart would feel burning pain, as if the scar that had just grown was torn apart. The skin still bleeds bright red blood, even if it gets worse, it still hurts inside. When you open your eyes, a blurry figure of Pang Zhen will appear in front of your eyes, and when you close your eyes, it will appear in your mind. The heart-piercing scene on the top of the coastal mountain that day, this feeling is really painful... Life is worse than death, and after some things have been dealt with, he will be able to accompany Pang Zhen safely. By then Naturally, there was nothing to think about.

Min Yukun has been quietly listening to what Xiang Shaoqian said, and he can't help feeling sorry for the love between the two of them...11 years...how many people can persist in love for 11 years...presumably his The lover must also be a persistent person, not only has he poured his heart and soul into it, but also consumed his youth. It's a pity that the gods are not good enough to break up this love that has been accumulated over time. They have only been together for a long time?Why should they be cruelly separated, just like Ah Tai and himself back then...

Heaven and man are separated, and we can never see each other again...the kind of lover who sat in front of the tombstone and looked at the photos on it, but now he can't touch it. Even just wanting to see him again is already a luxury, he won't I came back again, sleeping quietly in the ground for a long, long time,... that feeling of loneliness and despair that others can't experience, the most painful love in the world is not standing behind you but you can't see me, but me In front of you, I can't see or touch you.

As soon as Min Yuyun thought of this, he couldn't help tightening the steering wheel, and a hint of disappointment slipped across his coquettish eyes, "The thing I regret the most in my life is being with Ah Tai. If I didn't choose to be with him at the beginning If we are together, he will not die, he will live well even if he has never met me, he just died in front of my eyes...killed by my father... .I really want him to come back, but life and death are involuntary. In this life, I am most guilty and owed to him. Even in my dreams, I dare not see him."

While the two were chatting, the car had unknowingly driven into the funeral parlor outside U City. Min Yujun got out of the car after parking the car, while Xiang Shaoqian had been leaning on the back of the chair in a daze. In the morning, Min Yukun opened the rear door with an umbrella in one hand and helped Xiang Shaoqian down. Anyone with a high fever for three days would be confused. Zhen took the last side, and slowly supported him and the two of them walked towards the hall together. The hot temperature on Xiang Shaoqian's body did not dissipate even in the rain...the two of them walked all the way to the hall, and at this time Xiang Shaoqian Zhu Qian was still standing quietly in the big room that the funeral home had already prepared for Pang Zhen. Earlier, he asked the makeup artist to change Pang Zhen into clean clothes and clean up the blood on his abdomen. Naturally, those who made friends there were not feeling well. He never let anyone in this room... One is because Pang Zhen has no relatives, and the other is to let Pang Zhen leave without worries.

However, he and Xi also called for an urgent leave to the hospital early in the morning and hurried over. When he walked outside the door, he saw the resolute figure standing there all the time, following his gaze and looking in, he could see Seeing Pang Zhen lying in the coffin, the thick coffin completely covered his body, but he looked so thin in it, but he walked softly behind Xiang Zhudi and patted him on the shoulder with Xie, When Xiang Zhulian heard the sound, he just sighed and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and whispered, "Are you here?"

But he and Xi nodded, "I won't be going back to the hospital today, and I'm here to accompany you. How is your brother today?"

But he rubbed with Xie and said in a soft voice that Xiang Shaoqian's high fever has not subsided since the last time he gave Xiang Shaoqian an injection... Maybe it's not just the cause of the illness, maybe it's because of physical and mental problems. Fatigue caused the illness to fall like a mountain, and he was so worried that he didn't have a good meal and rest these days... Sitting there all day and night without moving, even a man of iron will suffer Can't live.