On the daily life of nemesis

Xiang Shaoqian has been suffering from a high fever ever since he brought Pang Zhen back to the abandoned park that day. He locked himself at home and didn't want to see anyone... Fortunately, he finally fell asleep today, and Xiang Zhu He and his subordinates were finally able to take Pang Zhen's body away. There was a drizzle of light rain every day. The light rain was not so happy and had a little nostalgia. The cold rain kept pouring On Pang Zhen's body, it seemed as if they were saying goodbye to him. Did they also experience this scene of life and death?

When the car in the Xiangzhuyi School came to pick up Pang Zhen, he himself was not in a good mood. If the doctor hadn't come to inject his brother with a sedative a few days ago, his brother would not be so peaceful. When he came to pick up Pang Zhen, the blood in Pang Zhen's abdomen had already dried up, but those unfathomable incisions were so dazzling, and the cold rain hit his face. He didn't want it to stay, but when he saw Fa Xiao, who was a child, lying quietly on the bed at this moment, he felt as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife. Pang Zhen was a few years older than him, but he always let him Looking at himself....Although Pang Zhen was always sticking to his elder brother's side when he was young, he didn't ignore him because of it. They were talking and laughing a few days ago, why did they become like this now?Just like what his elder brother said, Pang Zhen left them forever and could never come back.

There was still thunder in the sky, and Xiang Shaoqian fell on the sofa humming in a daze with a high fever. He had a wonderful dream. In the heavy rain, he saw Pang Zhen still wearing the white dress. Shirt waved to himself with a smile on his face, and he murmured in that slight voice, "Xiaoqian, they are here to pick me up, you don't have to worry about me anymore, I'm leaving, don't miss me too , I hope you and I can meet again in the next life," after Pang Zhen finished speaking, Xiang Shaoqian was about to take a step forward and rush to hug him, but his figure became more and more blurred... Finally, It turned into a wisp of white mist and drifted away... Only Xiang Shaoqian was left standing in the rain stupidly and could only watch with his own eyes but couldn't say anything...

"Pang Zhen...Pang Zhen...Pang Zhen don't leave me, don't leave me!"

Xiang Shaoqian whispered all the time that maybe the dream was too real. He suddenly opened his eyes and sat up from the sofa. He breathed heavily, and the shirt collar at his neck was already soaked with sweat.... His forehead was still dripping with cold sweat, the hour hand in the house was still ticking, there was no light in the house, and the only thing covering him at this moment was darkness, an immeasurable darkness... He has been leaning on the sofa staring at the eyes of the coffee table, but he is a little absent-minded.

After a while, he didn't know how long he had been sitting, and tears flowed down his eyes unconsciously. He sat on the sofa with his hand on his forehead and sobbed in pain. There was still the smell that belonged to Pang Zhen, and there was His figure...the distressed eyes when he hugged himself, the pampering look when he poured water for himself, when he made breakfast for himself, even though the taste was not right, he still smiled and accompanied him to finish eating. A few days ago, I was still tidying his clothes, but now he is left alone, there is not even the slightest anger in the room, and only these painful memories are left for myself.

"You are so cruel...you are so cruel that you want to strip my soul. Do you know that I miss you too? You stood opposite me and said goodbye to me with a smile, but when I went to When I wanted to hug you in the previous step, you disappeared.....You are so chic, but I still can't let go of the depression in my heart. Didn't you say that you have to wait for me? Why do you have to go alone now? "

Xiang Shaoqian also has a splitting headache these days. He hasn't had a good night's sleep for several days. Every time he closes his eyes, what appears before him is the scene of him using Pang Zhen at the beach. For a few days, he may also have a fever and be confused, his whole body is numb and he can't move. If the doctor didn't come and give him an injection... I'm afraid I still can't dream of him.

Tilting his head on the sofa, Xiang Shaoqian looked out the window, the warm tears in the corners of his eyes were still flowing unstoppably, the thunder outside the house was still flashing one after another, the only thing left in the huge villa was What was left was only darkness and pain... loneliness, loneliness... Missing almost swallowed him up, and Xiang Shaoqian also knew that today Xiaoyan drove Pang Zhen away with a car, because the corpse really couldn't stay for too long. ...That's good, at least it can make Pang Zhen feel at ease and not be reluctant to leave. He has already worried about himself enough in his life, and he doesn't want to make Pang Zhen worry about leaving when he leaves. Cheng was afraid that he could only send him there, and he might not be able to see Pang Zhen again from now on.

Is his so-called career and family really complete?It's not complete, the people who have lived together in the past few days are not like ghosts or ghosts, they are lying on the sofa hugging Pang Zhen all day and night, but the person in his arms has never answered him. Even so, if he still wants to continue talking, he is also tired, really tired...

He doesn't want to meddle in the company anymore, and he doesn't want anything else. All he wants is for Pang Zhen to come back to him, even if it's just to talk to him. Xiang Shaoqian, who lost his lover, is like He lost his soul and turned into a walking dead. He also wanted to accompany Pang Zhen to find Pang Zhen, but he still had some things that he didn't explain clearly, at least he couldn't leave any worries... After he took care of everything, he You can also safely go to find Pang Zhen.

Xiang Shaoqian never even thought that he would be so decadent one day. He was always vigorous and decisive, but now he just sits at home alone all day because of the death of his lover. Isn't this what his father always wanted? Did you see it?As long as he collapses, he can take over Rong Rong, huh... the career he has fought for half his life is no longer so important, it doesn't make any sense, and he doesn't want to fight with his father anymore, for the sake of Now I'm really tired of those so-called benefits and money... Those things can't be exchanged for Pang Zhen, and I can't exchange for Pang Zhen who has always loved me.

The feeling of losing a lover is like losing a beating heart. A few days ago, I hugged Pang Zhen even if he didn't talk to me, and I felt at ease, but now even his body is not here, and I can't hold him anymore. He is gone...Xiang Shaoqian can't see or touch him...he can only rely on those memories to think about him who has been living in the memories, this feeling is really too hard.