song for the city

The inside of the mouth was torn a little, and Xiang Pei's fist lost strength, and his teeth hit the flesh. Afterwards, Liang Zhang felt the pain, even after drinking to Xiang Pei, Liang Zhang felt the pain.If Chen Zhaonan hadn't caught up with him from the bar last night, the two of them might have had a scuffle on the street, and they would have been sent to the police station.

Liang Zhang couldn't tell what was in his heart, maybe it was because he didn't fight enough.

He sent a text message to Pei with an uncomfortable mood: I washed the pants for you, the day after tomorrow.where do you live? "

After Liang Zhang finished his breakfast, he sent a message to Pei Cai: I didn't move.

Liang Zhang's first reaction was that the building hadn't been demolished yet?The second reaction was to seek abuse from Pei, he didn't like to live a good life, and he had to live in a leaky building.

Xu Wei's second wedding was held in a western style, and she experienced both Chinese and Western styles. She had dreamed of having a grand wedding since she was a child, and now it finally came true.

Aunt Liang Zhang’s family runs a business, and the conditions are good. Xu Wei was pampered and grew up when she was a child. She has a somewhat savage personality, but it’s harmless. She likes to bicker with Liang Zhang since she was a child. .Looking at Xu Wei holding her husband's hand, Liang Zhang felt somewhat emotional. The girl who used to snatch his lollipops with two braids had become someone else's wife.

In the evening, Xu Wei took Liang Zhang's hand and sent him out of the hotel with tears in his eyes: "Brother, I'm really married."

Liang Zhang straightened her hair: "Haven't you been married for a long time? Still sad?"

"This time you are here, it's different. It feels like we have grown up suddenly."

"It's okay, you will never grow up with me."

One day after the wedding, Xu Wei's make-up was almost removed, and her eyes were darkened by tears. Liang Zhang smiled and complained about her ugly, Xu Wei did not cry, nor was she angry. She was very impatient when she told me that you hadn't talked about someone, when will you find me a sister-in-law? Hurry up if you're going to be a third person. "

Liang Zhang frowned: "Why are you urging the marriage? It's endless, I'm tired of listening to my mother talking about it."

Xu Wei stuck out his tongue and said, "It just so happens that your filming is over, how many can I introduce to you?"

Liang Zhang backed away with a face of resistance, shaking his hands on his chest: "I don't have time, the movie hasn't been cut yet, I have to discuss a lot of details with the editor, and I have to participate in movie promotion later on, I'm just busy anyway .”

Xu Wei carefully looked at Liang Zhang's face, pondered for a long time, but stopped talking.Liang Zhang looked anxiously: "If you have something to say, hurry up and say it."

"I told you not to be angry."

Liang Zhang hated this kind of vaccination the most. He couldn't take it back after he said it, and he had to hold back if he promised not to be angry.

"Say."

"I'm just a little skeptical, really just skeptical," Xu Wei's expression became serious, "Do you like men, brother?"

Liang Zhang pressed his fingernails against the flesh of his palm, he seemed to frowned and smiled relaxedly: "Why do you think so?"

"I've never seen you talk about a girlfriend. Would it be too strange in terms of your conditions? Or is there someone you like that you can't catch up with?"

"What if I really like men?"

Xu Wei was obviously taken aback: "Actually, it's nothing. Now that the society is diversified, I have a friend..."

"How is it possible?" Liang Zhang flicked Xu Wei's forehead, "Don't guess, it's just that you haven't met the right person."

What he said really sounded like that, Xu Wei didn't doubt it, and believed it very easily.

Because of Xu Wei's words, Liang Zhang couldn't sleep until very late.

The issue of sexual orientation is a vague concept in Liang Zhang's mind. He has never liked anyone other than Xiang Pei, and strictly speaking, he does not like boys.When he was in college, there were many handsome men and beautiful women around, but Liang Zhang never had any thoughts, and no one could touch his nerves.

Liang Zhang stared at the curtains in the black shadow of the building in a daze, thinking for a moment that he would really die alone.

Liang Zhang arrived at Xiang Pei's house the next day, and the neighborhood hasn't changed much. The sanitary environment seems to be much better than it was eight years ago. There are less rotten vegetables and leaves and dirty water on the ground, and there are still many restaurants. Dropped, almost permanently engraved on the ground.Liang Zhang walked around the oil pollution, and saw that the restaurant he used to work in had been replaced by a noodle restaurant, and the owner had also changed.

The building is still the same building, but it is older than before. Moss has covered the corner under the wall, and there are several weeds and wild flowers at the junction of the ground and the wall.

Liang Zhang squatted on the ground to watch, smelling the damp until his legs went numb.Next to him, an old man went downstairs and passed by him, holding a golden retriever.

"Young man, what are you squatting here looking at?"

Liang Zhang stood up, stepped on the spot, and replied: "I lived here before, I miss it."

For the first time, Liang Zhang felt that climbing the stairs required courage. The distance from the first floor to the door of Xiang Pei's house had never been so long.Liang Zhang has climbed the corridor many times, and went back many years. Passing through here is like returning to Liang Zhang's 17-year-old.

And Xiang Pei who opened the door seemed to be 16-year-old Xiang Pei.

Xiang Pei saw that he had just taken a shower, he was naked, and his hair was still dripping.Liang Zhang looked at Xiang Pei's face with a complicated expression, the drops of water made his skin look extraordinarily tender.

"Who are you showing off without clothes on?"

Xiang Pei turned to let Liang Zhang in: "You knocked on the door as soon as I came out."

Liang Zhang thought it would take only a few seconds to get dressed.Xiang Pei made way for him, but he didn't take a step. He stretched out his arm and handed it to Xiang Pei's trouser bag: "Here you are."

Xiang Pei didn't answer, put his hand on Liang Zhang's wrist, and pulled hard, Liang Zhang leaned forward, his feet were already in the door frame.Liang Zhang smelled the strong smell of mint, which had disappeared for a long time in his life, and returned to his life for a while. Liang Zhang couldn't bear it suddenly, and Xiang Pei's breath pressed him to the ground.

The door closed behind Liang Zhang, and Xiang Pei put his arm on the doorknob, just surrounding Liang Zhang.Xiang Pei's actions were a little rough, Liang Zhang's arm hurt a little, and his whole body hurt.

"Do you want to fight again?" Liang Zhang said.

Xiang Pei let go, and Liang Zhang left a red mark on his arm, which was abrupt and eye-catching.

"In the past few years, have you ever been in love?" Xiang Pei asked.

"Talk."

"Male and female?"

"female."

Xiang Pei stopped talking, and after a short silence, he put on the clothes thrown on the sofa, his hair was messed up, but he still let it go.

"You lied, I don't believe it."

Liang Zhang rubbed his nose and said with a straight face, "Do you believe it or not."

"I haven't talked about it, Liang Zhang. After all these years, until now, I'm still alone."

A potted plant sits at the edge of the living room, a new addition.In the gap formed by the plants and Xiang Pei, Liang Zhang saw the dazzling sunlight outside the window, as well as trees and birds flying by.

He thought of the same scene before, Xiang Pei pressed him against the door, kissed his lips, helpless and young, and said to Pei at that time: Be my boyfriend, Liang Zhang.

The memory ceased, and Liang Zhang was now two steps away from Xiang Pei. He looked at Xiang Pei's lips and said, "I told you to leave and you really did. You asked if it was useful to love me. Actually, at that time It's really useful, there is no more useful words than that, Xiang Pei. I have been calling you for a year, but you have never answered after I got through. There are more than a dozen text messages every day, and you have not replied to any of them. The college entrance examination It was only when I came to Day City that year that I realized that you had long since ceased to live here."

"Xiang Pei, a stone is not as hard as your heart. Is that what you call love? You only love yourself, and you can add music at most. We agreed that no matter how many difficulties we face together, you are so unconfident in us? You Is it interesting to ask me if I have ever been in love?"

Liang Zhang pulled Xiang Pei's collar and pulled out the necklace he had been hanging around his neck. Liang Zhang noticed it the moment he opened the door.

"You still wear the ring, are you pretending to be affectionate?"

The silver ring was simple and simple, it was the most expensive style Xiang Pei Neng bought at that time, and it also shone brightest under the sun.

Now he can buy very expensive ones for Liang Zhang, but it's a pity that Liang Zhang probably won't ask for it.

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