song for the city

Liang Zhang's grandfather passed away in Liang Zhang's sophomore year of high school. His passing away was extremely peaceful and he did not experience too many illnesses. For their family, his grandfather's death did not happen suddenly. Everyone expected this result. They Be mentally prepared.

Being mentally prepared doesn't mean you won't be sad.On the day of his grandfather's death, Liang Zhang was sitting on a stool downstairs in the hospital. The weather turned cold, and before he had time to add clothes, the sudden drop in temperature caught him off guard.Waiting quietly for his parents to come out of the hospital, Liang Zhang clutched his cell phone, trying to call Xiang Pei.

He hasn't called Xiang Pei for a long time, but he was too sad that day and wanted to hear Xiang Pei's voice.

It was the afternoon when the temperature dropped that day, Liang Zhang called Xiang Pei for the last time, because the mechanical female voice told him that Xiang Pei's phone was shut down.

Xiang Pei changed his phone number, Liang Zhang was sad and desperate, and he realized that he should give up on Xiang Pei.

Giving up is a very long process. Liang Zhang doesn't understand that he has only known Xiang Pei for a year, but for many years to come, Xiang Pei has become his obsession. From liking to blaming, Xiang Pei is still Liang Zhang's unforgettable love. the one who fell.Many people Liang Zhang met became the embodiment of Xiang Pei. He looked for Xiang Pei's shadow in them, but he couldn't find anyone who could make him forget Xiang Pei.

He experienced insomnia, occasionally his stomach seemed to disappear out of thin air, he didn't feel hungry, and food burdened him.

Crying in the rental room, Liang Zhang chose to stay in the past. He said before that he would make a movie for Xiang Pei, and he did it. In the future, he will go on with ease.

Until Xiang Pei appeared again.

Liang Zhang felt unreasonably angry at the ring Xiang Pei hung around his neck, although such emotions made him feel strange.An important step in growing up is to learn to control emotions. Liang Zhang has learned a series of deaf and dumb skills, such as patience and flattery.

He can please the investors in order to make movies as he likes, and he can also tolerate endless drinking and criticize the stupid media of his movies.Before Xiang Pei taught him to control his emotions, Liang Zhang rolled forward in the mudslide of life and easily learned to hide.

But facing Xiang Pei, Liang Zhang found that he was back to the 17-year-old boy with obvious emotions and no barriers to speaking.

The chain of the ring was very strong, Liang Zhang pulled hard, and there was a red mark on Xiang Pei's neck, which probably hurt a little, his eyebrows twisted, and he grabbed Liang Zhang's wrist, I don't know whether it was subconscious or intentional, anyway He didn't let go.

Xiang Peiyou held Liang Zhang's wrist instead of holding his fingers, and wrapped Liang Zhang's ring finger with his hot palm: "Then did you lose it? The ring."

Liang Zhang didn't answer right away, he adjusted his breath before saying, "I can't find it."

Xiang Pei seemed dissatisfied with the vague answer, and increased the strength of his hand: "Then go back and look for it, maybe it's somewhere very conspicuous."

Liang Zhang wanted to say that there was no need to look for the ring at all. The ring was placed at Day City's home, and the last floor of the bedside cabinet was locked. The ring was lying in it intact, and it would not disappear unless a thief broke into the house.

But he replied calmly: "There is no need to look for it."

"Have."

"No."

"I say there is."

"Xiang Pei, when did you become so talkative?" Liang Zhang smacked his lips, the verbal dispute made his brain hurt, "I'll bring you the pants, I'm leaving."

He wanted to end the conversation quickly, he carried the bag to Pei, watched Liang Zhang open the door, and just about to step out, he said to Pei: "The landlord will not rent this house soon, I haven't been back to China for a long time, I have no place to live, Ting Na My sister said that you have an unusual house in Day City, can you lend me a few days to live in?"

Nana is really exhausted from dealing with all the information on both sides, Liang Zhang plans to go back to Nana to settle the score.

Maybe Xiang Pei guessed what Liang Zhang was thinking, and added: "I pestered Sister Na to ask you about you. She was not willing to tell me. Don't blame her."

Liang Zhang showed no mercy: "You can stay in a hotel."

Xiang Pei swept a few hairs on his forehead: "I'm not used to living in hotels, and I don't know how long it will take to find a house."

Liang Zhang laughed in his heart, he was not as dull as before, of course he could see what Xiang Pei wanted to do, and Xiang Pei didn't hide it at all, he made extremely perfunctory excuses, with a sense of self-confidence.

But Liang Zhang wanted to hit Xiang Pei's self-confidence: "I don't want you to live."

Since Xiang Pei went straight, Liang Zhang didn't make excuses, and looked at Xiang Pei's reaction with his arms crossed.He probably won't continue to ask. According to Liang Zhang's understanding of Xiang Pei, he doesn't ask for help very much. He only asks for help once. In fact, he has strong self-esteem and good face. Before Liang Zhang thought Xiang Pei was so charming.

Sure enough, Xiang Pei didn't say anything, and bent down to clean up the shoes that Liang Zhang had kicked at the door, the bones on his shoulders bulging out from the thin clothes.Liang Zhang thought he had dismissed Xiang Pei's thoughts, but Xiang Pei hung his hands in the air, leaned against the door frame and said, "I'm asking you, okay?"

Liang Zhang guessed that Xiang Pei was feeling bad, and in the past few days he suppressed his posture and asked Liang Zhang for some unnecessary things.

Liang Zhang didn't think that they could reconcile as before, and that gap would always exist, which made Liang Zhang uncomfortable and unable to let go.Leaving Xiang Pei is not entirely a bad thing, at least let Liang Zhang know the fragility of their relationship.

Besides, eight years is too long, and Liang Zhang's intuition has changed a lot to Pei. Not everyone can maintain his feelings for a person for eight years.

If Liang Zhang can do it, it doesn't mean that Xiang Pei can also do it.Xiang Pei felt guilty and regretful towards him, but Liang Zhang was troubled by too many uncertain factors.

But when Xiang Pei said this, Liang Zhang really didn't know how to refuse, and Xiang Pei pinpointed his hesitation, and took advantage of the victory to pursue: "I really have no place to live, Chen Zhaonan wants to take a woman home, I can't bother him, right?" .Anyway, you don’t live much, I’ll pay you rent plus cleaning, it’s better than leaving it empty.”

Liang Zhang took a step backwards, looking a little dangerous, and moved his hand towards Pei, as if to hug Liang Zhang.

"Do you think we can do it all over again?" Liang Zhang asked with a smile.

Xiang Pei didn't expect Liang Zhang to ask so directly, and didn't find a solution, so he paused and said, "It's dead ashes, I want it to rekindle."

Liang Zhang shrugged, and asked indifferently, "I said it's impossible?"

Xiang Pei's Adam's apple twitched, as if a thorn was stuck in his throat. When he tried to answer Liang Zhang, his throat and heart ached.

"Would you believe me if I said I love you?"

On the train leaving Nanchuan, he said something similar to Pei. At that time, his throat and heart had the same reaction, and he thought about how to live in the future.

The reason for Xiang Pei to live is to see Liang Zhang at this moment.

Liang Zhang took another step back to the steps below: "To be honest, I don't believe it."

"It doesn't matter if you don't believe it, I will let you believe it."

The concrete floor was an ugly shade of bare gray in different shades.

Liang Zhang stared at the ground for a while, and said: "My mother has always asked me to get married and arranged blind dates for me. I used to think that studying for the college entrance examination was annoying, and I could get rid of my mother when I went to college. I didn't expect that she still controlled my life, and I couldn't get rid of it." She. You could break up with me because of these before, and you can do the same now, I don't trust us very much, Xiang Pei. "

"Because we were too young at that time, I couldn't take you to ignore prejudice, including all the pressure you had at that time came from me, and I hated myself. I want to wait until I have enough ability to help you block all I'll come to you later." Xiang Pei held onto the railing, standing much higher than Liang Zhang, and could only look down at him.

At that time, he was as impulsive as Pei's decision, and he hadn't lived long, so he couldn't guarantee that he was doing the right thing.

"But I don't need your help to block the difficulties at all. Have you ever thought that I would like someone else?"

How could it not be.Xiang Pei was often haunted by such nightmares, he panicked and regretted, and blamed himself for leaving so decisively.After seeing Liang Zhang again, this kind of remorse became more and more intense, and it was about to swallow him up

"I thought about it, and I also thought about how to snatch you over."

Liang Zhang laughed again: "I'll lend you the house, I'll go back the day after tomorrow, and you'll get the key again."

"Aren't you staying a few days longer?"

"You still want to live with me?" Liang Zhang opened his eyes wide, expressing surprise, "Leave."

He walked to the corner of the stairs on the next floor, and Xiang Pei's head emerged from the upstairs.

"Silly boy, I miss you so much."

His bitter voice disturbed Liang Zhang's breathing.Liang Zhang raised his neck, his eyes were sour: "Don't call me that, I will feel very uncomfortable, let's keep in touch less in the future."

Old friends who have been separated for a long time will call each other when they meet, and say before parting that they will keep in touch in the future.Liang Zhang found another way, saying less contact, this is the way of getting along with old lovers.

When Chen Zhaonan came in, Xiang Pei was packing his luggage. There were instant noodles and cigarette butts on the table. The smell of cigarettes was very strong. Chen Zhaonan hurriedly opened the window to let in air.

Xiang Pei threw his clothes into the suitcase while smoking, and the ash flicked on the floor.Chen Zhaonan only saw his back at first, and turned his head when he shouted at Xiang Pei, he was startled, and took a closer look: "Has Liang Zhang been here?"

It's no wonder that he guessed so accurately, it's because Xiang Pei's condition is too bad.The eye circles were red and black, and he smoked so much that he lost his soul. When he saw Chen Zhaonan's face, he didn't respond, so he replied calmly: "Yes."

"What did you say?"

Xiang Pei did not answer the content of the conversation: "I regret it."

"Why do you regret what happened before? Now you can only try your best to get him back."

"He's so ruthless, I'm going fucking crazy," Xiang Pei violently stroked his hair, and lost a few black hairs, "Maybe he doesn't love me anymore."

"That might not be the case, after all, we've been separated for so long."

Chen Zhaonan really didn't know how to comfort others, so he glared at Pei: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Didn't you just say it yourself?" Chen Zhaonan was speechless, and did not intend to continue discussing feelings with Xiang Pei.

"Old Xu asked us to discuss the tour. The time is probably set for next month. We have to rehearse quickly."

Lao Xu is the manager of the band. Xiang Pei and the others just won No.3 in the competition and gained fame in the circle. Moreover, with the broadcast of the show, the band showed signs of recovery in China. Stowaway fans have increased a lot, especially Xiang Pei. Pei, the main thing is that he looks good and sings well.

Nodding to Pei: "Then let's have dinner together tomorrow night, I'll decide the place."

"Okay," Chen Zhaonan hesitated, "Did You Jing contact you?"

"Hey, I said Chen Zhaonan, do you still think you two can continue to be friends?"

"I haven't been separated from him since we were young, what do you say about me..." Chen Zhaonan fell silent for a while, and sighed annoyedly.

"It's impossible for you to like men, so don't hang on to Brother Jing. He has worried about you for so many years, so he should have his own life."

Chen Zhaonan was in a hurry: "Who is hanging on to him! He is very important to me. Does that mean that if you don't contact him, you can stop contacting him? And when will I stop letting him have his own life? It's like I used to live with him Like."

"Isn't it? He almost slept with you. Brother Jing has such a bad temper. When did he not tolerate you? Go back and think about it. If you really miss the old love, don't bother him .”

As soon as Xiang Pei finished speaking, Chen Zhaonan almost jumped up: "Why don't you go to bed?"

The voice was so loud that he flashed back towards Pei, and looked at Chen Zhaonan's terribly red face in shock, and then stammered that he was leaving.

Chen Zhaonan ran away in a flash, Xiang Pei was still in a daze.When did Chen Zhaonan, a veteran in love, blush like this?