song for the city

Xiang Pei found that something was wrong with Liang Zhang in recent days.

Maybe he's the only one who can see the signs.Liang Zhang still talked too much to other people, even overly cheerful, but he seemed to be a different person in front of Xiang Pei, as if he was avoiding him on purpose.They can't meet a few times under the same roof. At most, they can meet each other at the bar at night, and the communication is pitiful. Overnight, they return to the strangers who lived together during the time they first met.

In the past, Liang Zhang could always find something to say when he had nothing to say, whether it was about daily life or nonsense.Xiang Pei's world suddenly became quiet, without Liang Zhang's chirping, his ears were uncomfortably idle.

That day Liang Zhang mentioned that he would not go to the bar with him anymore, and that he wanted to ride his old second-hand bicycle. The reason given was far-fetched. He wanted to exercise. Xiang Pei estimated that Liang Zhang himself would not believe it.

The second-hand bicycle has not been ridden for a long time, and it is placed in the stairwell, with a thin layer of dust. It may be too broken, no one has stolen it, and it is safe and sound.Liang Zhang has ridden it a few times since he bought it, and the motorcycle behind him is always sitting on Pei's motorcycle. He still cared about money before, but no one would buy it after selling it. Now he has used up everything he has.

It's just that he can't put his arms around Pei's waist anymore, Liang Zhang weighs in his heart, if he can, he is willing to lose money.

But everything is beyond his control.

The rag was black, and as soon as the rag was put into the basin, the water in the whole basin became cloudy. Liang Zhang wrung out the rag and hung it on the water pipe of the toilet. He carried his bag and went out. Before he left, he had a mint in his mouth. love.

Barely a substitute.

The motorcycle stopped downstairs, the branches of the trees stretched out, the shiny green leaves covered the body, and Xiang Pei was in the shadow, which was moving with the wind.He leaned against the tree to smoke, and the smoke passed through his lungs and cleared his mind. He couldn't tell whether the smoke was useful, or he couldn't feel it after smoking too much. He still felt empty and irritable in his heart.

I haven't felt this way for a long time.Xiang Pei's heart is as calm as his appearance, not deliberately pretending, but Xiang Pei really doesn't think there is anything in the world that is worth his ups and downs.

It takes effort to be happy, and it takes even more effort to be angry. He is just lazy and a little dull. You Jing said this to him before, and he has to admit it.

His biological parents didn't teach him feelings, he didn't know how to love, he only learned to hate.It's boring to hate people later, and he won't take revenge.

It's not that I haven't thought about it, if I don't know what love is like for a lifetime, it would be too pitiful.

But now he was a little confused because of Liang Zhang, and felt that if he was thinking too much, it would be too embarrassing to ask rashly.

At first, Xiang Pei thought that Liang Zhang hadn't come out of the shadow of A Cheng's incident. He listened to the movement for a long time at night, and even went to peek outside the door. Liang Zhang no longer suffered from insomnia, and slept soundly like a pig.

Now Liang Zhang no longer suffers from insomnia, but Xiang Pei suffers from insomnia.

Not far away, I saw Liang Zhang coming downstairs, with a black sports bag slung across his shoulders, and a very simple short-sleeved blue shirt on his upper body. The green stubble on his head protruded for a long time, and he fanned himself with his hands while walking. His eyebrows are slightly furrowed, his right cheek is slightly bulging, and his mouth is red. He should be complaining about the hot weather.

The clothes are all cheap goods that I bought from the street stalls accompanied by Liang Zhang some time ago. The fabric styles are all average.

The weather was really hot. Xiang Pei didn't feel it in the shade at first, but now he felt it. He stretched out his hand to tie up his hair, and suddenly wanted to drink water.

"Liang Zhang!" Xiang Pei escaped from the shadow and walked under the sun.

Liang Zhang was bending over to unlock the lock, and when the lock opened, he heard someone calling him from behind, stopped his hands, straightened his back, turned around and looked over, and stood in front of Pei.

Liang Zhang lowered his head, didn't look at Pei, and clenched the key tightly in his hand. The force was too great, and his flesh hurt. He tried his best to hold back, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Let me drive you there, it's so hot." Xiang Pei pointed to the motorcycle under his index.

"You don't have to bask in the sun on the back of your motorcycle."

"I'll drive faster, at least I can blow some wind, aren't you the most afraid of heat?"

The peppermint candy in Liang Zhang's mouth slipped out of his cheek, and was about to go down his throat. Liang Zhang stopped it in time, but coughed for a long time.Xiang Pei patted his back to comfort him, and moved the tip of his nose: "This smell is a bit familiar."

Maybe it was in a hurry, Liang Zhang unconsciously held Xiang Pei's arm, and felt the bulging veins on it, which were warm and seemed to be throbbing.Liang Zhang pushed him away, his brain became hot, and he said violently, "Do you think you know me very well?"

Liang Zhang wanted to hit the wall, so talking like this would make him look cool or something?

The movement was a little big, and Xiang Pei was pushed back two steps. He stood still and said, "What do you mean by that?"

Unable to take back the words, Liang Zhang put his hand on the handlebar of the bicycle, turned his face sideways, Xiang Pei couldn't see his expression clearly."Nothing interesting," he said.

He's really meaningless, he's just plain mean, and he wants to distance himself from Pei La.

Xiang Pei was a little angry, and Liang Zhang's ignorance these days made him feel annoyed.However, he was used to being calm, and tried his best to restrain his voice: "Is there anything wrong to say quickly? Let's solve it."

"There is no way to solve it, Xiang Pei."

It was very dark here in the stairwell, Liang Zhang raised his head, his eyes were bright, Xiang Pei felt as if he was about to cry.

"What's the matter..." Xiang Pei was soft-hearted, approached Liang Zhang, looked him in the eyes, and asked in a soft tone, he wanted to hug him a little bit.

What Liang Zhang hates the most is Xiang Pei's gentle expression, he is cold to everyone, only he has seen Xiang Pei's expression, that's why he can't get out.

"I'm not normal."

"What, who said it?" Xiang Pei frowned seriously.

"No one said it, I'm really abnormal."

Liang Zhang was really about to cry.

"So stay away from me, Xiang Pei."

He has never eaten pork and has seen pigs running. Liang Zhang has never liked it before, but he knows he likes it and wants to fight for it.

Girls who like him in school dare to confess to him face to face, Lai Yu can chase the girl he likes around, and there is no future if he doesn't speak up.Liang Zhang also felt that he wanted to say that he liked each other. There is no such thing as a secret love, and how would he know if he liked each other if he didn't say anything.

Adults like to pay attention to all kinds of twists and turns. His cousin liked a man for several years and dared not confess because the family was not compatible. In the end, his cousin married the person on the blind date. The cousin was very sad, but she had to compromise.

When you grow up, you don't have to be domineering if you like it, you have to pay attention to matching.At that time, Liang Zhang felt that while he was still a minor, he could speak out bravely if he liked it, no matter what the ending was, no matter whether he was compatible or not.

Now he is cowardly, and has become a complete coward.

Liang Zhang didn't learn to smoke, but got infected with other things.If he could quit Xiang Pei, he wouldn't be so sad.

Liang Zhang wouldn't go to the bar if he wasn't afraid that the tour would deduct his salary.

He just wants to find a place where no one is around and think about what he should do next.

Since they want to live under the same roof, they must not get rid of their feelings for Xiang Pei, why not move out?But where can I move, I finally found a house with a suitable price.

Liang Zhang was taken aback by this thought, he realized that he was still very reluctant.

You Jing and Chen Zhaonan had reconciled, and they wouldn't fight violently when they met, but they both put on airs and neither of them took the initiative to speak to each other.Xin Yu and Chu Ranfei felt uncomfortable being caught in the middle, so they simply ignored it and did not persuade them to reconcile. Anyway, in their hearts, the relationship between these two people will never collapse for the rest of their lives.

If there is no accident, it will not collapse for a lifetime.

After Liang Zhang changed his clothes, You Jing praised him for his high enthusiasm for work recently, and came here early every morning.Liang Zhang smiled bluntly, he didn't confess that the reason he came early was that he didn't want to face Xiang Pei, and he joked about asking You Jing to raise his salary.

The two chatted for a few words and came over to Pei.

Liang Zhang kept quiet first, and You Jing saw that it was Xiang Pei, so he stopped talking.

Xiang Pei was even more speechless, why did the two people who had a good chat just now stopped talking when he came over?What secrets are you talking about for fear that he will hear?

Xiang Pei was not quite able to face You Jing comfortably, so he looked at Liang Zhang and said, "What are you talking about that I can't listen to?"

Liang Zhang replied, "Everything you need to know clearly?"

"Then you don't like what I say now?" Xiang Pei asked back, with anger already on his face.

You Jing hugged his head as if watching the excitement, and yawned: "Xiao Pei, you were not such a curious person before."

Just when Chen Zhaonan heard the last sentence, he leaned over to Xiang Pei and grabbed his arm: "Don't pay attention to him, let's go down and practice singing."

It is estimated that Chen Zhaonan wants to pull the camp, and You Jing thinks he is really naive.

As soon as Chen Zhaonan came over, Xiang Pei's expression became even more rigid. He looked at You Jing and then at Chen Zhaonan, but he still couldn't pass the hurdle in his heart, and was still shocked.

Not for man and man, just for two very good friends.

He suddenly remembered that Liang Zhang told him that he was abnormal.

unusual?Xiang Pei's eyes finally turned back to Liang Zhang.

He couldn't help thinking in strange directions, and his heart shook violently.

At this time, Xiang Pei was surprised to find that he didn't find it strange or unacceptable now, but he was afraid, afraid of the absurd but real possibility that Liang Zhang might like Youjing.

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