song for the city

Since it was not too late, there were many pedestrians passing by, You Jing was unconscious, fell on the ground leaning against the lamppost, and refused to get up, attracting the attention of countless people, and even more people kept away from them.

After that powerful sentence came out, You Jing didn't say a word, but he kept humming in his throat, talking nonsense, and he didn't know what he was talking about.

Before Liang Zhang recovered from the shock, he went to pull You Jing, but he didn't expect him to be so strong when he was drunk, Liang Zhang was defenseless, pushed by him, and sat on the ground with his buttocks, throwing him Head dizzy.

It's not clear whether the reason for the dizziness was from the fall or from knowing that You Jing likes Chen Zhaonan.

In Liang Zhang's impression, You Jing and Chen Zhaonan are bad friends who point their noses and scold each other every day. Although most of the scolding is a joke, unlike today, the two really poured out the most poisonous words stuffed in their stomachs .

They have the best relationship, even Xiang Pei can't compare to the friendship they grew up with.Chen Zhaonan likes to pick up girls, and he doesn't look good all day long, You Jing only complains about it, and never sees anything wrong with him.

Xiang Pei wrapped his arms around Liang Zhang's elbow, lifted him up from the ground, and asked, "Are you all right?"

He glanced at Liang Zhang's trousers. The light-colored trousers were a little dirty, and there was a lump of dust in the middle, so Xiang Pei's first reaction was to reach out and pat Liang Zhang off.

Before his hand touched Liang Zhang, Liang Zhang turned sideways and glanced at him: "What are you doing?"

Seeing Liang Zhang's obviously resistant reaction, Xiang Pei's heart was filled with anger. He didn't understand why Liang Zhang avoided him, as if he had some germs on him.

But it's okay to be unhappy, Xiang Pei didn't show any abnormality on his face, and said calmly: "Your pants are full of dust."

Liang Zhang had a sudden realization, and turned his head to look at the back of his buttocks. It was really dirty. He patted it symbolically, hesitated for a few seconds, and said, "I don't know...thanks."

The relationship between the two of them had finally eased a little during the meal, but now it is almost broken again.Liang Zhang was a little annoyed, he swore he didn't avoid Xiang Pei's hand on purpose, but he was too nervous about Xiang Pei's touch.

Without saying a word, Xiang Pei stepped forward to help You Jing up, letting him put an arm on his shoulder.

You Jing is a little shorter than Xiang Pei, but he is bigger than Xiang Pei, so Xiang Pei is still struggling.

Liang Zhang hurriedly supported the other side of You Jing, and the two of them worked together to stabilize You Jing's figure, and it was much easier.Youjing's home is not far away, and you can save money by walking there.

Liang Zhang's left shoulder sank, but he didn't feel anything, he kept thinking about You Jing's liking for Chen Zhaonan.

No wonder You Jing refuses to say who he likes, and he is willing to be best friends with Chen Zhaonan for the rest of his life.

Best friends, but can anyone really stop at being friends with the person they like?Maybe You Jing is afraid that after talking about it, he won't even have friends?

Thinking of this, Liang Zhang took a peek at Xiang Pei. There was fine sweat on Xiang Pei's forehead, and he was panting slowly. The breath that came out disturbed Liang Zhang's thoughts even more.

Looking at Pei's appearance just now, he should have known it just now, so what does he think about this matter?Of course, the relationship between him and Xiang Pei cannot be compared with the relationship between You Jing and Chen Zhaonan. If he said he liked him, would Xiang Pei simply kick him out, the consequences would be even worse.

For such a possibility, Liang Zhangguang couldn't breathe even thinking about it, and his heart was throbbing with pain.

"Brother Jing has been exercising a lot, and his muscles are too strong." Liang Zhang wiped off a drop of sweat that slipped down his chin with his right hand.

"Yeah." Xiang Pei looked at the road ahead indifferently.

Liang Zhang panicked, thinking about it: "You know what? Brother Jing likes Chen Zhaonan."

Still asked, Liang Zhang was so nervous that he could hardly walk, as if all the organs in his body were falling down, he wished he could fall on the side of the road and spit a few mouthfuls.

"do not know."

"what do you think?"

Xiang Pei glanced at Liang Zhang quickly, his eyes as calm as lake water could not see any emotion: "What do you want me to think?"

Liang Zhang bit his lip, and asked vigorously, "Don't you think it's strange that men like men? Besides, Brother Jing and you have such a good relationship."

After asking, Liang Zhang quickly lowered his head, not daring to look into Pei's eyes again.

"What he likes is his own business, I am not qualified to judge."

Liang Zhang heaved a sigh of relief, and tried to probe further: "Then do you dislike it?"

The air was quiet for a while, and both of them stopped at the same time, You Jing lost his strength and fell like a caterpillar, Liang Zhang quickly supported it with all his strength.

Liang Zhang's heart also sank, without end.

After a long time, he said to Pei, "I don't feel disgusted." When Liang Zhang's heart returned to its normal position, he added to Pei, "But it's still a bit strange. Boys like boys."

Pa, Liang Zhang heard the sound of his heart falling to the ground, which rang clearly in his ears.

He was dazed, everything in his eyes turned upside down and became unreal, including Xiang Pei's face.

Tell Pei that it's strange, and he seems to have turned into a monster.

Liang Zhang felt unwell in his stomach and had fever in his eyes.

He also wants to be a normal person.

There was something strange in Xiang Pei's chest, he didn't know why he had to say that, it seemed that his restless heart would be at peace only after saying this.

Liang Zhang took out the key from Youjing's pocket, opened the door and turned on the light, helped Youjing to the bedroom, and threw him on the bed.

He and Xiang Pei exhaled at the same time, to finally unload this heavy burden.

The size of the house is small, but it is more than enough for one person to live in. Things are messed up and thrown everywhere, and it is not as good as Liang Zhang's leaky hut.

You Jing's body was very dirty, reeking of alcohol, the sheets were gray, like a pile of mud spread on the ground, and he writhed uncomfortably.

"Let me take off his clothes." Liang Zhang smelled like vomiting, and helped You Jing lift up his clothes, revealing his sunken abdominal muscles.

Liang Zhang was a little envious, he thought about his stomach, he could still have abs by breathing hard, but there were boys who were thinner in puberty, and it was not as obvious as You Jing.

Thinking of practicing like this in the future, Liang Zhang took a few more glances.He looked at it without any evil thoughts. To him, You Jing was his big brother and boss, and he had no other attractions at all.

After all, Xiang Pei was an accident, Liang Zhang didn't think he really liked boys.

But Liang Zhang's straight eyes changed in Xiang Pei's eyes, and he was not very serious no matter how he looked at it.

Xiang Pei Che was completely shocked by You Jing's words tonight, and almost shattered some of his worldview.He tried his best not to show it, but in fact, his heart was already turbulent, and the wind was passing through.

You Jing, who has known each other for so many years, likes Chen Zhaonan, who has also known him for many years. Both of them are men, and You Jing's personality is so rough that a woman would pounce on him with a cigarette in his mouth. How could he like men?

He is really emotionally insensitive, and he has been stunned for more than ten years without seeing any clues.

Looking at Pei Yue, he became more and more uncomfortable, so he went directly to lift You Jing's clothes to the bottom, bumped You Jing's nose, and slapped You Jing's face heavily with the clothes.

Anyway, You Jing was so drunk that he didn't know where to go, so he fooled Pei Yitong and stripped You Jing naked, leaving only a pair of underwear, and then directly covered his whole body with a quilt, without revealing anything.You Jing thought it was too hot, and wanted to remove the quilt, Xiang Pei covered him tightly again, and repeated this several times, Xiang Pei never tired of doing it, You Jing had no energy to resist.

Liang Zhang stared blankly at the side, and said, "You want to heat Brother Jing to death?"

Turning to Pei: "Let's go."

Liang Zhang felt that Xiang Pei usually respected You Jing, but tonight was so abnormal, there could only be one reason - he knew that You Jing liked men, and he was uncomfortable.

Liang Zhang fell to the bottom in an instant.

On the second night, Chen Zhaonan didn't come to the bar. He and You Jing were both self-respecting people with a good face. The color has not completely disappeared.

Thinking about it this way, usually when they quarrel, it seems that You Jing is spoiling Chen Zhaonan, and occasionally Chen Zhaonan breaks a girl's heart, and it is You Jing who cleans up the mess for him.Liang Zhang now feels that You Jing's liking is traceable, but he never thought about it before.

Could it be that his liking for Xiang Pei is also easy to trace?

You Jing rubbed his nose: "Damn it, I drank some tea yesterday, my head hurts, I don't know why my nose hurts too."

Liang Zhang remembered the violent undressing to Pei last night, and felt guilty for a moment: "Maybe you bumped yourself into something last night."

You Jing didn't feel relieved, he was annoyed that his cheeks were a little swollen: "The grandson is so ruthless, it seems that he really hates me."

Liang Zhang paused, and said, "Brother Jing, I know who you like."

He didn't intend to hide it from Youjing. He felt that he and Youjing were the same kind of people. Apart from Youjing, he couldn't find anyone else to talk about his feelings. Youjing probably wouldn't care if he knew it, but Liang Zhang temporarily I don't want to tell him that Xiang Pei also knows, he is afraid of embarrassing You Jing.

You Jing became nervous visibly, and retorted helplessly: "You know what a fart."

"You drank too much last night and said everything."

You Jing smacked his head in frustration, as hard as he was patting a watermelon, and said, "I won't drink that much anymore, alcohol is such a fool. Did Xiao Pei hear that?"

You Jing looked at Xiang Pei who was singing in the stands.

"Probably not..." Liang Zhang rolled his eyes.

"That's okay." You Jing's expression finally softened a little.

"Brother Jing, when did you discover your feelings?"

You Jing smiled wryly: "Ghost knows, we hang out together in crotch pants, who the hell knows when I fell in love with him. Maybe it was elementary school, he used his pocket money to buy candy for little girls, and I only used it Giving him all the candy, thinking about it, I'm pretty stupid."

Liang Zhang's mind was in a mess. He always felt that You Jing was daring, he opened a bar, his interpersonal relationship was mixed like a fish in water, and he was forthright. He didn't expect that when he encountered feelings, he would shrink back like most people.

In fact, this is nothing, whoever tells them to like it is not something that ordinary people can accept.

"You plan to only be friends with him for the rest of your life? Don't you feel uncomfortable seeing him with other girls?"

"It's uncomfortable, but what can I do? I can't accept his disgusted eyes when he finds out, what will he think of me? Sometimes I also feel that I am quite useless," You Jing chuckled, "At first I was also jealous Those girls, so Feng Yinuo, when he confessed his first love to me, I accepted it without thinking, and I knew he liked Feng Yinuo at that time."

"Thinking about it now, I'm such a jerk. It's unethical for him to harm other girls. I always blamed myself. Hey, I was too young at that time. I just wanted him to be with other girls. The girls were together, but he got worse later on. I thought he forgot for so long, but he still remembered."

Liang Zhang listened to You Jing's rambling, every word in his mouth was like a warning to him, reminding Liang Zhang never to cross the line.

"Brother Jing, I can understand you, and I probably can't stand Xiang Pei being with other girls."

Liang Zhangguang felt jealous just thinking about it.He thought that jealousy is really one of the most despicable emotions of human beings.

"Xiao Zhang, so some things can only be buried in your heart for a lifetime, if you don't want to lose him. It is basically impossible for a person who likes girls to like boys."

Liang Zhang lowered his head, his heart swelled, making him ache.

"I know..." Liang Zhang stared at Xiang Pei on the stage.

Xiang Pei's long hair has turned into a secret thin thread, easily strangling Liang Zhang, his slightly gazing eyes are full of charm, and the singing voice in his lips is the most moving.Liang Zhang knew that Xiang Pei had two tattoos hidden under his clothes, on his chest and on his waist.

All the traces on Xiang Pei's body are ropes that trapped Liang Zhang, but Liang Zhang didn't want to be a tourist, preferring to be trapped forever.

"By the way," You Jing thought of something, "Do you still remember when I asked you to work in the bar? It was Xiao Pei who asked me to ask me, otherwise I wouldn't have recruited a brat."

Liang Zhang's firm heart began to waver again. He remembered that he and Xiang Pei were not very familiar at that time, and he only felt that Xiang Pei was too cold.

The author says:

Seeking starfish and comments (?????????) I feel a little bit more cavalier and want to develop the relationship faster, but I'm afraid that it will be too abrupt and difficult to grasp the speed! !By the way, do you want to see the solo story of the deputy cp~