goodbye sunny day

Qin Tian shook his hands and dropped his phone on the quilt. He didn't pick it up at all, and spread his hands on his back on the pillow, cursing in his heart: "It's nothing to search for a trumpet, isn't this just making yourself uncomfortable!"

Scolding is scolding, but insomnia is inevitable, so I had to take the script by the bedside and read it.

[After the old lady of the Yao family passed away, the Yao family lost a backbone. In the past, everything was decided by the old lady, but now it all falls on Yao Kui. Where has the old man experienced such battles? Unable to turn around, he naturally loosened his control over his son, which instead gave Yao Qi more time to play. 】【After the cloud and rain, Sister Yao found a comfortable place in Yao Qi's arms, and teasingly said: I said, Young Master Yao, you haven't been home all day, why didn't Master Yao send someone to look for it?If it wasn't for the Yao family's single pass, I'm afraid you might think that you are an unfavorable concubine who gave birth to a son.

Yao Qi sneered and said: "There is an old man in the family, and I can't help him when I go back. After two years, I will marry him a wife and give birth to a grandson. The historical mission will be half completed."

Sister Yao said strangely: "The young master of Jia's family is very busy every day now. He used to visit our Tanchun Building from time to time, but now he is under the control of his wife who is a Hedong lion. He is as good as a cat. It seems."

Yao Qi squinted at her: "Why? But I'm afraid that my young master will follow his old path?" As he spoke, he poked his hands dishonestly towards Sister Yao's chest.

"It's better to make good use of this good spring, who knows what will happen in the future." Yao Qi laughed. 】When he looked away from the script, the morning light outside the window had pierced through the thin curtains and came in. Qin Tian rubbed his sore eyes and stretched himself.One night was just enough time for him to read the script from beginning to end, and he felt a little more empathy for the role of Yao Qi he played.In the play, Yao Qi did not wait until he could marry Miss Jia, who had already made a baby marriage, before he encountered a family accident. His father died and his family fell into ruin.The next day, what Qin Tian was going to film was a scene in which Master Yao was pissed to death by the unscrupulous son.

"Did you become a gentleman on Liang last night?" Lu Ming joked as soon as they met on the set. He could see that Qin Tian's mental state was not good recently.However, Qin Tian's haggard face, which can't even be concealed by heavy makeup, fits the image of a dandy who hangs around brothels all night long.

"I haven't been sleeping well recently." Qin Tian scratched his hair.

Lu Ming nodded: "Adjust yourself more, it's not easy to play this role well, no more than Onitsuka Sword, if you have any difficulties, just come and communicate with me."

Qin Tian cast a grateful look. He knew that during the filming of "Onitsuka Sword", he only had to be responsible for most of the plots, and the emotional requirements were indeed not that high. Since joining the "Family" crew, he has been under pressure. It began to increase day by day, not only because the play was difficult to perform, but also because there were so many seniors who acted in the play. It will also bring an invisible sense of oppression.

"Crack!" In the evening, the signal to call it quits finally sounded, and the staff on site breathed a sigh of relief.

Yao Kui is played by the veteran actor Ma Teng, who has a high prestige in the industry and is extremely serious about his work. Therefore, every time a scene where he plays a heavy role is filmed, everyone present will unconsciously tense up.When Yao Qi learned that his father was mad at him to death, he went from shock to panic and finally collapsed into remorse. This was quite a challenge for Qin Tian, ​​who was still relatively young. I couldn't help being nervous about Ma Teng, and I failed to pass a simple set of shots that were NGed a dozen times.When Ma Teng participated in the opening of Rui Xingyun's art museum, he had a relationship with Qin Tian once. Seeing that the other party was so anxious that his forehead was sweating, he used the caring spirit of the older generation to take the initiative to rest for half an hour and wait for Qin Tian to enter the state. Fortunately, Qin Tian didn't disappoint him, and the final effect was satisfactory, especially the scene where Yao Qi broke down and cried in front of Yao Kui's bed, which made Ma Teng sigh secretly.After work was over, the other actors quickly returned to their nanny cars, only Qin Tian was still kneeling and sitting in the scene.

"Qin Tian, ​​are you still leaving?" Lu Ming stepped forward and patted him.

Before the tears on Qin Tian's face could be wiped off, his expression was in a daze, his eyes stared blankly at the ground, as if he hadn't escaped from the grief.

Seeing his appearance, Lu Ming panicked immediately, and quickly squatted down: "Are you okay?"

"I couldn't get into the mood just now." It took Qin Tian a long time to speak, "Later, I thought of my mother."

"I never dared to think about my mother's death."

"I couldn't see her for the last time when she was dying." Qin Tian smiled wryly and shook his head, "Actually, my mother was also pissed off by me."

Lu Ming just looked at Qin Tian talking to himself, and he was a little speechless.In the morning, he was just being polite. He didn't expect that Qin Tian would really confide in him. Although the two had collaborated in two movies, they didn't have a deep personal relationship. The sudden feeling of being trusted caught him off guard.

"How about..." Lu Ming scratched his hair, and struggled to squeeze out a word of relief, "Let's find a bar for a few drinks later?"

Qin Tian still shook his head: "Thank you Director Lu, I'm fine, maybe I'm too involved in the drama, so don't bother me, I'll go back to my room to rest first."

After finishing speaking, he stood up and walked out, because his legs were numb after kneeling for a long time, and he staggered when viewed from behind, looking lonely and sad. In the scene of a mansion in the Republic of China, he really looked like a down-and-out young master of a family.At that moment, Lu Ming felt that Qin Tian was Yao Qi, and Yao Qi was Qin Tian.

When he received Qin Tian's call, Jia Yibing was playing chess with Qin Shouzheng. He was recently sent by Song Feihua to bring in some new recruits. He was very busy every day, but he always went to see Professor Qin at night as usual.

"I'm playing chess with your father." As soon as Jia Yibing finished speaking, he saw Professor Qin's "general" put an end to the chess game, "Okay, you can continue."

"How is my dad?" Qin Tian asked.

"It's pretty good." Jia Yibing got up and walked to the balcony, "It's also good to be able to eat and sleep."

"You didn't tell him that I wanted you to go there every day, did you?" Qin Tian asked.

"Of course not. I just said that I want to accompany Uncle Qin." Jia Yibing hurriedly interrupted him, "Did something happen to you?"

According to Qin Tian's way of getting along with him, whenever he took the initiative to call, there was probably something happening.

Qin Tian was silent for a few seconds, and asked cautiously: "You come to the set these two days, then what, bring me some sleeping pills."

"WHAT?" Jia Yibing was taken aback, and then quickly turned to look at Professor Qin in the room, seeing that the other party was studying the chess game calmly, then lowered his voice, "What's the matter with you! Why do you want sleeping pills? "

"I've been suffering from insomnia recently." Qin Tian's tone was obviously exhausted, "I can't sleep all night, please help me."

"I'll fly to X City early tomorrow morning, and you can explain it clearly to me when we meet!"

Jia Yibing caught the earliest flight, and when he arrived at the hotel, Qin Tian had just fallen asleep for a few hours.Lu Ming was frightened by Qin Tian yesterday, so he specially gave him half a day off, and reserved all his scenes in the afternoon.

Seeing Qin Tian who opened the door with disheveled hair and bloodshot eyes, Jia Yibing gasped.

"Are you filming or being abused these days, how did you become like this?"

"Insomnia." Qin Tian waved his hand at him, "I'll sleep a little longer, you disturbed me when I finally fell asleep in the morning."

"It's still my fault." When Jia Yibing cursed and entered the room, Qin Tian had already thrown himself back on the bed.

After 10 minutes, Qin Tian had to sit up from the bed.

"Sure enough, I can't sleep anymore." Shaking his head agitatedly, Qin Tian finally decided to give up the sleep-replenishment plan and get up to take a shower.

Jia Yibing sat on the sofa with his arms crossed, and when he saw the other party coming out of the bathroom, he said calmly, "Tell me, what's going on."

Qin Tian dried his hair with a bath towel and said perfunctorily, "I'm under a lot of pressure, I have insomnia, how can I explain it?"

Jia Yibing couldn't help but "tsk": "Can you stop doing things like pretending to be a fool and then wiping your tears? I don't know how important you are. If you feel uncomfortable, go out to drink and sing, really. If it’s still uncomfortable, I’ll give you another two months’ leave.”

The movement of wiping his hair was obviously stagnant, and Jia Yibing's words were like a martial arts master's move, approaching the pulse.Qin Tian only felt that his throat was blocked by something, and he couldn't utter a single syllable.How is he going to say it?Because he was afraid of recalling and facing reality, except for the few words he said to Lu Ming when he finished work that day, he never revealed his true inner thoughts to anyone—even if he came out of the closet passively, Su Tian's condition deteriorated and he died. It is indeed because of him!It was he who disappointed Su Tian and made her die prematurely!

Qin Tian grasped the bath towel with his fingers hard, his fingertips were white and his bones were obvious, he still had to wipe his hair, but his strength was so great that he almost pulled the hair off, as if he was treating an enemy.Jia Yibing looked up, and Qin Tian's eyes were already flushed.

"My father is disappointed in me, maybe my mother is disappointed in me." Qin Tian twitched the corners of his lips and smiled forcedly.

In the next second, Jia Yibing saw Qin Tian tearing off the towel to cover his face, he could feel the other party crying, even though he tried his best to cover it up, the sobbing sound still escaped from the corner of his mouth inevitably.The more Qin Tian forbears his shoulders, the more trembling his shoulders become, until finally his whole body trembles together.Jia Yibing rarely saw Qin Tian cry in the past, but in the past month, the heartless and heartless boy he was familiar with seemed to be a completely different person. At this moment, he missed the former Qin Tian so much.

After sighing softly, Jia Yibing finally took out the prepared medicine box from his bag and stuffed it into Qin Tian's hand, confessing: "One pill a day, absolutely not to take more, after all, this medicine treats the symptoms but not the root cause."

Jia Yibing left the next day. He came in a hurry, he didn't finish a lot of work, and there was no one who could take over temporarily.Even though he was worried about Qin Tian, ​​he had no choice but to leave City X for the time being. 20 days later, it was the day when Onitsuka Sword was finished. Jia Yibing helped Qin Tian book a plane back to City B in the afternoon in advance, and he got up early in the morning and took Hehe out for a walk, and then packed his kennel and dog food for preparation When I went to the airport to pick up Qin Tian, ​​I sent him back together.

Just as Jia Yibing finished walking the dog, he received a call from Qin Tian's assistant.Qin Tian doesn't have an assistant, and the crew assistant only works with him when Qin Tian joins the filming crew. On weekdays, he is responsible for some errands such as fetching water and food, and reports to Jia Yibing on a weekly basis.

"Hello? Xiaodan, what's the matter?" Jia Yibing pressed the answer button and clamped the phone with his head and shoulders, and filled the water basin with a hehe basin in his hand.

Unexpectedly, on the other end of the phone, Xiao Dan cried out with a "wow".

"Woooooh, brother Jia... Qin Tian... Qin Tian, ​​he committed suicide, and he is now in the hospital for gastric lavage!"