goodbye sunny day

Qin Tian lay on the bed in the hotel at night, tossing and turning unable to fall asleep, picked up his phone and saw that it was two o'clock in the morning.He stared at the ceiling, a lot of images flashed through his mind like a marquee, the more he wanted to escape, the more vivid he became, he kicked the quilt to the ground a little discouraged, turned over and sat up and flipped through the address book, he wanted to find someone to talk to, But after searching again, there was no suitable candidate.I used to talk to Wei Wei all the time. After the accident, I deliberately refused to answer the phone because I felt ashamed. In the past few months, I only replied to a few text messages. It is inappropriate to bother now.

Jia Yibing probably fell asleep at this point. In the afternoon, he sent a text message saying that all the things left at Si Jie's house were packed, and the other party was very cooperative. Professor Qin's mood was fairly stable, but occasionally he couldn't help it when he saw things and thought about others. Stop crying.After Su Tian passed away, Qin Shouzheng didn't talk to Qin Tian very much. It's obviously self-deception to say that he didn't complain to his son, but after all, how can he scold him if he is his own child?Qin Tian understood Qin Shouzheng's distress, so he didn't show up in front of him this time, and let Jia Yibing do everything for him. That kind of bar.

Qin Tian continued to look along the address book, his eyes suddenly stopped on a name, and with trembling fingertips, he clicked on the SMS records, scrolling up one by one.

"Honey, I'm home."

"Drink too much, uncomfortable."

"Cool down tomorrow, get up and wear more clothes."

"Good night, I love you."

"I'm hard and want to fuck you."

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The record of the last text message stayed two months ago, staring at the two familiar words of the sender, Qin Tian felt a sense of space-time confusion, as if time went back to the time when he and Si Jie had not broken up.In the past, when he was filming in the group, Si Jie would report to him that he was safe at the end of the entertainment. Usually he only sent one message, and it didn’t matter if he didn’t get a reply. In fact, most of the time, Qin Tian only saw it when he woke up the next morning. Usually they call back directly, so the text messages look like Si Jie talking to himself, which is also a tacit way for the two to express their love.

The records of each text are the testimony of the two people who used to be you and me. Qin Tian looked at it and saw that his vision began to blur, and the familiar feeling of drowning came again. On this quiet night, it was the first time that he deeply experienced the loneliness of being abandoned. However, it was ridiculous that he and Si Jie were obviously the one who was abandoned.Qin Tian sat on his knees on the bed, gasped hard with his mouth open, his whole body was shaking, tears slammed on the screen of the phone, and then the phone issued a "ding" text message notification sound, like a strange duet, in the quiet The night is very clear.

"Qin Tian, ​​I miss you."

Qin Tian looked at those five words over and over again, and finally pressed the phone to his chest. He finally gave up resisting the surge of grief, from silent tears to soft sobs, and finally to burying his face in the pillow in the wailing.In the dark room, the man's deep cry continued to be heard, like the most tear-jerking elegy.

"Qin Tian, ​​what's wrong with your eyes?" The loud voice of the assistant director exploded at the first sight of Qin Tian.

"I didn't sleep well yesterday." Qin Tian covered his swollen eyes with his hands, and said with some guilt.

Lu Ming passed by him, looked sideways, and asked in surprise, "Are you all right?"

Qin Tian shook his head: "I'll ask the makeup artist to apply ice cubes in a while."

"Okay, I'll shoot your scene at ten o'clock, you go to reduce the swelling first." Lu Ming patted him on the shoulder and gave him a concerned look.

Qin Tian smiled back and walked towards the dressing room.

"You...why are you here?" Qin Tian didn't find a makeup artist, but met an unexpected person.

The man in front of him looked calm, slightly curled his lips, and said, "I'm here to visit the director's class, and I'm here to meet some acquaintances."

Qin Tian twitched the corner of his mouth: "This acquaintance must be me."

Thinking about it, I proposed to break up twice, and an arrogant person like Si Jie was actually the one who was dumped. It is a miracle that he didn't keep in touch with him. Do you still expect to be friends?

Si Jie shrugged his shoulders noncommittally, and said calmly: "Jia Yibing is going to get your things. I talked to him. Regarding Global Manhunt 2, whether to shoot or not depends on your own thoughts."

Qin Tian's eyes widened unexpectedly: "Isn't the heroine Xia Yixing?"

Si Jie tilted his head, seeing his surprise in his eyes: "So you want to give up the role of Qi Yiming?"

"I thought you would..." Qin Tian whispered.

Si Jie sighed, resisting the urge to reach out and rub the other person's hair: "Unless you don't want it, otherwise, I will give you everything I can."

"What about Xia Yixing? Can she accept it?"

Of course, Qin Tian didn't want to give up the role of Qi Yiming, not only because of the success of the first film, but also because of his affection for "Global Manhunt".

"This is not something you should consider." Si Jie raised his eyebrows, and then changed the topic, "Why, didn't you sleep well last night?"

"Ah?" Qin Tian raised his hand to cover his eyes, but felt that he was trying to cover up, and for a moment his hand was in mid-air, unable to move up or down.

Si Jie leaned over to look at him, the tall figure covered the light of the dressing table and shrouded Qin Tian into a shadow, his fingers caressed the blue shadow under his eyes, and his hoarse voice seemed to be distressed: "As long as you say something, you regret it." , I can ignore the past."

Qin Tian tensed his body the moment he was touched, and when he was still trying to digest the words in his mind, Si Jie suddenly laughed.From Qin Tian's point of view, it was the backlight, and the expression on Si Jie's face was not clear, only his shoulders trembled when he laughed, as if what he said just now was an extremely ridiculous thing.

"Why?" Qin Tian asked timidly, "We obviously all..."

Obviously they broke up.

"Don't get me wrong." The other party seemed to have a lot of effort to stop laughing, "I'm a businessman, so I naturally pursue the maximization of profits. The combination of you and Xia Yixing is enough to attract attention just by listening, isn't it?" ?”

Qin Tian lightly clenched his fists with his hands on his knees.

"It turned out to be like this. He actually thought that Si Jie was taking extra care of him."

"The movie will officially start filming in two months. I will discuss the details with Jia Yibing." After Si Jie left this sentence, he turned around neatly and left Qin Tian alone in the dressing room.

Outside the door of the dressing room, a self-deprecating wry smile finally appeared on Si Jie's face.From Qin Tian's point of view, the straightforward implementation is to run away. Even if he stays for a second longer, he may not be able to help but beg the other party to change his mind. City X, just to have a few words with Qin Tian.He had endured two days without contacting Qin Tian, ​​almost reaching his limit. He was supposed to harbor resentment, but he was instantly relieved when he saw the other party's haggard face. It turned out that he was not the only one who was sad.A decision was made at the moment, since the crux of the problem lies with Qin Shouzheng, Qin Tian can entrust him to do and say all the things that Qin Tian is inconvenient to do out of filial piety, but before that, he must solve his worries and get rid of Si De first. Thinking so, Si Jie took out his mobile phone and made a call to Secretary Qin.

Qin Tian's swollen eyeballs finally subsided under the double attack of black tea bags and ice cubes for more than two hours. As a result, Director Lu waved his hand and said, "Continue to film the crying scene today!" Put him on his back.

However, "Family Gate" was originally positioned as a tear-jerking movie. When Qin Tian read the script, he felt that the role of Yao Qi was full of tragedy, which was far from his own character. Before shooting, he always had to brew emotions for a long time, and then Often it takes longer to get out.

For a while after that, Si Jie didn't send any text messages at night, as if the sentence "I miss you" that night was just an illusion.Qin Tian dreamed that he sent a text message again when he was sleepy, and woke up with a jerk, but found that there was no unread message, and then he was sleepless all night. Sometimes he himself was confused, whether he was still looking forward to What.It’s the same tonight. After waking up, it’s hard to fall asleep. He opened Weibo. He hasn’t updated it for several months, but he will check the comments every once in a while. The comfort of the fans is that there are not many so that he can keep going. reason.Fingers swipe mechanically on the screen of the mobile phone, and the messages are skipped in front of his eyes one by one. Qin Tian suddenly remembered that Si Jie used to open a small account to fight with people, so he searched for the ID based on his memory, and the account was still there. After entering the account's homepage, Qin Tian's eyes soon filled with mist.It turned out that before he knew it, this account was being updated every day, sometimes it was a trivial matter of life, sometimes it was a sweet record, the most recent one was updated yesterday - "You came for friendship, but you brought love with you Walk."