Space as it happens

As soon as Shen Jiang's back disappeared behind the door, Jiang Huaian grabbed Shen Suiyu's frozen hands, heaved a sigh of relief and rubbed them together, "Xiaoyu, let's go back first, standing here is not an option." , and the wind is so strong, it will be bad if you get sick.”

Although the temperature in Bincheng is not as low as that of City B, and they wear a lot of clothes, but the winter in the south is cold and humid, and standing still for a long time is even more freezing.

"...Okay." Shen Suiyu responded, without much energy, he was just about to take a step, and almost fell to the ground with a clang of his footsteps - just now he mustered up the courage to say everything he said when he came out of the closet, and his spirit was very tense. This will relax, and the feet will be a little soft.

Holding the young man's waist and hugging him into his arms, Jiang Huai'an looked down at him, "Are you okay?" His tone was very worried.

Shaking his head, Shen Suiyu pushed Jiang Huai'an, and withdrew from Jiang Huai'an's arms and stood up by himself. He lowered his head, depressed: "Let's go, let's pick up the hero." Open your legs and walk forward.

Jiang Huaian looked at his back for a few times, his eyes darkened, and then he quickly stepped forward and grabbed his hand, wrapping it tightly in his palm: "Don't worry, everything will pass." His tone was very soft ,very gentle.

Turning his head, Shen Suiyu twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a forced smile: "Well, I know." Because both Xia Chunhong and Shen Jiang love him so much.

So no matter what, they will compromise.

When Shen Suiyu and Jiang Huaian went to the house next door, the hero was having fun with another dog in the yard. The two dogs were running around chasing a stone together, very lively.

At first, the hero didn't notice Shen Suiyu and Jiang Huai'an, it was busy playing rocks with its new partner, but the other dog saw two strangers, and dutifully barked a few times before the hero turned his head away watch.

Turning around, the hero was excited. It recognized that its master had returned, so it ran wildly with its tail flicking happily, and rushed to them in a few moments.

"Wow woof woof~" the hero kept calling excitedly.

Seeing that the hero was about to pounce on Shen Suiyu, Jiang Huai'an quickly stretched out his hand, pulled Shen Suiyu aside, frowned and said, "Don't make trouble!"

Tilting his head, the hero barked at him twice as a response.

Afterwards, the hero seemed to really understand the words, and he didn't continue to rush at Shen Suiyu, but his excitement still didn't diminish in the slightest.

After a pause of about a while, the hero began to circle around them back and forth, and then nuzzled Shen Suiyu's legs, his tail was raised high, and his eyes were bright.

"Woof~" There was joy in the voice, and the hero put his head forward, his eyes full of expectation.

"... Be good." The hero's forehead was furry and warm, Shen Suiyu reached out his hand, put his palm on it, and stroked its head.

Being patted on the head, the hero narrowed his eyes in satisfaction.

After talking to the owner of the house, Shen Suiyu took the hero home. On the way home, he was mostly silent, otherwise he would just sigh.

He is still blaming himself.

Back home, Shen Suiyu put the hero into the space, threw a few fruits to it, and then came out. He is not in the mood to prepare food now.

Sitting down on the sofa, Shen Suiyu took a pillow and hugged it in his arms, resting his head on it, staring blankly at the TV in front of him, but he didn't actually watch anything, he was just in a daze.

Jiang Huaian took the luggage to the room on the second floor and put it away, and then sat down on the sofa.

Both were silent.

After a while, Shen Suiyu blinked some dry eyes, came back from his own thoughts, and asked in a very soft voice: "Huai'an, tell me, should I tell my second uncle? ?” He now feels that he has done nothing right.

"No, you didn't do anything wrong." Stretching out his hand and pulling him into his arms, Jiang Huaian patted Shen Suiyu's back with a gentle tone: "If you didn't say it just now, wait two Uncle will be sadder when he hears it from other people."

"But..." Shen Suiyu raised his head in his arms, his eyes were full of confusion: "If I didn't say it just now, maybe the second uncle didn't know so soon, and he can have a good year." In a few days, It's New Years.

This new year was supposed to be lively, but... now he has screwed up everything.

He lowered his head and kissed the forehead of the young man in his arms, Jiang Huai'an touched his face, and kissed the corner of his mouth again, "But the second aunt already knows, right?" So, we can't wait for the New Year, Shen Jiang will always know.

Hearing this, Shen Suiyu fell silent, he bit his lip and didn't speak again, his face was still pale, not a bit rosy.

Staring at the silent Shen Suiyu for a while, Jiang Huaian's eyes became deeper and deeper, and the hands around the young man's waist became stronger and stronger, as if he wanted to embed the person directly into his arms.

He was afraid.

Jiang Huai'an suddenly became very worried. He was afraid that he didn't have enough place in Shen Suiyu's heart, and that Shen Suiyu would blame himself too much and eventually give up on himself and choose another path——

A road ahead without his participation.

If so, he knew that he really couldn't help it, and then locked Shen Suiyu in a place that only he knew, and locked it tightly, so that Shen Suiyu could only see him every day, every day, forever.

******

On this side, Shen Jiang went back to the house and sat on the sofa. The news on the TV was still broadcasting, but he didn't watch anything.

He was still thinking about Shen Suiyu and Jiang Huai'an.

He didn't understand, how could they have such a relationship... How can two men be together for a lifetime?

There is no blood bond, no marriage agreement, what should I do if the relationship gradually fades or even disappears one day?

Shen Ning has been standing by the side, hesitating, not knowing whether she should go forward, she also feels distressed when she sees her father who seems to have aged many years in an instant.

At this time, she suddenly understood how much courage and determination is needed for same-sex love in reality, and how much love is needed for their family members before they can choose to compromise and accept.

Sniffing, Shen Ning hesitated, but took a step forward and sat beside Shen Jiang.

Falling in love is already so difficult, she should help, and she also understands that it is only a matter of time for Shen Jiang and Xia Chunhong to accept it. They love Shen Suiyu so much, how could they bear to add another to his heart? hurt?

Sensing someone sitting down beside him, Shen Jiang turned his head and glanced at Shen Ning. After a while, he suddenly asked: "Ning Ning, you are young, tell Dad, what do you think... look at this matter?" Just looking for someone to talk to.

Hearing this, Shen Ning pondered for a while, considered the language structure, and then said: "Dad, in fact, there are many people like my cousin in the world, not only men and men... but also women and women. .”

Speaking of this, Shen Ning stopped to look at Shen Jiang, saw that he was listening, and then continued: "Love has no distinction between gender and age. They love each other, except that they are not a man and a woman, and the gender is the same. , the relationship between them will not be less than that of any ordinary couple, or even deeper... because once they are together, they need to face more difficulties, and at the same time, they may have to bear greater pressure."

After a pause, Shen Ning hesitated, before finishing the last sentence: "If Dad asks me what I think, I think I should accept them. After all, the reality is cruel enough for their feelings. As relatives, we , how can you also stand opposite them to accuse and hurt them..."

After quietly listening to Shen Ning's words, Shen Jiang let out a long sigh, "Yes, how can we also stand opposite them and hurt them, but Ning Ning, Dad is not going to oppose, but to stop them Together, Dad just can't figure it out, can't figure it out, Ah Yu...how can he like a man? Obviously, he is so obedient and obedient." And I... how can I explain to his parents.

Hearing this, Shen Ning looked up at Shen Jiang with a serious and serious expression: "But Dad, even though my cousin likes men, he likes Jiang Huaian, and with Jiang Huaian, he still hasn't changed, has he? He is still your nephew , my cousin is still the same person."

"..."

Shen Jiang was silent.

Another long time without speaking.

After a long time, he stood up, turned off the TV, walked back and forth twice, and then sighed again, "...you call Jiang Huaian and ask him to come over, I...I want to talk to you Talk to him, after you make the phone call, go see your mother." After saying that, Shen Jiang went out by himself.

He still needs to think about it calmly. By the way, he wants to hear Jiang Huaian's thoughts.

******

After finally coaxing Shen Suiyu to sleep, Jiang Huai'an carefully put the young man in his arms on the bed, took off his coat and trousers, and covered him with the quilt.

He was light-footed throughout the whole process, without much movement, and Shen Suiyu was really tired, and there was no sign of waking up during the period, and he slept soundly, but his brows were always furrowed and did not relax.

Even in his sleep, he was still blaming himself.

Distressedly rubbing away the wrinkles between Shen Suiyu's brows, Jiang Huaian sat down on the edge of the bed, and then quietly stared at the sleeping face of the young man on the bed, unable to take his eyes off for a long time, his eyes were full of tenderness and love.

He said softly, "When you wake up, everything will be fine."

After a while, he finally couldn't help it, and lowered his head to kiss Shen Suiyu's lips, but it was just superficial, very light, and he moved away after a touch. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, and he would want more. This is to suppress the fear in my heart.

He knew that Shen Suiyu was very, very tired, and the only thing he needed at this moment was to have a good sleep, and he couldn't disturb him any more.

He also didn't want to bother.

With a self-deprecating smile, Jiang Huai'an found out that when he was almost 30 years old, he would be afraid, and he would also have feelings of fear, and Shen Suiyu had made him feel such emotions so many times.

Standing up and leaving the room, he was going to visit Shen Jiang, he wanted to talk to Shen Jiang, he didn't want to see the baby he held on top of his heart so sad anymore.

Just then, his cell phone rang.