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When Jiang Huaian came over, Shen Jiang had already thought a lot by himself, and his mood calmed down.

Seeing Jiang Huaian approaching, Shen Jiang pointed to the sofa opposite him, beckoning him to sit down, picked up the freshly boiled water, brewed tea, and poured him a cup.

Neither of them spoke the first sentence.

The room was quiet, but the wind outside was getting louder.

About a while later, Shen Jiang raised his head. When he spoke, he lost his previous shock and disbelief, and became calm. He sighed and said, "Huai'an, let's have a chat. Just now, Ningning and I I've said a lot, and I've thought about it for a long time, and it's not true that I have to stop you, I have to stop you, but, uncle... there are still some things that I still can't figure out, so please tell me."

He didn't look for Shen Suiyu because he knew how determined his nephew was to tell him about this matter. At this moment, he must be very self-blame and sad, so he could only look for Jiang Huai'an .

Shen Jiang could tell that Jiang Huai'an was sensible, and he could clarify everything he didn't understand.

Hearing this, Jiang Huaian looked at Shen Jiang for a while, then stood up, and bowed deeply to Shen Jiang, "Thank you." Shen Suiyu would be happier if he heard this.

Jiang Huai'an didn't know what Shen Ning had said, but it must have taken a lot of thought for Shen Jiang to let go, and he was very grateful to this girl.

"Hey..." Chen Jiang pursed his lips and sighed.

Jiang Huai'an sat back on the sofa again, picked up the teacup in front of him, drank the tea in it, then raised his eyes with a serious expression: "You tell me, I can answer you, I will say it." He came over, Originally, he also wanted to talk to Shen Jiang.

"By the way, where's Second Aunt?" After a pause, Jiang Huaian asked one more question. He also wanted to talk to Xia Chunhong, although he felt that he was not very good at communicating with her.

"Ning Ning took her around Bincheng to relax." Shen Jiang lit a cigarette, and he had already smoked a pack of cigarettes from just now, "She is still angry...let me talk to Ning Ning Just come and talk to her, you and A Yu, just leave the two of you alone."

"Thank you." Jiang Huai'an thanked him again with a serious expression.

This thank you made Shen Jiang sigh again. If he could, he really didn't want this thank you at all. Who would be willing to persuade his wife to accept that his beloved child likes men?

After pondering for a while, Shen Jiang glanced at him, frowning: "You two, when did you and A Yu... get together?"

"Half a year." Jiang Huaian said.

"It's been so long..." Shen Jiang sighed, then looked at him with calm eyes, just threw away the cigarette butt, and then picked up another one.

"That's right, it should be like this. Otherwise, that child, A Yu, wouldn't be so friendly with anyone. Although he usually looks gentle and gentle, and he is good to everyone, but in fact, he can really walk into him. There are too few people in my heart."

Sighing again, Shen Jiang then asked: "Then you, do your family members know about your relationship with A Yu?" There was inquiry in his eyes.

Jiang Huai'an looked at Shen Jiang, paused for a moment, and didn't hide anything from him: "They know, but in fact I don't have a good relationship with them, and they don't care about me... Before I came back from City B, I had brought my little one to meet him. He loves Xiaoyu very much and has no objection."

Twitching the corners of his mouth, Shen Jiang looked a little relieved: "This is pretty good, so, Ah Yu went to City B this time... just to meet them?"

Jiang Huai'an hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly: "Yes." He couldn't tell Shen Jiang the real reason, so it was good to use this as an excuse.

"Oh." Staring at the cigarette butt at his fingertips for a while, Shen Jiang thought for a while and said, "Huai'an, Ning Ning told me that there are many people like you in the world, you and A Yu, not just Men and men... and women and women, but I can't figure it out, there is only love, you... can you really live a lifetime?"

Shen Jiang stared at Jiang Huai'an intently, his eyes were full of bewilderment and puzzlement.

After pondering for a while, Jiang Huaian replied: "Second Uncle, if I tell you now that this love alone can last a lifetime, it must be a lie, and you won't believe it."

Having said that, he paused for a moment, and then continued: "A lifetime is so long, so long, even if it is an ordinary couple who love each other very much, and even have children, if the relationship fades, they will still choose to divorce, let alone two A man without any protection..."

"Then you..." Shen Jiang raised his head with a sharp expression.

"Listen to me." Jiang Huaian pursed his lips, and continued with great seriousness: "Although love can't last a lifetime, habits and family affection can. I can't promise you that I will still love Xiaoyu 30 or even 40 years later." Just like now, no one can be sure... But what I can assure you is that as long as Xiao Yu doesn't let go of my hand, I won't let him go, no... Even if he lets go of my hand now, I won't let him go either."

As if thinking of their future, Jiang Huai'an smiled slightly: "If three or 40 years have passed, I believe that I will cherish the time with him even more." At that time, the two of them Both of them are gray-haired, and it would be too nasty to talk about love.

Putting away the smile on his face, Jiang Huaian finally said to Shen Jiang: "Second Uncle, for now, at this moment, I know that I love him, I love him very much, I don't want him to be sad, I don't want him to frown, I can't wait to hide him A place known only to me, where he never sees anyone else."

Shen Jiang stared at him blankly, with a complicated expression on his face. He was quiet for a long time, and poured himself a cup of tea, "Have you said these words to A Yu?"

Jiang Huaian shook his head, his eyes were extremely gentle: "I haven't told him, and I won't tell him, as long as he is happy and lives with me, that's enough."

Shen Jiang fell silent and stopped talking.

He drank cups of ground tea, treating tea as wine, then lit a cigarette again, and after taking a few puffs, he waved to Jiang Huai'an: "That's it, I probably understand...you, you just Go back first, Ah Yu's child is at home alone, he will probably be thinking wildly, you go back and comfort him."

"Xiao Yu fell asleep. He didn't sleep well last night, and this happened again today." Speaking of this, Jiang Huaian frowned and hesitated for a while, looking at Shen Jiang with a firm expression: "Second Uncle , This may be a bit too much, but I want to be selfish, so I still want to say it.”

"Tell me." Shen Jiang nodded, his simple and honest face looked exhausted.

Hearing this, Jiang Huai'an said directly: "Xiao Yu really cherishes you, he treats you as his own parents, so I hope you can help and persuade Second Aunt, he is very guilty and blames himself now , the whole person has no energy... You should know, but if there are other ways to solve this matter, even if it hurts yourself, Xiaoyu will not be willing to make you so sad. "

Shen Jiang listened, sighed heavily, and then said in a hoarse voice: "You go back... I will take care of this matter... Your aunt and her just can't figure it out... Hey, it will be fine, Everything will be fine."

"Thank you." Once again solemnly thanking Shen Jiang, Jiang Huaian stood up, turned and walked out the door.

He has to go back quickly. At this time, Shen Suiyu should have woken up.

For the next two or three days, they didn't see Shen Jiang and Xia Chunhong again. Due to guilt and self-blame, Shen Suiyu's condition was not very good. The more haggard.

Every night, Shen Suiyu couldn't sleep well. Even though Jiang Huaian hugged him warmly and fell asleep, he would still wake up in the middle of the night and keep his eyes open until dawn.

Not to mention eating, if Jiang Huaian hadn't forced him to eat a little every meal, he probably wouldn't be able to eat at all.

Therefore, in less than three days, Shen Suiyu lost a lot of weight, and his face became paler and haggard, which made Jiang Huaian feel distressed.

Holding the young man who was lying on the bed and unwilling to get up to eat, Jiang Huaian kissed his forehead one after another, and his tone was full of distress: "Xiao Yu, don't do this, or if your second aunt and second uncle See you, I should be so distressed."

Shen Suiyu grabbed the clothes on Jiang Huaian's chest, raised his head with a sad expression, "Will they forgive me?" He didn't want to lose them at all.

"I will forgive you." Jiang Huaian grabbed his hand and kissed him, comforting him softly: "Fool, they love you so much, why would they let you be so sad all the time... so you want to be so sad now... Take good care of yourself and eat well, otherwise, when they forgive you, how sad it would be to see you like this again, and you don't want them to be sad anymore, don't you?"

Shen Suiyu listened quietly, and after a while, he seemed to want to pass, then nodded slowly: "Yes, I have to take good care of myself, and I can't let them worry about it anymore." I got up, brushed my teeth and washed my face after getting dressed, and ran downstairs to eat.

——He wants to take care of himself, otherwise Xia Chunhong will be sad and blame himself.

******

When Jiang Huai'an received the call from Shen Ning, it was already New Year's Eve. During this period of time, Shen Suiyu finally calmed down.

Guilt, nervousness, worry, self-blame, and fear are slowly fading away, replaced by more and more firmness in my heart.

Although there is still guilt and self-blame, Shen Suiyu also began to figure out that his sexuality cannot be changed in the first place, no matter what, this test must be passed.

Harm must be done.

However, after being hurt, he has to prove to them that even though he is different from others, he likes men, he can still live well——

Prove to them that his future will not be worse than anyone else's, and he will even be happier!

Standing at the door of Shen Jiang's house, Shen Suiyu took a deep breath, then turned his head and smiled at Jiang Huai'an, his eyes were bright and bright.

"Go." Jiang Huaian raised his hand, rubbed the top of his hair, hooked the corners of his mouth, and showed a smile.

The two of them were smiling at each other, when the door was opened, Shen Ning poked his head out, looked at this and then at that, rolled his eyes and was speechless: "You two still have to stand at the door and blow How long is the cold wind, I'll wait for you to knock on the door until the day lily is cold, okay?"

Shen Jiang was in the living room, and when he heard Shen Ning's dissatisfaction, he asked loudly, "Ah Yu and Huai'an are here?"

Shen Ning turned around and responded with a smile in his tone: "Yes, here you are, and then stood at the door like a log without knocking, just waiting for me to come and open the door for them."

Xia Chunhong came out of the kitchen with a handful of vegetables in her hand. Hearing this, she smiled and said, "You kid, what are you talking about, why don't you let your cousin and Huai'an come in."

"I got it, I got it, you love him the most, it's only been a few days, and my status has dropped to the bottom again, huh, huh, I'm so sad." Shen Ning yelled angrily on purpose, and then puffed out his cheeks and moved. He opened his body, flicked his ponytail arrogantly, and clattered on his slippers to help Xia Chunhong.

Seeing everyone laughing and laughing as if they had never experienced the previous incident, Shen Suiyu felt warm in his heart——

At this moment, the last trace of worry that was still pressing in his heart also disappeared.