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Seeing that Xia Chunhong ignored him and went back to the room, Shen Jiang couldn't understand anything at all. He patted his head, feeling very bewildered.

After a good meal became like this, Shen Jiang sighed and was not in the mood to continue eating, so he simply put down the bowls and chopsticks, stood up by himself, said hello, and went to the living room to watch the news.

All of a sudden, there were only three people left at the dining table, Jiang Huaian, two Shen Suiyu, and Shen Ning.

At this moment, Shen Suiyu had lost his mind. He sat blankly on his seat with a dazed expression. He didn't understand, how did Xia Chunhong suddenly know?

Shen Suiyu really wanted to find out what was wrong with Jiang Huai'an before Xia Chunhong noticed it, but now his head is in a mess, he can't concentrate at all, and he can't think of anything.

It was discovered so suddenly, Shen Suiyu didn't have any mental preparations at all, and he hadn't had time to prepare for Shen Jiang and the others... He originally planned to say it after the new year, this year, he wanted to Let Shen Jiang and the others be happy.

But this time, it's all messed up.

Jiang Huai'an frowned, looked at Shen Suiyu worriedly, then raised his hand and pressed it on his shoulder, "It will be fine, Xiaoyu, calm down first." In his arms, but on this occasion, he knew he couldn't.

Shen Suiyu hung his head like a wooden man, and didn't respond much. His thoughts hadn't slowed down yet. Just now, Xia Chunhong's sad and disappointed eyes and expressions were replaying in his mind over and over again. He felt so uncomfortable and distressed. .

He is destined to hurt the two relatives who love him the most.

Looking at this scene, Shen Ning sighed in her heart, feeling a lot of emotion, although she is very cute, and every time she saw in the novel that the two had to be separated due to their parents or were inevitably sad, she would bite Teeth, secretly feeling that such parents are too unenlightened... But at this moment, when such a thing really happened to the people around her, she was at a loss.

She suddenly realized that when encountering such a thing, under normal circumstances, objection, surprise and shock would be people's first reaction.

After being silent for a while, Shen Ning thought about it, and said to Jiang Huai'an: "Take your cousin back first, he is not in a good condition now, as for my mother...let me talk to her, and I will give it to you as well." Let her take some time to slow down, and you can come back tomorrow."

Jiang Huai'an smiled at her, thought for a while, then nodded in agreement: "That's fine." After speaking, he stood up, took the suitcase in the corner, and took it out, which Shen Suiyu specially gave to her. The gifts they prepared.

"These are bought by Xiaoyu specially for you. This one is for you, and these two are for your mother and father. Now that this is happening, it's not convenient to give them. Please help pass them on." Jiang Jiang After Huai An finished speaking, he handed three beautifully packaged gifts to Shen Ning.

"Thank you, cousin." Shen Ning took the gift, put it on the side, and then thanked him.

Hearing this, Shen Suiyu raised his head, hummed suspiciously, and his thinking was a little slow, "What?"

After a while, he realized that he twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "This is what it should be, you're welcome."

After saying this, he continued to sit without moving, staring down at the bowl in front of him, silent for a long time.

Jiang Huaian squeezed his hand, and said softly: "Let's go back first, give your second aunt some time, let her think about it." After all, it was such a thing, and it was so sudden.

"...Well, good." Shen Suiyu turned his head to look at Jiang Huaian, his clear eyes were all blank, he really cared about Xia Chunhong and Shen Jiang.

Because I have lost it before, I am more afraid of losing it, so I know how to cherish what I still have.

Seeing Shen Suiyu like this, Jiang Huai'an was very distressed, he reached out and touched the young man's face, comforting him silently.

"...Thank you." Shen Suiyu tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth, and rubbed his face against Jiang Huaian's palm, feeling very attached.

Pulling Shen Suiyu to stand up, Jiang Huaian reported his number to Shen Ning, and asked her: "If there is any progress, just call this number, we will come over."

Shen Ning saved the number, and after noting the name, nodded slightly and said: "I will remember."

After a pause, Shen Ning thought of something again, and then said: "By the way, cousin, the hero is playing next door, you can take him back later, he misses you very much, he runs to the entrance of the village all day long, silly I sat there all day long, staring into the distance, waiting for you to come back."

"Okay, I see." Hearing this, Shen Suiyu responded with vigor, thinking of the hero.

Before leaving, Jiang Huaian took Shen Suiyu to say hello to Shen Jiang. When Shen Jiang heard that they were going back, he stood up and sent them to the door.

"Huai'an Ayu," Shen Jiang thought for a while, and said to them: "The words your aunt said just now don't mean anything else. She is a quick-tempered person, and she can say whatever comes to her mind, but that's all she said. You two don't forget to take it to heart. Also, after you go back, take a good bath and rest for a day, don't worry about those things in the back mountain for now, Xu Lu and the others will do well." When he spoke, his tone was a little apologetic .

"Second Uncle..." Hearing these words, Shen Suiyu felt a little shy. He opened his mouth, wanting to tell him the real reason why Xia Chunhong was like that, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to say them .

If he speaks out now, it will only add to the chaos... right?

But if we don't say it now, should we still keep it from Shen Jiang? After all, Shen Jiang still needs to know, the only difference is whether he knows it from others or from himself.

Shen Suiyu lowered his head, stood there, like a child who made a mistake, shrugged his head, and after calling Shen Jiang, there was no follow-up.

He really didn't know what to say, he was instinctively nervous and worried.

Jiang Huaian pursed his lips and stared at him intently. Seeing his tangled expression, his eyes darkened. He felt sorry for the young man, and wished he could pull him into his arms and never let go. , and then told him slowly, to bring it up later, he has nothing to do with it... But he didn't move, because he knew that he couldn't stop it, and he couldn't stop it.

They want to be together, this matter always has to be brought up, it's just a matter of time, and now things are out of their control, it has evolved into this, at this moment, some things have to be said.

Because if you don't say it now, Shen Jiang will be even more sad when he finds out about it from Xia Chunhong or Shen Ning.

How could Shen Suiyu be willing to give up.

He cherishes each of them so much.

After waiting for a long time without hearing what Shen Suiyu said behind him, and the two of them didn't leave like wooden stakes, Shen Jiang looked at the two of them suspiciously, and asked, "What's wrong with you, you're standing here motionless, isn't it?" Did you say you were going back?"

"Second Uncle," Shen Suiyu finally made up his mind, he suddenly raised his head, his eyes were decisive and resolute: "I want to tell you something."

Seeing that he was very serious, Shen Jiang thought something was wrong, so his smile also subsided, he frowned, and asked: "Did something happen?"

Shen Suiyu shook his head: "No, nothing happened, but I have something to tell you."

Having said that, he turned his face to Jiang Huai'an, and after seeing the other's doting and gentle gaze, his anxiety gradually diminished, and after taking a deep breath, Shen Suiyu turned his head back again, facing Jiang Huai'an again. When sinking into the river, I had some confidence in my heart.

"I," Shen Suiyu pursed his lips, clenched his hands so hard that his nails were sinking into the flesh: "I don't like women, I... like men." He felt that his voice was a little shook.

Shen Ning cleaned up the dining table and was about to go into the room to see Xia Chunhong, but when she saw her cousin's father and Jiang Huaian standing at the door, she couldn't help but frowned and walked towards them.

When she was about to walk to the door, just in time to hear Shen Suiyu finish his remarks about coming out of the closet, she raised her eyes to look at her cousin in surprise, Shen Ning stopped in her footsteps.

"..."

Silence, silence.

At this moment, even the air seemed to be still.

Shen Jiang was not too dazed, he was stunned for a moment, and asked in a trembling tone, "What do you mean by not liking women and liking men... Are you trying to say, are you... gay?" The following four words, What he said was a little difficult, and he didn't want to use this word to describe it.

Shen Jiang is not Xia Chunhong, he doesn't understand anything, men like men, he has seen it before, so he is no stranger to the term homosexuality, he has done decoration for a gay couple before, and he even saw them kissing with his own eyes.

When he knew that the two young people were actually lovers, he was also surprised, but after the surprise, he didn't have any other feelings. After all, they were just strangers, and what kind of life they wanted to lead was not his business, but it would , he actually heard his nephew tell him——

Shen Jiang really couldn't accept it.

After reacting, Shen Jiang suddenly turned his gaze to Jiang Huai'an who had been standing aside, pointed at him with a trembling hand and asked Shen Suiyu: "Is he the one you like?"

Shen Suiyu stared at his toes, was silent for a while, then nodded.

"Yes."

Shen Jiang turned his face to look at Jiang Huai'an, his expression was ugly, his voice was a little angry and surprised: "You...are you gay too?"

Hearing this, Jiang Huaian looked at him with a solemn and serious expression: "Yes, I am. To be precise, I was not before I met Xiaoyu, but now, I only like Xiaoyu alone, no, I should say I love him, love him a lot."

Hearing these remarks in shock, he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

After digging in his pocket, Shen Jiang took out a cigarette and tried to light it with a lighter, but his hands were shaking and he tried several times without success.

In the end, with a cold face, he simply dropped the cigarette and the lighter to the ground.

Shen Jiang was very irritable, very irritable, he was very disturbed and deeply worried, he really wanted to beat Shen Suiyu on behalf of his deceased brother and younger siblings, and then forcefully demanded that he make a change, with Jiang Huai'an Break up... But at the same time, he also knew very clearly that even if he did this, he couldn't really change anything.

Although he hasn't studied for a few years and doesn't have much culture, he heard from the former same-sex couple that sexual orientation is determined by genes. Once formed, external forces cannot change it. He has no way to force Shen Suiyu to fall in love with her. Girls—even without Jiang Huaian.

Probably without Jiang Huaian, after many years, another person will appear.

As for Jiang Huaian, Shen Jiang was even more certain that Jiang Huaian would not let go, even if he strongly opposed it.In the exchange of eyes just now, he saw the firmness and the madness hidden in the deepest part of Jiang Huai'an's eyes.

Shen Jiang felt that he was probably getting old.

The three of them were silent without words, and the cold wind was blowing dutifully, making people feel the coolness bit by bit. Shen Suiyu lowered his head, staring at the tip of his shoes, his heart was beating fast, as if he was waiting for a trial The prisoner is generally full of apprehension and uneasiness.

I don't know how long it took.

Only then did Shen Jiang speak again, and he asked: "Your aunt just now... Did she just know about you, and you became like that when you were together?"

"...Yes." Shen Suiyu answered him.

Shen Suiyu already knew how Xia Chunhong found out by now, and he figured it out——

Because during the meal just now, he and Jiang Huaian were holding hands under the table, and Xia Chunhong just happened to bend down to pick up the chopsticks that Shen Ning dropped on the ground...

It was silent for a long time again.

Shen Jiang sighed heavily, he glanced at Shen Suiyu complicatedly, then at Jiang Huai'an, waved his hands to them, as if he had aged several years in an instant: "That's all, you two go back first Well, I have to think about it carefully, let's do this for a few days."

"Second uncle..."

"Go back." Shen Jiang said in a heavy tone, with his back to them, he walked in slowly without turning back.

Looking at Shen Jiang's slumped shoulders and the white hair on the top of his head, Shen Suiyu's nose was sour, and his heart was sore. He didn't know how to express his feelings. He was very sad. He was really sad to death. .

If he could, he really didn't want to hurt them and let them down.

However, in this matter, in any case, once it is said, they are bound to be sad and disappointed.

Shen Suiyu couldn't think of any way to pull them away safely, after all, it was too difficult, too difficult.