Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

"……Ran Ran……"

"……Ran Ran……"

"……Ran Ran……"

……

The low-pitched calls whispered in the ears, with desolate sadness, seemed to be begging over and over again.

That warm embrace hugged Lin Qingran tightly, giving him endless warmth. In the cold sea deep in the bottom of the sea, that hot embrace always hugged him tightly.

In the vast sea, the sadness in his heart has not completely dissipated.

……

Gu Wenyu woke up from his sleep, and suddenly looked down at the person in his arms. He touched Lin Qingran's hand with trembling hands, and when he felt the warmth from his palm, he immediately took his hand away before he breathed a sigh of relief.

His hot body was now cold because of a nightmare, especially his hands. When he stroked Lin Qingran's skin, he could have warmed the body temperature of his cold skin, but at this moment, the temperature of his hands was higher than Lin Qingran's body temperature. to be low.

He was afraid of freezing Lin Qingran.

Gu Wenyu didn't dare to touch Lin Qingran until his cold body gradually warmed up. A thin layer of sweat oozed from his forehead because of the nightmare just now.

"...Of course." With a hoarse voice, Gu Wenyu hugged Lin Qingran a little tighter, and kissed his warm ear.

The man's hoarse voice trembled with fear, his long and narrow eyes drooped slightly, and he slowly relaxed his tense body only when he felt Lin Qingran's heartbeat.

"Of course, I'm really scared." Gu Wenyu whispered in a hoarse voice.

The residual fear of the nightmare he had just now still clings to the bottom of his heart, causing his heart to beat violently.

In the dream, he made Lin Qingran his favorite dinner. After the two of them had dinner, he was washing the dishes while Lin Qingran was watching TV.

Everything was so harmonious and peaceful. He listened to the sound played on the TV, looked at Lin Qingran who was leaning on the sofa in the living room from time to time, and felt that life was beautiful.

Lin Qingran picked up the cherries he had specially washed on the table, ate one, and then took a cherry that was still stained with crystal water droplets and walked to the kitchen.

"Eat?"

Lin Qingran hugged his waist from behind, and when he turned his head, he saw that the cherry was lightly bitten between his teeth by Lin Qingran, those peach-colored soft lips were slightly parted, and the deep red color of the cherry reflected the freshness.

Gu Wenyu's throat rolled up and down, his bowl just finished washing, he wiped the water droplets on his hands with a clean towel, then turned around and put his arms around Lin Qingran's waist.

Lin Qingran's waist is very slender, with smooth curves, he hugged her lightly and dared not use force, for fear that this slender waist would not be able to hold back the strength.

"Do you want it?" Lin Qingran nibbled on the cherry with her teeth, and spoke with some vague timbre, soft and waxy, as if she was acting like a spoiled child.

He raised his head, his clear and beautiful amber eyes shone brightly under the warm-colored light, and he couldn't look away.

Gu Wenyu leaned down slightly, lowered his head and gently bit the cherry in Lin Qingran's mouth, and kissed him softly.

The sweet and delicious cherries flowed in the mouths of the two of them, leaving the unique sweetness of cherries. Gu Wenyu licked Lin Qingran's lips eagerly.

His soft peach-coloured lips still smelled of cherries, and now they were as bright red and beautiful as cherries.

Gu Wenyu kissed his lips delicately, as if he hadn't eaten enough cherries, but he didn't dare to use force, just kissed lightly.

Lin Qingran was very obedient and soft in his arms, she leaned softly in his arms, when he fell into this sweet atmosphere, suddenly Lin Qingran pushed him away and ran outside.

He followed out in a panic, and saw Lin Qingran running upstairs, and when he followed up, his heart stopped at the door of the room.

Lin Qingran was standing on the balcony, the wind outside was blowing slowly, gently stirring his soft black hair, driving the hem of his clothes, revealing his slender waist.

"Of course, what's wrong with you?"

For some reason, Gu Wenyu's heart suddenly trembled, he walked over tensely, Lin Qingran slowly turned to look at him, and when he was about to approach, he was just a step away.

Lin Qingran gave him a shallow smile, and then jumped off the balcony.

Later, Gu Wenyu woke up from the dream in a panic. He still has lingering fears, and Lin Qingran's faint smile to him is always in his mind.

That smile was faint, but beautiful, so beautiful that it made his heart palpitate.

Holding Lin Qingran who was breathing slowly in his arms, feeling the temperature of his body, listening to the sound of his heart beating, Gu Wenyu still couldn't tell whether it was reality at this moment.

The fear in his heart quietly began to spread, he hugged Lin Qingran tightly with trembling hands, kissed his warm earlobe lightly, and got off the bed.

Taking out a sharp knife from the drawer, Gu Wenyu slashed fiercely on his miserable wrist without hesitation.

Pain followed after the blood oozes out, he felt the pain and looked at Lin Qingran who was lying quietly on the bed, slowly pulled the corner of his mouth, and breathed a sigh of relief.

The fear in my heart gradually dissipated, but it brought endless bitterness.

"Ouch..."

Rouxong didn't know when he woke up, and seeing the blood slowly flowing from Gu Wenyu's wrist, it lay on the carpet and watched quietly, then went to the man's side and rubbed its head against his calf.

Gu Wenyu kept holding Lin Qingran's hand with his uninjured hand, Rouxong climbed onto the bed and slept on the other side of Lin Qingran, curled up against Lin Qingran's body.

The bitterness in the heart occupied the heart as the fear dissipated, and the last time Lin Qingran saw the blood on his hand suddenly flashed in his mind. Gu Wenyu casually bandaged the wound a few times before lying back on the bed.

Lin Qingran didn't like to see his wound bleeding, so he hid the wound.

The wound was deep, and it was slowly tearing open with his movements, but Gu Wenyu didn't care about his wound, even thinking that the wound would always hurt like this.

The pain of the wound allowed him to distinguish between reality and dreams. The first half of the dream was so beautiful that it made him sink, but in that beautiful dream... the last part was the fear that made his heart tremble.

The fear in the dream can only dissipate slowly in the constant pain from his wound. Gu Wenyu lowered his eyes, looking at the bleeding wound again, he wrapped the bandage a few more times to cover the blood .

"Wow..." Rousong rubbed her head against Lin Qingran's hand, but there was no response.

It stretched out its tongue and gently licked Lin Qingran's hand, drooped its ears and tail, rubbed against his white arm, and slowly closed its eyes against that hand.

"……Ran Ran……"

"……do not go……"

"……do not leave Me……"

In the depths of the deep sea, it was that voice again.

A hoarse voice whispered in Lin Qingran's ear, Lin Qingran slowly opened her eyes, listening to the voice slowly calling him.

The warm embrace that held him tightly made him no longer afraid of the cold in the depths of the sea, but the voice that kept calling him in a low voice made him feel emotional.

Listening to that hoarse voice, he subconsciously relied on that warm embrace, and he gently rubbed against that embrace whose face could not be seen clearly.

"Ouch..."

The cry of a little milk dog reached his ears, and some of his hidden memories slowly emerged, and he lowered his long eyelashes and pursed his lips.

"Ouch..."

A puppy found near a garbage dump was in the box, and when he opened the box, a fluffy head popped out.

The puppy is small and soft. When he saw him, his eyes were bright, and he was a little confused, as if he didn't know what happened.

At that time, the wind was very strong and cold, and the puppy shivered in the cold wind. He held him in his arms and hid it in his clothes, revealing a pair of black eyes.

The young man who still had a youthful aura beside him but had a cool and handsome aura asked him: "Take it back to raise?"

Hearing the young man's cold voice, he lowered his eyes slowly, but he didn't turn his head to look at the young man as he remembered.

As if he was tired from thinking about it, he leaned on the embrace that he subconsciously relied on, and slowly closed his eyes.

……

Since that nightmare, Gu Wenyu basically didn't sleep at night. He opened his eyes and looked at Lin Qingran who was leaning quietly in his arms. The corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and he kissed the corner of his mouth lightly.

"Of course, good morning."

When Gu Haifeng came in from the outside, he saw the newly added wound on Gu Wenyu's wrist in the living room.

The wound was wrapped with several layers of bandages, but the blood still seeped out.

"Brother, let's deal with it with your hands." Gu Haifeng whispered.

Gu Wenyu followed Gu Haifeng to call the doctor over, he just wanted pain, he didn't intend to resist the treatment, because he had to take care of Lin Qingran himself, and he couldn't let other things delay it.

The doctor helped Gu Wenyu treat the wound. Seeing that Gu Wenyu's hands were not only covered with wrists, but also the inside of his arms were covered with large and small deep and shallow scars, he couldn't help but sigh in his heart.

"...Can you hear me when you're asleep?"

The doctor was stunned for a moment when he heard Gu Wenyu's nonsensical words, and then he came to his senses.

The doctor knew more or less about Lin Qingran, and he also knew what Gu Wenyu was asking.

After taking care of the wound, he was helping Gu Wenyu to wrap the bandage. The doctor sighed in his heart, and said, "Scientifically speaking, it's not possible, but people sometimes have many things that go beyond the scope of medicine, maybe..."

"It can be."

Gu Wenyu smiled lightly, as if talking to himself: "...Of course, he..."

I don't know if Gu Wenyu didn't say the latter words or he said it too softly and the doctor didn't hear it. The doctor didn't know what it was. He raised his head, and Gu Wenyu's deep and stern face met his eyes, with some pity.

The doctor paused and didn't say anything, because he didn't know what to say or what to say.

After the doctor left, Gu Haifeng sat on the sofa and heard what Gu Wenyu said in a low voice.

"...I dreamed that Ran Ran committed suicide..."

Gu Haifeng was stunned for a long time when he heard the sound, and then heard the second sentence from Gu Wenyu: "...I am looking forward to waking up, but I am also afraid that what happened in the dream will happen again..."

"He jumped right in front of me without the slightest hesitation..." Gu Wenyu murmured, "But he...will he not want to wake up at all..."

He choked up, swallowed the uncomfortable feeling in his throat, shook his head and said to himself: "...No, of course he will wake up..."

"I'll wake up..."

Gu Haifeng looked a little uncomfortable, he grabbed Gu Wenyu's hand, and could only echo softly: "I will wake up, the senior will wake up, bro, don't worry."

Looking at Gu Wenyu's situation, Gu Haifeng really couldn't do anything but comfort him.

Gu Wenyu's long and narrow eyes lowered slightly, and he murmured something softly, but this time the voice was a little soft, so Gu Haifeng didn't hear it.

Watching Gu Wenyu get up and go upstairs with dull eyes, Gu Haifeng has been thinking about the sentence that Gu Wenyu couldn't hear clearly and could only see the shape of his lips.

I don't know what he suddenly thought of, his face suddenly turned pale.

Fan Li asked Gu Haifeng about Lin Qingran's situation last time, and during this time, he ran to the sea area of ​​​​Gu Wenyu's house every two days.

He bought a house in M ​​city some time ago, so he doesn't need to stay in the hotel.

Standing where Gu Wenyu's house couldn't see, he stared at the master bedroom of Gu Wenyu's house slowly lost in thought.

Even though he knew that he would never see Lin Qingran, he couldn't help running over.

Gu Wenyu sat on a chair in the study, looked at the monitor on the computer, looked at the familiar figure in the real-time monitor, and narrowed his narrow and cold eyes.

"Brother..." Gu Haifeng came in with something, and saw the monitor on the computer.

He was not surprised. This sea area was installed with monitoring when Gu Wenyu bought it, and men can basically check it if they want to.

"Fan Li..." Gu Haifeng wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, he said, "He just wanted to see the senior."

"What did he tell you a while ago?"

Gu Haifeng knew which time Gu Wenyu asked, and he answered Fan Li's words that time. He told the whole story of that time. Gu Wenyu lowered his cold eyes and did not speak.

"How dare he come?" Gu Wenyu sneered, but the hostility on his body was a little bit more.

Gu Haifeng was a little scared seeing Gu Wenyu like this, he was afraid that Gu Wenyu would go out to find Fan Li later, if there was a real fight, Fan Li might be beaten to death.

He hesitated how to persuade or stop him, his hand holding the meat floss froze, and his eyes stayed on Gu Wenyu.

He watched Gu Wenyu's slender fingers click on the computer a few times, and was about to speak when he saw the man turn off the monitor.

Gu Haifeng breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, he knew that Gu Wenyu was acquiescing that Fan Li could come over, as long as he didn't appear in front of him, the consequences would be disastrous if he appeared.

Gu Wenyu got up from the chair and went back to the room, but Gu Haifeng didn't follow, he looked out of the window, Fan Li's figure could not be seen from the windows here.

Thinking of the last time Gu Wenyu mumbled on the sofa when his hand was injured, he still sucked in a breath of air.

He didn't know if that sentence was what he thought, but he had to take precautions, not afraid of ten thousand but just in case.

When Gu Wenyu returned to the room, the meat floss was still lying on Lin Qingran's side, rubbing his head against his hand, and whispered "Aww".

"……Ran Ran……"

Gu Wenyu carefully and gently helped Lin Qingran wipe his hands with a hot towel, hugged Lin Qingran in his arms, and watched the fallen leaves blown by the wind fall into the air.

……

The moon at night pushed through the clouds and mist, and slowly sprinkled in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and sprinkled on Gu Wenyu's custom-made carpet.

Gu Wenyu held Lin Qingran's hand tightly, and suddenly woke up from the dream. He looked at the person in his arms for the first time, and only when he saw him lying in his arms safe and sound did he breathe slowly.

He now dreams every night, every dream has Lin Qingran, and the front of every dream is as sweet as an illusion, making him prefer to live in the dream all his life.

But every time after that sweet moment, he will be greeted with shock that he cannot bear, and the end of every dream will make him full of fear.

In the dream just now, he and Lin Qingran were walking by the seaside. The two held hands and walked barefoot on the comfortable fine sand. Walking by the seaside, they felt the coolness of the waves rushing up to their ankles.

The bright and clear moon sprinkled silver light, reflecting on the blue-black sea like a layer of light, rising and falling with the waves of the sea, it is very beautiful.

The moonlight fell on Lin Qingran's delicate and fair face, and his snow-white skin became more transparent, like a shining angel.

Gu Wenyu was stunned for a moment, Lin Qingran faced him, and slowly walked towards him, the two hugged each other, kissed in the beautiful sea area, listening to the sound of the waves rising and falling, the surroundings exuded a sweet atmosphere .

After a lingering kiss, Lin Qingran raised her clear eyes to look at him, curled up her mouth and smiled, and then walked towards the depths of the sea.

"Ran Ran!"

He chased after him in fear, but his speed couldn't keep up for some reason. He watched Lin Qingran gradually being swallowed by the sea.

Gu Wenyu frantically ran to the depths of the sea. In the bottom of the sea, he saw Lin Qingran still smiling at him, sinking slowly.

He chased desperately, rushed desperately, swam desperately, and reached out to grab Lin Qingran's hand, but he couldn't catch it no matter what.

Lin Qingran sank into the deep sea step by step in front of him, and disappeared into the darkness by the sea.

"Ran Ran!"

Gu Wenyu swam towards the dark seabed, but was slammed back by a huge wave. The last scene reflected in his eyes——

It was still Lin Qingran's faint smile.

At the end of every nightmare, Lin Qingran's smile is in his eyes.

After Gu Wenyu woke up from the nightmare, his whole body was lost. He hugged Lin Qingran tightly, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "...But, is it because I asked too much?"

Thinking of Lin Qingran's faint smile at the end of every night's dream, his mind slowly showed the smile that made him sink since then when he first met Lin Qingran eight years ago.

For him, Lin Qingran's smile was a gift from Lin Qingran. He never dared to expect extravagance, but only dared to yearn silently in his heart.

"...Of course...do you know the greed in my heart, so you want to leave me?"

Gu Wenyu's voice was hoarse, his eye sockets were red, and the bitterness in his heart surged up, filling his eye sockets.

"...but... I know I shouldn't ask for it, and I won't ask for it, so..." His hoarse voice was slightly trembling, full of bitterness: "So don't leave me, okay...don't leave I……"

"I'm really scared... Really scared..." Thinking of the end of every night's dream, Gu Wenyu still couldn't help shivering now, he held Lin Qingran's hand tightly, and kept begging.

The smile that Lin Qingran gave him at the end of every dream seemed to warn him, Gu Wenyu's throat was choked by the pain that surged up, and he continued to plead with difficulty.

"...but you don't have to smile at me if you don't want to. As long as you are happy, I can do anything. As long as you can stay by my side, I beg you...but..."

"...I don't want to lose anything, but I can't lose you, but... please..."

The bitterness in Gu Wenyu's eyes overflowed, and it fell directly from the eye sockets, dripping onto Lin Qingran's face.

Bitter and cold tears fell on Lin Qingran's face little by little, and then slid down his delicate and fair face.

"...Of course, I love you, please don't leave, I beg you...I really don't need anything, but, I love you..."

Gu Wenyu hugged Lin Qingran, put his head on his shoulder, and begged humbly one after another. Those scenes of losing Lin Qingran in his dreams came one after another, causing the fear in his heart to flood his whole body.

Those nightmares that frightened him flashed through his mind one by one, and every time his heart flashed, it was like being cut severely by a sharp knife shining with cold light.

The knife cut him in unbearable pain, the broken heart was full of blood holes, bitter and sorrowful vines slowly grew from the blood holes, squeezed through the tender flesh of the heart, and slowly extended towards the limbs.

Bitterness kept coming up, dripping down from Gu Wenyu's reddened eyes, slowly spreading with his humble begging.

Lin Qingran was hugged tightly by Gu Wenyu, his hoarse pleadings lingered in his ears, and he moved his fingers under the quilt lightly.