Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

Gu Wenyu remembered that Lin Qingran seemed to always record the time until the end of the college entrance examination. At that time, he didn't care about it. Now that he thinks about it, maybe...

——Because he just wanted to escape from the desperate high school life as soon as possible.

When he was wearing the identity of "Gu Yanqing", he once asked Lin Qingran which school he wanted to go to. He said that he wanted to go to M University, and he would move to live near M University with his grandma.

When Lin Qingran said this, his eyes were smiling, and he was happy from the bottom of his heart.

At that time, maybe it was just at that juncture, he realized that he was slightly different from Lin Qingran, even though he was aware of it, he thought it was a game, and said he liked him with a playing mentality.

Lin Qingran is so innocent, she really believed it at that time, and she agreed seriously while holding back her embarrassment.

He still remembered that when Lin Qingran agreed, her face was steaming because of embarrassment, and the tips of her ears were also flushed, and her whole body was soft, so soft that it could melt a person's heart.

At that time he asked, "Why didn't you come back?"

Lin Qingran leaned her head on his shoulder, paused the hand holding his clothes, and said after a long time: "...Because I don't have any good memories."

There are no good memories...he has a large part of the factor.

He couldn't imagine how strong the heart hidden in Lin Qingran's slender and frail body was to endure it for so long.

Gu Wenyu's heart twitched, and the bitterness spread from the bottom of his heart to his whole body.

The memories have been playing back uninterruptedly, and he can clearly remember——

At that time, although Lin Qingran had long planned not to come back, it could be because of "Gu Yanqing" that he would stay here, for "Gu Yanqing".

He said, "It's okay, I'll come to you, and if you go to college here, I'll come to you too."

Lin Qingran's heart was already broken due to the injustice of fate, but he still dedicated all his sincerity to "Gu Yanqing".

He broke it all, he ruined all happiness.

The exposure of the truth not only ruined her own happiness, but also crushed Lin Qingran's last hope into pieces.

……

The filming ended at the moment when the director shouted "Cut" in a hoarse voice, and the director patted Xiao Kai on the shoulder in a rare way and praised: "You have not only passed one point this time, but also acted very well, very good!"

Xiao Kai smiled brightly, looked at Lin Qingran, and suddenly smiled shyly: "Thanks to Brother Ran, it is because Brother Ran has been practicing with me so that I can grasp Ling Ran's feelings well."

Lin Qingran smiled modestly, and said to the director: "Xiao Kai worked hard. He has always attached great importance to this scene and pondered it for a long time."

The director nodded in satisfaction, and patted Xiao Kai's arm: "Keep working hard!"

Xiao Kai and Lin Qingran have finished filming today's scenes, and there are no scenes for these two days. Xiao Kai asked hesitantly: "Brother Ran, let's go have dinner tonight, I haven't had dinner with you for a long time."

Lin Qingran handed Xiao Kai a bottle of water, nodded: "Yes."

"Brother Ran, let's go eat later——"

"...Of course." Gu Wenyu walked in front of Lin Qingran, his voice was very hoarse because of the choking just now: "Let's go back."

Xiao Kai, who was interrupted, looked at Gu Wenyu, and did not express dissatisfaction. Instead, he smiled and stood beside Lin Qingran with a good temper.

Lin Qingran glanced at Gu Wenyu casually, and said with a light smile, "Mr. Gu is really free. How many times have I seen Mr. Gu today?"

"Of course..." The emotions brought about by the memories that came up just now did not subside immediately, Gu Wenyu endured the sadness in his heart, and said in a hoarse voice: "I want to be by Ranran's side, shall we go home?"

"Oops!" With a cry, a man suddenly bumped into Gu Wenyu's arms, spilling coffee all over the man.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Gu!"

Xiao Baihua hurriedly wiped Gu Wenyu's black shirt with a handkerchief, with an innocent and hasty expression on her face.

"Mr. Gu, I didn't do it on purpose. I just got pushed by someone when I was walking." Xiao Baihua looked up at Gu Wenyu pitifully, bit her lower lip and said aggrievedly: "My name is Gong Ming, I'm sorry, Mr. Gu, let me wash your clothes for you."

Gu Wenyu avoided Gong Ming's hand with a sullen face: "Don't touch me!"

Lin Qingran and Xiao Kai had already left when Gong Ming bumped into them just now, and now they are no longer in sight.

Gu Wenyu wanted to chase him out, but was entangled by Gong Ming: "Don't be angry, Mr. Gu. Although I may not be able to afford your clothes, I will pay you in other ways. You can do whatever you want..."

Gong Ming said the last sentence in a very low voice, looking at Gu Wenyu with innocent eyes, as if innocent like a little white rabbit.

Gu Wenyu frowned, and looked down at his black shirt, which was stained with coffee. His cold face was colder than before.

Gong Ming met the man's cold eyes, and a layer of cold sweat suddenly leaked from his back, but thinking of Lin Qingran, he gritted his teeth, still looking like a delicate little white flower.

"Get out!" Gu Wenyu didn't have the heart to say a word to Gong Ming, turned around and left the set without even looking at him in disgust.

Gong Ming looked at Gu Wenyu's back and stomped his feet, gritted his teeth and said to himself, "I'm already like this and I'm not fooled? Don't men like weak and innocent people?"

Grinding his teeth, he suddenly smiled and crumpled the coffee cup in his hand that had been spilled and only an empty carton remained.

"As expected of Gu Wenyu, if you don't like little white flowers, then you like someone with a desire to conquer? Interesting."

Twirling his fingers, Gong Ming licked his lower lip: "The national male god really didn't scream for nothing, but just touched it, and the touch of that muscle is so unforgettable~"

In the presidential suite of the hotel, Gu Wenyu took the shirt that the secretary rushed to deliver and changed into it, and threw the black shirt that was stained with coffee and Gong Ming touched him in the name of wiping the coffee stains directly into the trash can.

"nausea!"

The secretary was at the side, glanced at the trash can, looked at the high-end black shirt with doubts.

He knew that Gu Wenyu had a slight obsession with cleanliness, but although he wouldn't want a shirt stained with coffee, it wouldn't be disgusting, would it?

Or is Gu Wenyu's cleanliness getting worse?

When the secretary was wandering on the shirt, Gu Wenyu's cold voice sounded: "Check out the one named Gong Ming."

"Gong Ming?" The secretary just questioned and quickly responded respectfully.

Gu Wenyu squeezed the frown between his eyebrows, and leaned on the back of the sofa with a tired face: "Go out."

The secretary seemed relieved, nodded respectfully and hurried out and closed the door.

Closing his eyes and meditating, Gu Wenyu's frowning brows still didn't spread out, but they became even tighter. The feeling of being touched by Gong Ming through his shirt just now still made him very sick.

With an irritable and sullen face, and lingering disgust in his indifferent eyes, he couldn't help getting up and going to the bathroom to take another shower.

When I got home, the lights in the room were not turned on, and it was pitch black, but as soon as Gu Wenyu entered the door, he heard the meat floss yelling softly on the sofa.

After turning on the light, Gu Wenyu saw Lin Qingran half lying on the sofa, his eyes were closed, and his long eyelashes trembled unhappily because of the light.

Lin Qingran frowned and slowly opened her eyes, Rousong climbed from the carpet onto the sofa, and got into his arms: "Wow..."

"Good boy." Gently stroking the meat floss, he slowly curled the corner of his mouth: "I'll give you jerky later, okay?"

"Of course, have you been drinking?" Gu Wenyu came over, smelling the faint scent of alcohol on Lin Qingran's body, and asked worriedly.

Just now when Lin Qingran woke up, he didn't look at the door, and didn't notice that the man came back.

"What?" Lin Qingran stroked Rouxong's head, without raising his eyes to look at Gu Wenyu: "Drinking is hindering Mr. Gu?"

"No, of course." Gu Wenyu poured a cup of hot water and handed it to Lin Qingran: "It doesn't bother me, I'm just worried about you, don't drink so much if you have a bad stomach."

Recalling Lin Qingran's soft and obedient appearance in his arms several times when he was drunk, his heart suddenly tightened, and the uneasiness and strong possessiveness in his heart made his heart swell and astringent.

He didn't want others to see Lin Qingran's softening appearance, and he was even more afraid of Lin Qingran leaning softly in the arms of other men like "Gu Yanqing".

Lin Qingran was woken up by the light shaking because of drinking, and now his head is not very clear, and he is still a little confused. He drooped his long eyelashes, slowed down, and went upstairs with the floss.

He Yi has something to do at home today, if it is too late, he will come back later, now only Lin Qingran and Rousong are in the room.

"Aww..." Rouxong rubbed his head against Lin Qingran's stomach, and looked at Lin Qingran worriedly with his big black eyes.

"The meat floss is fine, just a little confused." Lin Qingran gently picked up the meat floss and rubbed it's nose, because the voice was a bit hoarse and nasal when it just woke up, and it sounded soft and sticky.

"You play here for a while, I'll take a bath."

Lying in the bathtub, the hot water in the bathtub seemed to calm his emotions and relieved him a lot.

Leaning his head back against the edge of the bathtub, he slowly closed his eyes.

He doesn't drink well, so he doesn't drink too much outside, and he can't help drinking only when he is alone, especially when he can't sleep at night.

When I had dinner with Xiaokai just now, he just drank a small amount of restraint, but his body was originally weak, and today's filming consumed too much mental energy, he was a little tired, so he lay down on the sofa and squinted for a while.

I don't know how long it took to soak, but when he gradually recovered, he wiped his wet hair and put on a bathrobe casually.

The summer evening breeze brought a burst of coolness, Lin Qingran brushed her hair and went out to the balcony, her skin, which was still warm after soaking in the bath, was blown by the breeze, very comfortable.

"Aww..." Rouxong followed out of the balcony, rubbing against Lin Qingran's calf.

Picking up the meat floss, Lin Qingran looked at the moonlit sea in front of him. He watched quietly, with a gentle and calm voice: "Floss, it's good to see you again."

"Aww..." Rousong responded by raising his head and rubbing Lin Qingran's chin.

Lin Qingran slightly curled the corners of her mouth: "Good boy, shall we eat jerky now?"

Back in the room, he took out a pack of jerky from the drawer, took a few slices of jerky inside and handed it to the floss: "Don't eat too much, or you'll be overwhelmed."

"Ow!"

There is a table outside the balcony, and there are two matching chairs beside it. The decoration is exquisite and elegant, and they are all custom-made and airlifted back by Gu Wenyu from abroad.

Lin Qingran was sitting on the chair, a soft ball of meat was sitting on Lin Qingran's lap, it was chewing the dried meat in its mouth, and its round black eyes raised its head to look at Lin Qingran from time to time.

The moon at night is bright and clear, and the silver light sprinkled on the sea is slowly rippling with the waves of the sea being blown by the breeze. This quiet atmosphere makes people calm.

"……Ran Ran?"

Lin Qingran and Rousong turned their heads at the same time, Gu Wenyu suddenly froze on the spot, quickly glanced over.

He hurriedly apologized in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, but you didn't answer when I knocked on the door just now. I came in because I was worried about you."

Lin Qingran frowned, and hurriedly pulled down the sleeves of the bathrobe to cover his wrists, and then pulled up the slipped bathrobe to cover the exposed shoulders.

When Rousong heard Gu Wenyu's voice just now, when he turned his head, his claws accidentally pulled Lin Qingran's bathrobe and ripped off his bathrobe.

Lin Qingran's skin was snow-white. The bathrobe slipped off just now, and the exposed warm shoulder was even more white under the silver-white moonlight. It was like the light reflected by an angel when he descended to earth, which made people enchanted.

"Is there something wrong with Mr. Gu?"

After hearing the sound for a few seconds, Gu Wenyu dared to turn around slowly. After a while, suppressing the unknown emotions in his eyes, he slowly approached Lin Qingran with the bowl of hangover soup in his hand.

Putting the hangover soup on the table, his voice was hoarse but gentle: "Of course, drink some hangover soup, or you'll have a headache tomorrow."

Lin Qingran closed Gu Wenyu's long and narrow eyes, raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and said with a half-smile, "Mr. Gu, why did you come back so early today? Or maybe why didn't you see that beauty at home?"

"Ah~" He suddenly nodded in understanding: "Is it because I'm bothering you at home? I'm really sorry, Meat Floss and I will do our part~"

After all, Lin Qingran got up and walked to the room, but Gu Wenyu grabbed his wrist: "Of course it's not like this, nothing happened to us, and nothing can happen!"

The wrist was pulled, Lin Qingran frowned and shook off Gu Wenyu's hand, hiding it behind her body calmly.

He quickly adjusted his mood, and the corner of his mouth raised a frivolous arc: "Why did Mr. Gu explain to me that everyone is an adult, and there are not many lovers in bed, right~"

Gu Wenyu's heart trembled, his throat was blocked, his long and narrow black eyes stared at Lin Qingran's hand hidden behind him: "Of course, what's wrong with your hand?"

When he was holding Lin Qingran's wrist just now, he could feel that there were many rough marks on his originally smooth skin, like scars from his arms.

He asked softly worriedly: "Did you hurt your hand? Then show me, okay?"

Lin Qingran raised her eyebrows frivolously, but her pleasant voice was extremely indifferent: "What's the matter with me whether I'm not hurt or not? Don't think that I'll make progress if I treat you better a few times. Don't be too affectionate."

"Aww..." Rousong looked at Lin Qingran moaningly, his dark eyes flooded with water, and looked at him "Aww".

"Of course, it doesn't matter how you scold me, show me if your hands are good?" Gu Wenyu begged hoarsely, his arrogant posture outside was extremely low, and his words were all humble: "Just take a look, okay?"

"If you don't want to show it to me, then I'll call a doctor for you, can you show it to the doctor? You can't drag it like this. Did you get it while filming?"

"Buzzing—"

The phone rang untimely, Lin Qingran looked into the room impatiently, it was his phone that was vibrating, and the screen was always on.

Taking advantage of Lin Qingran's inattention, Gu Wenyu put one arm around him to prevent Lin Qingran from falling, and the other grabbed his wrist and brought him forward.

The clouds were blown away by the wind, and the bright moonlight became brighter and brighter. The countless scars on Lin Qingran's wrist were very eye-catching under the moonlight.

"...Why are there so many cut marks?" Gu Wenyu's long and narrow black body shrank suddenly, as if he heard the sound of his heart being torn apart.

The tearing sound seemed to pierce the eardrum, and the heart was like a sharp knife slowly slashing deeply in his heart.

The blood seeped out bit by bit and poured into the internal organs, the pain made him tremble continuously.

"...But who made this?"

Lin Qingran withdrew his hand suddenly, and put the wrist full of cuts in front of his eyes. He looked at the chaotic cuts on his wrist without emotion.

Gently hooking the corner of her lower lip, the beautiful eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling were full of indifference.

"It's just a few scars, there's nothing to make a fuss about." He snorted lightly, and looked at Gu Wenyu jokingly: "It's no wonder Mr. Gu, after all, Mr. Gu's status, how could he have been injured."

"Mr. Gu has always hurt others, how can anyone hurt Mr. Gu, right~"

"Ran Ran……"

Gu Wenyu felt that his chest was being torn open constantly, he breathed with difficulty, and met Lin Qingran's eyes that hid thousands of stars, those beautiful eyes shone coldly under the moonlight.

His throat was choked, as if thousands of words were blocked in his heart, but he couldn't say a word.

"I also looked at the wrist. If Mr. Gu is interested, you can also try it. After all, watching the blood flow from your wrist is not a pleasure~"

Lin Qingran casually raised his eyes, the indifference in his eyes made Gu Wenyu's heart tremble, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

He Yi came back in the middle of the night, and it was past three o'clock in the morning when he returned to Gu Wenyu's house after finishing his family affairs.

"Low/trough!"

After turning on the light, He Yi suddenly clutched his heart and took a step back in fright, waiting for him to slow down and look at the hostile man in front of him.

He gritted his teeth and said angrily: "Gu Wenyu, you/mother is not only a lunatic, you are simply sick, right! You don't sleep and run downstairs to scare people in the middle of the night?!"

Gu Wenyu was dressed in black home clothes, sitting on the sofa, his usual combed back hair fell loose, his dignified and stable appearance was very depressed at this moment.

He held a bottle of wine that was more than half drunk, his body smelled of alcohol, and his bony fingers tightly held the bottle of wine.

Seeing He Yi coming back, he stood up and threw the bottle of wine aside, and walked towards He Yi.

Gu Wenyu didn't care about He Yi's attitude towards him this time, he lightly raised his cold eyes, and there was a layer of cruelty and lightness in the long and narrow eyes.

His voice may be due to drinking, it is hoarse than before, but it is more magnetic: "...But what happened to the injury on the wrist?"

He Yi was stunned when he heard that, and asked after a few seconds: "Did you see it?"

Seeing that Gu Wenyu was silent, He Yi knew he had guessed right, and chuckled coldly: "Do you want to know the scar on his wrist?"

Putting his coat on his arms, he looked at the man amusedly: "How do you feel looking at those scars? It's fun? Or is it indifferent?"

"Hahaha" laughed a few times, He Yi shook his head and snorted: "Gu Wenyu, what can you do if you know, can you get hurt instead of him? Or do you want to laugh and slander him on this basis?"

Gu Wenyu lowered his eyelids, and he clenched his fists tightly. After a long time, his hoarse voice asked in a low voice, "...Did Ran Ran cut it herself?"

"Otherwise?" He Yi crossed his arms with both hands, stared at Gu Wenyu fiercely, and gritted his teeth, "How do you think he got here in the past seven years?"

"After his grandma passed away, especially in the first few years, he couldn't sleep without taking sleeping pills, and even had a mental breakdown to the point of self-harm."

He Yi recalled that he took a deep breath to maintain his composure: "Can you imagine the feeling of being alive because of the unbearable heart pain and having to look for other pains in the body?"

"Lin Qingran said that only by feeling the pain in his body and watching the blood flow out little by little, can he feel alive."

He Yi slowed down, and the memories gradually flooded into his mind. He closed his eyes and opened them after a while: "When his grandma passed away, she still said that his grandson was finally loved by someone, and she can leave with peace of mind. He lives happily ever after with you."

Looking at Gu Wenyu, he asked in a cold voice: "Can you imagine Lin Qingran's mood at that time? His grandma said that someone hurt him? His grandma found out about your matter a long time ago, but she still acquiesced, but how did you treat him?"

"The person his grandma thought would love his grandson was the one who hurt him the most. Isn't it ironic? Gu Wenyu, you are really cruel. You gave him hope and pushed him into a deeper hell."

Walking to the front of the stairs, He Yi stopped, and he said: "Now seeing the scars on his hands, don't you feel very happy, after all, this is the result you wanted from the beginning."

When the voice fell, he suddenly turned his head and sneered: "No, maybe you didn't feel like you had enough time to ask me. You might be thinking, why didn't he die like that? It would be great if he died once and for all. It's a pity that I didn't get what you wanted."

"That's not the case!" Gu Wenyu's voice was hoarse, and he said with difficulty: "My heart aches, but it's too late, how could I think that way..."

"Distressed?" He Yi seemed to hear the big joke, and couldn't help shaking his head and sneering: "Do you want to say that you love him in the next sentence?"

"Oh", he looked straight at Gu Wenyu: "Gu Wenyu, you keep saying that you love him, since you can't feel the pain he has experienced, then you can feel the pain he has suffered, how about it?"

Gu Wenyu froze on the spot, his body was so heavy that he fell down on the sofa, his slender fingers trembling slightly.

The pain of tearing the heart and the violent muscle spasm blurred his consciousness, he slowly raised his hand, and in turn put the side of the wrist in front.

He lowered his eyelashes, looked down at his wrist, the countless scars on Lin Qingran's slender wrist were clearly visible at a glance.

Those scars that were not healed one after another were shocking on Lin Qingran's white wrist.

What He Yi said was right, he couldn't imagine Lin Qingran's mood at that time, and he couldn't imagine what kind of mood a person who was so afraid of pain could slowly cut deep into his wrist one by one.

Maybe at that time, his heart was so painful that he was about to suffocate, which made him use this self-harm method to find the feeling of being alive.

The truth of "Gu Yanqing" was exposed, and Lin Qingran was pushed into a deeper abyss by him. Grandma was his only hope of survival, and after his grandma passed away, his only hope was extinguished.

It all started with his game of playing with people's hearts back then.

Looking at the whiskey bottle at his feet, he held the bottle tightly with trembling hands, and slammed it hard on the table.

The glass bottle was shattered into many pieces, and the unfinished wine dripped down the corner of the table and wet a large piece of the carpet on the floor.

He reached out to pick up a sharp piece of glass, and slowly moved it to his wrist. Under the light of the light yellow light in warm colors, his indifferent eyebrows moved.

Holding the piece of glass, he slowly pressed it against his wrist, and pressed it downwards. His flesh was sunken a little, and a little blood oozes out. Then he swiped hard to the right, and the dark red blood slowly flowed out from his wrist. .

The blood flowed down from both sides of the wrist and onto the carpet, soaking a large piece of the carpet at Gu Wenyu's feet, mixed with a strong smell of blood.