Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

Gu Wenyu stared at Lin Qingran's beautiful amber eyes, and suddenly felt a bit bitter in his mouth. The decoction that he didn't feel bitter just now spread and expanded thousands of times.

Lin Qingran has a boyfriend, and what he hates the most in his life is people who are physically and emotionally disordered, but now he is willing and wants to be Lin Qingran's lover and bed partner.

The tip of his tongue was slightly tingling, and the place where Lin Qingran bit him just now was still numb. He licked his lips, and the feeling of kissing Lin Qingran just now was still there.

The corners of Gu Wenyu's mouth curled up, the warm touch of the kiss just now made him uncontrollably excited, this was the first time Lin Qingran kissed him proactively.

Maybe it's not a kiss, but just to tease him, but in his opinion, the meaning is different.

"Of course..." Gu Wenyu said softly in a hoarse voice, "No matter what, as long as I'm with you, I'm willing."

Hearing the sound, Lin Qingran just looked at him with slightly curled lips, but her eyes were full of indifference.

"Thanks to Mr. Gu's love~ But what do you think should I do?" He licked his lower lip, the bloody smell from just now remained on his lips, and he chuckled playfully: "I am such a dirty person but I don't want to be touched by you~ "

"After all, I didn't ask others to share/my preference~"

[Even if you beg me to do it/You and I feel sick and want to vomit! ]

Lin Qingran's last sentence suddenly overlapped with the sentence he said seven years ago in Gu Wenyu's mind.

Those words pierced into Gu Wenyu's heart bit by bit like a knife.

Every word he said to Lin Qingran in the hospital was humiliating and torturing him, and now he was just feeling the pain Lin Qingran had suffered.

No, at that time Lin Qingran's heart was hurt hundreds of times and thousands of times more than he was, because at that time Lin Qingran was helpless, but he directly stabbed him at the most vulnerable place.

"elder brother!"

"……elder brother?"

"...Senior..."

Gu Haifeng came in, and when he saw Lin Qingran, his expression froze, obviously he didn't expect Lin Qingran to be here.

Putting the things in his hand on the table, Gu Haifeng said in a low voice: "Brother, this is medicine for treating wounds, you should treat the wounds on your hands carefully."

"Hey, it's so lively?" He Yi came back with the meat floss. After eating just now, the meat floss somehow came over with a rope in his mouth and pulled He Yi to take him to a circle.

"Wow!" Seeing Gu Haifeng, Rousong yelled at him a few times, wagging his tail.

"Meat floss, long time no see." Gu Haifeng stepped forward to pick up the meat floss, and kissed it.

"Let's go upstairs." He Yi walked towards Lin Qingran, took his hand and walked upstairs.

Gu Haifeng was stunned for a moment, then suddenly understood, looked at Gu Wenyu, and asked cautiously, "Brother, is that the senior's boyfriend?"

Gu Wenyu lowered his cold eyes, Gu Haifeng immediately understood that he guessed right.

Gu Haifeng only knew about this villa recently, and it was also Gu Wenyu who bought it recently. At first, he wondered why a man would buy a house that was a smaller version of the main house, but now that he saw Lin Qingran here, he seemed to understand.

"But... why does the senior live here with his boyfriend?" He raised his head and asked in a low voice.

Thinking of the last time when Gu Wenyu was drunk and told him that he was willing to be Lin Qingran's mistress and even bed partner, he murmured to himself in disbelief.

"Could it be that you agreed to let the senior live with his boyfriend in order to let the senior live here?!"

Gu Wenyu glanced at him lightly, but did not speak.

Gu Haifeng gasped in shock, and whispered in shock: "...It turned out to be true, brother, where is your previous bottom line..."

The man turned around, and slowly loosened the hands that were tightly held just now. When Gu Wenyu saw that Lin Qingran just took a sip from the bowl on the table, he still poured the medicine soup that was given to him, his long and narrow eyes drooped.

"Aww..." Sensing that the atmosphere was not right, Rousong looked upstairs in the direction of Lin Qingran's room, and pouted her ears.

He Yi has been living here for the past few days, and every time Gu Wenyu knocks on the door to ask Lin Qingran to eat, he can always see the clothes that have been thrown away, and Lin Qingran's neck, collarbone and other parts will always have ambiguous traces.

Through the half-open door, Gu Wenyu glanced at the clothes thrown on the floor as usual, his sharp brows and eyes were tightly wrinkled, and there was a chilling hostility in his eyes.

"However, your body is still weak, so don't touch him often."

The man's voice was cold, with a strong aura that could not be rejected. He Yizheng responded, but his instinctive fear made him unable to refute immediately.

He slowed down, grabbed the doorknob behind the door, and squeezed it tightly to force down the instinctive fear. With a frivolous "ah" on his brows, he sneered, "Do we need Mr. Gu's approval for what we do?" ?”

"Don't worry, I will remember what Mr. Gu warned me last time!" He Yi raised his head and stared at Gu Wenyu closely, his eyes full of anger, he sneered sneeringly: "Gu Wenyu, I won't give you a chance! "

He thought to himself: Gu Wenyu wants to get ruthless from him, as long as he doesn't meet Han Jin, Han Jin will be fine if he fails to catch him.

Lin Qingran had just come out of the bathroom, and the clothes on her body had already been changed into out clothes.

He Yi walked over and put his arms around Lin Qingran's waist, glanced at Gu Wenyu with a sneer, then turned to Lin Qingran and said, "Did you tell him?"

Lin Qingran nodded: "Say it."

Gu Wenyu stood at the door, looking at the intimacy of the two, his cold black eyes sank, he took a deep breath, and tried his best to restrain his voice: "But where are you going?"

He Yi leaned over to Lin Qingran's ear and whispered a few words, then turned his head and sneered at Gu Wenyu: "Gu Wenyu, do you care too much and regard yourself as the right one?"

Lin Qingran took the backpack and went downstairs with He Yi. The meat floss was on the first floor and before Lin Qingran went down to the first floor, he climbed the stairs and came up wagging his tail.

"Meat floss." Leaning over to pick up the meat floss, Lin Qingran rubbed his nose with his nose, and smiled softly: "Today is so good."

He went downstairs with the floss in his arms, played with the floss for a while, and then he and He Yi went out.

Gu Wenyu followed him out, he didn't dare to get too close, and at the entrance of a hotel, he looked at the mixed-race man he had seen last time, and tightly clenched the bony hands holding the steering wheel.

In the car, through the front windshield, he saw He Yi smiling and greeting Flender, who seemed to be very familiar, and then the three of them entered the hotel together.

His long and narrow eyes narrowed slightly, and he licked his back molars full of hostility, and the hand holding the steering wheel made a "click" sound due to the hard knuckles.

Picking up the phone, he made a random call with his slender fingers, narrowed his eyes coldly, with a dangerous aura: "Call out the surveillance video of the three people who went in just now."

The hotel that Lin Qingran and the three of them entered was the hotel that Lin Qingran and Flender entered last time. It was called Sijichun, and it was a branch of one of the hotels that Gu Wenyu handled.

Sitting in the car, Gu Wenyu leaned on the back of the chair, his cold eyes drooping slightly, and his eyes were concentrated on the video screen in his hand.

Lin Qingran, He Yi and the three of them entered Room 808 together.

Leaning on the back of the chair, Gu Wenyu lowered his eyelids, threw the phone aside, leaned his head back to the back of the chair, pinched the center of his brows with his slender fingers irritably.

When Lin Qingran and Flender were in the hotel room before, the imaginary images that popped up inexplicably made him irritable and depressed.

If he hadn't restrained himself all the time, he was really afraid that he would kick down the door of the hotel and throw everyone who touched Lin Qingran into the sea.

According to Flender's information, he has never had any other bed partner or lover, otherwise he would not have restrained himself, and perhaps his legs had been abolished last time.

The sun is gradually setting in the west, and the sunset is hanging on the horizon. The bright red sunset dyes the clouds in the sky with a beautiful color.

The black luxury car under the setting sun was filled with smoke, and the choking smell of medicine enveloped all the spaces in the car.

Gu Wenyu never smoked before, and he doesn't like smoking, but now he is full of cold hostility, and he has to find something to numb himself.

Surrounded by bitter and choking smoke, it slowly dissipated before his eyes. The smell of nicotine was not pleasant, but fortunately it could relieve his spirit.

I don't know how long it took, but the cigarette butts in the ashtray piled up the entire ashtray, and there were as few as seven or eight packs of cigarette cases thrown beside it.

As time goes by, the setting sun gradually dissipates, the sky is dyed with a layer of darkness, and the night will replace the day.

The signboard of Sijichun Hotel began to light up, and within a few minutes, Lin Qingran, He Yi and Flender came out of it.

After Greeting them gently as usual, Flender stopped a taxi and left. Lin Qingran and He Yi looked at the time. They didn't know what they were talking about, and then He Yi also stopped the taxi and left. .

Lin Qingran smiled and waved to He Yi. After the car left, he watched the continuous flow of traffic and walked slowly on the side road.

Gu Wenyu opened the car window to dispel the unpleasant smell of smoke, opened a bottle of mouthwash and rinsed his mouth, tried his best to dispel the smell, then opened the car door, got out of the car and chased after him.

That path is a tree-lined path for walking, and there is a small park next to it. At this time, some young sports enthusiasts have come one after another.

On the other side of the path, there is a relatively large artificial lake. In the artificial lake, there are a few swans floating in the middle of the lake, proud and elegant.

Lin Qingran stood by the lake, quietly looking at the swans by the lake, the delicate side faces were covered with warm light by the warm-colored street lamps, it was peaceful and beautiful.

"...Of course." Gu Wenyu stepped forward, walked to Lin Qingran's side, and suppressed all the hostility in his body just now, as if he just met him.

Looking at Lin Qingran's exquisite profile, he said lightly: "It's time for dinner, let's go eat."

The fragrance emitted from Lin Qingran's body was still the fragrance of the essential oil last time, and the breeze blew gently, lingering on the tip of Gu Wenyu's nose.

The possessiveness and hostility that had been suppressed just now were constantly agitated in his heart, clamoring to cover up and get rid of the smell of other men in Lin Qingran's body.

"How long have you been waiting?" Lin Qingran turned around, looked at him with bright and seductive eyes, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

He joked in his eyes: "Mr. Gu is really loyal to his hobby, waiting outside until we come out, will this also excite you?~"

Although Gu Wenyu wasn't too close to him, his cars were easy to recognize, they were all the most luxurious cars, and he could be spotted at a glance.

Gu Wenyu was stunned when he heard the sound, and before he could find a suitable word to explain, he saw Lin Qingran slowly approaching him.

Under the reflection of the street lamp, Lin Qingran's shadow slanted to the side, moved slowly as he approached, and then stopped.

Staring at those charming eyes, Gu Wenyu choked his throat, and asked in a low voice restrained: "Of course... are you three together?"

"Yeah~" Lin Qingran smiled casually, lightly raised her long eyelashes, and softly said with pink soft lips: "This is exciting enough~"

Gu Wenyu's body suddenly froze, he took a deep breath, his long and narrow eyes drooped, and he was silent for a long time before slightly controlling the turbulent anger in his heart

Just listening to Lin Qingran's words, the cruelty towards He Yi and Flender that he forbears in his heart and the bitterness deep in his heart drove him crazy and tortured him continuously.

He pressed the center of his brows, suppressed his complicated emotions, and tried to make his voice sound gentle: "Of course you are hungry, let's go eat."

Smelling the never-before-seen smell of smoke remaining on Gu Wenyu's body, Lin Qingran hugged the man who tried his best to restrain himself.

He just thought it was funny, hooked the corner of his lower lip playfully, stretched out his slender fingers and gently touched the man's deep face with his fingertips, his movements were gentle and ambiguous.

"Is Mr. Gu not interested? Huh?"

The soft fingertips touched his icy cheeks, staring at Lin Qingran's provocative eyes, Gu Wenyu's suppressed emotions were about to burst out.

"It seems that Mr. Gu doesn't want to, his body temperature is so high, he probably has a fever again~" Lin Qingran raised her long eyelashes loosely, feeling Gu Wenyu's gradually rising body temperature.

"...Of course, don't do this again next time, okay, your body is too weak to continue playing like this." Gu Wenyu tightly clenched his slightly trembling hands, he did not dare to answer Lin Qingran's words.

Lin Qingran's words made his brain almost lose control, his heart beat several times, forbearance and uneasiness occupied his heart, but he was not qualified to do anything.

The restless possessive desire in his heart hit him like an explosion, but he could only try his best to beg and beg, to keep this feeling that he was not qualified to ask for the same love.

Meeting the man's dark eyes, Lin Qingran smiled frivolously, and whispered in the man's ear jokingly.

"Mr. Gu can always pretend to be a gentleman, but who knows that you are like this in private, you are so perverted!"

The movie "The Mark of Youth" is coming to an end, and today's scene is approaching its climax. The scene between Lin Qingran and Xiao Kai is very important.

Ling Ran played by Xiao Kai and Ye Ling played by Lin Qingran became more and more difficult to give up their feelings for each other as their feelings fermented, but reality is a very important factor.

Although Ling Ran was younger than Ling Ran, he was very mature and responsible. After he realized Ye Ling's feelings for him, he wanted to be Ye Ling's backing and walk with him.

In the scene being filmed now, Ye Ling understood his feelings for Ling Ran. Fear and fear engulfed him. He didn't know how to face Ling Ran, nor did he know how to face himself.

Ye Ling turned off all the communication tools, and went to the lake alone. He lay on the edge of the bridge, looking at the quiet lake surface occasionally stirred up by the breeze.

It seems that only at this time can he calm down his anxious and fearful heart. He can't destroy Ling Ran. Homosexuality can't be brought up on the stage in this era. Once it is discovered, it will only destroy him.

The current shooting location is on the lake in the outskirts, and the camera is advancing bit by bit. At this time, I want to take a close-up of Lin Qingran.

The director sat in front of the monitor, looking at the delicate side face in the camera, his eyes followed Lin Qingran's expression, and his eyes began to moisten slowly.

Ye Ling's current sadness is a silent sadness, because no one can say it, only he knows all this, he even looks so hypocritical when he cries.

Lin Qingran rested his hands on his bent knees, he gently raised his eyelashes, watching the waves swaying in the center of the lake, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, although he was smiling, but it was very bitter.

His eyelashes slowly drooped, and the slightly red ends of his eyes were his last stubbornness. His lips moved slightly, opening and closing gently, as if he was talking, but his voice was too low, and only his lips could be seen. The slight opening and closing of the lips.

These subtle movements were displayed on the monitor one by one, and the director wiped his wet eyes to wipe away the tears contained in them.

The surrounding staff and other watching actors were also wiping away tears, and those who could bear it also had red eyes.

"Lin Qingran brought Ye Ling to life." The director's hoarse voice was even more gritty because of the tears just now.

A performance that has no lines and can make people cry just by facial expressions is the real acting skill.

Every look and every expression of a good actor is an act, and has its own meaning. Lin Qingran acted out all of these, and he really brought Ye Ling to life.

Watching this scene, everyone seemed to see the real Ye Ling.

The next scene is Xiao Kai and Lin Qingran's rivalry scene, the director shouted to Xiao Kai next to him: "Get ready first, prepare your emotions."

The director is now emotionally affected by Ye Ling played by Lin Qingran, and he couldn't recover for a while, so his tone is much better than the violent temper in the past.

Gu Wenyu watched from the side, staring at Lin Qingran's high-definition face on the monitor, his heart was swollen and astringent.

Ye Ling raised the corners of his mouth slightly and forced himself to be strong, very similar to Lin Qingran seven years ago.

Lin Qingran seven years ago, no, it should be said that Lin Qingran was very strong since she was a child, so strong that even though she was so afraid of pain, she always kept silent, and even swallowed the pain with gritted teeth, and then said with a smile: fine".

Gu Wenyu's heart felt numb and swollen as if being eaten by thousands of ants. The uncomfortable feeling of suffocation surrounded him, and the tearing pain gradually seemed to swallow him up.

……

In the next scene, Ling Ran finds Ye Ling, and the scenes between the two of them are all close-ups, which is a test of acting skills.

Xiao Kai has a lot of room for improvement in his acting skills. The director gave him enough time to prepare, and now he is ready to start filming.

"Action!" The recorder hit the board.

Even without an electronic communicator, Ling Ran found Ye Ling immediately.

Ling Ran knew Ye Ling well, and knew that whenever he was sad, he would come to this lake, looking at the calm lake to dilute his pain.

Xiao Kai has been watching this scene for a long time, trying to figure out the emotions of this scene. This scene tests his acting skills, but he doesn't want Lin Qingran to be ng together because of him.

He memorized the contents of the script by heart, and he walked towards Ye Ling slowly according to the script.

Ling Ran walked up to Ye Ling, stood behind him, and called softly, "Senior."

Hearing the familiar voice, Ye Ling thought he was hallucinating, and turned around with half-belief and suspicion. The moment he saw Ling Ran, what he had been stubborn about was tears welling up in his red-rimmed eyes.

He choked up his voice, and raised the corners of his mouth slightly unnaturally: "...Why are you here?"

Ling Ran walked up to Ye Ling, sat beside him, and stretched out his hand to caress his face in distress: "Senior, do you want me?"

This sentence made Ye Ling's eyes blurred with tears welling up, he tried not to look away, and said stubbornly: "What are you doing here, I don't want to see you now!"

Ling Ran smiled softly when he heard the words, gently hugged Ye Ling in his arms, put him on his shoulder and said softly, "But I want to see the senior."

As soon as the words were spoken, the tears that Ye Ling had been holding back in his eyes finally couldn't help dripping down, dripping on Ling Ran's clothes, the tears gradually melted and became a small wet circle.

"Senior." Ling Ran called softly, "Do you know what kind of feelings I have for you?"

Ye Ling paused, his body froze in Ling Ran's arms.

He didn't know what Ling Ran's feelings for him were, they just naturally became ambiguous, but ambiguity didn't necessarily mean love, it might just be the atmosphere.

"Senior, look into my eyes." Ling Ran supported Ye Ling's shoulders with both hands, making him look into his eyes.

Ye Ling looked at Ling Ran, staring at his slightly green face, but for some reason, he felt as if he had matured a lot in an instant.

Ling Ran met Ye Ling's eyes, and slowly leaned over, pressing his forehead against his, with a smile in his eyes: "Senior, I like you, I have liked you since the first time I saw you at the beginning of school. "

Although it was a short sentence, but Ling Ran said it sincerely, Ye Ling suddenly didn't know how to react for a moment.

Ye Ling just froze in place, letting Ling Ran hold him in his arms, feeling his warm body temperature, he gradually regained his senses and pushed Ling Ran away.

"Are you crazy!"

His voice was a little high, and he was more confused and flustered. He didn't dare to look at Ling Ran, but just glanced around: "Do you know what happens when someone finds out you're gay? What nonsense are you talking about!"

Ling Ran hugged the flustered Ye Ling in his arms, and kept stroking his back to comfort him. The voice of a young boy became mature and steady as if he had grown overnight.

"Senior, I'm not crazy, and I'm not just talking casually. I really like you, I love you."

Ling Ran's voice seemed to have a kind of magical power, which could calm Ye Ling down: "I know what gays will encounter in this society, I have imagined all the possibilities, but I am not afraid, as long as I am with my seniors, I am not afraid of anything. "

As he spoke, his voice paused, and his voice was a little hoarse: "What I'm afraid of is...the senior will leave me."

"If the senior leaves me, my life will be meaningless."

Ye Ling's clear eyes were looking forward, covered with a layer of mist, which slowly slid down following Ling Ran's last words.

Ling Ran gently stroked Ye Ling's back, and earnestly begged: "Senior, promise me not to leave me, okay? We can face everything together in the future."

"As long as my senior is by my side, I can always be courageous."

Ye Ling's reddened eyes blinked lightly, and the tears in his eyes fell again, but the difference was that this time, along with the tears falling, the corners of Ye Ling's mouth lifted slightly.

This time there was no bitterness in the smile, it was a smile from the heart.

His hand, which was frozen in mid-air, moved slightly, and then hugged Ling Ran slightly stiffly, the smile in those red eyes seemed to be able to overcome all sufferings.

The director looked at the monitor, wiped his nose with a tissue, his eyes were red, and everyone around him was crying, all wiping their tears.

"This scene is so good, it's full of tears, it's strong and touching!"

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooup

"Sweet and astringent, it's so good I cried woo woo woo!"

Gu Wenyu's eyes were red, his slender hands with well-defined joints were tightly clenched, and his heart seemed to be sliced ​​open by a knife.

Watching this scene, memories from seven years ago flashed out from the depths of his mind, like sharp knives cutting his heart one by one.

Seven years ago, because Lin Qingran was slapped violently by Huang Ge, one side of his face was swollen, and he even had some concussions, but he still humiliated him severely in the hospital.

After Lin Qingran left the hospital, he came to this lakeside. At that time, he was relying on him in the mask like Ye Ling relied on Ling Ran.

The two hugging each other while holding the monitor, he was breathing slowly, even the heart-wrenching breathing hurts.

Back then, Lin Qingran hugged the "Gu Yanqing" he pretended to be, and let go of all his defenses to face him. Looking at Lin Qingran's red eyes when he saw him, and the tears that Lin Qingran couldn't help shedding later, he was heartbroken at that time .

Such a strong person, who obviously won't cry out for pain when he is treated roughly, and who is obviously such a forbearing person who can only swallow the pain and pretend to say "it's okay" calmly, but she died in front of him tears.

At that time, Lin Qingran trusted and liked him so much, but he...

Ling Ran fell in love with Ye Ling at first sight, and gave him a strong backing and a happy future. He fell in love with Lin Qingran at first sight, but what he gave him was endless torture and humiliation.

He knows that the memory will not fade away with the passage of time, it will only be pulled out over and over again to let him know what irreparable wrong things he did back then.

For some things, if you are wrong, you are wrong. There is no medicine for regret, and you can only spend your whole life to make up for it.

Gu Wenyu gritted his teeth tightly, trying to swallow the suffocation that was stuck in his throat, every time he swallowed, the sadness in his heart became more and more.

Suddenly, he remembered that when Lin Qingran faced his humiliation before, he also forbeared like this.