imaginary rival

Yan An rushed forward and kissed so hard that Jiang Shiyu even felt that his teeth were stuck on the skin of his mouth. He didn't know if there was bleeding or how painful it was. All senses were blocked, and they hid in the Beside the curtain, all you can feel is each other's breath.

A fire sprang up in his body, crackling and scorching his flesh and bones, and the air conditioner was not enough to extinguish it.

Yan An's hand holding the back of Jiang Shiyu's head was trembling, and his whole body was trembling, but he wanted to kiss him, so Jiang Shiyu grabbed his waist and pressed him to his body, sticking him so tightly that the hem of his short sleeves was covered with tears. It was lifted up due to friction, revealing a small waist, which just rubbed against Jiang Shiyu's trouser waist, feeling itchy and numb.

It was obviously the first time they kissed, but it was like the last time they hugged each other. Neither of them pushed away, letting their breathing and lips and tongues entangle, from the lips to the corners of the mouth, and then to the cheeks, Jiang Shiyu kissed Yan An's face Kiss to tears.

Jiang Shiyu paused for a while, then heaved a long sigh, the little flame that had ignited in his heart was instantly extinguished, he hugged Yan An, and lightly patted Yan An on his back twice.

Yan An's hands slowly dropped to his side, his head also dropped, and he pressed his eyes on Jiang Shiyu's shoulder, saying, "...I'm sorry."

"Well," Jiang Shiyu still patted him, as if giving him comfort, once and for all, "It's okay."

"Does it hurt?" Yan An asked.

Jiang Shiyu licked the inside of his lips with his tongue, but found no wound: "It doesn't hurt."

"Oh," Yan An also licked his mouth, "I hurt."

Jiang Shiyu wanted to laugh a little.

"Damn...it seems to be broken," Yan An hissed, "I'm going to rinse my mouth."

"Go." Jiang Shiyu let go of him.

Yan An buried his head and rushed to the toilet, Jiang Shiyu didn't disturb him, he cleared the table and sat on the sofa.

Is it broken?It must be bleeding.

Just... there was a bloody smell, Jiang Shiyu thought he was bleeding from being sucked, he was too excited so he didn't feel any pain, he didn't expect it, he didn't expect it.

It was actually Yan An who took the initiative to bleed first.

Excited.

Right now, my heart still feels like I can fly out to do radio gymnastics with just a hiccup, I still smell like Yan An on my body, the heat from when he pressed his neck and the back of his head is still there, and...

Jiang Shiyu looked down at his crotch.

No, this is temporarily unavailable.

Jiang Shiyu felt that the sum of the sighs he sighed today could kill a person, but he still sighed, trying to get rid of distracting thoughts, but the more he wanted to forget about it, the clearer it would be.

Yan An took the initiative to kiss him.

Why?Yan An thought it over?

Jiang Shiyu always felt that Yan An was still in a state of confusion, and this kiss was obviously the result of impulsiveness.

Maybe because he was too confused, Yan An rinsed his mouth until Jiang Shiyu calmed down, then he opened the toilet door, bowed his head and said, "I'm going back first."

"Ah," Jiang Shiyu stood up, "I'll take you back."

Yan An turned to look at him, neither nodding nor rejecting.

It was completely dark outside, and the two of them picked a small path to walk. The shadow was stretched obliquely, and after a while it turned into a short lump, shriveled under the feet, the shadow was constantly changing, and the paths they walked would also be different.

Yan An's mind was still in a mess, as if all the threads had been messed up, and he couldn't sort out his thoughts.

But he had to.

It is useless to escape, the emotions will only be hoarded in the bottom of my heart, fermented and swelled little by little, and one day I will be unable to hold back.

This problem must be faced squarely.

Yan An was sent home in a daze, as if the energy of the few cans of beer had finally come up, everything seemed to be spinning.

Yan's mother was at home, and when she heard the movement, she ran over and opened the door. She said "Ouch" in surprise, and then held Yan An's face in her hands: "What's the matter? Are you crying? Your mouth is still swollen?"

Jiang Shiyu was stunned for a while, before he could find a word, Yan An lifted his upper lip to show his mother: "I fell, it's broken here."

"It hurts so much." Yan's mother looked at him amusedly, "You still cry in pain?"

"Ah—" Yan An shouted depressingly.

"Okay, the wound in the mouth heals quickly, don't eat heavy salt and spicy food, it won't hurt too much," Yan's mother patted him, then looked at Jiang Shiyu, "Don't go back?"

"Huh?" Jiang Shiyu hesitated for two seconds and said, "I haven't finished my homework yet."

"Yan An, look at him!" Yan's mother said immediately.

Yan An turned his head and glanced at Jiang Shiyu, nodded: "I've finished reading."

Yan's mother laughed and jokingly said something, but Yan An couldn't hear it, and only said to Jiang Shiyu when he was about to leave: "Remember to send a message when you get home."

Jiang Shiyu nodded, smiled and left.

Yan An returned to the room, closed the small hailstone, opened the window, and looked out. Jiang Shiyu just walked within his field of vision, walking slowly forward without stopping a step.

After he completely disappeared from sight, Yan An closed the window, turned on the air conditioner, and released the little hailstone by the way.

It took a while to deal with the cat litter and water, and then went to take a shower. Yan An returned to the room, his head was empty, irritable and terrified.

Yan An sat on the chair and leaned back. The back of the chair clicked as if he was overwhelmed. Little Hail ignored him, and recently turned into a lonely cat.

He closed his eyes, and after a while, the tail of a small hailstone hit his fingertips, and when he opened his eyes, there seemed to be something heavy on his shoulders, which was about to crush him.

The drowsiness after drinking began to hit Yan An, but after lying on the bed, Yan An couldn't sleep much anymore. A lot of things happened today, and as soon as he lay down, those things immediately flooded into his mind, in a mess, and finally changed again. It became Jiang Shiyu, leaning against the window with a cigarette in his hand, with an expression of indifference.

Yan An always felt that Jiang Shiyu's mood was easy to guess, it was written on his face, but this time...he really couldn't guess it.

It's still the same as before.

This is what he said to Jiang Shiyu, and Jiang Shiyu didn't refute it.

But is Jiang Shiyu really willing?

I...are you really willing?

Yan An couldn't fall asleep.

He had the feeling that no matter what he said at that time, Jiang Shiyu would not refute.

In the second half of the night, he squinted in a daze for a while, and was woken up by the small hailstorm on the bed, and then stayed up all night, and the next day he was not very energetic. His mother laughed at him and knocked his mouth like knocking half his life away. Ann wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

He suddenly felt an indescribable terror in the face of his parents.

He hasn't taken the first step yet, but he has already started to imagine. After a long time... his parents found out that he is also, what should he do?

Will Jiang Shiyu give the answer?

Not necessarily.

Yan An glanced at the phone.

Jiang Shiyu didn't even send the news of his arrival home last night. Yan An only confirmed after seeing him post emoticons with Xie Lanlan in the group for a while. He arrived home safely. The rest, they didn't say anything else.

All day, they didn't talk about anything, they didn't say anything.

Monday morning was Lao Liu's class, so he had to get up early, so Yan An woke up naturally at five o'clock, and began to wait for Jiang Shiyu's call, but Jiang Shiyu actually called him, telling him to go to school, and calling him Xie Lanlan.

The three of them walked on the road again, Xie Lanlan sensitively sensed that something was wrong, and called Sun Ke early, and the two slipped away together, leaving Jiang Shiyu and Yan An to eat breakfast.

"Let's eat glutinous rice," Jiang Shiyu said, looking ahead, "I haven't eaten for a long time."

"I want something cold," Yan An said, "glutinous rice with soup, I'm sweating after eating it."

"It's so cold in the morning." Jiang Shiyu said helplessly.

"Then eat without soup." Yan An continued.

Jiang Shiyu turned his head and glanced at him, without any rebuttal, he led him into a steamed stuffed bun shop.

As soon as the two of them sat down, a familiar girl sat at the opposite table. She obviously didn't see Jiang Shiyu. It's getting a little red.

Yan An stared at the girl for a while before recognizing that this was the one who confessed to Jiang Shiyu before, Huang Jing.

"Good morning." She greeted Jiang Shiyu.

"Good morning." Jiang Shiyu nodded.

"Let's change the store." Yan An stood up, "I kind of want to eat glutinous rice."

"Didn't you say you were sweating after eating?" Jiang Shiyu had just put down his schoolbag, but picked it up again after hearing this.

"Ah," Yan An looked at him, "Didn't you say you haven't eaten for a long time?"

"... Oh." Jiang Shiyu didn't know what he thought of, smiled, and went out with Yan An carrying his schoolbag.

The early morning stall was full of people, Jiang Shiyu and Yan An finally found a place to sit down, Yan An looked up, Jiang Shiyu was no longer smiling, ordered everything normally, and then went to pick it up When the meal came back, put it in front of him.

"Hey." Jiang Shiyu took a spoon and sat down.

"Huh?" Yan An looked at him.

"I haven't eaten yet," Jiang Shiyu said, "I'm already sweating."

"Then stop eating?" Yan An looked at him.

"What kind of brain circuit do you have?" Jiang Shiyu said with a smile, "I'll just complain casually."

Yan An stopped talking.

He was surprised, and Jiang Shiyu was also surprised, the two of them fell into that strange circle again.

What is it again?

Yan An was stunned.

It seems that a long time ago, before this summer vacation, the state of the two of them was already very strange.

This kind of strangeness continues and extends, until now...they have become two mental patients who are trying very hard to play normal people.

Yan An stirred the glutinous rice with a spoon for a while, then suddenly let out a long sigh.

"What are you doing?" Jiang Shiyu looked at him, "You said to eat, and you said not to eat. Aren't Xie Lanlan here today, so why don't you lose your temper for her?"

"I found that you are also very powerful when you hurt people." Yan An clicked his tongue.

Jiang Shiyu smiled and said nothing.

"I'm just... thinking about it," Yan An stared at Jiang Shiyu, ready to change the topic, but he really didn't think about what to think, and he didn't say the second half of the sentence after a long time, sighed, and said: " Let's eat."

"Oh," Jiang Shiyu smiled happily, "It's okay, Yan An, there's no need to think so much, it's never too late to think about it later."

"Really?" Yan An asked.

"That's right." Jiang Shiyu said, "So it's good to be optimistic about the present, and the future will be discussed in the future."

Yan An nodded, yesterday's fear was suddenly dispelled by Jiang Shiyu, and he felt comfortable all over.

Yes.

Let's wait for the future to talk about the future.

What's the use of worrying about that now.

It's impossible for him to come out in front of his parents immediately with a rainbow sign.

Jiang Shiyu stared at Yan An for a while, saw that he was relieved, and he was also relieved.

The glutinous rice tends to condense into lumps after being left for a long time. Jiang Shiyu stirred it and was about to eat it when Yan An suddenly pushed his bowl forward, looked at Jiang Shiyu, and looked at Jiang Shiyu quietly.

"...Huh?" Jiang Shiyu looked at him.

"Ah, just," Yan An frowned again, and asked in a low voice, "You like me, right?"

Jiang Shiyu held the spoon and said nothing.

"You kissed me twice, and you still hug me all the time," Yan An continued to ask, "You... like me, right?"

"You can speak louder," Jiang Shiyu said, "May I use a loudspeaker to shout to you?"

"Right?" Yan An asked stubbornly.

"...Yes," Jiang Shiyu sighed, and said in a low voice, "I like you, are you satisfied?"

Yan An was stunned for a while, didn't say he was dissatisfied, just sat up straight, held the spoon and stared at the glutinous rice for a long time, and let out a dull "hmm".

imaginary rival