boy mature

'SARS' lasted until June of the second year. Before that, our school was temporarily suspended due to the appearance of suspected sick people.

It was during this period that I began to really get in touch with a group of 'comrades'.

A minority that never united.

In 2003, there was a computer boom at that time, and there were black Internet cafes without business licenses everywhere, regardless of age, you could get in with money.The environment of the Internet cafe is very bad, full of smog, and most of the people sitting in it are delinquent teenagers with dyed hair and cigarettes.

It was in such an environment that I received Yu Meng's ideological and cultural education of 'how to be a successful GAY'.

In the environment of our time, Yu Meng can definitely be regarded as a representative of extremely advanced thinking.

At that time, even those non-mainstream teenagers who were fighting and making trouble all day long had to find a corner where there were not many people to watch pornographic movies secretly, and they had to use a certain game window to block them.And Yu Meng, this fearless 'Tibetan Mastiff' took me to watch countless gay movies and novels in broad daylight... One thing that needs to be explained is that at that time, Yu Meng had already mixed with Zhang Ao together.It is because of them that I got to know Hu Chao, a man who had a great influence on my later life.

You must be wondering who Zhang Ao is?

It was the bad boy boss who blackmailed me and Yu Meng before, and then was beaten up by Yu Meng... That's right, these two people have changed from mortal enemies to shoulder-to-shoulder because they watched "Transformers" together at Zhang Ao's house 'Good buddy'.

"Are you surprised?" Yu Meng asked me when he took me to the Internet cafe to find Zhang Ao for the first time.

"What?" I asked knowingly.

"It's just that this guy and I will become buddies." Yu Meng said as she thumped Zhang Ao's shoulder with her fat fist, Zhang Ao smiled with his red lips curled up, coupled with that long yellow hair, There is a breath of conspirators.

I suddenly felt that the word 'wrecking' was the perfect word to describe them, so I said to Yu Meng maliciously: "Why is this so surprising, isn't the vicious dog and the vicious man part of the same family?"

"What are you talking about!" Yu Meng came up and slapped me. At the same time, there was a burst of hearty laughter from behind me. I turned around in surprise and saw a short-haired, dark-skinned boy .He was sitting on the computer seat behind me and was turning around to look at us and laughing.

I was just wondering, when I saw Yu Meng rushed over in three steps and grabbed his ear in two steps. The young man said with a slick voice, "Oh, oh, sister Meng, be gentle, don't grab him. gone."

"What are you laughing at?" Yu Meng said with a grin.

"No, don't I see you and Brother Ao having fun." The young man said happily, Yu Meng obviously liked this kind of thing, so he let him go immediately.

I was thinking that Yu Meng's nemesis would always be a handsome guy, so when I saw this guy, I clapped my hands and said, "You're smart." Then he pulled me towards that boy and said loudly, "Come on, this is my brother, Cover it later."

The few players in the Internet cafe who were playing games with their heads down were attracted by Yu Meng's voice. I was a little ashamed and didn't know what to do, so I reached out to the boy in front of me and said, "Hi, my name is Han Tang."

The young man was probably a little surprised by my actions, and he stood up for a moment. This guy couldn't tell when he was sitting, but when he stood up, he was a head taller than me!I was in shock, but he had already stretched out his arm and grabbed my hand, saying: "Hu Chao, Gu Yuehu, Wet Chao, if you need anything from now on, please come to me directly."

As he spoke, he grinned, showing his white teeth, and his bright black eyes flickered.

My newly awakened gay aesthetic tells me that this guy is truly glamorous!

While I was admiring it for a moment, I heard Yu Meng say: "Okay, okay, what are you two doing? If you want to hold hands, you don't have to act like this." I thought I was still holding hands with Hu Chao. , so he quickly withdrew his hand.Maybe this is not a big deal among straight men, but as a gay, at that moment, I smiled unconsciously in embarrassment.

Then I heard Hu Chao's hearty voice rushing towards me and said: "Brother Ao, brother Ao, come quickly, I'm waiting for you to play games." I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Three

"Why, I like it!" Yu Meng whispered in my ear after we found our seats and sat down.I was speechless for a while by her naked question, and said helplessly: "I don't like it, I only like Liang Chi."

Yu Meng sighed resolutely: "Straight men and gays won't have good results."

"You know the lake tide is GAY." I despise her.

"It doesn't matter whether it is, the key is that he is more handsome than Liang Chi." She said excitedly.

As she spoke, I naturally set my sights on Hu Chao who was not far away. He was concentrating on watching the screen and operating the game.Sword eyebrows and star eyes, a nose that is more than ordinary people, thin lips, and a row of neat and white teeth, the complexion is a healthy wheat color, different from Liang Chi's popular handsome, he is a delicate and very tasteful guy Kind of nice.However, I said: "It has nothing to do with appearance, liking someone is not based on what his face looks like."

Before I could finish my sentence, I saw Hu Chao on the opposite side suddenly turned his head, and our eyes collided like this. I saw him smile at me, and hurriedly turned around in panic, and saw Yu Mengzheng with a flattering expression on his face Opened his mouth and said, "Yo, I never thought that our little Tangtang is still a little shou who only cares about feelings and not appearance!"

"You think, otherwise, how could I be friends with someone 'such' like you." I deliberately emphasized the word 'such'.

Yu Meng is serious about the appearance association, and she doesn't like anyone making fun of her own appearance.So as soon as my words came out, she slapped me in anger, I barely dodged, but what made people unable to dodge was that at some point her strong arms had already circled in front of me like an anaconda , Before I could react, she strangled my neck, and I heard her shout: "You little shou who owes you money, see if I won't accept you today."

I was so strangled by her, but I heard another burst of laughter from the opposite side. Obviously, Hu Chao saw our fight, and I just felt ashamed. I pulled my head next to her mouth, and she said wretchedly: "Someone seems to have a good impression of you."

"What nonsense are you talking about!" I yelled as I broke free from her shackles.

Yu Meng blinked and looked at me, and it took a long time before she said: "Tang Tang, is your aunt here, she is always moody recently."

What she said made me wonder how to react. Indeed, no matter how much I pretended, these changes were already obvious.

My restlessness, fear, and unreasonable sentimentality have almost turned me into a psychopath.

I don't even dare to have too much contact with the same sex.

Although I started to get in touch with some things about "comrade", I was very aware of the voice in my heart, which was resisting, resisting this sudden appearance, but it seemed that it could not be made public.

I put on a fearless skin, I deal with people and things around me like an actor, I make myself look normal, but when I watch some passionate scenes on TV, I only pay attention to whether the hero is handsome or not Handsome, I can't fall in love with women in my life. Compared with the 'normal people' around me, I'm more like a 'monster' who can't see the light.

"What's wrong with you?" Just when I couldn't help myself, I heard Yu Meng's voice ringing in my ears.

I turned around and saw Yu Meng staring at me closely. I thought my face must be very ugly, otherwise her eyes wouldn't be full of worry. I twitched the corners of my mouth and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's okay."

"True or not." She said contemptuously, "I don't know what kind of mess you're thinking about, but you remember, no matter what you are, I will always cover you."

"Yes, who told you to be broad-minded?" I laughed at her deliberately.

What is strange is that she was not angry this time, instead she said to me earnestly: "Tang Tang, you remember, comrades are also ordinary people, and there may be many people who deliberately magnify the ugly side of this group of people, but , These are the common problems of people, it is related to personality, not to sexual orientation. So, you can live as you want.”

I was really shocked when Yu Meng, who usually kept saying 'grass your mother', suddenly said these words. I admired him: "Brother Meng, I didn't expect you to be a Tibetan mastiff full of philosophical thoughts."

She slapped it over and roared angrily, "Go find a film with me."