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Xie Zhitang took advantage of his surprise to kiss him on the cheek, but Lu Jinsen did not respond.

Lu Jinsen didn't move, and waited until Xie Zhitang finished reading the poem and came out from behind the sofa again, and then calmly said to him: "We should go to eat."

Xie Zhitang nodded, as if he had forgotten what he did just now, without explanation or other reactions.

At this stage, it is usually difficult for him to have any emotional ups and downs, and he is as flat as stagnant water.

The courage to kiss Lu Jinsen just now has exhausted all his positive emotions.

Xie Zhitang raised his legs expressionlessly and walked towards the outer door, across the empty living room, towards the entrance.

Lu Jinsen followed Xie Zhitang at a distance of two steps, walked around the corner, and suddenly raised his hand to touch the place on the cheek where Xie Zhitang had kissed.

Xie Zhitang's kiss was instant, Lu Jinsen actually didn't feel much, he only felt the pressure on his cheek.

Soft, yet with a dry heat.

Lu Jinsen couldn't help rubbing his cheeks, but the moment he turned the corner, he lowered his arms and naturally hung them by his side, without letting anyone notice his movements.

Xie Zhitang walked to the entrance without saying a word, took a black fisherman hat and put it on, and stood in front of the elevator with his hands in his pockets, waiting for Lu Jinsen to approach.

Naturally, Lu Jinsen was different from Xie Zhitang's self-willedness. When he crossed the living room, he first explained to the nurses and nurses that he took Xie Zhitang out for dinner.

The nanny immediately said, "Please trouble Mr. Lu."

Lu Jinsen nodded and continued: "Someone will come to pack things later, you pack Xie Zhitang's clothes and go to the hotel with him. Let's stay in the hotel for a few days first."

The nurse answered naturally, "Don't worry, Mr. Lu."

After Lu Jinsen made it clear, he walked past them to the entrance and pressed the down button of the elevator before turning around and looking at the wide fisherman hat on Xie Zhitang's head.

Xie Zhitang had a small face, and he was wearing a fisherman hat with a wide brim. From Lu Jinsen's angle, Xie Zhitang's face could not be seen clearly.

So Lu Jinsen raised Xie Zhitang's hat brim and said, "Closer, don't bother me too far away."

Xie Zhitang immediately pushed down the brim of his hat again, lowered his eyebrows to cover his eyes, then walked a few steps closer to Lu Jinsen, stuck behind Lu Jinsen, and followed Lu Jinsen into the elevator.

Xie Zhitang's condition was unstable, so Lu Jinsen didn't plan to drive by himself, so he asked the driver to wait for them in front of the elevator in the basement.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Lu Jinsen stretched out his hand to grab Xie Zhitang's wrist, and then stepped out to lead him to the car.

Xie Zhitang was obediently brought into the car by him and sat in the back seat.

Lu Jinsen buckled up his seat belt and went to look at Xie Zhitang's seat belt.

Xie Zhitang didn't take off his hat when he got into the car, and leaned back on the armchair with half of his face covered.

Lu Jinsen didn't speak at all, first unfastened his seat belt, and then approached sideways to fasten Xie Zhitang's seat belt.

As soon as Lu Jinsen approached, Xie Zhitang raised his head and stared at Lu Jinsen from under the brim of his hat.

Look at Lu Jinsen's cold but peaceful expression, see his bright blue eyes slowly approach, stay, and then move away.

During this process, Xie Zhitang remained motionless.

When Lu Jinsen approached, he didn't stop him, and when Lu Jinsen retreated, he didn't hold back, but just stared at Lu Jinsen without twitching his eyelashes.

Lu Jinsen sat back in his seat and fastened his seat belt, and the driver slowly drove the car away from the basement.

Just now Lu Jinsen and Xie Zhitang said that they would go to Jiang Haichao's new clubhouse for dinner.

That clubhouse is not actually a restaurant, it is not open on weekdays, Jiang Haichao only goes to that clubhouse when he wants to eat.

The biggest difference between the clubhouse and other restaurants is that Jiang Haichao can gather many chefs to prepare meals for him.

He doesn't stick to the cuisine or national characteristics, even if Jiang Haichao wants to eat Japanese sushi with Thai curry beef brisket and Sichuan style braised pork, there is no problem.

Lu Jinsen sent a message to Jiang Haichao in advance to confirm that he could ensure that he could find chefs of various cuisines to make meals.

Regarding the demolition of Xie Zhitang's house, Lu Jinsen said it was impossible not to get angry, and Lu Jinsen is not a temperless Bodhisattva.

But first of all, in Lu Jinsen's eyes, Xie Zhitang's value is far more than this house. As long as Xie Zhitang doesn't hurt himself, Lu Jinsen won't be too worried.

Lu Jinsen probably knew about Xie Zhitang's condition.

Xie Zhitang demolished the house, although Lu Jinsen was angry, but compared with Xie Zhitang who didn't demolish the house and self-mutilate or commit suicide, the demolition of the house seemed much easier to handle.

Secondly, there are no expensive things in this house.

Before Xie Zhitang moved in, when Lu Jinsen made room for Xie Zhitang, Lu Jinsen put away all the valuables in the house.

All the really expensive things were sent to the Lu family's old house, and the things on the surface were worthless.So even if Xie Zhitang smashed up the living room, Lu Jinsen didn't respond.

Not to mention anything else, just the villa in the community that Xie's family gave Lu Jinsen

Any one of them is more expensive than all the decorations and decorations in his house combined.

Therefore, Xie Zhitang's demolition of the house did not actually harm Lu Jinsen's interests much.

It was true that he caused Lu Jinsen a lot of trouble, but Lu Jinsen had already made mental preparations before signing the contract, and Xie Zhitang's behavior was still within Lu Jinsen's acceptance range.

So even if Lu Jinsen was a little angry, his anger would not exceed Lu Jinsen's rationality. Lu Jinsen would soon be able to adjust his emotions and treat Xie Zhitang with a gentle and peaceful attitude.

Lu Jinsen's attitude really helped Xie Zhitang a lot.

It can be said that half of Xie Zhitang's current stable state can be attributed to Lu Jinsen.

Xie Zhitang leaned on the armchair, his mind went blank.But Lu Jinsen's existence was like lightning tearing apart the thick fog, no matter how thick the fog was, it couldn't cover Lu Jinsen's light.

Xie Zhitang slowly shifted his gaze to the back of Lu Jinsen's hand, staring at the veins on the back of his hand which stopped moving.

Until getting off the car, Xie Zhitang still looked at Lu Jinsen's hand, but after walking two steps, Lu Jinsen turned back and asked Xie Zhitang, "Do you want to hold it?"

Xie Zhitang raised his head slowly in response, and saw Lu Jinsen stretching out his hand in front of him, waiting for him to put his hand on it.

Lu Jinsen still had a flat face, showing no expression or attitude, but his behavior was beyond Xie Zhitang's expectation.

Xie Zhitang was stunned for a few seconds before slowly putting his hand up, touching Lu Jinsen's skin and feeling the temperature, Xie Zhitang raised his head and glanced at Lu Jinsen.

But Lu Jinsen didn't look at him, took his hand and led him inside.

The kitchen in the guild hall occupies half of the area. Lu Jinsen asked the kitchen to make soup before coming here, and he can drink it directly when he arrives.

Xie Zhitang sat next to Lu Jinsen's right hand, looking down at the dinner plate on the table.

Although it was Xie Zhitang who proposed to have dinner, he actually didn't have much appetite and no desire to eat.

It was just because he was afraid that he would do something wrong and that Lu Jinsen was no longer willing to accompany him. For Xie Zhitang, it was also the last supper.

Xie Zhitang ate the soup obediently, quietly watching Lu Jinsen order from the gap between the soup bowl and the brim of his hat.

Lu Jinsen ordered a variety of cuisines, then handed the menu to Xie Zhitang and asked him what he wanted to eat.

Even though Xie Zhitang had no appetite, he carefully looked through the menu, randomly selected a few items he had eaten, and handed the menu back to Lu Jinsen.

After the waiter retreated, and only Lu Jinsen and Xie Zhitang were left in the huge private room, Lu Jinsen asked him, "What happened today?"

Xie Zhitang lowered his eyelids and did not speak.

Lu Jinsen didn't ask any more questions and started to drink the soup.

Xie Zhitang was silent for a while and suddenly said: "It's not...it's not that I don't like my mother's pregnancy..."

Lu Jinsen said "En.", then turned his head to look at Xie Zhitang.

Xie Zhitang still lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, his voice was still hoarse, and he said slowly: "I'm just..."

Xie Zhitang thought for a while but couldn't figure out how to defend himself, and in the end he still didn't speak.

Lu Jinsen asked: "Worried that your parents will like a second child more than you?"

Xie Zhitang didn't say if he was right, but after a while he said, "I... want a lot of love."

"It's understandable to want others to like you." Lu Jinsen reassured.

Xie Zhitang said again: "But I don't want... I don't want other people to love me."

This is a bit out of line.

Want to love, but don't want to be loved?Where does that love come from?

Seeing Lu Jinsen's puzzlement, Xie Zhitang slowly explained: "I only want the love of the person I like, I don't want the love of the person I don't like, the love of the person I like...is air, the love of the person I don't like , is a burden."

Lu Jinsen understood for a while, and then he understood Xie Zhitang's words.

The love that Xie Zhitang needs can only be given by a specific person, and this kind of "love" is very important to Xie Zhitang.

So Xie Zhitang couldn't help but explode and lost control under the possibility of losing or being stimulated by the reduction of "love".

Lu Jinsen nodded his head and pondered for a while, then asked him, "Whose love do you want?"

Xie Zhitang looked at Lu Jinsen when he heard the words, the word 'you' was held between his lips and teeth, but he couldn't say it.

Xie Zhitang finally lowered his eyes slowly and said, "Love should be mutual."

Lu Jinsen didn't quite understand the purpose of Xie Zhitang's words, but after thinking about what Xie Zhitang said was not wrong, he responded, "You're right."

Xie Zhitang spoke again, asking as if asking for Lu Jinsen's opinion: "When you love someone, you should love him in a way that he can accept, isn't that correct?"

Lu Jinsen stared at Xie Zhitang, seeing that he was simply asking this question, he nodded and said, "Yes."

Xie Zhitang lowered his eyes and said, "Okay."

Xie Zhitang always spoke in riddles, some words Lu Jinsen could understand, some words Lu Jinsen could not understand.

Lu Jinsen couldn't understand the word "good" at all.

Lu Jinsen tapped on the table in front of Xie Zhitang, and waited until Xie Zhitang raised his head before asking him, "What's wrong?"

Xie Zhitang looked up at him, and said innocently: "What I just said, I say, okay."

What exactly are those things just said?

Lu Jinsen couldn't help frowning slightly, and was about to ask again when there was a knock on the door of the private room.

Dishes were pushed in one after another, and the table was filled to the brim with all kinds of messes.

Although Xie Zhitang has seen complex cuisines on the menu, he was still a little surprised when he saw it with his own eyes.

Surprised that Lu Jinsen would order all kinds of dishes without being picky.

So Xie Zhitang turned his head and glanced at Lu Jinsen quietly.

He said 'good' in response to the above two sentences.

Love is mutual.

He couldn't give Lu Jinsen the love he wanted, so he shouldn't ask Lu Jinsen for love.

So he didn't say anything, the word 'you' was bitten off by Xie Zhitang, and it was still swallowed back into his throat.

But Lu Jinsen said coldly: "I will give you the love you want."

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