[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

Spoiler: Park Chanyeol - The Bad Girl I Love

People around me always say that I am a happy person, a carefree person.But only one person said to me, "Park Chanyeol, just cry when you're sad." This girl is Bo Nianxi.Maybe it's because we both fell out of love at the same time!I don't know what language to use to describe this girl, sometimes sad and sometimes happy.

Actually, I envy her.Because, if she wants to cry, she can cry and laugh if she wants, and there is nothing to worry about.My way of decompression is to drive in the middle of the night, and the tears will be taken away by the wind when the speed is fast.I tried to laugh, tried to pretend to be very happy, and tried to want more people to like me.

However, I am really not happy.

At least, not as happy as you can see...

The first time I saw Xia An, I had a special feeling for her.I'm not a fool or an idiot, I know that kind of feeling, it's called love at first sight.I often encourage her in my free time, and I later found out that she decided to join the company because of Do Kyungsoo.This frustrates me a bit, but it doesn't mean I'm giving up on her.

Xia An often hid aside and watched us practice, and every time I was about to be discovered, it was I who helped her out.Either I yelled that I wanted a treat, or I yelled that Brother Junmian would treat me.Of course, Brother Junmian could accept it once or twice before, but then he was really poored by our group of people.

On Valentine's Day, I bought a bouquet of roses and gave them to Xia An. Although she accepted the flowers, she clearly explained to me.She said that the person she likes is Do Kyungsoo, and she hopes that I will stop sending her flowers and the like in the future, she doesn't want Do Kyungsoo to misunderstand.I smiled and fooled around, and even for a while I thought Do Kyungsoo was not pleasing to the eye.But every time Do Kyungsoo sees my gaze, he will ask what's wrong?I waved my hand and said it's okay.At that time, I felt that I was really crazy!

There is absolute fairness in this world, and if you lose something, you will naturally gain something.Although the Xia An I love doesn't love me, but there is a fool who loves me to death.And that silly girl is Bo Nianxi's friend, Shu Luo.

Every time she looks at me as if she is looking at another person, I think it is because I look very similar to someone she loved before, otherwise how could she look at me with such eyes?When I'm sad alone, this silly girl will come to me.She always made me laugh by telling strange jokes that I hadn't heard before I met her.In this way, I will also tell Xia An the joke she told me.Every time Xia An listens to it, she always smiles happily.

I like to see Xia An's smile, her smile is always beautiful.

Before I met Xia An, I had seen many smiling faces, but none of them could compare with Xia An's smile.It is often said that men in love are fools, and so are women.I didn't believe it before, but now I fully understand the meaning of this sentence.Indeed, I look like a fool.

The day Do Kyungsoo agreed to be with Xia An, the little flame in his heart couldn't bear it anymore.Because, I once asked Do Kyungsoo, and I said, "Dudu, do you like Xia An? What I mean by liking is the liking between a man and a woman." I added the last sentence to make him understand.At that time, he said to me with very firm eyes, "Brother Chanyeol, I really don't like Xia An. The person I like is Nianxi." A smile from the past appeared on my face.

So, when I heard the news, I found Do Kyungsoo and punched him without saying a word.That punch was really heavy, and even my fist hurt so much.Xia Anhe, who was standing beside Do Kyungsoo, touched Do Kyungsoo's cheek with distressed hands and called me a lunatic. At that time, my heart was broken.It seems that I can't spell it together...

In the days that followed, I often drank and fell asleep, but the next day I would still pretend to go to the company to catch an announcement as usual.But, since that day, I never said a word to Do Kyungsoo, not even a single word.

The days have become a mess, I don't know the date of each day, and I never care about the weather. I just live day after day.Wear more when you feel cold, and less when you feel hot.During that time, I still smiled heartlessly, most of the time I was drunk.Once Brother Yifan couldn't stand it anymore and slapped me. I was still drunk and became sober for the first time that day.I really want to point to my chest and say to Brother Yifan, "Brother, I'm in pain here." But I can't, in their eyes I have to still be Chanyeol who likes to laugh.

That's the only way you won't be hated.So I won't feel difficult to get along with, and I won't feel that the world has abandoned me.

Tong Yan also invited me to the party that day, as a happy germ, how could I refuse?Even when the mood is at its lowest...

When I saw Do Kyungsoo and Xia An walking in arm in arm, my heart was stuck to the ground as if it had been run over by something, and I couldn't even bleed.It was a heart that was long dead.

I hid in a corner of the room and drank alone. I don't know how long I had been drinking before I saw Bo Nianxi coming.She started drinking without saying a word, and I really wanted to say something to her but it all turned into a silly laugh.It seems to be laughing at her, and it seems to be laughing at myself.The two of us are the saddest people.

The two drunken people climbed to the top floor, and the wind was blowing, but I felt very comfortable.I raised my head to look at the moon tonight, feeling a little dazed.At this time, Bo Nianxi asked me a question, she said, "Park Chanyeol, why do you like Xia An! She is so bad, she stole Do Kyungsoo away!" She laughed and cried Woke up with snot and tears.I looked at her like this and asked, "Then what do you like about Do Kyungsoo? How can I be worse than him?!" I wobbled and couldn't even stand still.

Faintly, I heard the girl say, "What do you like! I love him..."

love?

It's love.

"I love Xia An too. I liked her from the first moment I saw her. But at that time, I just liked her. She attracted me on the first day she joined the company." He burped, "I lived 20 For the first time in many years, I know what love at first sight is. I don't think I should be such a person. After getting along with her, I am more sure. She is the person I am looking for..." After finishing speaking, I said The child fell down and didn't know anything.

When I woke up the next morning, I was already in the dormitory.Brother Junmian lay down next to me and fell asleep, and my head hurt very badly.As soon as I walked to the door, I saw Do Kyungsoo standing in front of me holding hangover soup.Just when he was about to pretend that he didn't exist, he handed the hangover soup in my hand.

"Park Chanyeol, I know you hate me very much now, but if you want to continue fighting with me, you should take care of your body first." After saying this, he disappeared in front of me.I was holding the hangover soup that Do Kyungsoo gave me blankly in my hand, I didn't know what to say for a moment.

In the end, I drank the bowl of soup.To be honest, I am not afraid of Do Kyungsoo poisoning this bowl of soup, but I am even more grateful to him for poisoning him.At least, my heart doesn't have to hurt so much.

Day by day, the situation between Do Kyungsoo and I has not improved, we have been frozen.When I heard that Do Kyungsoo and Xia An were going to be on We Got Married, I didn't know how I was going to laugh.I asked the company for a month off, but then only gave me three weeks off.I used these three weeks to do a lot of things. I went to the orphanage and played with those children every day.Only when I keep myself busy and look at the smiling faces of the children can I forget the pain that Do Kyungsoo and Xia An brought to me.

Three weeks later, I reluctantly bid farewell to the dean and the children and returned to the company.But I never thought that on the first day I went back, I would receive an invitation to get married from Do Kyungsoo and Xia An.Before I had time to figure out what was going on, their wedding was about to begin.

From fake couple to real couple to marriage, what happened in the three weeks I was away?I don't know, I think the only thing I can do now is to wear a suit and go to their wedding.Watching the girl I love the most marry another man.I can only use the four words 'extremely painful' to describe this feeling...

On the day of the wedding, I attended Do Kyungsoo and Chaan’s wedding with Baekhyun and the others in a suit.I saw Xia An wearing a white wedding dress, and Do Kyungsoo ran out when the wedding was about to take place, and Xia An, who I love the most, stood in the middle of the auditorium holding a microphone and crying and laughing, Bo Nian West is dead!There was a commotion at the scene, and no one knew what happened.

Just like no one knew that a car hit and flew a girl in a white wedding dress an hour before the wedding...

After Do Kyungsoo ran out, Kim Jong Dae followed suit.I watched Xia Anxin who was standing in the middle of the auditorium start to feel a pain. She kept shouting that Bo Nianxi was dead. , she wants Bo Nianxi to give her back Do Kyungsoo...

I think my favorite Cheyenne might be crazy.

And the heart disease is Do Kyungsoo.

After hearing the news of Bo Nianxi's death, we were all deeply saddened.I didn't get to see Bo Nianxi for the last time, because her body had just been cremated when I arrived.That was the first time I cried in front of so many people.Bo Nianxi, I'm sorry.

sorry......

If it wasn't for Xia An, maybe you are now participating in a sad wedding with me.Our two favorite people are together at the wedding, so I won't be alone?

On the day of Bo Nianxi's funeral, I wore a black suit. Looking at the girl's smile on the tombstone, I felt a little sympathetic and a little guilty.Since Xia An won't feel guilty, let me feel guilty for her.It was snowing again, as it had been the day she died.I think, probably God is also feeling sad for her.

On the other hand, Xia An was taken to a mental hospital.Since the day of the wedding, the company has blocked all news about her.Her father put her in a psychiatric hospital, and she cried every day to ask Bo Nianxi to return Do Kyungsoo to her, and called Bo Nianxi a bitch.I spend a lot of time with Xia An every day, and she forgets everyone except Bo Nianxi Dou Kyungsoo.

There are only two people in her world, one is the one she loves the most and the other is the one she hates the most.

Every time I go to see her, I will say to her, "An An, I am Park Chanyeol!" No one knows how bitter I feel when I say these words.Obviously he is the person he loves the most, but he will never remember himself.However, I will not give up.Because I believe that one day she will clearly remember my name, Park Chanyeol.

The greatest sorrow of human beings is probably that it takes a lifetime to forget the person who falls in love with in a second.

Like me, I always remember, I love a bad girl.It is now, and it will be in the future.I have always loved her, even if she is bad, I still love her.