[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

24.

There are many missed calls on the phone, including those from Shu Luo, Tong Yan, Park Chanyeol, Wu Yifan, Zhang Yixing, and Lu Han.But the only one who doesn't have that person is the one I most want to call me.When I think of him, my tears can't help falling down. I feel that my life is so sad.The person who thought he loved him turned around and was with someone else.I don't know if this kind of relationship should be called love.

After getting up from the bed, I saw the breakfast on the table, and there was still a small note on the table.It read: Remember to have a good breakfast, I have an announcement to leave first.Do Kyungsoo stayed.He also wrote a cheering emoji, and I felt warm in my heart looking at this note.It turned out that the first time I fell in love was not by my best friend Shu Luo and Tong Yan, but a Do Kyungsoo who would take care of others like a big brother.

Although, I really don't want to admit that I was dumped by Jin Zhong.But there was no call or even a text message from him on his mobile phone all morning.I sat in the office and drew the manuscript depressed. This time I took a dark style.Just like my current life, it's pitch black and there is no sunlight to shine in.

Tong Yan called me many more times, but I finally answered it.

"Hey."

"Nianxi, are you okay? Jin Zhongda is really not a joke!" Tong Yan's tone was full of justice, but it sounded harsh to my ears.

Even if Admiralty betrayed me, I still don't want those unbearable words to hurt him.No matter how bad he is, I still have no way to hurt him.This is probably a bitch!I committed a crime, so I asked for it to become what I am now, and I can't blame others.

"Tong Yan, if you talk about Admiralty like this again, you can hang up the phone." I said to her in a very serious tone.

"Okay, I won't talk anymore. It shouldn't be a big deal to hear you like this, so I'll hang up first. Bye!"

Listening to the sound of "beep beep" coming from the other end of the phone, I put the phone away and continued to struggle against the blank paper.If Jin Zhong doesn't love me, I won't love him, as long as I see him happy, it's fine.Isn't there a saying that what you can't get is the best?After all this tossing, I am destined not to be able to face him as before.Watching him is also a kind of happiness, but this time I have to go to see him more carefully.

There was still a week before the due date of the manuscript, and the old lady agreed that I would take this task to the school to do.I suddenly found that I haven't gone to class for a long time, and the final exam is coming soon, I just feel that I am very busy.I immerse myself in my busy life, and I don't have any extra experience to think about Admiralty.Every day is a day of two o'clock and one line, which reminds me of my high school life...

During this time, Do Kyungsoo will often visit me, Tong Yan probably gets tired of being with Lu Han, and Shu Luo is probably chasing Park Chanyeol and has no time to accompany me.Only Do Kyungsoo will remember me, the person who just lost love not long ago.I quit my job at the florist because I had absolutely no time for it.Every time Do Kyungsoo came to see me, he would bring a lot of delicious food as if he wanted to feed me into a pig.

Usually I was alone in the room struggling with my textbooks, and he was in the living room watching TV.He made the sound of the TV very small, as if he was afraid of affecting my studies.I really want to say to him, "Look at yours, it won't affect mine".Well, I actually said that to him too.He just smiled at me gently and nodded to show that he understood, but next time he will still keep his voice down.

In my free time, I would tell him about what happened in school, and he would also tell me about some fun things at work.In his words, I didn't hear the word Jin Zhongda.These three words became a restricted area in the eyes of outsiders, but I didn't tell anyone.I still have a lot of photos of him on my phone, including the ones we took when we were together.I often hide in bed at night and cry while watching. This rhythm is like a patient in a mental hospital.My eyes would be swollen the next day, and I would still pretend to go to class as usual, and after class, I would draw a couple of drafts.

The first time Lu Han and Tong Yan quarreled was two days before I handed in the manuscript.When I picked up Tong Yan's phone call, I was still struggling to turn on the light, and there was a cold cup of coffee by the table.Do Kyungsoo gave it to me a few hours ago, I looked at the coffee that was no longer smoking and listened to Tong Yan's talk.

The thing is roughly like this, the company asked Lu Han to act as the protagonist of this new album, but there is a kissing scene in this MV.Tong Yan didn't want Lu Han to have a kissing scene with other girls, Lu Han told Tong Yan not to cause a disagreement between the two of them and started arguing.After listening to this, I picked up the brush again and started to draw the manuscript. This time, Tong Yan didn't cry or make trouble, but explained Lu Han's various crimes to me very rationally.After I finished listening, I replied to her directly, "Since he has so many bad habits, why are you still with him?" She was silent after listening, and she said a few seconds later, "I love him".

You love him, he loves you.So what are you afraid of?Love is nothing more than that.

It was seven o'clock in the morning when I finished drawing all the manuscripts.I stood in front of the window and stretched, and the landlady brought me breakfast, and I took it with a smile.After chatting with the landlady's grandmother for a while, I began to tidy up and prepare to go to work with the old woman.Although it is still a day away from the day of job assignment, I think: Even if you don't pass the job a little earlier, you shouldn't be scolded badly.

With this in mind, I came to the old woman's office.From the moment she looked up and saw me, I saw surprise in her eyes.I gently put the folder on the table, and she pushed the glasses and opened my work gracefully.

"Bo Nianxi, how are you doing recently?"

Obviously, I didn't expect her to strike up a conversation with me.I was taken aback for a moment, then reacted and smiled and said it was okay.She nodded with some satisfaction, and I stopped talking.Now, I just want her to finish it quickly and let me go home.Because tomorrow is the final exam.

"This time your work is not bad. This design fully reflects their growth. I will hand over this document to their company, and you can go to rest first." After she finished speaking, I said to She bowed and was about to walk out the door. "By the way, do you have an exam tomorrow?" I turned and nodded to her. "Get ready, remember to come to work next Monday." I said good and quickly disappeared in front of the old woman.

Not only is there an exam for the culture class this time, but also for my professional class.I was bored at home all day, and after reviewing cultural courses, I started to study professional courses.I haven't picked up a brush for a long time, and the brush here is just color.After finishing the paint box, I started a new creation.

By the time I finished my first painting, I felt like the whole world was going to collapse.Is this really my painting?Even I can't stand it anymore!It would be a strange thing if my teacher saw this painting and didn't call me bloody.I sat on the bench weakly, staring at the painting.The hunger in my body kept rushing towards me, and I couldn't hold on any longer.Finally, I called and ordered takeout.

I sat on the sofa and watched TV, and ate the noodles with a big mouthful.The food that Do Kyungsoo sent before was almost eaten by me. After eating the Jajangmyeon, I was going to continue to struggle with the color painting.For such a long time, the first deputy is also normal.I don't want to be on the school leaderboard with my name on the bottom...

On the day of the exam, I walked into the exam room full of energy. After being bombarded by culture classes, my whole body became atrophied.I almost collapsed when I took the professional course, but with my last bit of willpower, I finished my work.After the exam, I was going to go home, and when I was walking in the path, I was knocked out.When I woke up again, I was locked in a small black room.There was dust all around, and I coughed hard a few times.My wallet and mobile phone are still on my body, the room is very dark, I quickly took out my mobile phone and called Jin Zhongda without hesitation.By the time I realized it, Jin Zhongda had already connected the phone...

"Hello. What's the matter?"

It's been a long time since I heard that voice, and I haven't heard his voice since he said sorry to me that night.

"Jin, Jin Zhongda, save me! Please help me!" I was a little incoherent, and even cried.

"Bo Nianxi, don't worry! Speak slowly, where are you now?!" His voice also became tense.

"I don't know...it's very dark here, and there's a lot of dust. Admiralty, I'm scared! I..." I still love you very much, I still didn't say it.

"Bo Nianxi, you wait for me to save you!"

When he finished saying this, I felt so at ease and at ease.It seems that he will soon find me at ease.

Just when I thought it was heaven, God kicked me into hell.

"Jin Zhongda, you still love Bo Nianxi, right?!" Zhang Xianna's angry voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Xianna, now that your life is at stake, stop making trouble."

"I'm making trouble? Hehe, Jin Zhongda, you actually said I was making trouble?! Say it yourself, since you broke up with Bo Nianxi, how many days have you lived in peace?! Don't think I don't know, you still love her in your heart!"

"Zhang Xianna, I really don't want to make trouble with you now! I don't know where Bo Nianxi is now, can you stop being so extreme? I was with her before to stimulate you, how many times do you want me to tell you?" Did you understand?!"

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