[Korean Entertainment Exo] If there is no future

25.

There was still a fierce quarrel on the other end of the phone, and I hung up the phone consciously with tears in my eyes.Everything really seemed to be clear, and I finally understood why Jin Zhongda wanted to associate with me.It turns out that he never really loved me, I'm really the stupidest person in the world!Holding unreal dreams one after another, thinking that it was happiness, now that I wake up from the dream, all that is left is the heart-piercing pain.I suddenly didn't want Admiralty to come to me, so simply dying like this should be a kind of great happiness.Don't have to face the cruel reality anymore, and sleep in your dreams forever...

But I can't be so selfish yet, I still have my parents.It is not easy for them to give birth to me and raise me. If I die like this, I will probably feel sorry for anyone.I can even imagine that Tong Yan and Shu Luo would spit a lot on my dead body, and then call me a worthless person at my dead body.Why should I still be insulted by their language after death?This unscientific!From this point of view, I can't die so uselessly.

I found a wall and leaned against it, hugging my legs and crying loudly.I never thought that I would have such a messy day. On the day when Jin Zhongda and I dated, I thought I was the luckiest person in the world, but today after I know the truth, I think I am the stupidest person in the world people.

My stomach started growling, and I looked at my phone, it was past eleven o'clock at noon.When I was about to call Tong Yan, the phone was sadly out of power and turned off automatically. I didn't even have the last chance to ask for help.My mood suddenly fell to the bottom, the surrounding was so quiet that I could even hear myself breathing.This atmosphere made me feel uneasy, what kind of place is this?Why is the surrounding area so quiet? Could it be some remote place?If I was found, would I have been starved to death or thirsty to death?

In order to maintain good physical strength I started to sleep.I couldn't sleep at first, but I was a little nervous.All kinds of horrific scenes began to appear in my mind, which made my nerves tense.A lot of cold sweat broke out on my body, and I just kept going like this.Gradually I don't know if I was too tired or I gradually relaxed, and finally I fell asleep.I had a very strange dream. In the dream, there were Jin Zhongda and Zhang Xianna. I watched the two of them walk into the wedding hall arm in arm.But when passing me, Zhang Xianna slapped me hard, while Jin Zhongda looked at me coldly from the side.As if I was the most heinous person in the world, that look shot directly into my heart through my eyes, and I couldn't move even because of the pain.

When he woke up again, he was woken up by a urge to urinate.I groped my way to another corner, in the middle of which I was almost scared to death by myself.When I finished untying my hands, I felt a burst of relief.The weather in June was a bit stuffy, and after a while, the whole room smelled of urine, and I clearly knew that the originator of this smell came from myself...

Since there was no window and I had no idea what time it was, I groped my way back to another corner.During this time I was crying nothing but tears, and I couldn't find a better way to relieve stress than crying.No matter how strong I am, I am still just a girl in her 20s, unable to face the fear of dying at any time.In my subconscious mind, I always feel that there is someone who will definitely find me, and that person is not Kim Jong Dae but Do Kyungsoo.

In my heart, Do Kyungsoo is much more reliable than Jin Zhong, maybe it’s because he is often by my side these days.He is like a big brother who can be relied on, no matter what I do, he will help me unconditionally and take care of me.Hunger hit me again, I leaned against the corner hungry and had no more tears to shed.I feel that the water in my body is losing little by little, and every second of staying here is so difficult.I don't know who I offended and why they treat me like this.I seem to have fallen into the furnace, and no matter how much I shout, no one will find me.

Because, in the stove, I will always turn into a pile of ashes in the end.

I don't know how many hours I've been in this room when I vaguely hear someone knocking on the door.I saw the door fall down, and the light entered the room, so I closed my eyes subconsciously.I saw a figure running towards me, and he seemed to be calling my name.Then, I was blindfolded and picked up.

"Bo Nianxi, don't be afraid. I'm Do Kyungsoo." The person holding me said softly in my ear.

At this moment, I burst into tears.I hugged Do Kyungsoo tightly, rubbing my tears and snot on him no matter what.Within 21 minutes of crying, I felt that I had no strength in my whole body, and when I woke up, I was already in the hospital.The handkerchief on my eyes has not been taken off, and I frowned at the smell of disinfectant.

Just when I was about to take off the handkerchief, I was stopped by a hand.

"Don't take it off yet, you might lose your sight if you take it off now." Hearing Do Kyungsoo's words, I obediently put my hand back.

"Nianxi, would you like something to eat?"

"Tong Yan?" I said with some uncertainty.

"Well, it's me! Shu Luo is also beside me! There are also Lu Han and Wu Yifan."

"Admiralty was here, but... why are you pinching me!" Shu Luo was pinched by Tong Yan before he could finish speaking.

Yes, Admiralty is big.These three words pierced into my heart in unison, and this time I didn't shed any more tears.Maybe it was because I cried too much before, and my eyes were already a little sore and swollen.I was still on a drip, so I gently turned over and said to them, "I'm tired and want to rest for a while, you go first." My voice was a little choked, and they all said goodbye to me and walked out.After hearing the sound of the door closing, I fell asleep with sadness...

It was seven o'clock in the evening when I woke up.The drip on his hand has been pulled out, and the handkerchief from his eyes has also been removed.I slowly opened my eyes, and saw a person standing in front of the window, and gradually I realized that it was Do Kyungsoo's back.He was facing me, and I couldn't see the expression on his face.The view of his back made me feel a little lonely, and I really wanted to step up and pat him on the shoulder and give him a smile.But he didn't give me this chance, he turned around when I just wanted to get up.

"you're awake."

"Ah."

"Is there anything uncomfortable?"

"No, just hungry and thirsty."

"I'll get you some water, and I'll buy porridge for you later."

"Thank you!"

He looked at me and smiled, mumbled a fool and walked out.

After being rescued, I didn't even ask who kidnapped me, or how did you find me?These are not that important anymore in my eyes.Because, I am saved.Although, I also really want to know who that hateful person is.That will have to wait until I fill my stomach!

I got up from the bed and stood in front of the window watching the passing cars and the dimly lit streets.Seoul here seems to be no different from usual, and everyone's life is still so regular.Who would have thought that I was trapped in an airtight place by myself just two days ago?Compared with this modern and fast-growing city, I seem to be too small.So small that it seems that in the blink of an eye, I can disappear.

When he was still thinking about messy things in his mind, Do Kyungsoo had already returned.He appeared in front of me with my favorite millet porridge in one hand and warm water in the other.I smiled at him, not knowing what to say to him anymore.

"You lie on the bed first, and it's dishonest to get up before you're ready." He put the millet porridge on the bedside cabinet, and said to me in a doting tone.

"Okay, order!"

It may be that I stood in front of the window for a long time, and my feet became numb.A center of gravity was unstable and I was about to fall to the ground. If it weren't for Do Kyungsoo helping me, I would be crawling on the ground like a dog eating shit, unable to move.I bumped into Do Kyungsoo's arms, and by the time I realized it was already a bit late.We were only a few centimeters apart, and I could feel his unsteady breathing.

I quickly got out of his arms and lay back on the bed obediently.He handed me the warm water very thoughtfully, and I took it and drank it with a "gulp" gulp.The water temperature was just right, not too hot and not too cold.

"Have some porridge."

"Ah."

"I feed you."

"I have hands."

"I know."

......

Know why you still feed me? !I'm not a first-degree disabled.I muttered in a low voice, and he pretended not to hear anything.He opened the box very skillfully, and then fed me spoon by spoon.I was a little embarrassed at the first few spoonfuls, but in the end, the two of us chatted with each other sentence by sentence.The atmosphere was not as embarrassing as imagined. When the two of us were chatting happily, Jin Zhongda walked in with Zhang Xianna.In an instant, all the joy disappeared.

Looking at Kim Jong Dae and Jang Hyun Na, neither Do Kyung Soo nor I spoke.The first to speak was Jin Zhongda standing at the door, his hand was still holding Zhang Xianna's.This scene is as dazzling as it is to my eyes.I remember that he once held my hand so tightly, as if he would not let go of that firmness.However, in the end...

"Nianxi, I'm sorry!"

I really want to smile at him and say it's okay, but I don't know how to smile to make myself more natural.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he continued, "It's really Xian Na's fault this time, I'm really sorry for causing you so much suffering!" Standing beside him, Zhang Xian Na didn't seem to want to apologize at all. with me.Those eyes seemed to be declaring war on me, but I really wanted to say to her, "You don't have to declare war on me, because you are already a winner."

"I'm sorry, Bo Nianxi. I didn't do this on purpose. If I knew Zhong Da loved me so much, I wouldn't treat you like this." Zhang Xianna naturally put her hand on Jin Zhongda's arm, and I smiled wryly After a while, he said calmly that it doesn't matter.

Do Kyungsoo beside me frowned tightly, I looked at his clenched fist and shook my head at him.Admiralty put the fruit basket on the cabinet, and just as he was about to sit down, Do Kyungsoo said, "If you still feel a little bit guilty, don't bother Nianxi now. You know, the hurt in my heart is not It's so easy!" Jin Zhongda froze when he heard this, and pulled Zhang Xianna out of the ward.

Right now, I don't understand Do Kyungsoo.He is obviously very friendly to everyone, why is he so hard to get along with Jin Zhong?Is it because of me?Whatever the reason, I don't want someone to treat Kim Jong Dae like this.

"Do Kyungsoo, what's wrong with you?"

He looked at me, and then said word by word, "When I saw Jin Zhongda, there was something wrong with all my nerves. Bo Nianxi, do you know that man just played with you with your feelings?!"

"I know."

"You know? You just know you love him, right?"

"I... Do Kyungsoo, if you treat Kim Jong Dae like this because of me, I will really be angry. You don't need to care about me so much. You are teammates, and you really are for me. Is it worth it? Besides, if you care about me from the perspective of my brother, these are enough. Please don't hurt Jin Zhongda in the future!" I looked at him and said seriously.

Sadness began to fill his eyes, and finally a sentence came out of his mouth: I see.

After that incident, I will try my best to avoid seeing Kim Jong Dae and Jang Hyun Na.I went to the school to check the grades. My culture class grades were in the top [-] of the department, and my professional courses were in the top [-] of the grade department.I am very satisfied with this result, and I arrived at the company on time on Monday with a leisurely mood.When I stepped into the office, all eyes were on me.It has been a long time since they looked at me with such concerted efforts, and a thin layer of dust accumulated on the table.I wiped my desk with toilet paper and started a new task.

Just yesterday when Do Kyungsoo and I were staring at each other, the old woman called me.Before, my mobile phone was charged and sent by Tong Yan.This time, what I want to do is not a costume design but a design drawing of a show.Thinking about the summer vacation and I don’t have any plans, so I can do more designs so that I can make more money. Such days are pretty good.

Do Kyungsoo also left in a hurry because there was a temporary announcement.

At twelve noon, Shu Luo called me out and said that he wanted to have a get together.I thought it had been quite a while since we got together, so I agreed to her.

When I arrived at the place she said, by chance, I saw that bastard Zhao Hao.I thought to myself, Shu Luo is going crazy!Just when I was about to turn around and leave, I heard Zhao Hao's bastard shout, "Bo Nianxi, don't go, I saw you!" In desperation, I had no choice but to walk over obediently... ..