Like Love But Not

He searched slowly and carefully in the earring area for a long time.

The clerks are a few young girls, Luo Yuchen is so handsome and eye-catching, there is no way they can't fail to notice, they have been blushing beside them and whispering for a long time.

Finally, a bold and apprehensive man came over and asked, "Excuse me, are you Mr. Luo Yuchen, what kind of earrings do you want to see? Are you wearing them yourself or giving them to friends?"

Seeing this, several other people also gathered around, not daring to speak, but they all stared at Luo Yuchen helplessly.

This time it was these little girls who made the money. Luo Yuchen, who has always been so cool and unsmiling and has always adhered to "not talking to strangers", smiled very gently.

He showed a distant expression, and said to himself as if full of memories: "The earrings I used to wear are from LUDEVICI."

"I know, I know," the little girls chirped, "I saw it in a magazine, and I asked my seniors, it was indeed designed by Master Lu."

"It was given by a very important person," Luo Yuchen explained with a slightly embarrassed smile, "I lost it and didn't dare to tell that person, so I had to come here secretly to see if there was anything similar. I have to Let him watch me wear it on TV..."

"Ah~~ is it a girlfriend?" The little girls let out a scream that was both excited and sighed.

"It's a very important person to me." Luo Yuchen smiled a bit embarrassed but seductively, making the little girls lose their minds for a while.

"But... that store doesn't sell it," a little girl thought for a while and said, "I asked before, that was specially designed by Mr. Lu, and it's the only one in the world."

Luo Yuchen's expression immediately became very disappointed, and everyone looked at him with sympathy.

"Actually, you can ask Mr. Lu to try it yourself..." A little girl suggested.

"Thank you, I don't need it..." Luo Yuchen forced a smile and said, "I'd better try to find it..."

Then he walked out with his head bowed somewhat dejectedly.

The streets are brightly lit, bustling and beautiful, and the noisy night is just about to begin.I looked at Luo Yuchen now, but I only felt that he seemed very cold.

Like that earring, icy at the bottom of the lake.

What has been lost cannot be found.Even if the fake is exactly the same as the real one, it will never be the same one as before.

Between us, it has long been doomed to be so irreversible.I am useless, although I am still blaming the sky and the earth, regretting my ignorance and recklessness, but I have already accepted my fate.

He started the car, but the direction he was driving was not the home but the company.

It's so late, what are you going to do in the company?

I looked at Luo Yuchen's face under the night, his expression was calm and unusually calm, but there was a hint of a mountain rain coming, which made me startled for no reason.

He wouldn't want to...want to...

no, I can not.

Although Luo Yuchen has done a lot of things beyond my imagination in the past few months, it shouldn't be that crazy.

He drove to the company's underground parking lot, parked the car, and started walking towards the deep artificial lake under the dark night.

I asked him: "Luo Yuchen, what do you want to do?"

He walked towards the lake, his eyes were firm in the darkness, his face was expressionless.

I pulled him, I yelled at him, and I said, "Luo Yuchen, you're crazy."

I don't know if he's crazy or not, but he must be completely insane and out of his mind.

He wants to pick it up, pick up such a small thing from the lake that can't see the edge in the dark night?

Is he crazy or is the world crazy?I don't know, but he's driving me nuts.

Without taking off his shoes, he walked from the shore to the water little by little, like a person who was about to commit suicide, and his heart convulsed when he saw someone.

The water in the entire artificial lake is not very deep, and people cannot be drowned. However, in early April, the spring is cold, and the lake has just thawed.

When he ruthlessly threw that earring into the lake, he certainly never thought that one day he would go crazy and try to pick it up, not to mention that little silver thing, sleeping at the bottom of this wide lake, even if he wanted to find it, so what? Is it not different from finding a needle in a haystack?

I don't believe that Luo Yuchen, who is indifferent, cruel, practical, and dismissive of everything, became so stupid?Is it because of me?

He actually stood in the middle of the water, bent down seriously, even piously, and groped for it bit by bit.

How cool should the wind be?How cold should the water be?So what if I find it, can I come back to life if I find it?

what are you stupidLuo Yuchen, why are you so stupid?

But he couldn't hear my shout, and he wasn't listening at all. He groped every inch of mud in the water without distraction, expecting a miracle to happen.

The face under the moonlight was shrouded in a layer of silence.I think I must have gone crazy, unexpectedly such heaviness and despair can be appreciated, but at this moment Luo Yuchen really gives me the feeling of incomparable beauty, under the moonlight, the knife-like facial features are covered with a layer of light The silver halo, like a water elf in the dark night, is ethereal and holy.

However, he is not a water spirit after all, and there are no so-called miracles in this world.

He fished in the water for a long time, but found nothing.

He refused to admit defeat, and stubbornly searched for it bit by bit. His breathing gradually became heavy, and he began to tremble.I know he is cold.

But he refused to go ashore.

He was shivering with cold, he freed one hand to grab the ring on his chest, put it to his lips and kissed it rustlingly, and he continued to search.

The expression turned out to be a kind of resolute and persistent piety.

For a moment I was overwhelmed by an overwhelming emotion, so thick and complex that I couldn't even figure out what it was.

I used to be persistent and stupid, but compared to this person in front of me, I found that those are nothing.

I am crazy, and I can't compare to his madness.

I thought he was heartless and ruthless, but he turned out to be far more stupid than me, far more stupid than me.

The love he owes me, the infatuation he owes me, he has already paid it off, it’s only three months in ten years, but he is covered in bruises, enough, I am satisfied, please don’t torture him anymore, please don’t let him torture him anymore Own.

The injuries I suffered are nothing if shared over ten years, please don’t hurt my most precious him, I don’t want to be fair, I don’t want to be equal, I don’t want him to soak in this piece of icy water, desperately looking for the one who has been forever Something that can't be found.

I don't need him to love me, I just want him to live a good life and be happy.

No matter who brings him happiness, no matter whether there is no me in his life anymore.

This time, I mean it.

The surroundings were silent, no one passed by, only he was stubbornly looking for something that he could no longer find there.

It has been a long time, even the lights in the distance are gradually extinguished, and even the silver moon is gradually disappearing, he is so cold that he is about to lose consciousness.

I pulled him, trying to drag him ashore.But no matter what, she couldn't touch him.He swayed suddenly, and barely stabilized, but he supported his forehead with his hands, and his steps were weak.Then, he staggered a few steps, as if he wanted to grab some support, but there was nothing, he seemed to lose consciousness without struggling, and fell headlong into the water.

The water was only waist deep, but he sank in silently like a stone, unable to stand up again, let me scream and reach into the water to fish desperately, he was there, but I couldn't touch him!

He's going to die, and I know he's going to die soon.

I can't let him die.