Like Love But Not

Now, the only thing that has not changed is this photo, which records the smiling face of the past, but it can only make people sigh, time passes forever, things are different.

That's okay, only this is left, let the memories between us become the only one, just stay at that moment.

He still worked as usual, and held a concert in city B again, so he was very busy.

During this period of time, the work intensity was particularly high, and he was visibly thinner.

He doesn't know how to eat well at all. He makes instant noodles when he's hungry, and he doesn't care about his health at all. In my opinion, he is trying his life.

During this period, he participated in a talk show again. It was originally agreed that he would just be a foil guest, but the gossip host seized the opportunity to keep asking him about the lover mentioned in "Long Memories".

In fact, it's time for Luo Yuchen to give an answer. I haven't seen him go online, but I guess the official website and blog have been paralyzed several times.

Many people love him, many people are not reconciled, they must be thinking about what kind of outstanding talent makes the cold and charming Luo Yuchen turn into the warm sunshine and breeze only in spring.

"Luo Yuchen, have you known him for a long time?" The hostess' eyes flickered, shining with curiosity.

I know that she doesn't really want to hear the answer, at most she wants to make a fuss about Luo Yuchen, because this kind of material is usually not revealed by celebrities, and even if they do, it is mostly hype in the industry, and the authenticity is very low.

"It's already been..." Luo Yuchen calculated silently in his heart: "It's been 16 years."

"Why is this so!" The hostess was obviously surprised, and immediately pretended to be a little girl with a displeased face: "I hate it, why have I never heard you mention it before?"

"I never knew I liked him before." Luo Yuchen replied obediently: "When I found out, I was already dumped."

"You got dumped~~?" The hostess immediately put her hands on her forehead with a terrified expression, "I don't believe it, how could someone be so blind to dump such a handsome boy~~"

The audience was laughing, but Luo Yuchen didn't think it was funny.

"Is she a beauty, isn't she a beauty?" The hostess continued her efforts.

I saw Luo Yuchen smiled strangely.I knew that smile was expressing a subtext that he couldn't say.

Not "beauty", neither word is right.

"He is a good person, it would be a pity to match me." Luo Yuchen lowered his head slightly, his handsome melancholy expression made the female anchor extremely intoxicated.

"It must be a big beauty," said the guest next to her, "How about Alice?"

ALICE is the prettiest of Luo Yuchen's rumored girlfriends in the showbiz.

Luo Yuchen shook his head, smiled and said nothing.

"Then what should we do now? Since you don't have a girlfriend now, do you want to consider me?" The female anchor rubbed against Luo Yuchen again, winking exaggeratedly.

"Aren't you going to get married soon!" The other guests pulled her away with a smile.

"I'll wait for him." Waiting for Luo Yuchen's answer, the camera consciously switched to a close-up of him. He looked at the camera, not evading with a sly smile as people imagined, but said this affectionately.

I heard the audience exclaim.

Luo Yuchen was unmoved, still looking at the camera, and said seriously: "I will wait for you, keep waiting. Welcome back anytime."

He was sure that if I could watch TV, I would see this passage, I would be moved by him, and I would return to him immediately.

I was really moved, and it took all my strength to restrain myself from jumping over to hug him, although I had no way to hug him anymore.

If I hadn't been so stupid, but accepted the treatment obediently and was watching TV now, then I must have rushed back to Luo Yuchen's side.What a perfect ending that should be, how happy and happy we should be.

Why is it like this now? Why do I have to die to know that the kind of happiness in my dream can actually be obtained by people like me.

Why can't I reach out and hold on to it even though it's already in front of me?

Luo Yuchen's concert in City B was another unprecedented success.

His brilliance was vividly displayed on the stage, and he was extremely chic and domineering.

I looked at the audience, how many people were crazy about him.If he wants, he can have too much.

Then why is there still deep sadness and loneliness hidden in his eyes?

During the Encore, he added a song himself, the song is called "Love Like Not".

It's a big surprise for the fans that a single that has never been released is actually released in the concert.

It was written for me, but unfortunately I didn't recognize it until I heard it halfway, and I couldn't remember a few lines of the lyrics.The screams of the girls in the audience were too fanatical, but listening to the songs on the stage was the most unreal.

It's just that it's called "Like Love But Not" and all I hear in the whole song is love, and I don't hear anything related to "non".

Luo Yuchen is always so contradictory, so dull, so duplicity.

The song is very simple and unique. It simply describes the day of two people, starting from the milk in the coffee cup in the morning, and ending at night when I peeked at him sleeping soundly.

It turned out that he had noticed.

It's still a brisk tune, but it's so sad and confused when it's sung.I saw many girls in the front row, listening to Luo Yuchen's song, moved to tears in the audience.

His every move affects how many people's hearts, but he doesn't care at all.He doesn't care how many people like him, how many people love him.

Luo Yuchen, what a unique, cold, heartless, cruel, and heartbreaking existence.

How proud and beautiful I once had him for myself.The happiness that is close at hand can't be seen or grasped, but the sour feelings can only be blocked in the chest.

How could you let go?

How could you be willing to do so?

Sigh how stupid I used to be.

That night, Luo Yuchen's blog was so lively that it was about to explode. Many crazy girls were competing to discuss the new song, commenting on Luo Yuchen's handsomeness, and guessing the story behind the song.

Luo Yuchen just quickly flipped through the messages page by page.

I guess he is looking for me.

He knows that I often bicker with those "fish eaters" and "nympho" on his blog viciously.

"Fish eating" is Luo Yuchen's meal, and "Nympho" is Xia Mingxiu's meal, there is no difference, because the relationship between the two is basically that those who like Luo Yuchen like Xia Mingxiu, and those who like Xia Mingxiu also like Luo Yuchen.

The fans are very talented, and these titles all have allusions. Luo Yuchen is "Luo Yanchen, Yuluo Yuchen", Xia Mingxiu is "born like a summer flower, closing a moon, Xiu", no matter how they can be made into a pair.

On his blog, I used the ID of "cooking fish and destroying flowers" to run amok and instigate anti-fish and anti-flower comments, causing disharmony. When I saw fanzines and fan pictures, I must go to the post.

It's just ugly jealousy.

But now that I'm gone, those little girls who often bickered with me still miss me a lot. There are several messages asking: "How did that reactionary Brother Zhu De sneak lately?"

Luo Yuchen looked through all the comments and didn't see my ID. I was a little disappointed. Then I saw him click on a new post and stared at it for a long time.

The title is eye-catching red, with a lot of eye-catching characters added, and the text is: "I miss Luo Yuchen's earrings so much~~~"

There are a lot of people following posts, petitions, and roughly the same topic.

Luo Yuchen kept staring at the post, his face was white by the light on the screen, his eyes reflected blue light, very deep.

The next day after he got off work, he didn't drive directly home. Instead, he went to the center of City S. In the brightly lit and jeweled night, he walked into LUDEVICI's jewelry store.