Like Love But Not

Xia Mingxiu went to help him, but he also lost any sense of resistance, allowing him to pull him up and drag him into the car.

He seemed to be tired, with a weary expression, and he closed his eyes heavily in the car.

Xia Mingxiu didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only remain silent.

From that night on, Luo Yuchen became very quiet.

The next day was February [-]th, when his new album was released, and his cell phone and telephone kept ringing since the morning.Luo Yuchen didn't answer any of them, and turned them off when he got annoyed.

I knew that the sales volume must have exceeded several million copies, and people kept coming to congratulate.Under normal circumstances, he should go to the celebration banquet tonight...

But he didn't have any joy at all, and he didn't move.Lie on the couch all day without eating or drinking.

Before Xia Mingxiu went to the company, he made a lot of things and put them in the refrigerator, but he didn't bother to ask, just silently abused himself like this.

I knew that he started to have a stomachache again. He curled up on the sofa, unconsciously pressing his belly, his face turned a little pale, but even so he still refused to eat.

I looked at him in pain and felt extremely weak. I tried hard to hug him from behind, but it was in vain.

I really want to tell him that I am by his side, he doesn't need to be so painful and doesn't need to feel sorry for me, I can see all his sorrows and regrets, and I can feel them personally.

It doesn't matter what happened in the past, what kind of hurt, I forgive them all.Sadly, however, even if forgiven, it is still irreparable, and he can't hear it, and he can't hear it again.

What is the furthest distance in the world?I remember a certain poet said very loudly: The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death...

Complete nonsense.The person who wrote this sentence must have never experienced life and death.

I also used to think that the farewell between life and death is nothing more than being close at hand, and my heart is at the end of the world, but now I find that I was wrong.

I stand before you, you don't know I love you,

It's okay, I can let you know anytime.There are many things in this world. No matter how many misunderstandings and sufferings there are, if you have the heart, you can still resolve them with an apology and tolerance.

As long as you have the heart, no matter how difficult or long the road is, you can still go hand in hand.As long as he is still alive, it is possible to recover, and there must be a chance.

And my stupid, reckless and irresponsible actions cost too much and too much.We've run out of opportunities, and we're never going back.

I can't figure out why I, who have never given up in my life, only this time, resolutely gave up on such an outrageous mistake.

How selfish I am, knowing that happiness is too slim, I decide to throw everything away and start from scratch or end it here.

I can't blame Luo Yuchen, I can't blame him for making me unable to see a ray of redemption in the dark, because in the end, I personally ruined the possibility of happiness, and I also hurt the people I valued in this world for me. Pain is truly unforgivable.

When Xia Mingxiu came back at night, he found that Luo Yuchen was not feeling well. Regardless of his stubborn resistance, he was sent to the hospital. He thought it was just a stomach problem again, but ended up with a stomach perforation, and wasted a lot in the hospital.

Xia Mingxiu had been with him for a whole day, he was already quite tired but still had to go to work, even so he still smiled gently and didn't complain a word.

I feel very bad, he is more and more like me before, with such a strong face and smile, maybe one day he will suddenly collapse like me, and lose all fighting spirit and courage in an instant.

Xia Mingxiu should be stronger than me, I hope he is indeed stronger than me.

When only Luo Yuchen was left in the ward, he looked at the ceiling blankly, and suddenly asked the air in a daze, "If I die from pain, will you still come to see me?"

Even after fierce resistance, when there was no one else, he still admitted the fact that I was dead.

It's hard to believe that a feeling of betrayal has arisen in my heart now, as if others can say that I am dead, but Luo Yuchen should believe that I am still alive, and should look for me everywhere.

It's too shameful for me to have this kind of thinking, I can't accept it.I found that I was really too greedy, contradictory and despicable. I clearly felt sorry for Luo Yuchen so much, and I clearly said that I wanted him not to care about me and wanted Xia Mingxiu to replace me quickly, but subconsciously I still hoped that he would not forget me easily.

Still covet his remorse, sorrow, and pain?How can I do this, what should he do?What should Xia Mingxiu do?What is my selfless wish that I hope Xia Mingxiu can be with him and give him happiness?

I'm really despicable, he was in pain, and I watched Fengliang from the sidelines.

He was still staring at the air and didn't get any answer. I was next to him, but I couldn't answer him.

He complained, he was sad, he was angry, he was angry, he was full of grievances, he looked at the white wall, as if I was there, and asked softly and gently: "Xiao Heng, do you really want me anymore?"

His voice was so bleak it sent a chill down my spine.

He just stared blankly at the snow-white wall for a while, and habitually reached out to touch his neck, but the necklace was gone.

His expression panicked immediately.

In fact, it was just taken down during the operation because it was in the way. Xia Mingxiu put it in the inside pocket of his coat and hung it not far away.But Luo Yuchen didn't know.He pressed the light for the nurses and asked them, "Where's my ring?"

The nurse didn't know what kind of ring it was, and Luo Yuchen didn't have the slightest composure to ask about the ring desperately, they all looked at each other in blank dismay.

Luo Yuchen was going crazy, struggling to get out of bed, the nurses and doctors immediately pushed him back to bed and lay down, and someone called Xia Mingxiu immediately.

Luo Yuchen covered his head with a quilt, I could only see a slight trembling from the outside, I thought he was crying.

I've never made Luo Yuchen wronged, or I should say I've never made him wronged, but I can't vent.The current situation is as if I am an oyster, the pearl that I have carefully protected for many years, was stripped out after my death, and was wantonly pierced.Although I was heartbroken like crazy, there was no way to put it back into my shell and take good care of it.

I was right next to him, he was crying, biting the quilt and crying silently, but I couldn't even hug him, he was so disgustingly weak.

Xia Mingxiu rushed over at noon. After listening to the complaints from the doctors and nurses, he took out the ring and necklace from his coat pocket hanging outside and handed it to Luo Yuchen.

Luo Yuchen had already calmed down at this time, just took the necklace silently, put it on by himself, closed his eyes and stopped talking.

I clearly saw the boundaries he drew, he cruelly drew Xia Mingxiu out of his world.His world is already dark, even if Xia Mingxiu's brilliant light can't shine in any more.

Even though he was so indifferent and depressed, Xia Mingxiu still silently took care of him by his side.Luo Yuchen was discharged from the hospital soon, but he always stayed at home, seldom did activities, did not answer the phone, and did not see anyone.

"You haven't eaten all day, why don't you drink some milk?" The glass was placed somewhere, Xia Mingxiu could only pour hot milk into the coffee cup, and handed it to Luo Yuchen.

Luo Yuchen ignored all Xia Mingxiu's comfort all day long, but when he saw this glass of milk, he suddenly moved.

Only I understand.

Xia Mingxiu just put the milk in the coffee cup by chance, but I did it on purpose every time.This is my habit, or a weird behavior I created myself, and I have been proudly thinking that this is also one of the few little secrets between me and Luo Yuchen.

I have long felt that Luo Yuchen is destined to leave me one day. I stubbornly insist on a few weird habits that are different from others. I hope that after we are separated from Luo Yuchen, even if he can't think of me, occasionally Also think of those strange habits.

I was very disappointed to find that this action was not exclusive to me, it was stolen by someone unconsciously.

Luo Yuchen sat up obediently, took the milk in his hand, and blew slowly on it.

The milk was hot and the steam was so hot that it fogged his eyes.

He took a few sips.

I saw tears accumulating in his eye sockets, and he couldn't swallow them back, so he just cried silently, trembling like that.

Xia Mingxiu looked at him, not understanding what he did wrong, and was already at a loss.