Like Love But Not

Xiaolu won't think about why they don't know, won't think about what kind of impact what he will say will have on the other party, won't think about whether I want my favorite Luo Yuchen to know me news of death.

Xiaolu can only single-mindedly judge right and wrong, refute the fallacies of others, and then say what he knows is right.

So when Luo Yuchen and Xia Mingxiu were still digesting the meaning of "you don't even know", Xiaolu went straight to the point without thinking, completely knocking them down without realizing it.

He was very confused, very innocent, and somewhat complained that they, as my lover or friend, didn't know what they meant. He lowered his eyes and said, "Xiao Heng is dead."

It was the first time I heard that my death was confirmed by others. Although I was mentally prepared, my mind was still blank.

It felt like being killed all over again.

I lowered my head, feeling a sharp pain in my heart, not daring to look at Luo Yuchen's expression at this moment.All I could hear was the deathly silence around my ears, which was extremely hollow.

I began to fall into unrealistic expectations, expecting things to be as I imagined before I died, maybe the news of my death would make Luo Yuchen feel guilty for a while, but afterwards, it was like the death of a kitten and puppy that I had raised for many years Same, sad is for sure, and maybe I will sigh for a while, but I won't mind it anymore, at least I won't be dying.

But now I'm scared, I don't know what will happen to him when he hears the news without warning.

I put my hand in his drooping slightly trembling palm, hoping to warm him even a little bit.I very much hope that I can touch Luo Yuchen's hand now, and squeeze his palm. I used to use this secret method that only belongs to us to comfort him indiscriminately.But now, I have no choice.

I still didn't dare to look up at his face, but the trembling hands already made me unable to bear it.

It was Xia Mingxiu who recovered from the shock first. He bit his lip and asked in disbelief with a slightly trembling voice: "But...haven't you found a suitable bone marrow?"

Now Xiaolu probably realized that he said something he shouldn't have said, but it was obviously too late, so he had no choice but to bite the bullet and tell the truth amidst the heaviness of Luo Yuchen and Xia Mingxiu's blood loss.

"...It has nothing to do with getting sick... Xiao Heng committed suicide."

The car door was slammed open before the words could finish, Luo Yuchen grabbed him out of the car and pressed him hard against the car door.

Luo Yuchen's face was twisted in horror, and the veins on his fair and slender hands were prominent.He grabbed onto the path, as if he was a sworn enemy, and was about to chop him up right away.

"You're talking nonsense! How could Xiao Heng commit suicide?" He leaned against Xiaolu's neck, his voice hoarse, but he roared angrily, "You dare to curse him, how dare you curse him!"

Xia Mingxiu looked dumbfounded, and didn't think of going up to pull them away for a moment.

It's not that I haven't seen Luo Yuchen's anger before. When he was angry at me before, I didn't dare to provoke him, so I could only lower my head every time.In fact, I'm afraid of him, I'm really afraid of his stern look, only then will I truly realize how much he hates me, and even the most commonly used self-deception and self-hypnosis can't work at all.

But now, I just want to hug him.

I don't care how vicious and violent he is at the moment. I think that as long as I can hug him now, he can calm down, and he can no longer be so angry and so desperately painful.

Now he is just a wounded beast, hiding his wounds, still frantically trying to be brave.

However, the hunter with a knife and gun was not in the mood to pity his stubborn resistance.

Xiaolu struggled a few times, but he couldn't escape Luo Yuchen's restraint at all, and he couldn't help but get angry. In addition, although he always had a bad mouth and often satirized my infatuation, he always stood by my side in terms of standpoint. Looking at Luo Yuchen, like Fang Shuyi, he also regarded him as a full-fledged heartless man. For a while, he was dazed by Luo Yuchen's backbiting accusation, and blurted out at him: "Xiao Heng committed suicide, and it's not all because of you!" of!"

Lu Weixi, you can't say that...

For the first time, I felt that the usually gentle path could be cruel.

Luo Yuchen was startled, and clenched his teeth even more ferociously, but the tears flowed down, he let go, shook his head blankly, then seemed to be pressing his chest in pain, but still shook his head hard, Shake your head.

I almost went crazy watching this scene.

Luo Yuchen closed his eyes, settled down, then raised his head, without wiping away his tears, he didn't seem to even realize that he was crying, but looked at Xiaolu with red eyes and said expressionlessly: "You are lying."

Whether he was too good at deceiving himself or others, or it was too painful, he would rather choose not to believe it.

Xia Mingxiu anxiously tried to help Luo Yuchen's arm from behind, but he shook it off violently.

He can't accept any consolation, he can't accept any sympathy, because that means he has surrendered and compromised, and admitted the fact that I will leave him forever.

All he could do was insist on lying to himself.He didn't continue to attack, but stared at Xiaolu angrily, and insisted through gritted teeth: "I don't believe it."

He no longer knew who he was speaking to.

Xiaolu was stunned by his fierce and grief-stricken look for a moment, not knowing what to do.Behind Luo Yuchen, Xia Mingxiu winked at him desperately, signaling him to leave quickly.

The damage caused was irreparable, so Xiaolu had no choice but to follow Xia Mingxiu's wishes, turn around and open the car door to leave.

How could Luo Yuchen let him go, he brushed away Xia Mingxiu who was about to grab him again, rushed up and grabbed Xiaolu fiercely from behind.Xiaolu struggled vigorously a few times, and was grabbed by him just as he was able to get rid of him, and finally was annoyed by his pulling and pulling, turned around and pushed Luo Yuchen to the ground bitterly.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with Xiaolu, he just shouldn't have told Luo Yuchen about it, but he also had no intention, he didn't intend to revenge anyone maliciously.

However, Luo Yuchen obviously vented his anger, as if it was Xiaolu who killed me, jumped up almost immediately after falling, caught up with Xiaolu, knocked him down with a punch, and fell to the side wall.

Xiaolu wiped the corner of his mouth, and not to be outdone, he fought back and threw Luo Yuchen to the ground.

"Luo Yuchen, Lu Weixi, stop." Xia Mingxiu chased up from behind, but he couldn't stop him at all.The two people on the ground were like two ferocious beasts fighting each other, rushing towards each other frantically.

"You say, you say he's fine! You say you're lying, you say it!" Luo Yuchen pressed on Xiaolu's body, and slammed his head hard against the concrete floor behind him.

"You...you bastard..." Xiaolu was knocked down a few times, but his arrogance rose instead, he grabbed Luo Yuchen suddenly, jumped up and pressed Luo Yuchen down again, and choked his neck fiercely , yelled at him: "Luo Yuchen, you bastard, I won't let you go!" As he spoke, he slapped him fiercely, knocking Luo Yuchen into a daze for a while, and then grabbed him hard , as if to strangle him to death.

"You...killed him...you...you bastard..." Just when Luo Yuchen almost gave up resisting, Xiaolu suddenly cried, and he pressed down on him with a fierce arrogance as if he was going to kill him , but suddenly lost his momentum and cried loudly.

He cried so miserably that Luo Yuchen, who was under him, was loosened but still forgot to struggle, his eyes were filled with darkness and despair.

Xia Mingxiu stood aside and wept silently.

A hand stretched out, pulling Xiaolu up gently but firmly.

Fang Shuyi was dressed in solemn black, and made no sound. No one noticed when he was added to the parking lot.

He was still as graceful and indifferent, pulling Xiaolu up from the ground expressionlessly, then hugged him into his arms, and patted him tenderly.

Xiaolu whimpered again in his arms.

Then Fang Shuyi glanced coldly at Luo Yuchen and Xia Mingxiu who was beside him, and got into the car on Xiaolu who was out of breath from crying.

"Fang Shuyi!" Luo Yuchen got up from the ground and shouted at Fang Shuyi.

After he called Fang Shuyi to stop, he could only look at him fiercely and fragilely, his lips moved, and he didn't dare to ask anything.

Fang Shuyi snorted coldly, before getting into the car, he turned his head to look at Luo Yuchen for the last time, his eyes seemed to be mocking, very cruel.

Luo Yuchen stared stiffly into his cold eyes, Fang Shuyi got into the car and started it, Luo Yuchen thought about going, the car had already driven out, leaving him cruelly behind.

Luo Yuchen just watched Fang Shuyi's silver Mercedes go away, and sat on the ground slumped, as if everything was over for him.

I dare not look at the empty despair in his eyes, just one glance is like being crushed by a sharp knife.