I miss you for a long time

After taking a shower, Lin Ran dried his hair upstairs and took out the ring from his pocket before throwing the clothes into the washing machine.He glanced at Jiang Ye's clothes that had been put into the washing machine, and reached out his hands to look through Jiang Ye's clothes by accident. When the ring was not overturned in the jacket and trousers, Lin Ran secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

He closed the door of the washing machine, poured the laundry detergent, turned around and went back to the room.He put the ring on the desk and sat there staring at the ring for a long time, but he couldn't figure out why Jiang Ye took the ring off after waking up in the morning. What?Still regret it?

Fuck, is it a lie to tell the truth after drinking?Was it true what Jiang Ye said and did last night?It shouldn't be, Lin Ran took the ring over and put it in the palm of his hand: "He obviously saw the ring on my hand. With his brain, he should have thought that this ring is a pair. Fuck, can't he figure it out?"

Lin Ran angrily threw himself on the bed, holding up the ring, his eyes hurt, and he didn't think of a reason.He had no choice but to get up and go downstairs. He had to go to Grandpa Qin's house to watch. Now is not the time to think about it.

He went downstairs and took out the physics competition booklet from his schoolbag. The papers sent by the teacher last night have been finished, so he had to write physics tonight.He put on another coat, walked outside the canteen, and pulled down the shutter door, only to see Jiang Ye was still outside.

Seeing Jiang Ye smoking, Lin Ran frowned and said, "Go in through the door next to it, you don't have to stay up late with me when you go upstairs to sleep."

Jiang Ye extinguished the cigarette and said to Lin Ran, "I'll go with you, you are alone..."

"I'm not afraid of being alone!" Lin Ran roared at him, lifted the physics test book above his head, and was about to rush into the rain.

"I didn't say you were afraid. I just wanted you to stay overnight. I was afraid that you would be bored by yourself. If something happens to Grandpa Qin, I can take care of you." Jiang Ye held Lin Ran, and opened his other hand. Black Umbrella: "Also, if you don't use a ready-made umbrella, you insist on running there in the rain, aren't you stupid?"

"..." Lin Ran put down the physics test booklet and looked back at Jiang Ye: "Can you stop talking to me, I'm afraid I can't help but want to beat you up."

Jiang Ye said with a smile: "You have said many times that you want to beat me up. You have said it since the day we met. When this matter is put on the agenda, you can ask me to prepare it."

"You still need to prepare for a beating, I owe you." Lin Ran walked in front, without turning his head, said: "I think it's almost time, I have reached the limit."

Jiang Ye tilted the umbrella forward a bit, fearing that the rain would splash on Lin Ran, he smiled from behind, thinking that you really have to endure to the limit, seeing that your face is full of emotions of wanting to beat someone up.

When Lin Ran arrived at Grandpa Qin's house, he knocked on the bedroom door first: "Grandpa Qin, I'll come and watch over you. It's in the living room outside. If you have anything to do, tell me."

Grandpa Qin only responded, and there was no more to say, and he didn't know this point, whether he could sleep for a while, even half an hour would be fine.

Lin Ran sighed, turned around and returned to the living room, Jiang Ye had already started to do the problem, he walked over and sat opposite Jiang Ye, flipped to the position he had done before, put down his pen after reading it for 2 minutes, and sighed again: " I can't write any more."

Jiang Ye's tone was coaxing children: "If you can't write, don't write. Sit on the sofa and watch your phone. If you don't feel comfortable, just lie down. If you don't want to watch videos, you can play games. You can always find what you want to do."

Lin Ran said: "Jiang Ye, your mouth is getting stronger and stronger! You speak in a slippery way, there must be an engine in it."

"Why don't you try it..." Jiang Ye said immediately, "I'm just kidding."

Lin Ran glanced at him, feeling that he was really going to be pissed off, and thinking of Grandpa Qin in the back room, he could only hold back.He got up, walked to the sofa and sat down, kicked Jiang Ye who was sitting at the end of the sofa: "Get up and sit on the opposite side."

Jiang Ye didn't get up, but moved his legs behind his waist, and then continued to work on the question.

Lin Qi kicked him again, turned his back to Jiang Ye, took out his mobile phone and started playing the shooting game, thinking that the opponent in the game was Jiang Ye, and he had to kill him to feel comfortable.

Jiang Ye kept writing questions until after twelve o'clock. Looking back, Lin Ran had already fallen asleep on the sofa. He was breathing heavily, probably tired.He didn't know when Lin Ran went to bed last night, but it was later than him. He got up around four o'clock in the morning. They all look sad, and they don't seem to be very stable. I don't know if they are having a nightmare.

Jiang Ye bent down, stretched out his hand to touch Lin Ran's forehead, looked at his face carefully, and didn't want to move away at all.After a long time, Jiang Ye got up, found a quilt for Lin Ran, sat on the top of Lin Ran's head, carefully supported his head on his lap, closed his eyes, and prepared to sleep.

In the morning when it was slightly bright, Lin Ran was awakened by the sound of the door opening, and then he turned over and fell off the sofa. When he stood up while supporting his waist that had been hit by the coffee table, he realized that he was sleeping in Jiang Ye's arms. At this moment, Jiang Ye He was leaning on the sofa with one hand, looking at him with a puzzled face: "Why are you sleeping on the floor?"

Lin Ran didn't have time to argue with Jiang Ye, he immediately turned around and ran to Grandpa Qin's bedroom, before he could knock on the door, Grandpa Qin came out from the bathroom next door, seeing Lin Ran in a hurry, actually smiled Smile, although the face is full of fatigue and old.

"No fuss, I just washed my face." Qin Ranxiu said to Lin Ran: "Go and ask your grandma to prepare some breakfast for us. The funeral home's car will arrive at about 06:30. I will go in and clean it up for you, Grandpa Song." Just a moment, so as not to scare you."

"How is that possible?" Lin Ran said as his eyes turned red again. He rubbed his eyes and turned his face to pick up his mobile phone in a concealed manner: "It's exactly five o'clock. Grandma must have woken up to cook. I'll go back and have a look."

Lin Ran turned around and just took two steps, then turned around and said to Grandpa Qin, "Grandpa Qin, you..."

Qin Ranxiu said: "I see, don't talk about it, go back and see if your grandma's rice is ready."

"Yeah." Lin Ran turned and left again, and when passing the living room, he called Jiang Ye: "Jiang Ye, you wait outside Grandpa Qin's bedroom door, I'm afraid he will be too sad and will..."

"I know." Jiang Ye asked, "Is the cremation vehicle coming soon?"

"Well, 06:30."

Jiang Ye handed the umbrella by the door to Lin Ran: "It's still raining outside, call me when the meal is ready, I'll run over to hold an umbrella for you, bring the meal here, and eat with Grandpa Qin."

"I see." Lin Ran held up his umbrella and strode into the rain.

Jiang Ye went to the bathroom to wash his face, and then stood outside Grandpa Qin's door, all around in silence, he could clearly hear Grandpa Qin's voice inside, probably saying goodbye to Grandpa Song for the last time, talking gradually The sound turned into a hoarse whimper, Jiang Ye took a step back, he was afraid that Grandpa Qin would know that he was outside and cry incompletely.

In about ten minutes, Jiang Ye received a message from Lin Ran, asking him to go home and bring breakfast together.He stared at the short sentence on the screen in his hand, all his eyes were on the word "go home", and he didn't know whether this home could really accommodate him in Lin Ran's heart, whether he really wanted to go home. When it comes to family members, he sometimes thinks that compared to lovers, boyfriends or even legal partners, what he wants to be called is Lin Ran's family members, family members, this word is too far away and too far away for Jiang Ye. Hard to get.

Grandma still made porridge, probably to cater to Grandpa Qin's appetite, it was simple vegetable porridge with two side dishes, Lin Ran went to the deep-fried dough stick shop at the entrance of the alley to buy soy milk and deep-fried dough sticks that the two handsome old men loved to eat, and by the way I bought a multigrain pancake for Jiang Ye.

When Jiang Ye rushed into the rain and returned to his grandmother's house, Lin Ran happened to come back from the alley with an umbrella in his hand. He handed the pancakes in his hand to Jiang Ye: "You eat the pancakes first, I bought them for you alone."

"Huh? Special treatment?" Jiang Ye asked.

"No, among us, you are probably the only one who can eat. Grandma only drank some porridge, and Grandpa Qin probably can't eat much. I can also drink some porridge."

Jiang Ye looked at the pancake in his hand, and sneered, "I'm the only one who is an outsider, right? I'm the only one who has no heart, no lungs and no feelings, right? Lin Ran, you really know me fucking well. Yes, I'm not as good as you. Sad, but why should I be sad? How long have I been with Grandpa Song? Do you have feelings? Lin Ran, you can't ask me that."

"I didn't, that's not what I meant." Lin Ran explained, "I'm just afraid that you won't have enough to eat, and your stomach growled in the morning..."

"Ah Ran, you don't need to explain, I know it." Jiang Ye took two steps towards the canopy, bowed his head and began to eat pancakes, which added two servings of tenderloin, but even this could not quench the anger in his heart at the moment .

"You fucking know shit, you're sick again, right? I offended you with that fucking sentence! Is your heart so fragile? You can't allow others to say something emotional? You're a fucking male green tea! Fuck !" Lin Ran's chest heaved violently, and he looked at Jiang Ye who was standing aside viciously: "Jiang Ye, let's make an appointment to fight, if I don't beat you up, I won't be able to vent my anger!"

"Okay, the time is up to you, and I will fight as well." Jiang Ye said without raising his head.

"I don't need you to beat me up, it's not like I can't beat you!" Without waiting for Jiang Ye to answer, Lin Ran turned and went into the canteen. When he entered the restaurant, his grandmother was putting some side dishes and bowls and chopsticks on the tray. Seeing Lin Ran coming back, she instructed him: "Come here and bring this, I'll take the rice cooker."

Lin Ran put the soy milk and deep-fried dough sticks in his hand on the tray, picked up the tray and walked out, Jiang Ye saw Lin Ran coming out, opened his umbrella and followed him.After sending Lin Ran to the opposite side, he went back to pick up grandma, and seeing the rice cooker in grandma's hand, he reached out to take it.

Grandma asked: "I just heard that you and Lin Ran were arguing outside?"

Jiang Ye said: "Well, that's it."

"Lin Ran sometimes has a bad temper. These two days are probably because Grandpa Song left suddenly and felt sad. If he said something nasty, don't be as knowledgeable as him."

Jiang Ye responded, not wanting to delve into what grandma said.

As Lin Ran expected, Grandpa Qin didn't eat much, he only drank a bowl of porridge, and he didn't even eat a bite of the soy milk and fried dough sticks that Lin Ran bought for him.After a while, the special car for the crematorium arrived on time. Lin Ran and Jiang Ye helped to carry Grandpa Song's body into the hearse, and then several people got on the car one after another. Only then did Lin Ran carefully examine the clothes on Grandpa Song's body. The gray suit looks like it should have been worn by him when he was young. It should be meaningful for Grandpa Qin to put it on for him.

When he went to the crematorium, Lin Ran realized that there were many people coming to see him off from other people's homes, but his side was the least, only four people, which seemed very deserted, and Grandpa Qin didn't follow the steps of the crematorium. He called Call, and soon a middle-aged man came from the back building, said a few words to Grandpa Qin, and then ordered the staff around him to push Grandpa Song's body in, and then the man took Grandpa Qin The hall, just waited like this.

When they were told to collect the ashes, only grandma accompanied Grandpa Qin. Lin Ran and Jiang Ye couldn't stand the bursts of crying in the hall, so they hid in the toilet to smoke.

"Grandpa Song, does he have any other relatives?" Jiang Ye asked.

Lin Ran glanced at Jiang Ye, originally he didn't want to talk to him, so he was silent for a few seconds before replying: "I heard from grandma that the relatives on both sides of the two of them cut off contact with them in the early years, and the only one who got along with them all these years Okay, it’s just me and grandma, and some former students of Grandpa Qin, and some juniors from Grandpa Song’s Design Institute have also come to visit them, but not many, after all, this society is still fucking fucked up, for the two of them If you can hold back from scolding a pervert, you are considered kind."

Jiang Ye took a sharp puff on the cigarette in his mouth, and said in a low voice, "I envy them."

"What?" Lin Ran thought he heard it wrong, he turned his head and stared blankly at Jiang Ye.

"It's nothing." Jiang Ye stubbed out the cigarette butt, threw it into the trash can next to him, opened his umbrella and said to Lin Ran, "I saw them coming out, let's go."