I miss you for a long time

When going back, Qin Ranxiu rejected the middle-aged man's kindness. He didn't agree to the car from the crematorium to take him back. Instead, he wrapped the urn with a black cloth and took the K520 road home.

Lin Ran took a closer look at the urn, it was not bought at the crematorium temporarily, but brought by Grandpa Qin himself, it was a blue vase with beautiful patterns.It's not big, but it looks very delicate. From the perspective of Lin Ran, a little miser, it should be an old thing. The two handsome old men should have planned it long ago. Many things can be seen. It must have been discussed before.

When he got home, Qin Ranxiu put Song Jinan's urn on the table, and there was a photo behind it. It was not a black and white photo of Song Jinan, but a photo of the two of them together. The two handsome old men looked at the camera and showed happy smiles. Lin Ran looked at it, and almost shed tears again. The two of them had really planned everything after death. They didn't need Grandpa Qin to worry about anything, nor did he need help from a junior who was not related by blood. The two of them All of them seem to be able to handle it.

In the afternoon, a dozen or so people came, and the ones Lin Ran knew were the director of the hospital who helped Grandpa Qin sign the body retrieval form, and the middle-aged man who took Grandpa Qin away from all the tedious procedures at the crematorium.The others should be Grandpa Qin's students and Grandpa Song's juniors in the design institute. Although there are not many people, they can give Grandpa Qin a little comfort. At least, they are not weird old gays that no one cares about. There are also people who will miss them, respect them, and understand them.

At night, Lin Ran still carried the physics test book to the opposite side, but was chased back by Qin Ranxiu: "Don't accompany me tonight, I'm fine. And I won't stay here by myself, it's not too big Meaning, he can’t see it either, I’ll go back to sleep later.”

Lin Ran was still worried: "But..."

"No, but, I won't do anything, don't worry." Qin Ranxiu glanced at the photo of the two of them on the notepad, and said with a smile: "He just went ahead of me and waited for me in the next life, me, I won't keep him waiting too long."

"Grandpa Qin, don't talk nonsense."

"How can this be nonsense? Birth, old age, sickness and death are deterministic. Look at your Grandpa Song. He gave you hot milk the night before and left before dawn. He didn't even say a word of explanation." Grandpa Qin stroked the forest. Burning head: "I, when the time comes, I can be like him, just close my eyes and leave. If it is too much trouble, I will suffer, and I will also implicate you."

Lin Ran felt uncomfortable: "Grandpa Qin, I will treat you like my own grandfather. Don't be afraid to trouble me, and don't choose extreme methods just because you are afraid of troublesome me. You must never, you know? ?”

Grandpa Qin smiled: "Ah Ran, I see you are in a hurry, I really won't, I promise, if I commit suicide, I will be punished not to meet Song Jin'an in my next life."

"I believe in you." Lin Ran said to Grandpa Qin: "Then I'm going back. There is leftover porridge in the refrigerator. Grandma put it in. I'm afraid you will be hungry. If you are hungry, take it out and heat it up. Do you understand?"

Qin Ranxiu smiled and said, "Understood, why are you more verbose than your grandma, go back quickly."

Lin Ran was walking back with an umbrella, stepping on the rain on the soles of his feet, and suddenly became irritable. He stopped, looked at the pattering rain falling on his feet, raised his foot, and sighed: "I am old, If I die, who will bury me?"

Lin Ran sighed again, walked towards the canteen, and heard the cats on the opposite side meow a few times, and then remembered that the wild cats in the alley would always hide in the flower beds when it rained, and was thinking of going back to get some When feeding the kittens, Jiang Ye was seen from the corner of the eye. He was holding a black umbrella and standing by the flower bed. A few kittens were eating with their heads down. It should be Jiang Ye who brought them food.

Lin Ran turned around and turned back, walked to Jiang Ye's side, knelt down and touched the kitten, "I thought you didn't like kittens, but you thought of feeding them."

"I don't like it, but they cry too miserably, I feel sorry for them." Jiang Ye turned around and no longer looked at Lin Ran. He was wearing the coat that Lin Ran bought last time, and he put his hands in his pockets, feeling strange. In this rainy night, there is really nothing warmer than the clothes on my body.

"Jiang Ye, what are you talking about?" Lin Ran got up and stood opposite Jiang Ye.

"Lin Ran, in fact, I am like this wild cat, homeless and extremely sensitive, you treat me like a wild cat, pity me and accommodate me, in the end, do you still want to use love to heal the wound in my heart? "Jiang Ye didn't look at Lin Ran. At this time, there was no one in Mengjia Lane. Those who slept were asleep, and those who didn't sleep were hiding in the house because of the rain, watching TV and playing with mobile phones. Now, in this alley, he was the only one. And Lin Ran, the two of them.

"So what if I pity you! So what if I accommodate you!" Lin Ran said angrily, "Do you think I'm a holy mother who sympathizes with a poor person? I'm not! If it wasn't for you, Jiang Ye! Love whoever you are ! Nothing to do with Lao Tzu!"

"Do you want to fight?" Jiang Ye put down his umbrella and looked at Lin Ran quietly.

"I'll fucking beat you to death!" Lin Ran threw away the umbrella and the physics test book, threw his fist directly at Jiang Ye's face, and then pressed his knee against the plane tree beside the road.

The rain was not heavy, but the rain still drenched their short stubble, Lin Ran wiped the rainwater off his face, and his teeth itched angrily: "Jiang Ye, you said you are cheap, and you are holding back your energy to get a beating!" Right? Huh? You confessed your love the night before, and you fucking pretended to be amnesia? I know you remember everything, otherwise you wouldn’t have taken off the ring after sobering up. What about your usual arrogant look? You Why the hell are you scared, I'm waiting for you to explain to me!"

"I'm drunk." Jiang Ye wiped the corner of his mouth, it was bleeding, and the strike was quite ruthless, probably really going to explode, he laughed: "Ah Ran, I said that the other day, I'm afraid you will Regret, I'm afraid you will leave me, I can not care about anything, you can't, you are not alone."

"Shut up the fuck! Are you trying to get mad!" Lin Ran let go of Jiang Ye's collar, his eyes were full of disappointment that was visible to the naked eye, and Jiang Ye's heart ached. This is what he had been longing for. Ah Ran, but he didn't dare to own it. He envied Grandpa Qin and Grandpa Song. He really envied them. At least they were together until the end of their lives. Into the endless night, at that time, he will go crazy.

"You fucking said it yourself, don't regret it."

Lin Ran turned around to look for the physics competition question book that he had thrown somewhere, but he couldn't find it after searching for a long time. The street lights were dim and it was raining again, so he really couldn't see where the book was. He got angry and cursed After a few words, he raised his foot and kicked towards the street light pole. Unexpectedly, he kicked the street light and flashed a few times. It was completely dark and could no longer be lit. Vaguely saw two figures standing motionless in the rain.

Suddenly, a figure moved, turned around and ran towards the figure standing under the tree, and hugged him.

Lin Ran hugged Jiang Ye, and blocked Jiang Ye's mouth with his mouth very roughly. Poor Lin Ran, a gay guy, didn't know what to do next. He stretched out his tongue and licked Jiang Ye's lips. There was blood on his lips. Taste, it seems that the punch I just had was a bit heavy, and then I licked it again, and I felt Jiang Ye's whole body tensed up.

Jiang Ye's pupils shrank slightly, and just as he was about to close his eyes to respond, Lin Ran pushed him away.

"Fuck, I took the initiative." Lin Ran wiped his mouth, stared at Jiang Ye, but did not leave.

Jiang Ye looked at Lin Ran in a daze, and found his own voice after a while: "Ah Ran, do you know what you are doing? We are not drinking now."

Lin Qi said: "I know, I love you fucking, Jiangye bastard."

"Don't regret it." This was what Lin Ran said just now, and now Jiang Ye returned it to Lin Ran.

He stretched out his arms to hug Lin Ran, leaned forward, pressed Lin Ran's lips in his mouth, carefully tested his heart, and Lin Ran didn't resist, so he moved further, trying to pry Lin Ran's teeth open.

"Fuck, stick out your fucking tongue!" Lin Ran violently pushed Jiang Ye away, pointed at him, and said excitedly, "The first time you kiss and stick out your tongue is a scumbag!"

"..." Jiang Ye sighed, and said helplessly: "This is not the first time. You kissed me and I kissed you on the night of drinking. Just now you kissed me again. However, You are so innocent that you actually care about this?"

Lin Ran argued: "I don't care, I'm just... just not used to it yet."

Jiang Ye gave a low laugh, and stretched out his hand to pull Lin Ran: "I'll get used to it in the future, let's go home, is it romantic to be in the rain here?"

"Romantic fart!" Lin Ran went to get the umbrella that was down on the side. After holding it up, he felt that it was unnecessary, but a gust of wind blew over, and he couldn't help shivering. He said to Jiang Ye: "Help me quickly." Looking for a physics competition booklet, I just bought it and only wrote a few pages."

Jiang Ye put away his umbrella, poked the tip of the umbrella in the green belt a few times, and found Lin Ran's book, but it was already soaked.Lin Ran took the book, turned around and went home. Luckily, the light in grandma's room had been turned off, so he was relieved. Thinking about how brave they were, they dared to kiss at the door of the house.However, the street lamp was broken by him, so no one should be able to see it.

Lin Ran went upstairs to take a shower first, Jiang Ye entered the house, first pulled down the shutter door and locked it, and when passing by the living room, stood in front of the display shelf in the entrance, stared at the family photo for a while, and said expressionlessly: " Don't blame me, I just want him too much."

Lin Ran returned to the room after taking a shower, and was drying the physics test book with a hair dryer. Although his hands continued to move, his ears and eyes were kept outside the door. Jiang Ye entered the room and came out again after a while. He must have taken his pajamas to take a shower.Lin Ran lowered his head and flipped through the book in his hands, such a thick book, when will he blow it up, forget it, let's save it for tomorrow's sun, if there is a sun tomorrow.

Lin Ran was lying on the bed, and the image of kissing Jiang Ye in the rain just now appeared in his head. The feeling is still numb when he thinks about it, especially when he thinks of Jiang Ye sticking out his tongue...fuck, fuck He stuck out his tongue!Lin Ran patted the pillow vigorously, turned around and lay down on the pillow.This feeling is amazing, as soft and comfortable as the soles of your feet stepping on cotton, and it is more vivid than the night before. I drank wine the night before, although I was not drunk, but the touch of the kiss on Jiang Ye's lips was no longer so good It was clear, and at this moment, it was so fucking clear, Lin Ran felt like he was going to explode.

"Lin Ran, are you asleep?" Jiang Ye knocked on the door outside, and before he could answer, he said, "I'm going in."

"Did I tell you to come in?" Lin Ran raised his head from the pillow and looked at Jiang Ye. Jiang Ye was only wearing trousers and nothing on his upper body. He wiped his hair and stared at Lin Ran as soon as he entered the room.

"Did you do it on purpose?"

Jiang Ye looked at Lin Ran innocently: "What am I doing on purpose?"

"Why the hell are you topless? Don't you have pajamas? I'll lend you." Lin Ran sat up and stared at Jiang Ye.

"Are you too sensitive?" Jiang Ye said, "I came to you many times after taking a shower like this. Why didn't you tell me to wear clothes at that time?"

"Your mouth looks serious." Lin Ran changed the subject. He moved to the bedside and touched Jiang Ye's mouth. Under the light, Lin Ran realized that his hands were really serious. He felt that Jiang Ye The corners of his mouth and half of his face were a little swollen. "Are you okay with your abdomen? The knee I just pushed on seems to be quite heavy."

Jiang Ye grabbed Lin Ran's hand: "It's okay, I'll apply ice later."

"Then I'll go downstairs to get some ice now." Lin Ran got out of bed and was pulled back by Jiang Ye.

"Wait a minute." Jiang Ye slid his hand from Lin Ran's arm to his, and took his hand: "Make sure."

"Confirm what?" Lin Ran asked.

"Confirm our current relationship." Jiang Ye bent down and kissed Lin Ranzui: "It's true."

Lin Ran said: "Did those pitiful things you said in the rain just to provoke me on purpose? Huh? It's a pity that you said you don't want to be a green tea bitch. Really, go and be a girl and make green tea. Make a fool of yourself."

"You wronged me. At that time, I was really a little irritable and wanted to go crazy. Those little cats really felt like me."

"Stop, I don't want to hear you say this, I always feel like you're digging a hole again." Lin Ran said, "I'll get you some ice."

Jiang Ye didn't stop him this time, he sat on Lin Ran's bed, listened to Lin Ran's stomping downstairs and then upstairs, with an ice pack in his hand, sat next to Jiang Ye, and carefully put the ice pack on Jiang Ye's bed face.

"Let's cool it down." Lin Ran asked.

"It's cool, but it's very comfortable." Jiang Ye looked at Lin Ran and asked him, "Ah Ran, you're dating me, you're dating a boy, have you figured it out yet?"

"Shut up." Lin Ran glared at him, changed his hand to hold him, and took Jiang Ye's hand with the other: "Jiang Ye, although you are the first boy I like, but it is very important for me to like boys. I knew it a long time ago, if it wasn't you, it would be someone else, grandma will know one day, it has nothing to do with whether she falls in love with you or not."

"It's related." Jiang Ye lowered his head: "Although grandma accepts me, if she finds out about my relationship with you in the future, she will definitely oppose me and you more than against you and others."

"I know, these can all be resolved." Lin Ran paused, thinking of his uncle who had severed ties with his grandmother, and sighed: "It will always be resolved, Jiang Ye."