Desire on the other side of blood

After leaving Pegdana Castle, I did not return to the apartment where I lived, but rented another cottage in a remote community.

I only work at night. During the day, I will shut myself in the hut and sleep for a day to recharge my energy for the night's work. Although sometimes men will come to the door when they need it, and I usually don't will refuse.

It has been two months, and Ferrian has not appeared in front of me.I haven't read the newspaper anymore, because there will be news about Felian on it, but I still can't completely stop any information about him from falling into my ears, because I haven't left Camarilla, or even the capital Hessia. Mons.

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"Ulilith Xiaojie in Felian's pen attended the premiere of Swift Xiaojie's new play together a few days ago. Did you see how intimate the two of them are? Poor Swift Xiaojie, I think she is about to cry Now, she's trying to force her smile!" A customer complained to Sabrina after she was satisfied.

"Really? Swift's summary is indeed very poor. I think she must have fallen in love with Filian's writing." I said with a smile.

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"Hey, ZERO, it's a pity that you didn't go to see "True Lies" at the Milton Theater with me yesterday, do you know who I saw? I actually saw Filian's pen and Lilith's summary! They also came to the opera and sat right behind me! Oh my gosh! Lilith is so beautiful and sweet, and she smiled at me! Ah, I can't believe it!" A classmate watched the opera Said to me the next day.

"Yes, that's really a pity." I said with a smile.

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I can pretend not to care, I can pretend to be indifferent, and I can even pretend to be full of respect and awe for their beloved Filian's works and Lilith's summary like ordinary people, and when I am alone, I look at Pegda In the direction of the castle, I suddenly realized that I was ridiculous.

What is the purpose of staying here and doing these things?Is it because there is still an iota of expectation?

Just when I was thinking about leaving Hermons, I actually met Philion, just downstairs from my cabin.

When I saw Ferrian from a distance, I was in my hut, and a tall man pressed against the window and entered from behind.

With both hands resting on the window with difficulty, my body was shaking helplessly under the effect of tremendous force. Through the gap between the curtains, with blurred vision in front of my eyes, I saw him standing downstairs, looking up here.

There was no expression on his still handsome face, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his blue eyes were staring in my direction.

The moment I saw her, I closed the curtains almost reflexively. I don't know if he saw me, but I still felt endless sadness and anxiety.

What else are you going to do?Philian, come to laugh at my abjectness and lowliness?

My change immediately caught the attention of the man behind me.

"Huh, little fairy, you wrap me so tightly, so comfortable." The man grabbed my buttocks and thrust them hard, panting.

"Well, sir, slow down...well...that's where..." I closed my eyes, let out the most sensual moan, but only grabbed the curtain with both hands.

"I heard that you had a story with Felian, is it true?"

"Yes... But we have separated, um... broke up now, although his skills in bed are good..." The broken sentence couldn't be tuned, I took the initiative to spread my legs, so that it would be easier for the man to enter the deepest part of my body place.

"How about with me?" The man increased his force in and out of my body dissatisfied.

"Hehe! Of course...Of course I can't compare to you, you are the best...well, slow down..., please..."

When the man had finished his addiction and was about to leave, I made an unprecedented decision to send him downstairs.

Walking downstairs, I knew that Felian was still standing there, but I pretended not to see anything.

"Sir, you made me very happy today, when can I see you again?" I wrapped my arms around the man's neck, and rubbed the man's nipple with my body.

The man took a deep breath, grabbed my buttocks with both hands and kept kneading, "Little fairy, didn't I feed you enough just now, and I want it again so soon?"

I chuckled lightly, pulled down the man's neck and put my lips on it. The man immediately responded with a fierce wet kiss, and he let me go only when there was a small groan from my throat.

"Damn it, I want you again after this goes on." The man nibbled the skin on my neck and said.

"Hehehe, I'm really honored, but... sir, that's it for today, goodbye!" I smiled and pushed him away, and closed the skirt that she had ripped open.

The man froze for a moment, smiled helplessly, turned around and was about to leave, and then he saw Philian.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty?" The man shouted in astonishment.

Fei Lian ignored him, and didn't even look at him. He kept looking at me, and kept looking at me, but there was no change in expression on his cold face.

The man looked at me suspiciously, then at Felian, his face turned pale, and he ran away in a panic.

"Your Majesty, you scared my guests away." I curled the corners of my mouth, although I was smiling, my tone was very cold.

Felian didn't speak, he just looked at me, the soft sunlight imprinted a shallow ripple in the charming blue eyes that I once loved the most.

"Kaylo, are you flirting with men like this in broad daylight?" He finally opened his mouth, but what came out was questioning.

"Broad daylight?" I looked around, it was extremely remote, and there was no one else around except me and Philian.

"Hehehe, Your Majesty, do you mean in front of you? Ruhuo, if I remember correctly, you have seen me the most lecherous, haven't you?" I walked up to him, wrapped my arms around his neck, leaned closer, and He blew ambiguously in his ear, "Or, you saw me having sex with other men, so...you want it too?" Following my movements, the closed skirts came loose again, revealing the full Is please with marks on the chest.

Before he could open his mouth, I licked my lips, which were red and swollen from the hot kiss of steel, and tilted my head in distress, "But, Your Majesty, I just fought with that gentleman for a few rounds, now I'm a little tired, if you want, how about I help you with my mouth?" After I finished speaking, I went directly to touch his servant, but before I could touch him, she grabbed his wrist.

"Kaylo, I didn't expect you to be so mean!" He said coldly, and his cold words pierced my chest mercilessly like a sharp sword.

This is the first time I've seen him get angry.

The tightly grasped wrist hurts, but it will never be the most painful, and the place on the chest that has long been numb from pain is empty, and I even heard the sound of the wind passing through my body. sound.

"Yes, I'm a scumbag, have you forgotten? I told you that I was originally a seller, so what?" My tone also became cold, but after thinking about it, I smiled again.

I lightly licked the corner of his lips, and whispered in his ear: "Respected His Majesty Felian, have you ever heard a saying that a bitch is ruthless, even though you have been playing for free for so long, But I also lived and ate so much time in your beautiful castle for free, so it is even, since I am a regular customer, if you want to continue playing, how about I give you a [-]% discount?"

He pushed me away as if he was throwing away some dirty thing, stepped back a few steps, and looked at me incredulously, "Kaylo, how did you become like this?"

"That's what I used to be, wasn't I? I just like to find different men to fuck me. The longer they persist in the wild life, the happier I will be. Lustful, mean, and dirty, this is the real me." I suddenly had a feeling The urge to cry, but I'm still laughing.

He almost turned around and left.

"Your Majesty, I forgot to tell you something." I stopped him, and he stopped, but did not turn around.

I put away the smile on my face and looked at his back greedily, as if I wanted to dig deep into my mind.

Then I closed my eyes, my body was trembling, but my tone of voice was still joyful.

"Those men are just my massage sticks, including you, His Majesty Felian."

I know I'm stupid.

At that moment, I couldn't get over my crazy desire to revenge him, but in the end I chose to hurt myself as a weapon to revenge him.

I don't know if my words have affected him, maybe he doesn't care, but I hurt myself badly.

I asked for leave and locked myself in the hut for three full days. During these three days, I didn't want to see anyone. I hid in my lair like a scarred beast and licked my wounds.

On the fourth night, I showed up at the Black Spider, and as usual, I could do whatever, make fun of, and sell my body.

The wounds on the surface of the body have healed, but the wounds under the skin are still slowly rotting away, called one cavity after another inside my body.

The last guest I took that night was Will.

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