Desire on the other side of blood

I moved out of Pegdana Castle the next day.

I cut off all contact with Firian, and Firian never came to see me again.

"Her Majesty Felian has loved Miss Lilith for hundreds of years, because Miss Lilith is the woman of her father Cain, so they can never be together. You and I are just Miss Lilith's substitute."

Before I left the masquerade that day, the words "Catwoman", that is, Sabrina, said to me kept echoing in my mind, lingering like a curse.

I always thought that the blond hair of me, Sabrina, and Miss Lilith was just a coincidence, but now, I finally understand why I feel so familiar when I see Lilith's face again.

It turned out that Filian had been looking at people through me the whole time.

All affectionate caresses, tender sweet words, are not for me.

It turned out that I had always been just a stand-in.

Just a stand-in.

After leaving Philian, I had to support myself, so I went to the Black Spider Bar on Blue Whale Avenue and became a waiter there.

The waiter just said it nicely, as long as the customer wants, we will do anything, and I'm used to this kind of thing, haven't I?

I'm back to that promiscuous and debauched life.

Everything in the past is bursting like a bubble illusion. Perhaps, only this place really belongs to me—a male prostitute named Luo Zhenling.

"Huh..." I stood up from a customer's lap, then wiped my body with a towel thrown aside, and put on my pants.

"Little guy, you are obviously a newcomer. I didn't expect that your skills are so good. I was almost strangled by you just now!" The man collapsed on the sofa contentedly, and stretched out his hand to zip up his pants.

"Thank you for your compliment, sir." The corners of my mouth turned up habitually, and I showed a very seductive smile, "If you like, you can come to praise me often, and I promise to satisfy you."

The man was stunned for a moment, then patted his head annoyed, "I never expected to meet a stunner like you when I came here today, if it wasn't for being discovered by the tigress at home because I was late, I really want to have a few more games with you. "

He took out a small stack of tips and stuffed them into my waistband, pinched my butt hard, "Don't worry, I will come to you often."

After groping my body again and again, the man finally left.

I look at myself in the mirror.

His eyes looked dull due to lack of sleep for a long time, his long golden hair also lost its original luster, the corners of his mouth were a little torn due to the passion just now, his neck was red and purple, and there were a few tooth marks faintly.

This is who I am now.

A little down and out, but exuding a touch of decadence and sexy beauty.

I am not masochistic, because this is the life I am really familiar with.I want to forget everything, and I believe that time can always dilute everything.

What I didn't expect was that in just half a month after I came to the Black Spider Bar, I surpassed the original number one here and became the NO.1 with the most money.

I don't know if I should be thankful or laugh at myself.

I grinned at myself in the mirror and walked out of the box.

On the surface, the Black Spider Bar looks no different from ordinary bars, but there are many compartments and boxes behind the bar, which are used for skin and meat business, and the business has always been booming.

He was about to take a bath, but was stopped in the aisle.

"ZERO, there is a guest looking for you in Box No. 5," the man said.

Since I came here, I have been trying to get the people here to call me "Ling" by my original name, but Chinese pronunciation is obviously difficult for them, and finally I chose to compromise. "Ling" has the same pronunciation as "zero", and Camarilla and English numbers have the same pronunciation, and 0 happens to be my number here.

"Number 5? But I haven't taken a shower yet." I've picked up several customers in a row today, and I'm already a little tired.

"No need, that guest is waiting impatiently, you can go directly."

"Ok."

Walking to the door of Box No. 5, I knocked on the door and opened it.The man sitting on the sofa with his back to me turned his head immediately when he heard the sound.

As soon as I saw his face, I couldn't move.

It turned out to be him?The man with the green eyes I've seen a few times.

'nijiushiZERO?" He stood up and said. His voice was deep and hoarse.

I looked at him, and that uncomfortable feeling spread inside my body again.

"Are you afraid of me?" Seeing that I was not moving, he said with a smile.

Taking a deep breath, I managed to overcome my urge to run, closed the door, and walked in front of him.

"How come? You are my guest, aren't you?" I showed that trademark smile again.

I put my hand under him and stroked him slowly, "How do you want me to serve you? With my mouth or with my back?"

He looked at me for a while, frowned, and suddenly grabbed my hand and pushed me against the wall.

I felt a little uncomfortable when my face was pressed against the hard wall. I struggled, but found that his strength was so great that I couldn't move at all.

"Hehe, so you like doing this? Do you want me to spread my legs?"

Without saying a word, he tore off my pants with his other hand.The uniforms of the waiters at the Black Spider Bar are specially designed so that guests can take them off easily.

"Did you pick up a guest just now?" He inserted a finger into my body, where there was even some fluid from the previous guest's cum.

Many human diseases are unrelated to blood, including sexually transmitted diseases, so people here have never had the habit of wearing condoms.

"So what? I'm selling it here, aren't I?" I said with a frown.

His fingers are very cold, colder than my body, obviously my body is already terribly cold.

I suddenly thought of Philion.His body, when he holds me, is always so warm.

I'm starting to hate this man because he reminds me of the last person I want to think of.

"How are you doing? Do what you want, I don't have time to play games with you here." My tone also cooled down.

The man is not angry, he is even laughing.

He pulled out his finger and wiped it on my shirt, "Little guy, you should remember that I never touch you after someone else touches you." The anticipation of his words seemed to be very familiar to me.

"Who the hell are you? Do I know you?" I don't believe I've ever met him other than those two times.

"Hehe, I'll let you know, but not now." He lowered his head and sniffed my neck, "I miss your body very much, but I hate that you smell like other men, so... ..."

He let me go, and squeezed my lower body suggestively, "I will come to see you again."

Men do what they say.From that day on, he would come to Black Spider on the same day every week, but he would return disappointed every time, because I always smelled of other men that he didn't want to ask about.

I don't want to do it with him.I still can't overcome the inexplicable rejection of him in my heart, so I always pick up other guests before he comes.

Finally he couldn't take it anymore.He barged in while I was picking up other guests.

I was on my knees serving a customer with my mouth when he came in.

The guest was startled and almost jumped up, but was pushed down on the sofa by the man.

"It's okay, you go ahead, I'll wait." He glanced at the object that the guest was still in and out of my mouth, and joked: "Your guy, it looks good." Then he sat down and watched on our side.

I closed my eyes and concentrated on dealing with the growing object in my mouth without being affected at all, but the guest couldn't sit still.

"How the hell do you do business? How can you let people in casually? I won't do it!" He kicked me away, put on his pants and walked away cursing.

Sitting on the ground, I spit and wiped the corner of my mouth with the back of my hand, not even bothering to raise my face.

"Sometimes you, what on earth do you want?"

"I said, I want your body." His tone was very serious.

"Just do what you want, what do you mean by that?"

I got up and wanted to unzip the zipper on his trousers, but he pushed it away.

"How many customers did you pick up just now?" He stared at a sperm spot on my trousers and said in disgust.

"Two, and I haven't showered yet." I said nonchalantly.

The man looked at me without speaking, then his handsome brows slowly frowned.

"Filian doesn't want you, and you spoil yourself like this?" he said.

He spoke very slowly, but every word he said was like a thin needle piercing into my body, and then the small wound quickly rotted and expanded, spreading to my whole body.

This is the first time I've heard the name since I left.

The chest without a heart is empty, but even the bones ache.

I know I have not forgotten, although I have tried very hard.

I tried very hard to forget him, to forget everything that was false in the past.

I have really worked hard.

"Get out! I don't want to see you again, get out!" I yelled at him, throwing everything on the table.

The man gave me a deep look, turned and walked out.

After that, I never saw him again in the Black Spider bar.