Desire on the other side of blood

I thought maybe Wales was the only person in the world who really cared about me.

When he saw me, there was a natural look of pain and remorse on his face.

"Kaylo, I didn't expect you to come here." He said with a wry smile.

When I first entered the Academy of Blood, in order to earn living expenses, I planned to go to Black Spider to work as a waiter, but Will took me home, and after such a long time, I still came here after going around all the way.

"Yes, you can make a lot of money here, can't you?" I said lightly, closed the door of the box, and sat down on the sofa, "Since you are here, I have an obligation to serve you, what do you want me to do? "I believe my body is still attractive to him.

"No, I didn't come to do that kind of thing with you." He shook his head with a frustrated expression, "I admit that I used to be obsessed with your body, but the day I made up my mind to hand you over to Philian From the beginning, I decided not to touch you again."

"But I've already broken up with Felian, we have nothing to do with each other now." I put my legs on the coffee table and brushed my long, damp hair. After picking up the previous customer, I Just had a shower.

"Kelo, I know what happened between you and Filian. Fei Li has loved Lilyse for hundreds of years, but they will never be together. When Qian Lilith left for more than 100 years, I thought that Filian Will give up, I didn't expect that she would still..." Will paused, took off his hat and scratched his hair angrily, "To be honest, I am also very disappointed in him, I fought with him, and this time he Didn't even fight back."

"That has nothing to do with me. Now that Miss Lilith is back, His Majesty Ferrian must be very happy." I picked up the glass and took a sip, and the sour taste immediately filled my mouth.

"No, Kailo, I don't think you are clearly ill. In fact, Philian is not doing well. We found out the whereabouts of the holy blood cup two months ago, but Philian didn't intend to look for it at all. He You didn't even deal with official business, because you had just left at that time, and the blood cup was taken a step ahead by Sabat, and the blood spoon last time, these two things made Lilith very angry, and now someone from the elders has jointly impeached Fei Li Ann, the charge is to abolish public affairs for private reasons and neglect duty."

I looked at the wine glass in my hand and didn't speak.

"He went to look for you three days ago, and when he came back, he locked himself in the palace, drunk like mud, I have known him for hundreds of years, this is the first time I saw him drunk." Will suddenly grabbed Hold my shoulder, "Kaylo, Philian..."

I suddenly felt very irritable in my heart, I waved his hand away, and said in a cold tone, "I'm done talking? Are you sure you don't want to do it?"

The unfinished words faltered, he looked at me for a while, then slowly put down his hands, then shook his head in great frustration.

"In this case, please go back! You also know that this is not a place to drink tea and chat, Earl Trentz." After saying this, I turned and left the box without looking at his expression.

They gradually closed behind them.

I leaned against the door and looked up at the dim lights in the aisle. Mechanism moths were flying around, constantly using my fragile body to touch the light bulb, but I could never touch the real bright light.

Moths tend towards the light, which is the heaven in their life instinct.

What about my paradise?

Is the real light...?

I stood in the depths of the dark hell, raised my finger to the direction where the imaginary sun was rising, but my hands were burned by the imaginary light and heat.

I thought I found it, didn't I?

I walked down the aisle filled with lustful smells and ambiguous moans.

This is the only place in the world that can accommodate me.

……

When I got back to my cabin, I threw myself on the bed.His face sank into the quilt, and he was almost suffocated.

Very tired, as if all the strength in my body was drained in an instant, I didn't even have the strength to get up to turn on the light.

I need to calm down.

I admit that when I heard Will's words, I had the urge to see Filian, but I quickly suppressed this idea.

I will not go to extravagant hope.

Falling from heaven to hell, I'd rather stay in hell.

One second before my thinking stopped in a daze, I heard faint footsteps in the darkness, but I couldn't see where anyone was.

"Who?" I was alarmed.

"Hehehe, you are finally back." With the sound of the deep and hoarse voice, a hand caressed my leg. Although it was separated by a layer of fabric, the cold feeling was still conveyed through my skin. to the depths of the body.

"It's you! Why are you here?" It was that green-eyed man again!He showed up without being in Black Spider, and even came to find him.

"Little guy, I've been waiting for you for a long time." Following the man's movements, a faint golden light glowed around him, and the man's light golden long hair floated in mid-air, as if about to melt into the air, and those green But his eyes were fixed on me, like a poisonous snake watching its prey before it strikes.

The man was a little different from the one I saw in the Black Spider, even when he spoke, he had a faint Sabat aristocratic accent.

In other words, this is what he really looks like!

"What on earth are you trying to do?" I tried my best to keep myself calm, but my body was still trembling uncontrollably. I was afraid. The fear from the deepest part of my physical memory gathered from every corner of my body and gradually spread. .

I have faintly sensed what he wants to do.

"I want your body, I want to fuck you." He said with a low laugh, ripping off my pants, "I want you to remember who was your first man."

I wanted to struggle, but my hands seemed to be tightly bound by invisible ropes, and I couldn't move. I wanted to scream, but I couldn't make any sound, as if I was drowning in the deep sea and someone choked my throat.

In Naihai, there are countless pieces of broken fragments slowly pieced together, which are the images of the past, deeply hidden in the depths of memory.

Every fragment is a pain, piercing the most vulnerable part of the body, and the pain penetrates into the marrow of the bone.

And the fragments are still blurry.

He opened my legs and folded them into an extremely shameful position, exposing all the sinful parts in front of his eyes.

"Have you taken a shower? Hehe, you are so good today." Without warning, he inserted two fingers into my body, stirred it, then pulled my lower body towards him, and then entered me.

He stood by the bed and my body was suspended.

Except for the lower body which she controlled, only the head and neck could support the weight of the body.

The body was bumping under the heavy load, creating the illusion that the internal organs were squeezed.

No pleasure.

The blurry fragments are slowly becoming clear.

Memories of the past flooded his mind.

It hurts, it's messy.

I was in so much pain that the young child cried and said to the man: I want to find my father!You are a liar!

I was so hurt that the man comforted the child and said: Your father died on the battlefield, and I will be your father from now on.

I've heard older kids say to men: Father, I want to be a great man like you.

The man is smiling, his appearance has not changed a bit.

I saw men take teenagers to strange cities, where people had miserable skin and purple lips, much like the legendary vampires.

The man is still smiling, his appearance has not changed a bit.

I saw a man take a young man to a high platform, embrace him in front of his own people, and turn him into a vampire.

He then pinned the young man down to the loud cheers of the crowd and violated him.

The noise of the crowd, the sound of blood loss, the weaker and weaker heartbeat of a failing heart, the sound of sharp objects rubbing against the body.

very noisy.

Youth has become a man's sex toy, waiting for a man's luck every day.

The youth's life is a nightmare, and he waits for the light in the abyss.

He has a good friend, his name is Richard.

He thought Richard was his light.

But the light also has fakes.

The man took the youth to the banquet, and the youth looked a lot like a walking dead.

He only smiled when he saw Richard.

Richard was drunk and he raped the youth.

Another rape...

The fake's beautiful outer shell has been peeled off to reveal its dingy interior.

Then, the world fell apart.

A woman emerges from the ruins of a collapsing world.

Beautiful blonde hair, beautiful looks.

Lilith.

Do you want to forget the past?poor child.

she says.

The young man wept and nodded, prostrated himself on the ground, and kissed the tip of her shoe reverently.

The screen flickers.

Teenagers roam the streets of Hermons.

He doesn't speak Camarilla, and he has no money.

He doesn't know who he is.

A man chose him, a man with long purple hair and blue eyes.

Because of the blond hair of youth.

He pins him against the wall and penetrates him hard from behind.

He calls a man's name in his orgasm.

A woman's name.

In the end, he sprinkled a handful of coins all over his naked body.

Youth are still wandering.

He was picked up by a man named Modo like a kitten.

Then he had a new name.

Kailos von Lambert.

……

The inside of the body was washed by viscous liquid, but the muscles were numb and unable to respond.

I heard a man's voice sounding in the distant sky, like a call from a long time ago.

"Wake up, my child...Chris Conor..."