what is the relationship between us

After the final exam, Meng Xinci moved into Xu Kaici's apartment with his luggage. When he opened the door, it was still the same as last year. The floor was in a mess, and Meng Xinci didn't know where to put his feet.I can only put my luggage at the door first, and help Xu Kaici clean up the house first.

While tidying up, he whispered: "Although Cheng Hang can't spit out ivory from his mouth, senior, you are really a doghouse."

Following the tidying up route, Meng Xinci could imagine that Xu Kaici began to take off his clothes and shoes almost as soon as he entered the door.Then Ge You collapsed on the sofa, casually took a can of Coke or beer, turned on the TV and watched leisurely.

Xu Kaici is a casual person, as can be seen from the details of life. Meng Xinci cleaned up three bags of garbage and two tubs of laundry before helping him clean out this room.

Finally able to drag his luggage into the living room and rest for a while, he also collapsed on the sofa and gasped for breath.

But after all, Xu Kaici's aesthetic taste is very good. There is no main light in his room, but some linear lights and a floor lamp are used for lighting.The line lamps are all buried in the building body, and it seems that only the light can be seen, and the unsightly lamp bodies cannot be seen. The only thing that can be seen is a floor lamp with a sense of design.

Meng Xinci thought, he must save money as soon as possible, and then he can also rent such a small apartment.At that time, he will also buy a floor lamp like this. If he is alone at home, he only needs to light this floor lamp.

But Meng Xinci thought about it again, why can't he save a little more money and buy a small house directly?Shanghai housing prices are too high, so go back and buy.Buy a small house, a new community with an elevator, one with good barrier-free measures, no need to go to the property management to intercede to build a small cement slope on the entrance steps.

When the time comes, it will be decorated in a modern style, without any fancy decoration.All you need is a big sofa, a TV that can be hung on the wall, and a bed that is comfortable enough for two people to sleep on.

Try not to use those useless decorations, and leave enough space for Wan Junxiu's wheelchair to move.

Thinking of this, Meng Xinci laughed.Meng Xinci is like this when he is alone, he will think about some things in the future.

I have thought about what career I want to pursue in the future. At first, I just wanted to get a job with good salary quickly, and then I gradually became greedy, wanting to work in a job that I like and pays well.

In fact, he really likes working in the repertory theater. He always feels that the stories he writes are brought to the stage and bring laughter or emotion to the audience.

Just like those novels he read on old bookstalls when he was young, it seems that every character in every book has a greater or lesser influence on him.But now with the pen in his hand, he can bring something to others through each story, even if it's just a knowing smile.

Regarding the future, there is one more thing, not a person.This person has always been in Meng Xinci's plan, and Meng Xinci has never excluded this person from the plan.

I want to make money for him to spend, so that he doesn't have to worry about his livelihood in this life, and doesn't have to worry about what he will do next month if he is full this month.

I want to live in a small house of my own with him, and I want to sit on a big sofa with him and watch TV like before.

Sometimes when thinking of that person, Meng Xinci would smile unconsciously, just like Ning Wang smiled so sweetly when he saw Sheng Guannan.

Meng Xinci suddenly realized that he hadn't talked to the parties about his participation in the solicitation. Although there must be an adaptation, he still wanted to talk to Wan Junxiu.

Meng Xinci never took the initiative to call Wan Junxiu since Shanghai. When he dialed the phone number, Meng Xinci was very concerned, fearing that Wan Junxiu would not answer.

He also raised his eyes to check the time, fortunately it was still early, Wan Junxiu should not have slept.If Meng Xinci guessed correctly, Wan Junxiu should be reading a newspaper in the living room right now.

He could even imagine Wan Junxiu squinting and reading the newspaper with his body hooked up.

Fortunately, Wan Junxiu answered the phone, and Meng Xinci heard Wan Junxiu say: "Xin Ci, wait for a while." Then he moved a few times, and a clear voice came again: "What's the matter, Xin Ci?" What happened to you when you called so late? Where are you now?"

Meng Xinci was worried about whether he interrupted him suddenly, which frightened Wan Junxiu and caused him to fall.He asked Wan Junxiu worriedly: "Did you fall? Are you okay?"

"No, I just dropped my phone." Wan Junxiu explained.

Wan Junxiu was so nervous that he couldn't even hold the phone steady and even dropped it. He managed to reach his body to lift the phone up to maintain his composure before he could speak.

God bless, I hope that Meng Xinci is safe and sound thousands of miles away, and nothing will happen.Nothing matters, as long as you are safe.

Meng Xinci smiled silently, and replied softly: "I'm fine, don't be nervous, I'm fine."

Because of being too nervous just now, Wan Junxiu's hands trembled slightly. In order to calm himself down and prevent the trembling from spreading to his limbs, Wan Junxiu bent down and pressed his body on his two arms.

In this way, he was closer to the mobile phone, and he didn't have to raise his voice to speak, so he could talk to Meng Xinci for a long time.

"Are you in school now? Are you on vacation?" Even if it was just a call, Wan Junxiu couldn't help but reach out and rub the screen of the phone, as if in this way, he could touch the child's face.

Meng Xinci nodded, "Well, it's a holiday. I'll be at a friend's house. This is his house outside, so I won't disturb him."

Wan Junxiu had a sore nose, feeling that he was sorry for Meng Xinci, what he said at the beginning was too absolute, that's why Meng Xinci couldn't even go home now.When other people's families are having family reunions, their own children have to be alone.

But at that time Wan Junxiu couldn't think of any other good solution. He knew that if he didn't say those words, Meng Xinci might not even go to Shanghai and would stay by his side all the time.In this case, Meng Xinci will not have a good future and will be dragged down by him.

As if Wan Junxiu was sniffling, Meng Xinci turned to comfort Wan Junxiu: "Don't worry about me, I'm fine, last year will be worse than this year, but this year is really good. The place I live in now The place is very close to where I work, the theater is very busy during the Spring Festival, and we will have dinner together after the show, I really have a very fulfilling life.”

In front of Wan Junxiu, he would seldom talk about how difficult his life was. It has always been like this since he was a child, and it is still like this now.

Last year he was cash registering in the supermarket. Before the Spring Festival, the supermarket was so busy that he hardly had time to sit and rest for a second. The bench behind his buttocks was simply a decoration.

One night, he was on the night shift, and it was already ten o'clock when he arrived at the dormitory, but he was informed that the dormitory would be closed tomorrow, so he couldn't live there.

He had to go to work the next day, so he had to move out of the dormitory overnight.That night he had already made plans to sleep on the street, if he hadn't met Xu Kaici who had just come out of the bar, he might really have to sleep on a park bench.

The night Meng Xinci lay down in Xu Kaici's house for the first time, he almost couldn't resist calling Wan Junxiu.Now he is glad that he held back, at least he didn't worry Wan Junxiu too much, but waited for everything to get better before he said it lightly.

Meng Xinci could tell that Wan Junxiu was still sad, so he could only find a way to tell more about his recent situation to make Wan Junxiu worry.Regretted again in his heart, he shouldn't have called him so late, he should have talked about everything during the day, Wan Junxiu didn't sleep well in the first place, he would be overly nervous, maybe he would have neuralgia at night.

If he thought this way, he would think even more, and he was afraid that he would disturb Wan Junxiu.He was also afraid that his phone call would make Wan Junxiu look down on him, after all, it was he himself who said not to disturb each other.

He asked Wan Junxiu cautiously: "Will I disturb your sleep?"

"will not."

"Then let me tell you something, okay?"

Wan Junxiu knew that there must be something Meng Xinci wanted to tell him tonight, and he was already prepared. In his heart, as long as Meng Xinci was doing well, he could do anything.Even at worst, even if something happened to Meng Xinci, he could go to Shanghai to bring him back.

"You say it."

Meng Xinci took a deep breath and said slowly, "I want to write a story about you and me."

When Wan Junxiu heard this, his hands began to tremble again.This time it spread to his limbs and his whole body, and he felt uneasy, as if he had another answer.

Even his voice was trembling, "You and I... what..."

"A story about how I have loved you for so many years." Meng Xinci smiled, "Wan Junxiu, you never thought that I didn't give up liking you. I still like you so much. Maybe even now, I still don't give up. Change, I still think we will have a future. You wait for me, and when I get better, I will come to you. "

A good one will not change his mind, and a good one will have a future.

When Meng Xinci said this, even Wan Junxiu was taken aback, wondering what the child was insisting on, since there should be no future.

Didn't Meng Xinci change his mind in such a big Shanghai?

But in the next second, he felt an indescribable softness surrounding him.Meng Xinci, are you also surrounded by such a soft power that you have come to this day alone?

Immediately after that, there was also worry, he was afraid that after Meng Xinci told others about his likes, he would suffer some unwarranted cold eyes.

He asked Meng Xinci: "Do you really think so? Xinci, if you really write like this, you can never look back if others see it."

Wan Junxiu also walked out of that small city during his two years in the army, and has been trapped there since then. In his subconscious mind, coming out of the closet is still a very serious problem.

Meng Xinci could understand him at this point, he laughed again, and said with relief: "I know there is no undo button in life, but I don't regret it, I don't regret liking you, and I don't regret telling others that I like you. "

Meng Xinci suddenly remembered something, and he asked Wan Junxiu, "Have you ever entered my room since I left?"

Wan Junxiu fell silent, perhaps because he was afraid of being emotional. After Meng Xinci left, he seldom entered the small room. Even if he cleaned up occasionally, he would come out after finishing his work, and he would never mess with Meng Xinci's things.

He once tried to organize things for Meng Xinci, but every time he touched those things, he felt extremely sad, and the memories would rush over like a flood, and he couldn't continue at all.

"No? You should go in and have a look, Wan Junxiu, I have a lot of secrets that you don't know."

After hanging up the phone, Wan Junxiu still didn't understand the meaning of Meng Xinci's words.After graduating from high school, Meng Xinci sold all his textbooks, packed many things into his suitcase and took them to Shanghai.What I can't take with me are all irrelevant things, most of them are novels left on the old bookstalls.

Meng Xinci said at the time that he had nothing at all, and now he can take away all he has.

What else?

Putting down the phone, Wan Junxiu came to Meng Xinci's room, took a deep breath, and opened the door with his knee...

The author has something to say: woo woo woo, started to work, and put on a pain mask again.

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