what is the relationship between us

Ning Wang wants to invite everyone to dinner, saying that he will stay for a meal later, and he will not be able to meet until the school starts next year.Everyone knew Sima Zhaozhi's heart, and everyone knew that the only person he wanted to invite was Sheng Guannan, but they were all friends, so they would not give up face. After Sheng Guannan stepped down, no one left first, and they all waited for Ning Wang to call Sheng Guannan.

While waiting, Cheng Hang leaned over and asked Meng Xinci: "Have you booked the ticket to go home? What's the date? Do you want to go back with me?"

Meng Xinci glanced at Cheng Hang, not sure whether he was pretending to be stupid or really didn't care, "I won't go back."

"Ah, you don't go home again? You forgot that last year your dormitory didn't allow people to stay during the Spring Festival, did you almost sleep on the street?" Cheng Hang asked Meng Xinci in surprise.

It seems that since the third year of high school, something happened to Meng Xinci and his family, and he would not go home very often on weekends in Yiyuan High School.Since coming to Shanghai, I have never heard him go home no matter summer vacation or winter vacation.

It's understandable that he didn't go home during the summer vacation, because he had to work to earn money.But he didn't go home during the winter vacation, so Cheng Hang couldn't figure it out.

He asked Meng Xinci: "Did something happen to you? You haven't been home for a year and a half.

Meng Xinci didn't know how to respond, so he could only keep silent.Many times, many people say that Meng Xinci is a stuffy jar, and three hammers can't make a sound.He himself admits it, but it is different from what others understand. His silence is not just lazy to respond, but most of the time he doesn't know how to talk to others.

If he speaks out, maybe others will know what he thinks, and even give him some solutions to the problem. No matter how bad it is, he can be regarded as a confidant.

But every time I want to say it, I feel that these things are not humane.

It wasn't that when he was young, he would feel that Wan Junxiu made him unable to hold his head up in front of his classmates.Instead, he felt that Wan Junxiu was too precious to him, so precious that he felt that if he talked about this relationship with others, someone would definitely persuade him to give up.

Giving up is very simple. If you really give up, you just need to go into the business hall and change the phone number that day, and the relationship between him and Wan Junxiu will really end.But he wanted to persist, at least in his heart, the relationship between him and Wan Junxiu should not end so easily.

Xu Kaici saw that he was biting his lower lip and was really embarrassed, and couldn't bear to see Cheng Hang always asking this, so he made a voice to help Meng Xinci: "Okay, I won't come back if I don't want to, why do you keep asking me?" .”

Then he handed another key to Meng Xinci: "You lived there last year, so you don't need me to give you the address?"

He blinked and said like a discharge: "I'm going to travel with my family, I won't bring a man, don't worry."

Meng Xinci felt embarrassed, he was troublesome last year, but he had no other choice but to nod his head and say thank you.

"Why are you thanking him? You can help him clean up his kennel if you live in it." Cheng Hang retched out of desperation to show his disdain for Xu Kaici.

Xu Kaici raised his head and asked Cheng Hangyi provocatively: "What? Envy, the kennel is also my own house, and I can bring men home to the kennel, are you envious?"

Cheng Hang was so angry that he jumped up and beat Xu Kaici, but Meng Xinci grabbed him.

The three of them were laughing and joking, but they saw Ning Wang coming out alone, with an indescribably disappointed expression on his face.

After thinking about it, he probably couldn't get an appointment, Ning Wang walked towards them, and Sheng Guannan behind him was taken away by his new love.

As if being sensed, Ning Wang looked back.Unlike the radiant look in the auditorium, Ning Wang looks lonely and pitiful now.

Then he turned around and smiled again, pretending to be relaxed and said, "It suddenly occurred to me that I still have unfinished papers, so I probably won't be able to finish this meal."

Several people have eyesight, this kind of thing is no longer strange, there is no need to comfort Ning Wang too much, it is all men who talk too much and are hypocritical.There will be a next time at the party, what we can do in this meeting is to break up as soon as possible, so as not to embarrass Ning Wang.

Meng Xinci also pushed and said that the school still had something to do, and left Shangyin with Ning Wang.

The two left the school and walked slowly on the road.Ning Wang walked very slowly, his eyes were downcast and he didn't know what he was thinking, and Meng Xinci didn't rush him, since there was nothing to do when he went back to school.

It was already late, and the street lights on the side of the road were already on.There are not many people on the road at night in winter, and even if there are, they are just office workers who are rushing home after work, and there is no one who walks slowly like the two of them.

Meng Xinci was a little taller than Ning Wang, and from his perspective, he always felt that Ning Wang was about to cry.Many times he always felt that he could understand Ning Wang. He liked Sheng Guannan so much, just like he liked Wan Junxiu.

Many people are trying to persuade Ning Wang to give up, saying that Sheng Guannan is not good enough for Ning Wang.Ning Wang looks good and has a very good personality, but Sheng Guannan is blind and scumbag, I don't know what's wrong with Ning Wang that he likes him so much.

Even Cheng Hangyi and Xu Kaici, who were always at odds, once advised Ning Wang to forget it, only Meng Xinci didn't say this.

He can understand this feeling too well, if he likes it, he likes it, there are so many reasons.So what if they are not equal, who can control so much when they like it.

Unrequited love is like this, unless you can't hold on anymore, no one can stop a person from going without complaint.

But now Meng Xinci suddenly wanted to ask Ning Wang, and he asked, "Can you hold on?"

Ning Wang was wandering, and was stunned when he heard Meng Xinci's question. He looked up at Meng Xinci, and suddenly realized, he replied with a smile: "Did you say Sheng Guannan? If you can persist, you don't know, do you? All my internships were looking for jobs in Shanghai, and my parents rejected all the units that my parents found for me. I will definitely stick to it. You don’t know that I went to the back to find him just now, and he thanked me and said Let's have dinner together some other day."

His smile is so sweet, just a little bit of sweetness can make him so happy, even Meng Xinci feels admiration after seeing it.

Thinking of how many times he has kissed Wan Junxiu, Meng Xinci felt that he was much stronger than Ning Wang.

He also hooked his lips into a smile, and replied lightly: "It's good if you can persevere, but don't force yourself, how should I put it..."

Meng Xinci wanted to say that some things cannot be forced, but think about what qualifications he has to persuade him.

Ning Wang patted the primary school boy on the shoulder and said, "Meng Zai probably doesn't have anyone he likes yet, but when you fall in love with someone, you'll know that there's nothing you can't hold on to."

There was no one around, only the street lights shone on the two people, at this time Meng Xinci wanted to say something instead.

"I have."

Ning Wang had never heard that Meng Xinci had anyone he liked, and he felt that this poor-spoken and even shy primary school boy hadn't gotten the hang of it yet.Hearing that the person said that he has someone he likes, he couldn't help but look at Meng Xinci with wide eyes.

Meng Xinci also looked directly at Ning Wang, and repeated it seriously: "I have, so I have no right to persuade you to give up, because I can't do it myself."

Ning Wang was so surprised that he couldn't speak, Meng Xinci suddenly wanted to tell Ning Wang about himself, about himself and Wan Junxiu.He stretched out his hand to grab Ning Wang's clothes, and asked Ning Wang, "I was a little motion sick when I came here, and I haven't gotten over it yet. If you're not busy, can we walk a little further and then take a car?"

Ning Wang nodded and followed Meng Xinci to continue walking slowly along the sidewalk.

Passing by a small park, there was an old man playing the accordion, listening to the music from Russia, there was a very special romance that belonged to Eastern Europe.

Meng Xinci couldn't help but took out his mobile phone to take pictures and videos. He seldom had such leisure to stay in a certain park to see the scenery and listen to the performances of street performers.

The old man played very well, and Meng Xinci praised it several times in a low voice.

Meng Xinci turned his head and said to Ning Wang: "In my hometown, there is a very beautiful square near my house. The last time I couldn't help but take out my mobile phone to record a video, it was an unmanned scene in that square. machine show."

"Did you watch the show with the person you like?" Ning Wang asked him.

Meng Xinci put his phone away, nodded and said, "Yes, on my 19th birthday. His wheelchair couldn't squeeze in to the front, so we sat under a street lamp far away from the crowd. The two of us, he sat next to me, and the two of us quietly watched a drone show."

"Wheelchair?" Ning Wang grasped the point.

Meng Xinci admits frankly, there is nothing he can't say about Wan Junxiu and his liking, it just depends on whether he wants to say it or not.But now facing Ning Wang, he felt that he could say: "Yes, he is in a wheelchair. He was paralyzed by an accident many years ago. Do you know about the paralysis?"

He imitated Wan Junxiu's appearance back then, gestured on his chest and said, "I have no sensation from here on down, I can't walk, and I can't feel any pain."

Ning Wang felt that every sentence that came out of Meng Xinci's mouth tonight was more unbelievable and difficult to digest.

Meng Xinci continued: "But don't look at him like this, he is very powerful, you may not think that I was raised by him, without him, I might not have the opportunity to sit here and chat with you , should have gone to work long ago, or worse, mixed up with the society early."

Ning Wang was stunned, and after a long pause, he asked tremblingly, "I didn't understand what you said, can you explain it to me again?"

Meng Xinci took it out and asked Ning Wang if he could smoke?Ning Wang nodded, and Meng Xinci sat down on his own. After exhaling the smoke, he said, "Let me tell you the story between me and him. It's a long, long story."

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Accompanied by the sound of the accordion, Ning Wang just sat on the stone bench by the side of the road and listened to Meng Xinci finish the long story.

Ning Wang's eyes widened several times, and several times Ning Wang's eyes turned red with Meng Xinci. After listening carefully, he didn't know what to say, as if there was no way to evaluate and define Meng Xinci. this relationship.

"So that's why you didn't go home?" Ning Wang roughly understood Meng Xinci.

"Well, maybe I won't go back until I don't drag him down. Ning hope you can understand, he always said that he is dragging me, if I go back, he will drag me into the abyss. Actually No, for so many years, everything between me and him has been mutual, dependent on each other, and owed to each other. Now only when I become stronger, these things can be resolved. Only then can we be together."

In this way, Ning Wang certainly understands, and even feels that Meng Xinci and Wan Junxiu are obviously two-way, but now they are blocked by other problems.

"Then what are you going to do?" Ning Wang asked Meng Xinci, "You are a sophomore this year, do you want to return to him after graduation?"

Meng Xinci thought for a while and replied: "I don't know, but I will definitely go back to him, and I won't leave when the time comes, just stay by his side, love him, love him."

When he said this, he was gentle and firm, and Ning Wang had never seen such an expression on the face of Xiao Meng, who had always been silent.

He patted Meng Xinci with a smile, "Then you have to work hard, the part-time job is busy, so don't fall behind in your studies."

The old man who played the accordion had put away the accordion and was about to leave, and there were only the two of them in the small park.

Quietly, only the wind was blowing gently, maybe because we talked a lot tonight, the surprise and excitement in my heart had overwhelmed other feelings, the two of them didn't feel cold at all, they kept chatting like this.

Meng Xinci suddenly took out his phone, opened the file and handed it to Ning Wang.Ning Wang took a look and asked, "This is? The call for scripts you want to participate in?"

Meng Xinci nodded, "Well, I don't know if I will be selected. Oh, it doesn't matter. How long have I only studied? I'm much better than me. Now I just want to write a story, want to Write a story about me and him."

Wan Junxiu, do you know?You and I are both small people, so small that no one will see you and me if thrown in the crowd.But to me, you are like the moon that I can hold in my arms.

I have had the moon, and I have had a lamp that you lit for me.

Now I want to show my moon to others, and tell everyone that as long as there is this moon, my heart will be well placed.

The author has something to say: Amway is a song, Mao Buyi's "Missing You and Missing You", the lyrics are obviously very sad, but when Maomao sings it, she will feel very gentle, not sad at all, just feel that we are not here together, but we have so many memories.

I also tried to own the moon, and once held the moon in my arms.Perhaps for Meng Xinci, this is how it feels now.

But Wan Junxiu is not the moon, he is a small, warm lamp lit only for Meng Xinci.Meng Zai will definitely follow this lamp to find Wan Junxiu, and then go to Wan Junxiu's.

感谢在2021-02-1709:25:32~2021-02-1805:45:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: pick up 1 piece;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!