Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Sunny Monday April [-]th

Early in the morning, I was woken up by Lu Bei's alarm clock, which gave me a fright, thinking that I would be late for breakfast, but when I looked around, it was still dark.

Lu Bei didn't sleep too much, when he heard the bell ring, he immediately rolled forward and got up.

I grabbed my phone in a daze and looked at it: "Four fifty? Did you set the alarm clock wrong? Why do you wake up so early..."

Lu Bei didn't wake up, didn't answer me, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, grabbed the coat and trousers that were on the stool, and put them on himself.

The hot quilt was opened, and the body temperature that was originally stored in it escaped in an instant.Only then did he come to his senses, turned around, and pulled the quilt around me.

"You don't need to get up," his voice was still hoarse, "I told you to watch the sunrise."

I was dazed, watching him rush to the bathroom to wash his face very quickly, and then came back.Lu Bei opened the heavy curtains, and it was still dark outside, but in the distance, the sky gradually brightened, and there seemed to be a lighthouse flickering on the seashore, and the brightness of the artificial light source covered the sky full of stars.He motioned for me to open the quilt, and he also got in, sat cross-legged on the bed side by side with me, and also wrapped the corner of the big cup.

Only then did my brain keep up with my ears: "Look at the sunrise..."

I wrapped the small cup tightly around my body and stared out of the window in a daze.

The orange glow slowly rises from the side of the sea level, the sea and the sky gradually become clear, and the junction is mixed with the pink-orange morning glow and the night that has not yet faded. Bright, brighter and brighter, such a black, blue, yellow, orange, and red line gradually recessed into a small bright yellow opening in the center, and then the sun was born from it!

For the first time, I discovered that the sun, which I see every day, is so powerful, it breaks out from the sea level, gets brighter and brighter, and rises high!

I was shocked!

Lu Bei and Lu Bei sat on the bed wrapped in a quilt like a triangular rice ball wrapped in seaweed, looking out the window side by side, immersed in the scenery in front of them.

"It's really beautiful." I said after a while.

"That's right, it's also the first time for me to watch the sunrise at the beach." Lu Beidao: "I have seen it before, but each has its own beauty. Thinking about it this way, it seems that the beach is more beautiful."

"Oh, that's how it is..." I said, and I continued to speak naturally, "When I have a chance, I will go to the mountain to see it."

After speaking, I immediately reacted, paused, and felt a little regretful.This sentence contains some meaning of meeting again next time, or it seems like a promise of future planning. I don't know how Lu Bei will feel after hearing it.

Lu Bei didn't notice my pause, but nodded cautiously and said, "Okay."

It was almost six o'clock after watching the sunrise, and Lu Bei told me that I could sleep for a while, but I was no longer sleepy, so I went to wash my face, and suggested: "Why don't we go out for breakfast, we just arrived Order, see if there is any special breakfast nearby. Then go for a walk."

Lu Bei nodded: "Alright. The sun is out today, and the beach should be more crowded."

It was still quite cold in the morning, and we could even breathe out white air.We went out one after another. When I was secretly (overtly) in love with him, I always liked to follow behind him. Now, he followed me very intimately.

The coat that Lu Bei prepared in advance really worked. I only brought a sweater, and I was as cold as a grandson. He didn't make a sound, and put it on me directly behind me.

There was still his body temperature on the jacket, he took it off from himself, it was warm, and there was his smell.

I was startled: "It's okay, then you..."

He took out a windbreaker from his backpack: "It's okay, I still have it."

In fact, he just gave this to me, but he still took it off himself.Hehehe, let alone, the clothes worn by the male god are really warm!

Walking along the way, because the hotel is close to the tourist area, there are still many breakfast stalls, and they are opening one after another, steaming and white smoke.Most of the stall owners are aunts and uncles, who are constantly busy preparing ingredients for food.It is such ordinary and hard work day after day, how many families have been supported.

Hey, if I can't find a job in the future, I'll also set up a stall to sell breakfast.When I was in high school, there was a safe breakfast at the gate of the school, with a small cart and a big umbrella, good quality and low price regardless of the weather.

"What would you like to eat?"

My head turned to one stall after another like a sunflower: "Try to eat something special, they all get up so early."

Lu Bei smiled: "I'm sure. To make a living, I usually do catering, especially this kind of breakfast. I have to get up at three or four in the morning to buy food and prepare it."

I clicked my tongue and praised: "Our sons and daughters of Greater China really endure hardships and stand hard work. I heard that I used to have a high school classmate who is now studying abroad. He told me that if he was abroad at this point, no bird would come out to shit."

Finally, I stopped in front of a shop that made glutinous rice paste, and couldn't walk anymore: "Why don't you just go to this one, it's hot, and it's warm enough to eat in the morning."

Lu Bei nodded in agreement.Carrying the bag, I stepped into the store first, found a corner location, and then greeted me to go in.

This restaurant also makes local specialty pancakes. The aroma, like a drill bit, goes from my nose to my stomach, and it smells so gluttonous.

Although the tables in the small shop are not dirty, they are quite old. The chairs creak when you sit on them. The walls are yellow and look old, because it is still early and there are not many people. There is an old man, There is also a middle-aged couple sitting at other tables, who seem to be regular customers, chatting with the boss for a while.

"What are you two eating?" the boss uncle asked.

"Two bowls of mush and two cakes," I thought for a while, "Is there any special snacks here, let's order one of each."

The shopkeeper said honestly, "Our family has a lot of side dishes, are you traveling from other places? Get you a platter, two of each."

I readily agreed: "Okay!"

Such a homely and ordinary shop gave Lu Bei a lot of incense. When he bowed his head to drink, he looked even more ordinary, but there was an inexplicable luxury.

ah! ...It really is indescribably homely and handsome!

I remembered that it is said that couples must go on a trip together before they get married, so that it can be seen at a glance whether they are compatible with each other.That being said, Lu Bei and I will get along quite well in the future.

If he puts his heart into it.

If I'm normal.

The amount of breakfast is really big, I even left half of the pancakes, but I basically finished drinking the mush.

I couldn't live without love, and put the leftover cake on the table with a sad face: "It's really too bad, I can't eat it anymore." At the same time, I regretted: "It feels like a waste!"

After hearing this, Lu Bei chuckled, "I don't usually see you being so frugal."

I curled my lips: "In fact, I can save myself, it turns out that I am willing to spend money on you!"

He didn't expect me to say that, he seemed suddenly shy, and smiled helplessly.Then I stretched out my hand, took it from me and gnawed it halfway, and swallowed the mark of my bite, one bite, one bite.

...Mom, is this still me? ? ?Lu Bei would...eat my leftovers?

I'm, totally, amazed!

Just looking at his smiling face, he swallowed it easily without any hesitation.

My face was hot, my heart was pounding, and I asked, "Are you, aren't you full?"

"..."

Lu Bei quickly rolled his eyes!

The breakfast stall was still some distance away from the beach, so we walked in that direction one after the other.

I was still immersed in the aftertaste of "God, Lu Bei is eating my leftovers to save my life, my heart was hit hard!" and couldn't extricate myself.

Walking on the crosswalk, I didn't pay attention to both sides. A motorcycle was speeding past me. I didn't notice it. I almost hit it.With quick eyes and quick hands, Lu Bei grabbed me and pulled me in his direction.

I couldn't stand still, staggered, and fell on him: "Fuck! Scared me!"

He held me in his arms, and angrily cursed in the direction the man left: "Don't you have fucking eyes?"

The man on the motorcycle slowed down and glanced back, as if he wanted to step back and reason.But unfortunately, we don't talk about the big boys here, and there is a tall and strong man like Lu Bei. He just looked back, and immediately rode a small motorcycle and left.

Lu Bei grabbed my arms and straightened me up: "Are you all right?"

I barely stood up: "No, no."

With a displeased expression on his face, he gave the motorcycle a hard look.

His expression was too ruthless. I had the impression that Lu Bei was not someone who would get angry over such a trivial matter, so I quickly tugged on his sleeve: "It's okay."

I stood still and jokingly said, "Damn, this is messed up. If I offend the local snake, I will call someone back to clean up later. We will be finished. Hurry up and leave hahahaha!"

He just stuck his neck and was dragged away by me reluctantly.

While walking, Lu Bei suddenly said, "It's been a long time since you pulled me."

I paused for a moment, only to realize that I hadn't let go of the hand I held on to him just now in desperation.

Immediately let go of his hand: "Ah, I forgot."

Lu Bei didn't say anything.He just sighed inaudibly and nodded: "Let's go."

Today is Monday, the last day of vacation.Starting tomorrow, we should return to our respective lives, I go to my school, and he goes to his class.

When I went back to the hotel to pack my things, I suddenly realized that if I hadn't made an appointment on purpose, it seemed that it would be difficult for my life and Lu Bei's life to intersect again.

It seems that whether it is time or space, there has always been a gap between the two of us.When I was in high school, I kept chasing his footsteps, and he was admitted to university and left when I was tempted. Later, I always had to work hard to get to his city and school, but I haven't caught him yet. Changed to a new environment.

Too bad, too tired.

Maybe our names are not written on the Sanshengshi Fate Spectrum, I tried every means to get close to him, probably in the eyes of Yuelao, it was also a ridiculous struggle of ants.

It may be that the upcoming parting made me a little pessimistic. While I was folding my clothes, I thought, if I go back, he will give up completely and never look for me again.

so be it.

That's all.

Anyway, after going around in circles this time, my mentality has changed a lot.Decided not to compete with yourself, and don't embarrass yourself.

What Lu Bei wants to do is his choice, I just need to make myself happy now, that's enough.

Along the way on the high-speed rail, the two of us were chatting, and I finally found out that Lu Bei used the wallet I gave him!

I didn't notice it before, but now mobile payment is too convenient, and there is no chance to get a wallet.

But when he was looking for his ID card, I saw it!The ID is impressively in his new wallet!

Seeing my eyes staring at me, he specially handed it under my nose: "Thank you, it's very useful."

It made me a little embarrassed and scratched my head: "You can do it if you like it!"

He bowed his head and whispered, "I like it, I like it very much."

After getting off the high-speed rail, Lu Bei still insisted on sending me back to school first.

I shied away several times, but couldn't hold him back, so I agreed to go back together.

After entering the school gate, there was still a long way to go. Carefully, I found that Lu Bei, with his long legs, used to walk very quickly, with big steps and fast walks. I used to trot sometimes and couldn't keep up with him.

Today is uncharacteristically, his steps are very broken, very slow, trying to keep pace with me, and sometimes even lagging behind me.

I can always capture his emotions very keenly. Although he didn't say it, I probably understand that he is reluctant to leave because he is about to leave.

I understand, but what can I do if I understand?

When we arrived downstairs in the familiar dormitory, both of us stopped without saying a word.

In the end, it was I who preempted the attack and said, "Then I will go first."

He nodded and said to me, "Okay."

There was silence for a while: "Then you go back."

I nodded.

Turn around and leave.

It wasn't until I entered the dormitory building that I dared to lie on the window and look out, looking for his figure in the crowd.

Lu Beisheng was tall and tall, and within a few steps, I saw him at a glance.

Looking straight at his back, I also felt an unspeakable sourness and sadness in my heart.

This is the end of the matter, do we... still have a chance?

After returning to the dormitory, I quickly climbed into bed, lay down, and tried to calm down my emotions.

I opened WeChat, and started to write a circle of friends that only I could see, like a diary.

I tried to type the word "Lu Bei", but I didn't expect that Apple's input method is really cruel. If you don't type a name for a period of time, you won't be able to connect intelligently.It’s still a long-term love for Android. When I used my small broken phone, no matter how long it took, the name engraved on my body can also be engraved in the memory of the input method.

I found his name one by one, and finally wrote it down. I thought that seeing him do this for me would only make me happy, not uncomfortable.

But as expected, I was still a little soft-hearted.

Maybe it's because the night wind is too cool tonight, maybe the street lights are not bright enough, maybe the crowd around is too noisy, maybe his back is too bleak...

Maybe, I can't lie to myself, I have always really loved Lu Bei.