Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Light rain on Friday, April [-]

I didn't sleep well the first half of the night.

If you want to blame it, you have to blame Lu Bei for being serious.He must have planned to seduce me deliberately, and he has been uneasy since taking a shower.

The bathroom is really a transparent glass door, he stripped himself naked outside.It was still a bit cold, so I quickly turned on the air conditioner behind me and adjusted it to 25 degrees, and then I heard him laugh softly.

I didn't dare to turn my head back, so I had to stare out the window stiffly, and suddenly found that the curtains hadn't been drawn, so I hurried to close the curtains again.

Lu Bei seemed to turn his head around, but I didn't have eyes to see the back of my head.

He asked: "Why don't we wash together and rub each other's backs?"

I gritted my teeth and said, "Don't push yourself too hard."

He just walked in slowly.

In fact, the bathroom is not directly facing the bed. I listened carefully, and waited for him to go in to run the water for a while before I dared to turn my head to look.The entire bathroom was shrouded in white water vapor, only his silhouette in it was faintly reflected through the mist.

Although it is not real, it is attractive enough.

His complexion is actually fair, but years of outdoor sports have made his arms and arms darker by two degrees, especially when this kind of blur can only see the general lines of his body, he looks wild and ascetic.

Maybe he guessed that I would look at him. Suddenly, a small piece of water mist attached to the bathroom glass was wiped away, revealing his most proud part in an impartial way.

……

After he finished washing, he came out with a calm expression, his upper body was naked, still steaming, his lower body was wrapped with a loose bath towel that would surely fall off if pulled.I rubbed my hair twice indiscriminately, and the water droplets slid from the root to the tip of the hair, unable to bear the weight, and fell down.It hit the floor, snapped, and fell apart.

I stared at the drop of water ecstatically, wondering if I rushed over and crawled on the ground to lick it, would I be able to quench my thirst.

"Why are you standing there, go wash." Lu Bei walked to my side, bowed his head and said, "I've been driving all the way, go take a shower to relieve fatigue."

He said: "There is also a bathtub, you can soak for a while."

"Aren't you soaking?" My face was hot, and I raised my head and asked.

He was taken aback for a moment, almost misunderstood, thought for a while, and then said seriously: "I'm tired too, so I want to lie down."

"it is good."

I got up and walked to the bathroom door hesitantly.

I don't want to take off my clothes in front of Lu Bei, he often says that I'm skinny and hugging my hands.I really don't have any beautiful muscular contours on my body, and it looks even more shriveled in the water vapor. Some of the abdominal muscles that have been practiced for a year are still out of shape. I know that this small body is not good enough.

All these shortcomings were lost in our groping in the dark.But if I have to show it clearly under the light, I'm afraid I will arouse his disgust.

Whether I really don't like it or pretend I don't care, I will never be able to hold my head high and calm in front of him, and I will never have the courage to "I'm so good, don't be blind".

Always heartbeat, always inferiority complex.Always a loser.

He held it easily in his hand.

I don’t know which point suddenly aroused my negative emotions. It may be because this trip was arranged clearly by him again. It may be that I lost the initiative of the relationship again. My shameful tolerance limit may be due to my resentment at being teased so easily...

Anyway, the more I stood there, the more I felt uncomfortable, and the more I thought about it, the more desperate I became.

I turned my back to the direction of the bed, ruthlessly took off my clothes, and finally looked back in Lu Bei's direction uneasily.Only then did I realize that he had always been facing me with a generous back.

Although he was frivolous in his mouth and messed with his hands, he really didn't stare at me maliciously.

After a long while, he seemed to have fallen asleep, breathing gently as he moved up and down.

I was finally relieved.I took a shower steadily, and didn't care about the front and back, and the shower head was washed happily.

After taking a shower and going to bed, I tried to keep my hands and feet as light as possible, not wanting to wake him up.

The current relationship between the two of us does not allow me to do some idiotic behaviors such as "sneaking over to see his sleeping face", "sneaking at his skin, brows and eyes".Since he said he was an "ordinary friend" traveling with me, at least I have some backbone, so I have to be a normal ordinary friend.

I lie down, cover the quilt, and sleep honestly.

There was a distance of two people between him.

At first I was so nervous that I couldn't fall asleep. Although I was very tired and tired, I just didn't feel sleepy, so I could only stay where I was, and didn't dare to turn over, for fear of disturbing him.

But after a while, I felt him turning over silently, as if he was leaning towards me.We were not too close or far away, and we happened to be able to hear his breathing clearly.

I don't know if it was an unconscious movement in his sleep, or if it was intentional, he froze again.

After waiting in fear for a long time, Lu Bei didn't make any movement.I can't look at my phone either, the light is too bright and it will affect him, so I can only stare at my wrist in a daze.After a long while, the fatigue finally turned up, and wave after wave came to my mind, I wanted to sleep but I was about to fall asleep.

At this moment, Lu Bei seemed to be behind me and sighed softly.

The drowsiness hit me violently, I couldn't open my eyes, and my whole body felt sluggish, as if the person behind me was slowly approaching me, and then approaching again.His hot breath hit the back of my neck, and his hand slowly slipped inch by inch from the hem of the pajamas.

His movements were extremely gentle, he clearly didn't want to wake me up, but he still wrapped every part of my skin strongly and gently.

I felt very comfortable when I was groggy, and I was half-pushing and sweating profusely.

The author says:

Didi, wb private car tomorrow.