Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Light rain on Friday, April [-]

rainy night.It was pitch black.

I looked at the time displayed on the phone screen, and it just changed to zero.

My heart is beating violently because of the news from him whom I haven't contacted for a long time.

"Have you had enough rest?"

This sentence came suddenly, I didn't know what he was talking about, so I asked Lu Bei: "What?"

He immediately replied: "Don't you want to rest for a while? Have you had enough rest?"

I just remembered that when we broke up, I said I was too tired and needed to take a rest.

So he came here to seek reunion?

Pfft, brother, is this your attitude? ? ?

I didn't know how to answer him, so I asked him again: "What's wrong?"

"It's been almost a month."

He said: "If you don't make up with me again, I will find a new roommate."

"...You can find it."

"I have nothing to do during the Ching Ming Festival holiday."

"Looking for your friend, you have so many friends and colleagues." There is also a spare tire.

"I remember you said that you wanted to go to the beach. I booked the high-speed train to the neighboring province. The ticket will be tomorrow night and I will be back on the [-]th. It is near the sea and has a beach."

"...Who goes to the beach this season!"

He was not discouraged: "There is also seafood. You can always eat crab, fish, shrimp and octopus. The seafood over there is not expensive and fresh, and it is very famous."

"...Who eats crabs in this season!"

Lu Bei said to himself, "Anyway, I've already made an order."

I insisted: "I will never go."

He fell silent.

"I'm not joking with you, Lu Bei." I felt annoyed and funny, although I was extremely happy to see him lower his head, but I wasn't going to turn the matter over so easily. "When we are separated, we are separated. I don't think we can't be together again, but I just don't want to go back to the previous mode of getting along."

"As I said, you made me suffer." I said, "I can suffer, but Lu Bei, it's been too long, I can't bear it."

Lu Bei was silent over there. I guessed that he might have fallen asleep, but he just said, "Then what do you think?"

"let's make friend."

He stopped talking again.

I waited for a long time without any movement, and fell asleep without knowing it.

When I woke up the next day, I saw him send me a message at three o'clock: "Okay. Then we will be friends."

He added: "Friends can always travel together, right?"

I suppressed my smile, and Gao Leng replied, "Okay."

He sent me another message at noon: "Then see you tonight."

"it is good."

Sudden plans are always caught off guard, and all original arrangements have to be changed.I settled in Aini, asked for leave from my part-time job, and then simply packed up the things I needed to bring when I went out to play.Maybe the way I show my love for Lu Bei now is, no matter what he wants to take me to do, I will refuse everything to cooperate with him.

Neither of us had traveled together before.There was a chance on New Year's Day, but Shen Jing got mixed up.

So maybe this time, Lu Bei also had the intention of starting over.

I suddenly had the same mood as I did when I first met Lu Bei. I was excited, nervous, unnatural, and at a loss all day long.

He said that he would pick me up at school first at night, and then we would go to the high-speed rail station together.

I agreed, and asked him, "Why did you go tonight? Wouldn't it be the same if you went tomorrow morning?"

It also saves money on a hotel for the next night.

He said: "It's hard to come out once, and play a little longer is a little longer. The high-speed rail will only take more than an hour, and it will arrive soon."

I foolishly believed his nonsense.

As a result, the innocent me would not have imagined it at this time, damn it, in fact, this guy has no good intentions!Full of calculations!dog man!

After the third public class in the afternoon, there was nothing else to do. I went to pick up a courier, rejected Li Houer's invitation to the library, and fidgeted in the dormitory waiting for Lu Bei.

I have never had this kind of experience of playing with my ex, so I can only persuade myself, just treat it as ordinary friends, just treat it as roommates, and just go out for a trip together!

But...he is Lu Bei, how can I treat him as a normal friend!

As long as I see his face, my heart may be fluttering!

I am worthless!

And the moment I received his news, my body still instinctively grabbed my luggage and rushed out immediately!

While running downstairs, I was still rehearsing in my mind. When I see him later, I must make a calm posture, just like seeing a cat or dog on the side of the road, maintain demeanor!

But when I really saw him standing tall and straight in the crowd wearing a gray sweater with his hands in his pockets, with a face like "I'm the most attractive", I really... swayed!

Help!Why haven't I seen him for a few days and he looks handsome again!Does he take cosmetics when I'm not around? ?However, he did not seem to be in good spirits. Although he was clean-shaven, there were heavy dark circles under his eyes.

Almost the first time I appeared, he saw me.Lu Bei's body turned sideways in my direction, and leaned forward for a few seconds, but he stopped immediately and turned back again.

That movement was extremely fast, but I still noticed it with sharp eyes.Does he... want to give me a hug?

Suppressing my beating heart, I walked up to him, raised my head and said to him as if it was natural, "Long time no see."

Lu Bei's mouth twisted: "Yeah." He didn't greet me at all, and said directly: "Let's go."

After not taking two steps, he asked again, "Is that all you have with you?"

I said, "I don't think there's anything else I need to bring except a change of clothes, a certificate, and a power bank."

He nodded: "Yes."

Then stop talking.

As I walked, I realized that Lu Bei was more unnatural than I thought.

I thought I was the only one who was nervous and embarrassed, but he seemed to be more nervous than me.

He is usually not such a taciturn person, he always has a strong aura, and it seems that no matter what the occasion, Lu Bei can easily turn it into his home field, face everyone with ease, and speak decent words.Or it can also be said that he is the kind of thick-skinned person, hahaha.

So I thought that even if he came out to play with his ex, he could act as if nothing had happened, chat and greet quietly as usual.

But now he is obviously a lot more cautious.I saw him purse his lower lip several times, making broken breath sounds, as if he wanted to say something.But I waited for a long time, but he still didn't say anything in the end.

I've never seen him like this.The heavy and cautious Lu Bei.

He was carrying a big bag, which looked heavy.I glanced at it several times, and couldn't help but ask, "What did you bring?"

He said: "It's nothing. I brought you some food and a coat. There is a big temperature difference between day and night. I guess you are not fully prepared."

He also said: "It's fine if you bring it with you, just keep it in case you need it."

I really didn't expect this to happen.He looked unexpectedly homely.

I thought that with his usual attitude of Lu Bei, he should be someone who would say something like "buy clothes without taking them", but now he is so considerate that I am at a loss.

In fact, the journey is not long, and more than an hour should have passed by talking and laughing.But because of Lu Bei's abnormal appearance today, the road became longer and longer, so that I couldn't bear it later.

I took the initiative to say to him: "Have you made a strategy? Let me check what's interesting over there now."

He said dryly: "I've checked everything. Just follow me."

"Oh……"

I thought about it: "Why are you...unhappy today?"

"No ah."

"Then why are you drooping. Don't call me if you don't want to come out with me. Instead, it looks like I'm forcing you."

His face finally eased: "No." After a pause, "I'm just a little tired."

"Is the company very hard?"

"Well, I just started a project recently, so I'm quite busy."

"Then you still ask for leave to play?"

"...Combining work and rest."

"But now during the internship period," I couldn't help but talk too much, "it's better to be cautious, don't make the leader feel dissatisfied, it's not worth it."

"Yeah. I know."

"..."

His dying look made me gradually lose my interest in talking. I was happy when I came out, but now I feel a little upset.I rested my chin and stared at the blurry scene outside the window when night fell, thinking about the true meaning of Lu Bei calling me out.

I thought he was trying to rack his brains to start over with me, to perform well, and to get back together.But now I start to wonder if he wants to tear my face apart and have a breakup game, and then we will never communicate with each other.

Lu Bei didn't let me think about it for too long. On the way, he clumsily took out snacks from his bag and handed them to me to ask me if I would like to eat them.

When he was about to get out of the car, he finally said, "How are you doing recently?"

This kind of question is simply useless.

I thought about it: "It's okay. It's just... okay, very average. It can't be called good, and it can't be called bad."

He nodded and asked, "You...you said before that you want to relax. After so long, have you relaxed?"

I said truthfully, "Maybe there are."

He added: "However, it seems that being relaxed does not mean happiness. I just live every day step by step, and every day is very ordinary, neither very happy nor unhappy."

I asked him, "What about you?"

"not good."

Lu Bei actually said that directly.

"Not too good. I'm suffering from severe insomnia now."

"What's wrong? Work pressure?"

"Maybe...I miss you." He said in a low voice.

what? !

Why did you suddenly start hitting the straight ball?I was caught off guard.

I listened quietly, originally wanting to wait for Lu Bei to continue talking, maybe after he deeply repented and cried bitterly to express his heart, I would immediately agree to get back together with him on the spot.But he stopped talking.

As if he hadn't spoken at all just now, he fell silent again.

I finally got a little "So I'm hanging out with an ex I dumped now" vibe.Lu Bei's lovelorn emotion was so well handled, it was beyond my expectation, and I couldn't resist it at all.

It seems that I can't be happy, it seems that I am heartless.

I decided, that being the case, I had to pretend I was miserable too.

At least worse than him.

So the two people who were obviously out on a trip, at this time, were both heartbroken and gloomy, as if they were going to a grave across the province on Ching Ming Festival.

And this painful situation lasted until I arrived at the hotel.

I also didn't expect that he actually booked a super high-end five-star hotel, and when he entered, it was so magnificent and resplendent that it made my heart ache.I looked at the price list, today's price is [-] per night.

Oh...is this man lost his mind and gone crazy?There is no need to live in such an expensive place when you come out to play!

What can't he think about?Wouldn't it be that you plan to die with me in a high-end hotel where you only stay once in a lifetime?

Lu Bei checked in at the front desk, and I waited behind.In the end, he didn't ask for my ID card and didn't register. He handed me a room card and turned around and left.

I quickly ran after him: "Hey, I'm room 729, where do you live? Is it next door to me?"

He entered the elevator, swiped his card, and then quickly waved in front of my eyes: "I am also 729."

"???"

Only then did I realize that something was wrong: "What? Do we share a room?"

Lu Bei was expressionless: "That's right."

He said: "I am too poor recently and have no money. Save money."

Frustrated me for a moment, I stared at my eyes, choked and couldn't speak.But this is not over yet, until I entered the room, I received the second crit tonight: "What??? Brother! Did you make a mistake?? You booked a big bed room!!"

Lu Bei was expressionless: "Yes, there are no standard rooms."

"...Do you think I'm a fool? Are you lying to ghosts? How can such a big five-star hotel have no rooms?"

"It's a long holiday now, and there are many tourists."

"you!……"

Hehe, I finally know why this dog man came one night earlier!Obviously there is nothing outside at this point, and I can't play anything, and it's the same when I come early the next morning!

It turned out that he purposely wanted to stay an extra night!

Too doggy! !Depend on!This is a real dog!Old scheming bitch!

At this time, the big-tailed wolf was innocent and pitiful: "Don't think too much, I definitely didn't do it on purpose. I'm not going to do anything, but I really have no room."

I laughed angrily: "In such a big hotel, is there no room for a double bed? Or, in other hotels, two single rooms are not available?"

Lu Bei threw the bag on the ground, stretched out his limbs, spread it comfortably on the bed, and said, "There is no money."

I said, "I have, I'm going to redo it now."

Lu Bei turned over and said slowly, "[-] today, [-] tomorrow night, if you can afford it, go and book it."

"...I'm going to find another hotel."

"It's not far from the scenic spot. Let's not talk about whether there is a room or not. It costs at least 400 yuan a night." He said, "It's 1000 yuan for three days. Do you have it?"

"..."

"I really don't have any other ideas." He stood up and looked at me sincerely: "Xiao Tianer, I just feel that I have finally come out, I want you to live better and have fun, that's all. You Don't be afraid of me, and don't be on guard against me."

He pointed out the window: "This is a sea view room. Tomorrow morning, you can directly see the rising sun from here. How beautiful it is."

"..."

I stood at the door, really speechless.

Now that the matter has come to this point, I know that Lu Bei, an old monster, has much deeper morals than me.What am I thinking, I can't play with him.

"Okay, don't just stand there stupidly. Just stay here for now. If you think there's anything inappropriate, we'll talk about it tomorrow." He said, "Go and wash up, it's getting late."

Lu Bei got up, went to the bathroom, stopped suddenly, turned around and said, "Oh, by the way, I forgot to mention, this bathroom is transparent, I don't think you will mind?"

He put on a show: "After all, we are also...good friends! Two old men, don't be coy. Of course I don't mind you looking at me, as long as you don't be shy."

"..."

Damn you!To be honest, I don't want to lose my face!

Lu Bei!You must be somewhat ill!I hate your second uncle!