Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Friday March [-]

Friday, it's time for me to meet Lu Bei!

Since early in the morning, I have been struggling with when to find him and how to speak. Finally, after thinking about it for several classes, I finally made myself firm up and took the initiative to talk to him.

After all, I have endured a week without contacting him. Going now feels a little like all my previous efforts have been wasted.

I am a little bit reconciled.

But Aini still wanted to take it away, so even though I was reluctant, I still took a few deep breaths before I opened WeChat with trembling hands and clicked on the familiar avatar.

Send a message to Lu Bei: Are you there?

In order to show that I wasn't playing hard to get, I immediately explained: I'm going to pick up Aini today, let me know when you have time, it won't take you too long.

After posting, my heart beat wildly for a long while.

He returned to me after a while: Then seven o'clock.

I reply: [OK]

He never returned to me, and I ignored him.

In the evening, I had dinner with my roommates in the cafeteria after a long absence.Seeing that there was more than 2000 remaining in my meal card balance, Wang Baboon and the others were shocked and asked me why I suddenly became rich and charged so much money.

I smiled awkwardly, so I could only make up a mess, saying that I was afraid that I would spend money indiscriminately, so I put all the cash in it.

The roommate didn't go any further.Li Hou'er glanced at my usual simple dinner plate, and said, "The school cafeteria is cheap, with so much money, I can eat for half a semester."

Liu Xiong also said: "That is, if there is a leaderboard for the meal card like playing a game, then Gouzi will probably be in the top ten by now."

The baboon looked envious: "Although it is normal for everyone to have two or three thousand on hand, it does look rich when you put it into the meal card." He said: "If it weren't for Gouzi's usual pickiness, I really think he is hiding the rich second generation." Woolen cloth."

Damn, what a rich second generation, I'm a bit bitter, thinking that I, a decent second generation, have cut off contact with my family, and I don't know how to live in the future.But in order to integrate into their chat, I still smiled and said: "I was shocked after reading it myself, and I had the illusion of a rich man."

Baboon Wang seemed to mutter unintentionally: "It's better to find a boyfriend."

Then he was quickly elbowed by Li Hou'er, and quickly stopped talking.

After dinner, Liu Xiong asked me if I wanted to go to self-study together.

In fact, I really want to go, not because I want to love Haita or Qi Lubei, I just want to make more friends, get along with others, and experience more of the university life that I should experience.In the past, my center of gravity revolved around Lu Bei, but now, I want to have my own life.

So I told Liu Xiong that it's still tomorrow, and I'm going to pick up the cat today.

Who knows, Liu Xiong asked suddenly: "Isn't the cat at the senior's place?"

With one sentence, he revealed the embarrassing secret that was tacitly shared in our dormitory.

But his expression was as usual, as if he didn't feel that he had said anything special.

I froze for a moment: "Well, I found a new house." I didn't say anything else.

But my expression may allow them to guess something.Of course I don't care if they know about it, and even to be honest, a little irresponsible, I also have a little hope that they can accept me as a "normal person" again after they know that I broke up.

Liu Xiong nodded: "Tomorrow, I can only go in the morning, and I will go to the iron in the afternoon."

I gave a thumbs up: "No! Ask! Question!"

At the same time, there is joy and satisfaction from the heart.It turns out that changing my mentality and owning my own life can really make me have a sense of identity with myself! !

I went back to the dormitory and quickly tidied up. I picked out a sweater that Lu Beiceng had praised for being beautiful. I looked in the mirror for a long time before I took a deep breath and went out to take the car.I'm really in a bad mood. I haven't seen Lu Beiren yet, and I already feel so nervous that my heart is beating wildly and my spine is numb, and I want to go to the toilet.

A cowardly group.

When I got to the door of my former "home", I didn't know where to put my hands and feet.Woohoo, I really want to escape!But can't escape!

But I didn't expect that before I knocked on the door, the door opened first by itself.

Lu Bei folded his arms and leaned against the door frame to appear at the door: "You are 7 minutes late."

It was only then that I checked my phone belatedly, and sure enough... 19:07.

I hurriedly apologized to him: "The road is a bit congested, I'm sorry."

Bypassing him, I went straight into the house.Go straight to the topic and find Aini: "I'll pack her things first, it only takes half an hour."

But Lu Bei said slowly behind me: "No rush."

He said, "I made some food, do you want to eat?"

"Ah... No, I ate it at school."

"Ah."

Lu Bei went back to the dining table in the living room alone, lowered his head, and started eating quietly.

I glanced back quietly, and he fried two dishes, one soup...all of my favorite food.

Maybe he still... wants to have a meal with me.

He was the only one left in the huge living room.Lu Bei was expressionless, and the light swept down from his head, but he looked very lonely.

I felt sore in my heart, and I couldn't bear it. After thinking for a long time, I turned my head and asked him: "If you want, I can give you Aini."

In this way, the home can still be a little more lively and lively, and it will not look so empty.

Lu Bei shook his head, "Take it away. I don't need it."

He stared at the dish in front of him, sipping the soup in small sips, looking devoid of appetite.

Aini didn't know the joys and sorrows between human beings, she only instinctively felt that the atmosphere was subtle.I simply put away all her essentials, picked her up, and tried to stuff her into the cat bag.But she struggled left and right and resisted desperately, but she didn't go in no matter what.

I had no choice but to spread the cat bag between my legs, push her buttocks with both hands and hold her head down to force her into it.

Aini panicked all of a sudden, and yelled "meow" and "meow" loudly in the bag.

I comforted her softly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Dad will take you to your new home!"

"Meow--"

"Shh, keep your voice down, don't disturb others."

"Meow!!"

"Be obedient, it will only take a while on the road."

"Meow--"

Lu Bei stood up suddenly and said, "I'll go with you."

I shook my head quickly: "No need, I don't have much, I am enough alone."

He looked at the cat bag behind me without giving up, and found that there was really nothing to carry, so he sat down awkwardly.

After thinking for a long time, he said, "...it's not safe for you to drive alone at night."

"I'm not a girl, and it's not even eight o'clock!"

"……Fine."

He said coldly, "then you can go."

"Yeah." I didn't bother with him, I packed my bags and stuff and walked to the entrance: "Then I'll be leaving."

He walked me to the door: "Goodbye."

This moment is still a bit reluctant.I froze in place for two or three seconds, and then walked out resolutely.

Of course I want to stay by his side for a while, of course I want to talk to him a few more words, of course I want to stay in my former home for a while longer.

But I want to show that my breakup is not just a joke.

I am very serious about leaving you, Lu Bei.

So don't take chances, you have to be very serious about chasing me back.

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