Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Monday, February 22 is sunny

My escape plan was disrupted because I didn't figure out the holiday arrangement of my parents' unit...

Although they went to work on Saturday, they didn't let me go back. They rested at home on Sunday and locked me up again.

I desperately looked at the time on the calendar. As of today, I have lost contact with Lu Bei for twelve days.

It's not even a few days since I left school.

So it's basically pointless for me to run away now.

My parents don't think that I will not be allowed to report or go to school because of my relationship with Lu Bei.After all, for them, going to university is extremely important, especially the current university, which is even more glorious.

Then it's a matter of time before I see Lu Bei.

It's meaningless and unnecessary, but it doesn't mean I don't have to do it!

Now it is my love and cowardice that are fighting. If I don't do this, how can I prove that my love for Lu Bei breaks through all obstacles and goes forward bravely!

Besides, what could be a bigger bargaining chip than betraying the family!Isn't this more burning than Fu Ren's biography!

I have seen everyone's feelings, the more tossing and the more inseparable.No matter how unforgettable the old relationship between Lu Bei and Shen Jing is, it won't impress him more than my devoted Gou Tian!

My mother put two yuan on the table for me this morning, my original SIM card, and the old cell phone that was promised.

She still chooses to trust me after all.

But I failed her.

There were not many disturbances in my heart, I packed my bags and prepared to leave directly today.After thinking about it, I was afraid they would call the police, so I left a note for them: I'm going back to school, so there's no need to look for it.

At that second, I could imagine how furious they would be when they saw this note.But I put everything behind me, took a deep breath, and stepped out of this cage that had trapped me for 20 years.

Maybe, never come back.

……

Now that I missed the rush hour for returning home, there were not many people, so I got off Alipay and directly booked a ticket online for [-] o'clock this afternoon.He downloaded Xianyu again and hung up his belongings.Then I was going to find a place to eat something, and I just caught up with the car and flew away.

Then, with excited heart and trembling hands, I downloaded WeChat and waited expectantly for the message from Lu Bei.

Ah ah ah ah ah!There are more than 20 unread messages! !Sure enough, there are! !

My eyes were red, I didn't even glance at other people's New Year's greeting messages, and I quickly clicked on Lu Bei's dialog box.

what……

There is.

Have……

I could hardly believe my eyes.

We were disconnected for twelve days, and he sent me a total of nine messages.

The three messages were sent to me on the night of Chinese New Year’s Eve: “Where are you? Come to the Spring Festival Gala!”

New Year's Day One Article: ? ? ?

The second day of the Lunar New Year: [Picture of Cat and Cat] Aini asks you, why don't you go back to Papa Lu?

The fourth day of the Lunar New Year: lose your temper?New Year's Eve, don't do this.

The seventh day of the Lunar New Year: You really don’t plan to call me back?

The eighth day of the Lunar New Year: What's going on?What's wrong with people?

Yesterday, the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, the last one: If you just want to break up, just say it, I hate being left alone, and I won't pester you.

……

For a moment, I felt as if I had fallen into an ice cave.

There must be some misunderstanding, I thought.I have made it very clear to him that I was discovered by my family, my mobile phone was confiscated, and I told him Happy New Year in advance, so logically speaking, his attitude will definitely not be like this, and he will not act like a mentally retarded person When I was in such a difficult time, I didn't have the heart to ask me to watch the Spring Festival Gala together.

I guess it may be due to various reasons that he missed my message, so when he suddenly faced my sudden disappearance, he went from puzzlement, doubt, patience, to anger, which I can understand.

I can understand.I can understand everything.

Just at this moment, I suddenly lost the patience to explain it again.Thinking of having to talk about my painful days with him again, to prove my innocence, and to appease his anger, I felt extremely tired.

Looking at the documents in my hand, I even had the idea that "it should be too late to go home now".

The love I struggled to maintain was actually not as profound, romantic, or earth-shattering as I thought.

After all, I've only been dating Lu Bei for two months, and it's not worth mentioning in terms of his rich love history and long emotional journey.

That's right.

I finally set foot on the high-speed train to Lubei, because staying at home would only add to the pain, and since I went out, I didn't think about going back.But the mood has completely changed, no longer full of passion and pride at the beginning, only the restlessness of being cornered.

I didn't reply to Lu Bei's news, because I didn't know what to reply to him.I tried to type a few paragraphs, but in the end I deleted and typed and gave up.I have run out of words.The torture from my family has exhausted me physically and mentally, and I can no longer face the accusations from Lu Bei.

I'm really tired, I already have nothing, will I lose even Lu Bei in the end?

I began to doubt my high expectations for Lu Bei, would he really be moved by my wishful sacrifice?

It was already dinner time when we arrived at the station, and my parents were about to get off work soon. I guessed that they would soon see the note I left for them and call me angrily to question me.

After much hesitation, I still didn't block their calls. I knew that what should come would always come, and I couldn't escape.

Damn, when I think about it this way, the me now is really different from the me before!I no longer shrunk my head at everything, and pretended it wouldn't happen until it was too urgent.

I started to learn to face it.

With a bitter smile, it seems that I still have progress.

I found a noodle shop near my home and ordered a bowl of the cheapest plain noodles. I sucked in my breath, thinking about how I could muster up the courage to go home and face Lu Bei.I cheered myself up over and over again, after all I appeared suddenly, he would still be pleasantly surprised!

I will.

Maybe it's been a long time since I had a good meal. I ate all the noodles and drank a few more sips of noodle soup. My whole body was warmed up, and I finally felt energetic.

Wiping his mouth, he glanced out through the glass of the restaurant, eh!Damn it said Cao Cao Cao Cao arrived, isn't that Lu Bei!

Not far away, Lu Bei happened to be able to see Lu Bei returning home with a bag.It was only later that I realized that he had also returned to work.

It feels like we haven't seen each other for a long time.

My tears wanted to well up again, before I picked up my small bag and gear, I went out to find him, but at this moment, my phone rang.

The number is a familiar number. I have memorized it for 20 years, and I am no stranger to it.

My heart started beating wildly, I didn't know whether to pick it up, or cut it off and go out to find Lu Bei first.

……

I didn't hesitate for a long time, the phone kept ringing like a death talisman, I swallowed, and answered it as if I were dead, raised the phone, and my dad's crazy roar exploded in my ears.

The shock didn't stop there. At the same time, I raised my head and followed Lu Bei's figure with my eyes again, only to find that beside him was the confession man.