Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Resume work on sunny Friday, February [-]

The day I've been waiting for for so long is finally here.

I actually woke up early in the morning and stayed up until 08:30. After listening to my parents leaving the door, I opened the door and walked out.

The first step must be to rush to the door and try to twist the door handle. Sure enough, it is locked and cannot be opened.

I turned my head to look at the kitchen again. My mother was a bit human, and left me two steamed buns, two vegetables and a bowl of porridge in the kitchen for breakfast and lunch.

I was secretly thinking about the plan to run away, and at the same time, I wondered if there would be any other more moderate solutions.

I am also cowardly. I have never done such a thing as running away from home in Dalian and skipping classes to go to an Internet cafe when I grew up, let alone run away from home so boldly in defiance of my parents.

Needless to say, the consequences of this incident can be guessed by anyone with a long brain. My parents furiously scolded me for beating me as a child, cut off my living expenses and tuition, and even came to my school to make trouble.

Don't think I'm exaggerating, people who lose their minds can do anything.

And I have no doubt that my mother will block me at the gate of our school to educate me, scold me for my instructors, teachers and classmates, hand out leaflets and scold Lu Bei for seducing me... If middle-aged shrews have levels, she must have already cultivated to the highest level up.

Maybe she loves me.But she loves me, and it doesn't conflict with making me lose face.

Loving me is not in conflict with hating me.

The more I think about it, the more worried I get.Maybe I'm used to it, and I have to prepare for the worst in everything. This may be due to my own personality, or it may be due to the hidden illness caused by my dealings with Lu Bei for many years.

But I keep hinting to myself that my love for Lu Bei is stronger than my fear.The more difficult the time is, the more time I will test my affection for him.For example, now, isn't this the plot of parents' obstruction that often occurs in novels!

So I'm going to stand up!

Of course, another major part of my worries comes from the economic aspect.

Money is like the link between me and Lu Bei.

I was already heavily in debt, and as soon as I failed to pay the money once, the financial crisis would affect my whole body. This was a big hole that I couldn't fill no matter how hard I worked.But it would be even more impossible to ask Lu Bei to bear my tuition and living expenses, and even my debts.

Lu Bei will definitely think I am too burdensome if he has no money but let him pay back.

I have always been like this. Before doing things, I will look forward and backward, and I call it a plan for many steps in the future.Sometimes this may indeed be an advantage, but sometimes it makes me more cautious and hesitant.

There was always a voice in my heart telling me not to be so impulsive, not to be so impulsive, the result was not a mutual loss, but my unilateral death.But I don't care much now, I'm afraid that if I can't contact Lu Bei all the time, he will get angry and feel too sad.

At this time, there should be a BGM sounding: "In this life, have you ever worked hard for someone!?"

Yes, it's time for me to go all out!

If you don't try once, be brave once, and resist once, how can you be called a hot-blooded good boy!

Of course, I still think that running away should not be rushed.

Four essential items: clothes, documents, mobile phones and travel expenses.

The clothes are easy to talk about, and my mother didn't put away the documents on purpose-who would have thought that I would really run away like crazy!

The first problem is the mobile phone. If I don’t have a mobile phone and a health code, I can’t even get out of the gate of the community, let alone buy a ticket by car.

As for the travel expenses, needless to say, there are naturally travel expenses with mobile phones.

My current preliminary plan is to steal valuables at home, as long as I can exchange them for a few hundred dollars.Then buy a smart phone that can barely access WeChat, and everything will be solved easily.

I started rummaging through boxes and cabinets at home, trying to find any jewelry belonging to my mother, or my father's private money.

In the end, after searching for a long time, I only found the bride price when my mother and father got married. There was a gold necklace and a gold ring.In addition, there is a jade pendant that looks like plastic.

I looked at this pile of things for a long time, and finally put them all back.

After so many years, my mother doesn't even have more than one piece of jewelry.

Of course, my father's private money was not found. I searched every corner of the house, but found nothing.

But the good thing is, I still found 120 yuan in scattered pockets of their clothes.

Another thought, now is a great opportunity for Chinese New Year, my mother must have prepared red envelopes for others at home!

I'm so smart to think of this!

I hurried to search, but the red envelopes I could find in the end were all empty.

Or maybe, locked in a place in my house where valuables are kept?

I opened the cabinet under the bed and cleared out all the messy newspapers and magazines inside, and I saw a large iron box that was locked.

The key is pressed under the clothes on the left hand side of the closet in my room. I know this, and my mother has explained it long ago.

I went to have a look, and it was still there.

Opening this iron box, there are valuable documents such as real estate certificates, and some cash. I probably counted it, and there are two or three thousand.

There are four red envelopes next to them, each of which is two hundred and three hundred.

I thought for a long time, took a red envelope, and drew another 500 yuan in cash.Then put everything back exactly as it was.

ah!This is what the legend says, house thieves are hard to guard against!

My family is unlucky, why did I get such an unlucky thing!

These are enough, but since he is fleeing, he needs more money.I went back and rummaged through the box to see if there was anything else of value, and in the end I could only find some presents they gave me for my previous birthdays.

There is no gold, only jade.But gold is priceless and jade is priceless. I don't know much about jade. I only know that mine is not a top-notch item, and it can't be exchanged for much money.There is also a valuable one. After I was admitted to university, my dad rewarded me and bought me a 200 yuan card X Euro electronic watch.This is considered a luxury for him.

I simply cleaned up all these messy things, and the extra dollar was a dollar.

In fact, as long as I am a ruthless person, I should loot all the cash and red envelopes at home to solve my financial problems that may arise in the future.But I really can't do this, not because I mean filial piety, but because I just can't bear it.

Although I don't love them, I don't mean to harm them.

Who can know the situation of my family better than me?This family fortune is probably all their reserves for the New Year.

Next step, go out.

I am more inclined to go out without turning out the window on the fifth floor, after all, it is high.

So when my parents came home from get off work, I told them that I wanted to go back to my grandparents' house for a while.

My father regarded me as dead and kept silent.

My mother thought for a long time and said, "It's okay."

After all, she locks me at home, and she has to get up an hour early every morning to cook for me for the day, which is probably too much trouble.Simply send me back, there is still food to eat, and someone to take care of, out of sight, out of mind.

She gave me two dollars and told me to go to grandma and grandpa's house by myself after waking up tomorrow morning, and said: "Go to the old man's place and watch your mouth, don't say things you shouldn't say. Your grandpa has high blood pressure, listen Stop your nonsense."

Paused: "Don't talk about our quarrel with you."

I could tell that although she was still angry, her attitude had eased a lot.It's not that I can forgive my orientation, but that I can't keep angry with her biological son.Women are always soft-hearted, but the words on their lips are still as sharp as knives: "It's fine if you let us have a bad year, let the old man live in peace."

I took the crumpled banknotes with my head down, and I really wanted to say: "If it wasn't for your cheap hands who insisted on flipping through my books, then nothing would happen!"

But it's not good for me to intensify the conflict. I just need to get through tonight.

It's not hard for me to shut up, I've been shutting up for 20 years.

I asked her: "I don't have a mobile phone, so I don't have a health code."

She looked at me very vigilantly and said, "Take your dad's old mobile phone. The screen is broken, but it still works. Just insert your calling card into it..."

"No."

My dad interrupted her coldly.

He took a sip of the porridge, looked up at me, and there was no warmth in his eyes: "You are not allowed to go anywhere, just stay at home."

"What if there is a gas leak, poisoning, fire, robbery and injury at home, and I don't have a mobile phone, I can't call the police, and I can't escape, what should I do if I die at home?"

"Die is dead." My dad's voice suddenly became louder: "It's best for you to die! Our house can still be clean!"

I might be about to leave, but instead I was not so excited, looked directly at him, and said word by word: "Then I will hold you back when I die. Everyone, don't live.

"What did you say!"

My dad was so angry that he raised his hand to hit me again, but was stopped by my mom.

She told me to go back to the room quickly, and then there was another quarrel between the two of them.

My dad kept saying that it was because she spoiled me so much that she spoiled me and turned me into a "perverted sissy".My mother said that he is too big and has no ability. He can't earn money and can't take care of his children.

I listened to their chatter through the door with great interest, and had only one pleasant thought in my mind: I'm leaving!

Tomorrow, I can take all my things and be completely free!

Fear and agitation may be the same manifestation of both states of mind, and both make me shudder.In my mind, I planned to flee bravely for love, so as to achieve the good story between me and Lu Bei.

As for the follow-up, I know how bad it will be, but I don't think about it, and then pretend that there is still room for everything, and everything can be better.

Maybe it was because I was too excited, but that night I dreamed about how I looked when I found Lu Bei.He came to pick me up at the station, with a dazzling white light all over his body. I opened my hands far away, shouted his name, and ran towards him with all my strength, regardless of other people's eyes.

He was tall and conspicuous in the crowd, smiling happily and happily, and opened his hands, his arms were as strong and powerful as the wings of an eagle. He bent slightly, ready to meet me.

But at the moment I rushed to him, his arms greeted someone else.

They hugged each other excitedly.

I stared blankly, this person was somewhat similar to my physical features, his face could not be seen clearly, it was also a blur of white light.

But I know it must not be me.