Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Cloudy on Wednesday [-]th October

That sentence simply threw my few self-esteem on the ground and rubbed it into sifted powder ash.

I don't really recall how I felt at that time.

Kind of, it hurts too much.

I never delete our chat records, so I can still find a large section of WeChat explaining that I sent to Lu Bei at that time.

I have edited and edited that one for a long time, and it can be called a model of a sensational essay that can be advanced, attacked, retreated, or defended.

Just copy it now, so as not to lose the chat history when changing mobile phones in the future:

Senior, are you there?

(I found out that it hasn't been deleted or blocked, Ness)

I'm really sorry to bother you.I used to follow you all the time because I wanted to explain to you what happened in the toilet before, and I was afraid that you would misunderstand me, but I never had the courage to tell you, so I...but I didn't mean to harass you.If it makes you uncomfortable, I'm really sorry, if you want to beat me up, I'll be waiting anytime, or when you have time, I can treat you to a meal as an apology... If you still want to see me.Anyway, I have absolutely no malice, let alone tease you.Also, I understand that your friend wants to protect you, so I can accept what he says about me.If I am an embarrassing existence for you now, I sincerely apologize to you, and I hope you will not be angry with me【抱抱】【抱抱】

Then I waited on pins and needles. I have never been so anxious about my college entrance examination and other grades.

He replied me lightly, and he didn't face my question directly: Do you have time tomorrow?Come out for a meal.

I hurriedly said: No problem!What do you want to eat, I invite you.

He said: Let’s have the yellow stewed chicken at Dongmenkou.

I asked: Then we will meet in a restaurant?Or I'll go downstairs and wait for you.

Lu Bei: Let me go downstairs.

He added: Don't hide this time.

I can almost imagine his tone.So just seeing this sentence, I have already received great comfort in my heart, and the grievances I suffered before dissipated in an instant.

When I got to him downstairs, he was already waiting below.Wearing a black sweater and jeans, and a black melon cap, with one hand in his pocket, he stood lazily, lit a cigarette with the other, and smoked openly in front of the aunt.

I stood still in front of him, and he tilted his head to look at me in the smoke.I was so nervous that I didn't know what to say, but he raised his head forward and said, "Let's go."

I could only stand next to him without saying a word, holding my breath and walking forward with my heart beating.

He is half a head taller than me, and has a strong figure. When he walks, his clothes will rub against my arms from time to time, which is very oppressive.

"Talk, why don't you talk? Yesterday I saw that you can speak quite well."

He opened his mouth, and the smoke came out one by one.

"What do you want to hear?"

"explain."

"Oh! That's right, I've always wanted to apologize to you, but I don't know what to say, so I can only follow you...I already knew I was wrong."

"I thought you had a crush on me." He stubbed out his cigarette, turned his face and asked, "Like girls?"

"..."

I don't know whether to say yes or no, I can't say it vaguely.

He changed the question: "You said before, which of my friends came to you?"

This surprised me instead: "Ah? You didn't let him..."

"No." Lu Bei sneered, "How could I?"

"That's it!" I regained my blood in an instant.Make gestures to him: "Skinny, about my height, a little whiter than me."

He patiently asked me: "Do you wear glasses?"

"Dai! There is a mole on the corner of the mouth!"

"understood."

He threw the cigarette butt far into the trash can: "Not my friend, ex-boyfriend."

"Ah... oh."

Is Lu Bei making a special trip to explain to me?

"There's something wrong with him, don't worry about it."

I quickly waved my hands: "No!" After a pause, "It's fine if you're not angry."

The stewed chicken that day was actually not very tasty, the meat was very thick and the soup was not strong, but I was very happy eating it.After talking to him a few more words, I slowly settled down, and I was not so nervous, so I chatted with him. I asked Lu Bei which club he had signed up for, and I would go there when the hundred regiments fought. Sign up.

Lu Bei didn't think I was bothering me either, saying that he participated a lot during his freshman and sophomore years, but now that he's busy in his junior year, he doesn't take much responsibility. He only leads the school's basketball team, and then serves as the head of the external relations department of our college's student union.

There is definitely no hope for my body in basketball, so I have to rely on the outside of the hospital.

I was gearing up: "Then I'm going to the interview, can you give me the back door?"

Lu Bei's expression was a little weird, he suppressed a smile: "Go... the back door. That's fine."

I was immersed in joy: "Then you must let me live!"

"it is good."

First-year freshmen always have fantasies about everything unknown, just like I thought the club interview was extremely strict, but in fact it was just a hasty show of face to submit information; Want to come but never have.

I successfully entered the Outreach Department, and from then on I decided to be Lu Bei's close-fitting padded jacket to solve his problems. While watching him change boyfriends one after another, I watched him always treat me indifferently.

Gou Tian’s dog licking journey and Lu Bei’s history of being greened are both ongoing tense, and the only goal of my university is to turn them all into past perfect tense.