Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

sunday october [-]th

After going back that day, Lu Bei was silent again, and he didn't reply to any news, and he disappeared from the world for me.As a result, when I looked at his circle of friends, it was still being updated.

His attitude in WeChat, it seems that the ambiguous little bubble of our sincere relationship never existed.

I even wondered if he was deliberately angry with me and didn't reply to my messages.

But I will react in a second, the word "intentional" is too careful, and I am obviously not worthy of it.

I am a person with a good attitude. As long as I finish the exam, I will immediately liberate my nature and let go of myself regardless of the result.Doing well in the exam is a blessing from God, and doing poorly in the exam is bad luck.

Just like my attitude towards Lu Bei.I don't work hard, and I don't care about the consequences. Everything depends on fate.

It's bad, but it's also because I can see it openly, if I don't just lick Lu Bei's pe thing, I can torment me to death.

As soon as the National Day holiday started, I went to live in a rental house, thinking about spending more time with Aini.

Pity that she is a lonely cat who has nothing to do in the small house all day long. I bought her some second-hand toys, but she always seems to be out of interest and doesn't play much.Neighbors said that she would wail loudly at home every day, with a charming and penetrating tone, which made the neighbors want to dispose of her humanitarianally on the spot.

I was devastated by this, and I read on the Internet that this manifestation is the separation anxiety of pets.

It may be because she has been wandering before, and now she is not very old, it is the time to cling to others, and she cannot leave the Lord.Insecure and psychologically vulnerable.

I think she has to reflect on herself, how can such a glassy heart deserve to be my cat!

And her master, I, who is of excellent psychological quality, worked every day during the holidays to make ends meet.

When I was free, I checked Moments, and saw that Mr. Lv went out on a trip with a few buddies, went to a mountain city, and posted several Moments Po tourist photos all day long, as well as pictures of bar dancing in the middle of the night.

Squinting his eyes, according to the usual camera positions and body postures of cheating good men who are often exposed in the entertainment industry, he must have some adultery with the tall and fair brother next to him!

New faces!I just hooked up!

The two are almost pasted together!

Well, get used to it, that's all.

I wiped the sweat from my forehead in relief, and rubbed his bright smiling face on the screen of the phone: Don't worry, my good boy, go out and have fun, and wait for my brother to work hard to earn money to support you!

Thinking of this, he pulled out his hand and transferred 1000 yuan to Evergreen Lu Bei, and said: Have a nice trip!

He confiscated it, and just replied to me in seconds: You have to eat for yourself first!

Take a look, sure enough, you have a new love, and you don't even want my offerings!Big trotters!

But it was rare for him to reply to me, so I made persistent efforts while the iron was hot: "Brother, such outrageous things as Trump's diagnosis have come out, look, do we still have a chance?"

After thinking about it, it seemed that I, an innocent boy, was not kind, so I hurried to make amends: "I don't mean to gloat at Trump's misfortune! He is a lot older, and it's not easy!"

Added: "I didn't mean to make fun of the epidemic either!"

He really ignored me again!Maybe it's because I think I'm long-winded!Gan!

My phone went black, and I was a little lost.A literary and artistic young man like me has always been quite good at expressing his tongue, but when he is in front of Lu Bei, he has to choose words and sentences one by one.

I just think that if he can behave better, won't he be a little closer to the person he wants in his heart?

After all, when it comes to hardware conditions, I don't have any rights to houses, cars, tickets, rights, status, and try my best to work hard on the software.

I feel so miserable after writing this, like a wretch.

Harm, to be honest, my feelings for him are not really so wishful thinking and unresponsive.

Yes, I am forcibly redeeming my respect.

but!At least at the beginning, I had a good time with Lu Bei.

As my roommate Liu Xiong said, although my face is not earth-shatteringly handsome, it is still okay, and it barely suits Lu Bei's appetite.

When I started school, I misunderstood what Lu Bei meant, and I was so cowardly that I hid in the deep closet for a long time, but senior Lu Bei was too lazy to talk to me, probably because I thought I was a gay flirt and treated him like a monkey .

In the past, they would nod and say hello when they met, but now they simply turn a blind eye.

I was so worried that I didn't have the heart to do anything. Except for class, I just squatted at the door of Lu Bei's dormitory building and followed him.

The more I squatted on him, the more I found that he was like a partner tailor-made for me by heaven, and every point of his body was deeply attracted to me.

He is older than the refrigerator, and he looks cold. It's not that he doesn't like to talk, but he really doesn't like to laugh, he is a bit serious.

That kind of feeling is perfectly stuck at the boundary that makes people feel that he is not easy to get close to but is trying to be close to the people.

But after watching too much, I feel that he is not indifferent, but lonely.

The loneliness that emanates from the bones, the loneliness that cannot be tolerated in the world.

Very stubborn, very charming.

It hurts so much, I want to give him a hand and make him happy.

I found the meaning of my ordinary existence in the world.

Maybe from the very beginning, I didn't want to hide myself, and the matter of me following him was exposed in the end.

It was the first time that I liked someone so much, and I didn't know how to express it to him, so as not to make him feel pressured and embarrassed.

Until one of his friends came to me: "Are you Gou Tian? Lu Bei asked me to tell you, don't follow him all the time, he looks like a pervert."

Like a pervert.

The author says:

Guys, please collect and feed a lot, be kind!After that, it will resume normal updates on Wednesdays a week!Show your heart to the babies!