Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Cloudy to light rain on Thursday, September 24

Tomorrow's high math test is the last one of our school exams.

In fact, it is also to make up for the final exam that was missed due to the epidemic last semester.

High math, high math, my eternal pain!

Although I am academic, although I still study applied chemistry, which sounds unreasonable, but advanced mathematics is still an insurmountable gap for me.

Just look at my sentimental little head, just look at my simple and delicate thoughts, I should be a literary student! ! !

Harmful!Beauty on top!Love kills!

Just blame me for being obsessed with ghosts all my life.

Theoretically speaking, there is an exam tomorrow, so I should go to the library to see girls in the library, just like my roommates today.But I really haven't learned it before, and I know it's too late to hug Buddha's feet, so I simply lie down.

Everyone!Bye bye!

So now, at one o'clock in the morning, except for the king gorilla who has gone to bed, my other roommates are still writing.

But I am still writing a diary!

ah!I haven't written for half a month!In fact, I want to start writing every day, but I write two sentences every day, and then leave to do other things.

But today is different!Today, I had another intimate contact with my male god!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I like him so much!

Before the pink bubble in my heart dissipates, I have to write everything down quickly.

I didn't bother to review in the morning, because I was on shift with someone a few days ago and had nothing else to do.Lying down, not giving up, just wanted to harass Lu Bei.

I turned over on the bed, relying on the bed curtain to cover it, with the custom-made Lu Bei and other body pillows that I secretly moved into the dormitory between my legs, and sent a WeChat message to Lu Bei: Senior, do you have time today?

After half an hour, he finally replied to me: Yes.

I straightened up like a carp: "Then can you teach me high math, I have an exam tomorrow!"

Afraid that he would refuse, I added another sentence: "I was working part-time a while ago, so I didn't read a single word..."

He didn't answer me, and I said, "If you don't save me, I'm really doomed!"

After a while, he said, "Why don't you find someone else?"

Whoa!He didn't say no, but there was hope!

My heart was beating wildly, and I writhed on the bed: "Who else can I look for except you!"

The other side was silent for two seconds, and said, "Self-study classroom library?"

I hurried back: "Let's go to the self-study classroom, I'll take up a seat first! I'll give you the room number later!"

Jumping out of bed quickly, I rushed out to brush my teeth, wipe my face, shave my beard, apply hairspray, grab my hair, put on a fresh and delicate white T, and buried my head in looking for shoes.

Lu Bei has a bit of a face control, so I want to show him the best mental outlook!

Before Li Hou went out, he poked his head out from the curtain around his table and asked me, "Why are you so active? Go out and ask the young lady?"

I put on my lucky ring and looked at it in the mirror for a long time: "That's right!"

He hummed and smiled: "Don't be looking for your Senior Lu again."

My hands paused: "How can it be, don't talk nonsense."

But the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising, and his heart was a little sweet.

have a look!have a look!Everyone can see the good match between me and Lu Bei.

Smiling, I grabbed my bag, took the books and questions, and went to find a seat without stopping.

While waiting for Lu Bei in the classroom, I kept posing left and right on the phone screen, trying to make Lu Bei see my most handsome Yazi at the first sight when he entered the door, and I also had to pretend to be the most handsome. A natural expression that I didn't notice.

I don't know if he came fast or slow, I couldn't tell because I was anxious every second I waited for him.

But when that familiar smell gradually enveloped me, I didn't need to look to know that it was him.

It's hard to describe that feeling, like the warmth of spring climbing up my frozen and chapped skin from my back, my body softened bit by bit, every cell began to breathe heavily, but my heart lost control The ground pounded wildly in the chest.I swallowed, trying to suppress my heart that was about to rush out of my throat.

Like a domesticated animal, every moment is to cater to the owner's instinct.

Lu Bei walked around the table from behind me, and threw his bag on one shoulder onto the table. He was steaming, and asked, "Why did you find such a place?"

My hands felt cold.

He hurriedly said: "If you feel bad, you can change the seat."

Lu Bei glanced at the back door that was facing the toilet wide open next to our seats, and frowned calmly: "Forget it, let's go here. Look quickly, why not?"

He picked up my textbook with his slender fingers, flipped through it randomly, and frowned: "Why didn't I write anything? It's like a new book."

I didn't answer, just stared at his hand absently.

His hands are slender and powerful, with thick and distinct knuckles from years of playing.I couldn't control it for a while, imagining his fingers gently touching my forehead, with a fishy aroma, across the bridge of the nose, lips, Adam's apple, all the way down, across the chest, abdominal muscles, and messy bristles, reaching into...

Gan!It's going to be hard!

Dry throat.

Of course Lu Bei was aware of my gaffe, but he didn't point it out, he just said, "What do you order now?"

Seeing that I didn't say anything, he frowned and raised his voice impatiently: "Huh?"

I finally reacted: "Ah... I, I haven't listened to a few classes."

He glared at me, a little helpless, and said: "Although this high math teacher doesn't draw a range, the key points of each test are fixed. I will mainly tell you those chapters. You have to memorize concepts."

I nodded vigorously and said yes.

As my direct senior, Lu Bei is also a man who won a national scholarship and spoke on stage on behalf of the college. He really lives up to his reputation.It is well organized and draws inferences from one instance, and has its own little skills. Even if two or three solutions to a question are given, it is very easy to understand.

I pretended to focus on the question, but in fact, I was looking at his side face from the corner of my eye. He was so close to me, I could see the green stubble on his beard.

Then he was full of random thoughts, he was a little tanned recently, he didn't know what kind of internship he was running outside, whether he was tired, whether he had a good meal, and how he was with his ex.

"tired?"

He noticed that I was distracted, so he asked me suddenly.

I was taken aback: "Ah, a little bit."

He looked down at his watch: "It's been two hours, let's take a rest."

I quickly grabbed my bag and asked him, "Are you hungry? I'll treat you to dinner!"

He nodded slightly: "OK."

I was so rich: "What do you want to eat? I'll take you there!"

Lu Bei said: "We will continue in the afternoon, let's just go to the cafeteria."

The cafeteria felt a little wronged by my male god, but he insisted, so I just let him go.

Our school has two canteens in the south and one in the north. The north canteen closest to the self-study classroom is far away from my dormitory, so I haven't been there. It is the boundary of other colleges.

I obediently followed behind him, and he took me to the window of a [-]-year-old restaurant. He stopped and asked me, "Do you want to eat?"

I quickly handed over the meal card with both hands: "Okay!! I can eat anything."

He smiled and took it: "Suddenly I want to eat here. You should find a place first." He turned around, suddenly thought of something and turned around and asked, "Do you have any taboos?"

I was taken aback: "No, it's nothing. I can do it."

"it is good."

I found a seat and sat down. Still not looking at my phone, I stretched my neck and looked in Lu Bei's direction.After a while, from a distance, I saw him carrying two bowls each, walking against the flow of people.

He hurriedly stood up and waved to him.

Then I saw him far away, smiling at me again.

Sometimes I suspect that the online Lu Bei is not the same person as the offline Lu Bei.

Online, he seems to be separated from me by a wall, as cold as ice.

Offline, he always makes my heart move easily. His expressions and movements are very natural and intimate, so that I can catch countless clues that prove that he seems to like me a little bit.

Make me confused and happy.

He came over and put a bowl in front of me first.

Just like everyone else's boyfriend.

I lowered my head, and the steaming mist of noodle soup hit my face, giving me some warmth.I only realized later that it was already autumn.

The noodles here are also good.The amount of sixties is sufficient, they are cut open, and the naked flesh shows the sweet flesh and heart, the soup is shiny with oil, and the diced green onion is dotted on the white surface.

Before I moved my chopsticks, Lu Bei, who was sitting opposite me, stretched out his hand, reached out for the chopsticks, and picked off the chopped green onions bit by bit.

The expression is serious and focused.

It was even more unbearable than the one who gave the lecture just now.

For me, Lu Bei has such an indescribable magical power.

It always makes me inexplicably like him more at this moment than the last moment.

After Lu Bei finished picking, he pushed the bowl towards me again and said, "Eat while it's hot."

Ah ah ah ah ah!

Lu Bei!my dream man!

He is really the most attentive man I have ever seen!

I nodded obediently, then stared at his face, and swallowed the noodles one bite at a time.

"How is it?" His chopsticks were slanted into the bowl, but he didn't eat it, he just asked me.There is still some expectation and pride in the eyes.

I widened my eyes and said to him, "It's delicious! Hey, this restaurant is really good! I'll come to eat next time."

Only then was Lu Bei satisfied, and he took a sip of the soup first, then smacked his lips: "It's really fresh."

I also imitated him and took a sip of soup, echoing: "Yes."

After taking two bites, Lu Bei suddenly asked me, "How is Aini?"

My mouth was full of oil: "Okay, hey, or you can go to my room to see her tomorrow!"

Lu Bei lowered his eyes: "I'm not free tomorrow, I'm going... to celebrate a friend's birthday."

"oh oh."

I understand, maybe it's his ambiguous partner or ex.

Get used to it.

Not sour is false, and sour is not qualified.

I was burying my head in eating, when suddenly a loud and loud voice exploded behind my ears: "Gou Tian??"

I look up, Gan!Fuck!It was Liu Xiong! !

How did you meet him here?

I opened my mouth, it was over, and he caught me with Lu Bei again!

Liu Xiong also looked surprised: "Hey! That old Li said you went out to find a school girl, what are you...?"

I looked at his expression and blurted out without moving my mind: "No, no! Senior and I... just met on the road."

The air stagnates.

It was only then that I realized what I was talking about, and immediately regretted it.

I wish I could pull my tongue out.

I hurried to look at Lu Bei's expression. He seemed to have cast a cold glance at me, and said unhurriedly, "Well, let's have a meal by the way."

Liu Xiong nodded thoughtfully: "Here! That's fine, you guys eat, I'll go first."

After taking two steps, I turned back: "Old Gou, the girl from the electric school I met last time said that she was having a social gathering, do you have time on Saturday night?"

I nodded curtly: "OK."

Liu Xiong left for a while, and neither Lu Bei nor I spoke.

I thought for a long time before I said tremblingly: "You, don't be angry... I'm afraid of them, easy to misunderstand."

Lu Bei lowered his head and sucked his face, without looking at me: "What is the misunderstanding?"

My mind was in a mess and I spoke incoherently: "Just, we two, because, they all know...I, I adore you..."

Lu Bei sneered, pounding his chopsticks back and forth in the bowl, he was very accustomed to my tongue.

"Okay," he said finally, "you'd better not be, misunderstood."

It's okay to hear these words, but the sixtieth face in front of him is even more difficult to swallow.

"I, I... I, it's because I have a ghost in my heart! I'm afraid of being misunderstood..." The cheeks burned.

I gritted my teeth and finished the sentence: "If I didn't, well, you, wouldn't I just be frank...well...well."

It's so embarrassing to say this!Gan!

Lu Bei's expression softened a bit: "Oh... I see, let's eat."

In the afternoon, in order to make up for my mistakes, I listened more seriously, and finally even Lu Bei couldn't help but compliment me a few words: "You have a good brain."

I was so proud, I puffed up my chest and said, "No way! I don't care who said it."

He leaned on the table with one arm, looked at me carefully, and said with a smile, "I've been talking to you for a whole day, and you must pass no matter what."

My gaze was a little ambiguous, and I was so flustered that I didn't know what to do. I hurriedly avoided his eyes, and expressed my loyalty: "For you, I must pass!"

Lu Bei stared at it warmly for a while before saying, "You, you just don't flirt."

While talking, a hand stretched out towards the top of my head, wanting to pat my head, but somehow changed direction, landed on my shoulder, and patted: "Come on tomorrow."

I took a deep breath of the air that Lu Bei had breathed, and I clenched my fists, "Okay!"

Walking happily on the way back to the dormitory.The sunset is pink, just like my heart.

My arms are pink too.

Ignoring the surprised eyes of others, I walked, scratching my ears and cheeks like a monkey.Ah, I can finally scratch unscrupulously, fuck, it's so itchy.I hid it all afternoon without daring him to see it.

I didn't let him know that I was allergic to sixties when I was young.

Harm, what about allergies, as long as Lu Bei wants to eat, I can eat Laoba's special little burger.

Just because it is him, I am willing to do whatever he asks me to do.

Love blinds people to the extreme.

Even now, in the wee hours of the morning, when I recall this dreamy afternoon, I still feel unbelievably happy.

People tend to think wildly at night, and I have also become obsessed with the Internet.

According to my rich experience of watching countless confession scenes, I found that young people nowadays are quite afraid to say "love".As if the word is too heavy to say.

In contrast, "I like you" is much easier, more irresponsible, and more casual.

At the beginning, I whispered countless times in my heart, Lu Bei, I like you, I like you, I like you.

As time passed, I started to doubt myself, do I really like Lu Bei?

Do I really, just, like Lu Bei?

But I clearly know that as long as I see him, I will lose control, and I know that even if it hurts, I can't get rid of the entanglement with him.

No matter how shamelessly I trampled on my self-esteem, he was someone I couldn't give up.

I love you I love you I love you.Lu Bei.

I love you.

If I can, I really want to eat you bite by bite.