Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Saturday January [-] is cloudy

In the end, their billiards naturally failed.

Lu Beiheng carried me into a car and rushed to the hospital. I heard him explaining to Shen Jing in a nice way in the car: "Yes, there are too many people, it must have fallen. Hmm... It's not serious...well...well, I'll take him to the hospital first, do you want to come? Okay, I'll give you directions on WeChat later, you take a taxi...well, okay, be careful on the road. "

I listened in silence for a long time, thought about it, and said: "Why don't you let him come, the hospital is full of people, and it is easy to get other diseases, so there is no need."

What is it all about!I also don't want my partner's ex-boyfriend to accompany me to the hospital!

Lu Bei put his mobile phone back into his pocket: "If he wants to come, let him come."

"I'm not serious, there's no need to mobilize people like this..."

"He has nothing to do." Lu Bei bent down and looked at my ankle: "Besides, you are so swollen that you can't even walk. Is it serious?"

……I'm speechless.

I didn't know which wolf-hearted thing just now, so I told Shen Jing that my injury was not serious.

There was not a single word of truth in the dog man's mouth, turning his face was faster than turning a book.

Lu Bei took me to the hospital first, and then waited with me while I was registered for an emergency.I couldn't move, so I could only sit and watch him go about his business.

Gang Zhen, look at him frowning heroically, looking up, staring at the electronic screen for calling numbers seriously, comparing numbers one by one.Sure enough...it's still very handsome!

He is tall and has a good manner, especially when he falls in the crowd, he is simply outstanding with his own luminous attributes.

My heart felt hot for nothing.

Woohoo, the whole world can see, my man is busy with my affairs!Maybe in a few decades, we will still support each other to the hospital and accompany each other to see a doctor like this.

I am still!Can't help it!So happy!

If it weren't for the fact that there is Shen Jing between the two of us right now, I would probably have been crying bitterly and grateful at this time, and I couldn't think of reciprocating.

There are many people on vacation, and there are dozens of people in the front row.

Lu Bei sat next to me, chatting with each other, and didn't play with his mobile phone, but he would look anxiously at it from time to time.

He should be waiting for news from Shen Jing.

"Ah," so I pretended to mention it casually, "then you two added back to WeChat?"

He froze and gave me a quick look.

Then he said, "Yes, he added me back after the call that day."

I remembered that he seemed to have said before that after they broke up, Shen Jing deleted him alone, but he kept it and was reluctant to delete it.

The moment Shen Jing added him back, he must have been surprised to find that he had passed through his friend without any verification information.

It's been four years, how affectionate is it to keep someone who knows he won't look back?

I nodded: "Well. Very good."

Naturally, Lu Bei didn't say a word about "If you mind, I'll delete him" Barabara, he just turned his head away and looked outside in silence.

Just then, his cell phone rang.

He got up immediately, and walked out while answering the phone: "Okay, here in the emergency department, don't get lost again, I'll pick you up."

I sat on the cold stainless steel bench in the hospital, looked at his back, and suddenly had the idea of ​​leaving.

I have no doubt that every time Shen Jing needs him, he will quickly and decisively abandon me and go to him.Isn't this just like "if the ex cries, the incumbent will lose", it's just that I am a little bit more miserable, and I have already lost before the ex cries.

Shen Jing came soon, and as soon as he entered the door of the emergency room, he ignored Lu Bei behind him and walked towards me with concern: "Are you okay?"

I shook my head: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore."

A stubby hair stuck out of his short chestnut hair: "You should have said just now, what if you fall badly, it made Lu Bei very anxious."

I laughed dryly, went to look at Lu Bei, and found that his expression was uncomfortable after hearing this.

It's really weird, we two are obviously the ones who are upright, but when we stand in front of Shen Jing, we are like adulterers and mistresses, we feel guilty for no reason.

I had no choice but to say: "I'm really sorry for you. You finally came back. Originally, we were the hosts. We should show you around, but it turned out like this."

Shen Jing smiled heartily: "Your body is important, it's too far-fetched."

The three of us sat in a row like this, chatting awkwardly, and finally my number was called, and I felt a sense of relief.

In front of Shen Jing, Lu Bei stopped hugging me and took me to the doctor with one hand.

As a result, I waited in line for so long, and came out within a minute after entering. The doctor went through the procedure to take a film, and then went to take an X-ray.After tossing and turning, it was already dark. Fortunately, my bones were fine, but my tendons were sprained. The doctor prescribed some spray, and I was limped home by Lu Bei.

Unexpectedly, Shen Jing also said that he would go back with the two of us.

He said that they were all men, and that Lu Bei was careless in taking care of them. One more person and two hands were more helpful.

I shied away for a long time and couldn't refuse, but I wasn't being polite to him!I really don't want him to come home with me again!When he came back this trip, he really followed us closely except for sleeping in the hotel at night!No, follow Lu Bei!ah!Are you bothered? !

But my opinion is not important, my protest is still invalid, Shen Jing still went back with us.He was on the right and Lu Bei was on the left, and the two of them supported me with one arm, not to mention, they really looked like a fucking family of three.

I was so hungry that I screamed, and when I got home, Lu Bei went to cook first.

Shen Jing stopped helping in the kitchen, and sat next to me, watching TV with me.

It just so happened that tonight there was a happy base camp of Pineapple TV, Lu Bei’s favorite, so I tuned to this channel and let it sit, trying to dilute the embarrassment between us.

"He still likes to watch this show?"

"Ok?"

"I haven't watched it for a long time," Shen Jing sighed: "It used to be that we would watch it together every Saturday night, and we never missed a single episode."

"Oh……"

"He is really nostalgic." Shen Jing smiled with tender eyes.

That's right, if you don't miss the old days, can you still send you that long essay to express your nostalgia?

Yes, I haven't forgotten about this!

I asked him, "Then how long are you going to stay here?"

Shen Jing tilted his head: "Maximum three days, when you accept leave, I don't have much fun by myself."

Whoa!Much shorter than I thought!Thank goodness!

Lu Bei was frying fish steaks in the kitchen, and the oil was splashing and crackling. Shen Jing suddenly said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"What?"

Want to ask why I like Lu Bei?Relationship history?How are we doing?I frowned thinking.

But he came close to my ear with a smile: "You, did you do it on purpose?"

? ? ? ?

To be honest, a kid like me didn't understand what he was talking about.

I didn't understand until he glanced at my feet.

Who is he?Do you think that in order not to let Lu Bei accompany him, in order to gain Lu Bei's attention, I deliberately fell down and made trouble for them both? ?

I'm a man of strong bones, how can I play such a trick? !He is too small to measure the belly of a gentleman!

Anyone who hates being wronged for no reason, I couldn't control my expression, my eyes turned cold: "What do you mean?"

After a pause: "I'm not that boring."

Shen Jing was taken aback for a moment, then waved his hands and smiled: "I'm just asking casually, don't worry about it."

I stared at him: "Then can I ask you a question?"

Shen Jing nodded: "You can ask whatever you want."

"...What do you think about Lu Bei?"

I regret this kind of lack of momentum when I say it, but I have always been a loser in this relationship, and I can't talk about shame or shame.

Shen Jing raised his eyebrows, as if he was surprised that I asked directly.He stared at the program on TV for a long time before saying: "To tell you the truth, it's hard for me to say that I don't have feelings for him, and it's hard for me to say that I don't love him, but we can't continue to be together."

He said: "At that time, going abroad was arranged by my family, and I had no choice. But the foreign country will not last long, so it is better to forget it early. I thought I could be so cruel, and I also thought that I didn't love him as much as I imagined."

"But I was wrong. Only after I separated from him did I realize that he was too important to me. He took my heart away. I opened and closed my eyes and thought of him. I have worked hard for a long time, but there is no way." Forget him. However, I have already made a choice, I can't turn back, and both of us are the kind of people who have a good face, and no one bowed their heads to be soft. So it's up to today."

Shen Jing looked at me: "It's a bit late, isn't it?"

I bowed my head, noncommittal.

He went on to say: "But this time the epidemic is also very serious. There are infections and deaths every day. I received his email and thought a lot. So I told Lu Bei that I can use another identity Be by his side."

"...Where's your fiancé?"

"Foreigners are more open about many things, besides, I need a green card." He just said lightly.

"All right……"

I never spoke again until dinner.I'm trying to digest these things.

Actually, I originally thought that when I heard that they would never get back together, I would be relieved, I would be grateful to Dade, and I would kneel down and kiss Shen Jing's upper.Thank you, Lord Shen Jing, for not wanting Lu Bei at all, so he can be let out and returned to me.

I did have this idea at first too.

But I woke up right away.

Of course, I can't show it, and I only dare to say it quietly in my diary.Because I can't really lie to my painful feelings, I think this kind of stickiness is really disgusting.

Of course I knew that Lu Bei would be moved by Shen Jing's gentleness, "accompanying him with a different identity", it was really touching and romantic.But as far as I am concerned, isn't it like holding the previous guillotine on my head forever?

If they still care about each other even though they are far apart, what about me?Have a venting tool close at your fingertips?Cannon stand?

Is it disgusting, can you be more straightforward, what are the two big men doing about each other's soul mates?

Shen Jing, you really know how to do it.

If the moon never comes to Lubei, then the moon will always be the moon.