Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Sunny on Monday [-]th January

Finally, Shen Jing was leaving today.Leaving my world without stopping.

Lu Bei asked for leave on a special trip to go to the airport to see him off.

When I heard it, I wanted to yell at him: "You don't want your perfect attendance award?" After thinking about it again, I felt that I was really narrow-minded, so I still didn't say it.

I am a self-aware pacifist (counsellor), and I still have to try my best to avoid all possible confrontations with Lu Bei.

otherwise he will be unhappy

Then I won't be happy anymore.

Yesterday, because my leg was still injured, I couldn't go out with Shen Jing. I felt guilty at first, thinking that the two of them finally met for the last time, but in the end they had to take care of me, making it impossible to go anywhere.

In the end... I was really naive!

It's ridiculously naive.

Comrade Diary, do you think he will abandon Shen Jing and stay at home to take care of me?

Hey!I also thought in my heart that he should do this.

Ha ha!But no!

Lu Bei still went out early in the morning!They went on a date!

Anyway, this guy used one action after another to prove to me that I'm really not important, so don't think too much.

After I woke up, I called Lu Bei twice and no one answered, then I struggled to get up and looked around the house, it was empty and no one was there.

Lu Bei left me a note, saying that the slices of bread and ham and eggs he fried for me were on the table, and asked me to remember to change the dressing.

His handwriting is still beautiful, flamboyant and powerful.I can't get angry.

I picked up the note and carefully clipped it into my diary.

His fingertips felt cold, but I thought, he should... take care of me.

I'm alone at home, and I have nothing else to do, so I just watch dramas and scroll through my phone.Sitting and sitting, I suddenly thought about it, anyway, Shen Jing will not come back, let them have fun this last time.

I am a generous man!If you want to live a decent life, you must always have some green on your head!

Lu Bei's head was so green, and he didn't say he was as sad as me.The one who likes him cheats on him, and the one he likes has a fiancé and also cheats on him. It's much worse than me, how sad he must be.

Compared with his so much sadness, my grievance is nothing.

Lu Bei also came back very late last night, I pretended to be asleep, and kept my ears on the bed to listen to the sound of him entering the door.I heard him put the keys and the bag, sighed deeply, and then there was no movement, maybe he sat on the sofa.

For a long time after that, he didn't move at all.I thought he was asleep, and I wanted to get up and quietly cover him with a quilt, but I heard his footsteps, as if he was walking towards my room.

I quickly tucked the quilt tightly and pretended to be asleep.

Lu Bei opened the door, tiptoed into my room, and walked towards me on the bed.

My heart was beating wildly, but I was trying to keep my breathing steady.

I felt that Lu Bei came quietly to my side, he supported my bed with one hand, and looked down at me from top to bottom.

I don't move.

He covered my face with his hands, gently stroking my face, scraping my skin with the back of his fingers.

It's a bit like teasing a kitten and a puppy, and it seems a bit gentle.

My heart went cold, and I always felt like I was saying goodbye.

Because my jiojio is still very swollen today, I can't get off the ground to go to school, so I also asked for leave and didn't go to class.After sending my medical records to our counselor, she still insisted that I write a leave note to her face to face today. I said I couldn't make it through, so she asked me to ask my classmate and roommate for help.

I thought about it for a long time, and I went to the baboon first. The baboon said that he was going to participate in some winter running activities today. I didn't have time, so I went to the monkey.

He didn't reply to me at first, just when I thought he was going to ignore me and not reply to my message, Houer sent me a concise "yes".

This... is it considered to be an icebreaker?

After finishing the trivial matters, I told Lu Bei that I would go with him to see off Shen Jing.

He frowned: "Your leg, you should rest at home."

I insisted on going: "It's hard to see him once, and I want to send him off too."

...and don't want you to be alone anymore.

...and afraid that you will be too sad when he leaves, but there is no one around to comfort you.

Lu Bei couldn't resist me, so he hailed a car, and we set off from home to pick up Shen Jing at the hotel.

When Shen Jing got into the car, he was surprised to see me there.And since I pulled Lu Bei to sit in the back seat, he could only sit in the front passenger seat by himself.

"How are your legs?" he asked, stretching his neck back.

I shook my head: "It's okay, thank you for your concern."

Shen Jing smiled and said: "I want to thank you, and you even came to see me off."

I smirked and said, "Don't be so polite, you should."

In fact, the drivers in our place are very chatty. Usually, when they take a taxi or take a taxi, they can be eloquent. If the passengers are foreigners, they are like half a tour guide.

But today, Xu felt that the atmosphere between the three of us was heavy and weird. After getting in the car, the uncle driver was rarely silent.

Lu Bei originally wanted me to wait in the car, and we would go home the same way after seeing him off.

But I didn't, I supported Lu Bei and forced Shen Jing to the customs.

Thinking about it, I was fighting too hard. Those who didn’t know thought this was my fucking ex-boyfriend.

So I saw the beautiful Shen Jing wearing a thin windbreaker, dragging his small suitcase with one hand, and took two steps forward.His bony fingers gripped the handle of the suitcase so hard that his nails turned white.

When he was about to enter the customs, he turned his head and stared at Lu Bei steadfastly, not even moving away from the corner of his eye.His eyes slowly turned red, and finally he squeezed out a big smile and waved to us with all his strength: "Brother Bei, goodbye."

Lu Bei was like a statue beside me, he didn't smile, he didn't cry, he didn't show any expression, he just waved: "Goodbye."

Then, I just watched Shen Jing dragging the suitcase, step by step, out of our sight.

Maybe I am a virgin and emotional person, and suddenly I feel a little sad.

I can be sure that Shen Jing really loves Lu Bei, but there are too many realistic factors and ambitions between the two of them.If, if life is like a movie, the two of them suddenly look at each other with tears in their eyes, Shen Jing will not immigrate, and Lu Bei will resign, the two of them will leave everything behind, run across the barrier at the customs gate, and hug each other tightly together...

Damn, it's still touching.

People who have said goodbye to each other, they really want to see each other again.I just don't know when they will meet again.

Shen Jing had been walking for more than ten minutes, but we still stood where we were.If Lu Bei didn't say leave, I didn't mention it either.

"Are you sad?" I asked him.

Lu Bei didn't speak, his expression was very complicated, it seemed a bit bitter, his eyes looked like a pool of black water that had dried up and left a bottom, but then he smiled again, as if he was a little relieved.

"go home."

Finally he said.

I was supported by him and sat back in the car with difficulty.Thinking about the fact that Shen Jing had been here, it seemed like a big dream that passed away in a blink of an eye.

After seeing off someone, I was in a very relaxed mood, but Lu Bei's expression seemed to be heavier than when he came.

I didn't want to disturb him, so I just held his hand quietly.

Lu Bei then lowered his head, looked at our clasped hands for a while, and said in a low voice, "I only have you."

The voice was very soft, as light as a sigh.

I slowly turned my body and leaned my head on his shoulder: "Yes, you have me."

Sooner or later there will only be me.