Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

January [-]st Friday cloudy

I never thought that one day I would sit face to face with Shen Jing and Lu Bei, two influential figures who used to be in high school, and have a meal.

For some reason, it suddenly occurred to me that there were many girls in our school at that time, and every time after class, they had to line up to the front and back doors of Class Three and Two of their senior high school to block them, chattering and pointing and cracking cp.

If they saw the scene today, would they hold me down in groups and beat me up on the ground?

How to say how I feel now, let's use an inappropriate analogy, it's like listening to the scenery is not as good as seeing the scenery.Before I saw Shen Jing, Shen Jing had a buff in my heart, and the Buddha's light was shining everywhere. After I saw him, it was true that I felt ashamed, but finally I felt that he seemed to have come out of the unreachable legend.

Of course, it is true that he is well-bred, and he is not domineering just because he is good-looking and awesome.

Shen Jing is worthy of being Shen Jing. In other people's homes, facing his ex-boyfriend and his ex-boyfriend's current boyfriend, he is not at all cautious and very comfortable.

On the other hand, we two aborigines, I feel like I'm sitting on pins and needles, like a thorn in my back, like a thorn in my throat, and Lu Bei is restless, distracted, and inconsistent.

Shen Jing spoke first, and he said to Lu Bei: "Your cooking skills are getting better and better."

Lu Bei twitched the corners of his mouth: "You fried the steak. It seems that you have learned a lot in the past few years abroad."

Oh yes, it was these two who were cooking just now, and they cooperated tacitly in the kitchen.They didn't seem to speak, but they just knew what the other was going to do.As for me, I tried my best, I tried to squeeze in, but the kitchen space is not big, I still can't do anything, it's really in the way, Lu Bei told me to go out and wait.

So I sat on the sofa and watched the two of them busy. They looked like a perfect match, and I felt like I was living.

Shen Jing picked up the chopsticks and braised the eggplant, and suddenly said: "Hey, you know, we were from a high school before."

I just realized that he was talking to me, so I stuffed my mouthful of food and nodded silently.

Lu Bei said beside him, "Xiao Tian'er also graduated from the same high school."

Shen Jing smiled: "Then you, you should have known us at that time, right?"

With soft eyes, he glanced at Lu Bei: "They were a model couple back then."

I poked at the rice: "Well, I know."

Maybe it's because I don't like him, I just feel uncomfortable with what he says.But I couldn't figure out what Lu Bei meant, so I didn't dare to show any emotion. If Lu Bei thought it was a beautiful nostalgia for his first love, then I would get annoyed by my caressing.

But Lu Bei just looked at me and didn't speak.

The steak was the ordinary kind that I just bought casually in the supermarket. Shen Jing poked it with a fork for a long time before poking it open, so he said, "It's better cut."

He was about to pick up the knife to cut, when Lu Bei on the side rushed to carry the plate to deal with it.

Shen Jing let Lu Bei do it, and looked at him with a smile on his cheek.

The love in the eyes is too obvious, I only hate that I am not blind, otherwise I wouldn't be able to see so clearly.

Just a "click" in my heart.

But Lu Bei didn't seem to notice, he just concentrated on cutting the steak.If it weren't for the shaking of his hands when sharing the steak, I would even think that he really felt that Shen Jing was reminiscing about old friends.

I'm not afraid of embarrassing myself, but I can't see him in embarrassment.After thinking about it for a long time, he took the initiative to talk to Shen Jing: "Then you are in... Canada, are you going to graduate? Are you going to graduate school? Or... are you going back to China?"

Shen Jing shook his head: "I have already completed my credits and graduated ahead of schedule. The supervisor's research office will accept me directly, and I will follow my supervisor to work on projects."

"oh oh."

I didn't quite understand, but I didn't dare to ask, it seemed I was ignorant.

All I know is that he is so powerful that he is different from ordinary people.Studying abroad is already stressful, but he can still do it with ease, which is the standard for a male protagonist of a tanmei novel.

Apart from showing my face to set off his outstanding ability, a hardcore male supporting role like me has a fucking inferiority complex.

But... Hearing what he said, he still has to go to graduate school and study, wouldn't it be a long time before he comes back! ! !

So I asked: "Are you planning to return to China for development, or continue to study abroad?"

Shen Jing shook his head, picked up a piece of steak, and put it into his mouth slowly: "I'm not going to come back."

He said: "Same-sex marriages are allowed there. I am going to get a certificate with my boyfriend, get a green card first, and then immigrate and naturalize."

……

What?

Boy friend? ? ?marry? ? ? ?Naturalization? ? ? ?

What!

Lu Bei's fork fell into the plate, and there was a crisp "clang".

I looked at him nervously, but I saw him pursing his lips, still maintaining that smile, lowering his head and cutting the steak, his face was normal.

After eating two yuan, he said slowly: "That's great, congratulations."

Shen Jing raised his eyebrows very naturally, raised his wine glass and signaled to him: "Thank you."

This confuses me.Since he has boyfriends and doesn't plan to come back for development, why did he come back this time?

Really... an old friend came to reminisce?

All the fighting spirit I had accumulated so easily turned into nothing at this moment——If no one else goes to the battlefield, who am I going to fight with?

My heart suddenly felt empty. I should have been grateful and happy when I heard the news, but I was a little panicked and overwhelmed.

Maybe it was also subconsciously that I realized that Shen Jing has completely become the one who has completely left Lu Bei behind.

Lu Bei will never get him, and Lu Bei will never let go.

After dinner, I heard Lu Bei ask Shen Jing what he wanted to do.

Shen Jing thought for a while: "I haven't been back for a long time. I heard that mobile payment in China has become very convenient. Take me to the business district to have a look."

He also said: "I haven't eaten a lot of food for a long time, and I haven't played billiards for a while. Is there a billiards hall near here?"

Lu Bei nodded: "All arrangements are made, I will take you there."

After all, he didn't care whether I liked it or not, and said directly: "Little Tian'er, pack up, put on your coat and go."

Axi Axi Axi In fact, I really don't want to go!

Anyone with a discerning eye (me) can see that the two of them are clearly not without feelings, nor are they reunited and chatting peacefully after each finds a boyfriend.

I began to wonder whether Shen Jing's nonsense about forcing the boyfriend he just said to get married and not come back is true, or is he deliberately angry with Lu Bei because he saw that Lu Bei has a boyfriend.

But no matter how reluctant I was, I didn't refuse.Anyway, it's not been a day or two since I've been looking for abuse, and I really wanted to know more about Shen Jing, so I set off with Lu Bei and the others.

On the road, the two of them walked side by side throughout the whole process, and I alone put my hands in my pockets and followed behind like a shadow.

Not to mention, from behind, the two of them are also extremely right.Shen Jing is taller than me, only about half a head shorter than him.It was too cold, he wrapped his down jacket tightly and shrunk his neck, only his short chestnut fluffy hair was exposed. From the back, he could feel that he was very beautiful.From time to time, he turned his face to the side and talked to Lu Bei, and when he heard something, he covered his mouth and giggled.

Lu Bei also looked very happy, turning his head to look at him with rather doting eyes.

However, he occasionally seemed to realize that something was wrong, and would look back at me from time to time.

I will be behind, squeeze out a smile to respond to him.

There are too many people, and sometimes they will be squeezed and separated from them.I endured the depression in my heart and tried to keep up with their pace.

The crowd was rushing and crowded, and suddenly, I heard exclamations in front of me. I was afraid that something might happen to Lu Bei, so I hurriedly looked over, and saw a middle-aged man standing in the middle of the crowd. He grabbed Shen Jing who was beside him.

Shen Jing's small body couldn't bear it, he couldn't stand firmly, and he couldn't dodge in time, when he was about to be dragged down, he saw Lu Bei's quick eyes and quick hands, and immediately hugged him into his arms.

Shen Jing turned pale with shock, and Lu Bei comforted him warmly.

……

But before I had time to eat, the turbulent flow of people in front of me hit me, and I was hit by the aunt next to me, and fell heavily to the ground.I put my elbows on it, and before I could stand up, I felt someone step on my ankle.

This was a real pain, and I couldn't help but cry out.

Seeing this, the little girl who stepped on me next to me was afraid of being responsible, so she didn't ask any more questions, and pretended to be anxious to urge the people in front to leave quickly.

That girl's weight is not light, and it's really hard to step down.

I was in so much pain that I couldn't care about anything else, so I quickly supported the railing next to me and got up immediately.

I know now is not the time to be brave, but I don't want Lu Bei and Shen Jing, especially Shen Jing, to see me in such a mess.

My ankle hurt so badly, I gritted my teeth, not daring to show it.

I looked up and saw that Lu Bei had let go of Shen Jing, looked at me from a distance, and lip-synced to me: "Are you all right?"

I straightened up quickly, shaking my head.

He nodded to me and said that they were going to the billiard hall next door.

I gestured to him: "I'll go right away."

Then he just watched them leave first.

I held my broken leg and wanted to move over, but it was probably sprained, and it hurt when I touched the ground, and I couldn't even stand up.The aunt next to me also kindly asked me: "Young man, are you okay?"

I endured the soreness in my eyes: "Thank you, it's okay."

The grievance in my heart was finally unbearable, and I sprayed it out all at once.Fuck Lu Bei!Even passers-by have more conscience than him, so he knows to go to see Shen Jing, Shen Jing, Shen Jing, is Shen Jing made of glass?Didn't say pay attention to me a little bit, woo woo woo.I can't move now, I can't go to the hospital, and I have to play billiards with his ex-boyfriend and his sweetheart.

Play billiards with a ball ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

They see if I look like a billiard ball or not.

But it was too embarrassing for me, an old man, to cry in public. I gritted my teeth and jumped out of the crowd on one leg.While thinking bitterly that I don't want to accompany them anymore, whoever wants to accompany them, at the same time I am awkward and don't want to appear petty, I have to endure, I have to be magnanimous, I have to love my house, I have to stay with them.

I have to... woo woo woo fuck me, I'm a coward!I can only scold my mother in my heart!I don't even have the guts to go!I'm even more afraid that Lu Bei will be angry with me...

I was thinking about it in a mess, when suddenly a person stood in front of me, without saying a word, he put an arm on me.

I drooped my mouth and looked up, only to see Lu Bei come back.

"What's going on?" He asked me, frowning.

I whispered: "It's nothing, I twisted it."

"Why didn't you just say that?"

I pursed my lips and said in a low voice: "I think Shen Jing finally came here... I'm afraid I'll spoil the fun..."

In order to show that I was not jealous but considerate, I even wiped the corners of my eyes pretendingly.

"you……"

Lu Bei looked at me with complex eyes, and finally hugged me horizontally: "Go to the hospital."

There were so many people on the street, they all looked over.

I didn't expect him to be like this, I struggled and said, "Hey, don't, let me down first."

However, he found that Lu Bei had lost his temper.

He put his arms around my waist and yelled, "Shut up, don't f---ing move."

The author says:

If this chapter has a name, I guess it's called Green Tea's Awakening...