Deep Cabinet Licking Dog Diary

Tuesday, December [-]th is sunny

I woke up early in the morning and there was class in the first period. I got up from the bed with my roommates shivering, and washed my face with cold water, shivering from the cold.

Putting on a down jacket and a hat and scarf, I stepped into thick boots and set off.

Liu Xiong mocked me and said that I dressed like a bear, so he gave me my name, and I should be called Gouxiong in the future.

As soon as I sat down in the classroom, I took out my phone to check and found that Lu Bei had sent me a message.

The tone is also rather blunt, asking me where Aini's staple food cans are.

I thought about it, and returned to him: in the TV cabinet in the living room.

He replied me with a [speechless] expression: Didn't you not reply to me?

I didn't know how to say it, so I just sent a series of ellipses.

Lu Bei seemed to be in a hurry and ignored me for a long time.

It was almost the end of get out of class before asking: "Aren't you coming back tonight?"

He said this as if he had ulterior motives, and I hesitated for a moment.

what does he mean?Could it be... do you want to bring someone home?

I became subconsciously afraid, even if I didn't want to face him again, I couldn't calmly imagine the possibility of him taking someone back for a date.

A little flustered, I wanted to calmly reply to Lu Bei: "What's wrong?"

But after typing, every word seemed to have malicious intentions, so I deleted them all.

Because the class was full on Wednesday, I really couldn't run around, so I could only grit my teeth and say, "Yes, I won't go back."

I stared at these five words, and my frightened and stubborn face was reflected on the phone screen.

There was no class in the second period in the afternoon, so I stayed in the dormitory and did my homework.

I am alone in the bedroom.Li Houer and his photography club have activities, Wang Baboon goes to the library for self-study, and Liu Xiong goes out to play basketball.

I belatedly felt the sadness of being out of touch with college life.I bit my pen and thought wildly. It would be great if there was a Lubei Society. Let’s sit down and study Lu Bei, analyze his personality like chasing stars, take high-definition photos of him, record and share his songs, and write about him and himself. The meat. Wen, pay attention to his every move...then how active and happy I will be!

Tomorrow, I did not reply to Lu Bei's news again, but God knows I have to go through all his social platforms every hour, trying to pay attention to his mood.

I just swiped through Weibo and saw that Lu Bei had updated a photo of the Teddy doll he bought today, with a doting smile on his face.

... This damned man is still damn good-looking.

I don't understand either, how did he manage to make my heart beat so painfully?

These dynamics of his, I don’t read them, I feel empty, and I feel sad when I read them. No matter what kind of information makes me restless, it’s torture.

I made an appointment with Jeff for dinner, at the barbecue restaurant where I worked part-time.I went over to find a seat and told Jeff: I'm here, where are you?

He immediately replied to me: Immediately, immediately.

I sat on the rickety three-legged stool, staring at the oily table in a daze.

After a while, the phone vibrated, and I saw him and said: I'm here.

Under normal circumstances, this kind of stimulation makes me excited and curious.After all, we have never met before, we are still special, I thought it should be as obscure and mysterious as a spy connection.

But in the current situation, to be honest, I think about wine more.

I looked up and searched for someone who might be Jeff among the crowd.

……

I seem to see a familiar person.

……

He held up his phone and shook it, motioning to me.

……

Maybe it's because I've been so muddled for the past two days, I sat at the table, so dazed that when I saw Liu Xiong walking towards me from afar, I didn't run away in panic.

I just stood there and looked at him quietly, and then felt confused about everything.

I wanted to say something, but he waved his hand and said directly to the waiter, a draft of beer.

Then he sat next to me very naturally.

The ears are red.

If it was the original me, I might still have to pretend to be stupid, and make a few rounds with him before embarrassingly recognizing him, but now I have no spare energy to deal with those falsehoods.

I sat still.

I just froze, not knowing how to speak.

Liu Xiong was also embarrassed. He quietly looked at me several times, as if he wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Closet roommates are forced to come out to each other.

It was not until the wine was served that the silence was broken.

Liu Xiong pushed the greasy menu to me: "What do you want to eat?"

I pretended to be calm: "Twenty skewers of mutton, four skewers of sausages, four wings, and one eggplant."

Liu Xiong nodded and called the waiter: "Fifty skewers of mutton, four grilled sausages, four grilled wings, one eggplant, twenty skewers of kidneys and two oysters."

Emmm...

Didn't I say you should pay attention to your diet when exercising?

He shook his head: just indulge this time.

Then they still looked at each other.

It was Liu Xiong who spoke first. He cleared his throat and asked me, "Aren't you surprised?"

I smiled wryly: "There have been too many things that have surprised me recently, and I have lost the ability to be surprised."

I kind of wanted to ask him what was going on with him being such a straight guy, but after thinking about it, I didn't want to hear him share the story of how he was a man who became a man, so I gave up in the end.

After a long time, no food came out, we both drank beer dryly, feeling like we were sitting on pins and needles, still hungry enough.

Liu Xiong had already drank a can, he easily squeezed the can, then turned his head and asked me hesitantly: "Then how are you and Lu Bei...how are you?