【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

Shen Yan's lips turned pale, he moved, and lowered his head in frustration.

The fingertips trembled slightly.

Even though it was early summer, he felt cold.

"Living together, you are getting farther and farther away from me... let alone moving out..." Shen Yan's eyes were filled with tears, his eyes were flushed, trying not to let himself cry, it was too embarrassing... "Xiao Cheng, the relationship between us The connection between them seems to be inseparable, but ah...but it will be broken with a light touch, could it be..." His voice was choked and trembling, "Is it just because I like you?" He raised a hand Covering his face, the blue veins on his hands were clearly visible, expressing his master's emotions.

Ouyang Cheng also felt sad, but ah...

"Brother Shen, there is no future, I don't want to fight..." Ouyang Cheng made up his mind and continued, "My dad can't accept men, and if I give up on you at that time, you will be even more sad."

"I don't mind." Shen Yan raised his head and straightened his back, his face was as pale as a piece of white paper, but his black eyes were filled with firmness, "Xiao Cheng, I don't mind if you give up on me in the future, can you... "His voice suddenly dropped, but he could still hear clearly. The emotions of the past few years were hidden in it, like raging waves, trying to drown people. He bent his lips towards Ouyang Cheng.

Shen Yan is actually a very proud person, but he lowered himself inch by inch in front of the other party, until finally he was lowered into the dust, "Can you try it with me... Since you have already thought about being separated in the future, is it possible? Will you accept men, and have you ever thought about us being together?"

Ouyang Cheng was left speechless by the question. He thought of the moment when he watched a gay movie and felt that the actors in it were not as good as Shen Yan... Thinking of the moment when he knew that Shen Yan might also like someone?Can Shen Yan be together?

Ouyang Cheng's silence made Shen Yan seem to see a little hope, he slowly approached the other party, very close, "It's too bitter, can you...give me some..."

Ouyang Cheng's Adam's apple slid up and down a few times, his eyes rolled, he looked at Shen Yan's face, handsome and delicate...

"Brother Shen, do you know what you're talking about?" Ouyang Cheng tried to smile lightly, "I... like girls, I always only look at beautiful women a few times on the street, and I'm a fool! , Really, I always feel that there will be better ones, and I can't help being nice to others..."

Eyelashes trembled, "I know..." Shen Yan wanted to grab Ouyang Cheng's hand, but the other party avoided him, "I can..." He pursed his lips, so lowly that even he felt sick, "I can slowly Waiting for you to grow up, waiting for you to calm down."

Always, he thought, something could change.

"But my family won't agree..."

"I don't need to agree." Shen Yan smiled sadly. This news has pushed him to a situation where he can't help it, and now that some things have been said, he can no longer suppress them, "We... can contact... Xiao Cheng in private , I just want a chance, look at my chance."

Ouyang Cheng was stunned, how could a person like someone so much?

"Even if you know, there is no future?"

Shen Yan nodded, his chin sharpened and his face turned pale. He waited cautiously for Ouyang Cheng's answer.

He thought, as long as Ouyang Cheng could accept a man and be with him, he could slowly build a future... If he still didn't have it in the end, he probably wouldn't have any regrets.

It's not painful to like Ouyang Cheng, the painful thing is that Ouyang Cheng has never seen him and gave him a chance.

Ouyang Cheng reached out and hugged Shen Yan.

Shen Yan smiled, tears rolled out of his eyes in an instant, no one wants him, his little Cheng...

But it was pushed away in the next second.

"Brother Shen, I can't be with you." Shen Yan's love is too pure, he can't not be moved, but he can't accept it, he can't respond to Shen Yan, "Don't like me, I'm not worth it."

Shen Yan froze in place, he couldn't even react, he just stared blankly at Ouyang Cheng leaving in front of him.