【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

It's like a lonely traveler walking in winter, finally having a cup of hot water.

With trembling fingertips, he opened the exquisite little box. It was a pair of cufflinks, with silver trim, and the dark blue inside was like gems in the starry sky. It was low-key and luxurious, and it took a lot of effort.

The edge of his lips raised an arc, Shen Yan put it back carefully, and felt aggrieved no matter where he put it.In the end, I stuffed it into my pocket, like a toy that a child gets very happy, and he is reluctant to throw it away.

After going out to sit down for dinner, the cake that Ouyang Cheng ordered also arrived. He put the birthday hat on for him, and said with a smile, "Brother Shen, happy birthday."

"Thank you." Shen Yan was a little embarrassed, blushing slightly.

Cut the cake and make a wish.

Shen Yan didn't have such a habit. On the contrary, Ouyang Cheng put down his phone and smiled after replying to the message, "Brother Shen, don't be so rigid, let's live a life, show a sense of ritual, what if the wish comes true?"

Is he dull?

There was still bitterness in my heart, but I didn't show it.

He quietly made a wish.

【Hope... I can be in his choice. 】

Happy birthday, April 4, 13-year-old Shen Yan.

...

At dusk the next day, Ouyang Cheng, who was wearing a blue ball uniform and a headband of the same color, invited Shen Yan to go for a run.

They jogged around a lake near the alley, and Shen Yan even found time to check the chemical equations that Ouyang Cheng should memorize.

Until dark, pedestrians in twos and threes, tired birds returning to their nests, under the dim street lights, mosquitoes and flies turn to the light.

The two started walking.

They have been together since childhood, and Shen Yan has been with each other since Ouyang Cheng was a baby until now.

Ouyang Cheng was mischievous when he was a child, even his grandfather couldn't help him, only Shen Yan, as long as he kept a cold face, he would obey obediently.

He also couldn't remember how many times Shen Yan passed by these places with his back on his back and led him by the hand.

In a daze, Ouyang Cheng could still see two tall and short figures in front of them, one was taciturn and the other was talkative, but the atmosphere was extremely harmonious.

"Brother Shen." Ouyang Cheng withdrew his thoughts and licked his lips, "I remember, when I was in the third grade of elementary school, I seemed to be scolded by you a few words, and then ran away from home. Going over there, I really got lost in the end..."

"I didn't scold, but my tone was a bit harsh." Shen Yan said, "I followed you all the way, but I didn't expect you to actually go to sleep under the bridge."

"Well, you carried me on your back, and I hugged your neck and cried all the way." Ouyang Cheng touched his nose, "I was really flustered and scared, thinking that you really wouldn't come to me."

"I will always be behind you." He said lightly.

There is wind all around, very soft, like a lover's whisper.

"I know, Brother Shen has always been very important to me." Ouyang Cheng suddenly stopped, sighed, and then tilted his head to look at Shen Yan, "But Brother Shen, I will always have my own life There is less than a month left for the college entrance examination, and there is something I want to tell you in advance."

With a straight and thin back, Shen Yan had a premonition in his heart that the warmth and happiness of the past few days seemed to be shattered.

He looked at Ouyang Cheng, his pupils were dark and filled with broken light.

It looks like longing.

But Ouyang Cheng looked away, looking at the calm lake, "I'm going back to my father, once the college entrance examination is over, I won't be staying here anymore."

Shen Yan has been resisting the arrival of this day, he even restrained himself from thinking about it, but...

Bitterness spread from the tip of the tongue.

"Uncle Ouyang, did you force you, Xiao Cheng?" Shen Yan tried hard to maintain his calm, "I can go to Uncle Ouyang and tell them, they... just hope to have a qualified person to share the family business, you are here, the same You will be very good, you grew up here...I mean, this is your home too...Grandpa..." The taciturn he babbled nonsense, "It's okay, we can fight for it, you will be an adult soon , Uncle Ouyang, he can't interfere with all your decisions. "

"..." Ouyang Cheng listened to him quietly, and kicked a stone into the lake, causing ripples in the calm lake.

He said.

"It's not forcing me."

"I also plan to leave here. We will eventually start our own families." Ouyang Cheng looked at the sky, "Brother Shen, my dad knows you are gay."

"..." Shen Yan looked at him, so desperate that he couldn't speak.

"He said, I don't listen to his arrangement. It is impossible for you to think of working in a good hospital after graduation."

"I don't care, Xiao Cheng." Shen Yan said eagerly as if he had grasped at a straw.

"I care." Ouyang Cheng smiled, and he shrugged easily, "I've compromised. Brother Shen, the point is actually here, even if one day I accept you, I can't do it, with me Dad to fight. I can't bear hardships, I'm just a pampered rich second generation. I can't bear such a heavy future with Brother Shen. "