【Rebirth】I'm so fragrant with the bamboo horse who hates and fears

Shen Yan stood silently for a long time, so long that there were no pedestrians, only him and his shadow on the ground.

Occasionally there are a few wild cats whimpering, like crying.

He glanced sideways at the lake, raised his hand to wipe off the tears on his chin, and regained his silent calm.

He went home and went to school very early the next day. He had to prepare for his defense and graduation, and he had to live life no matter how difficult it was.

...

One day he received a call from Aunt An that Ouyang Cheng had moved away. She was a servant hired by Ouyang's family and asked her to go back. She was unwilling and resigned voluntarily.

Now that Ouyang Cheng has left, even if Ouyang's family doesn't take back this small building, the two of them don't plan to live any longer. Aunt An only has one daughter, but in the countryside, they live fairly well.

Aunt An planned to go back, she would only become a burden to him if she followed the current Shen Yan.

Shen Yan took time to come back and help Aunt An move things together.

He lost a lot of weight, and became paler and more silent. Aunt An gave him a card, but Shen Yan didn't take it.

"You save it to buy nutritional supplements. I am an adult and can take care of myself." Shen Yan smiled at the old man.

Aunt An sighed, "Come to the house during the holidays."

"En." Shen Yan looked at her and said, "Thank you for all these years."

Aunt An talked to him again, then got into the van driven by her son-in-law, and waved goodbye to him.

When the sound of the car could not be heard at all, the small building was only quiet.

Only occasionally, the noisy voices of other houses in the alley can be heard.

In the end, he was the only one left.

The shadow was drawn on the wall, and when he entered the house, most of the things were still there, including the portraits of old man Ouyang and his father.The old man's portrait naturally existed in the old house, so Ouyang Cheng naturally wouldn't take this away.

Shen Yan stepped forward to put incense sticks on the old man and his father, and his Adam's apple rolled a few times, "I'm sorry, grandpa, I may not have the chance to take care of him in the future..."

Shen Yan looked back at the confinement room, closed his eyes, and his heart ached.

In the end, I went in. In the empty room, the curtains were drawn, and there was a golden sky and a few crooked telephone poles outside.

There is a box on the table, which contains the figure he gave him and a letter.

The general content of the letter was just that I was sorry, and then let him live a good life, and finally said that this figure was too expensive, Shen Yan needed money now, and hoped that Shen Yan could exchange his money back, he no longer liked these things.

Shen Yan thought, some things in Ouyang Cheng's world have already lost their brilliance and attractiveness, and those that have faded have long been abandoned, such as this figurine, this home, and him.

His lips were a little chapped and bleeding, and when he pursed his lips, he could feel the fishy sweetness.

He stared blankly for a while, sighed, picked up the box with trembling fingers, and threw it into the trash can resolutely.

No more, he doesn't want it, and he doesn't want it anymore.

If only feelings could be lost so easily.

His figure trembled, and Shen Yan fled back to the small building in a panic, his back was lonely and thin, and no one knew whether he was crying or not.

...

Originally, under the recommendation of his mentor, Shen Yan could go to the best central hospital in Jing'an City to be a surgeon, and the hospital welcomed him very well. He had excellent grades and performed very well during the internship.

But Shen Yan remembered Ouyang Cheng's words, and finally went to Jing'an City Third Hospital, which can only belong to the third-tier hospital in Jing'an City.

The Third Medical Center is also within the second ring road, and housing prices are very expensive. Shen Yan rented a one-bedroom, one-living room in a very old residential area far away. It would take about an hour and a half to go to work by riding his little electric donkey.

He didn't throw away Peppa Pig's key, and that pair of delicate cufflinks, which he also brought with him on graduation day.

He just didn't know that Ouyang Cheng also went there on the day he graduated, but Ouyang Cheng was afraid that Shen Yan would be angry with him, so he didn't show up.

...

Shen Yan often took out his mobile phone and looked at Ouyang Cheng's phone number and WeChat avatar, but the other party never sent a message on his own initiative.

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination were released, he went to the high school to see, and Ouyang Cheng's name was also listed, and he was admitted to Jing'an University.

Among the noisy crowd, some were crying and others were saying goodbye, but he didn't see Ouyang Cheng.

He took the initiative to send a WeChat message [Xiao Cheng, congratulations. 】

no answer.

He pursed his lips tightly, his expression flashed with sadness, his fingers unconsciously moved, and he got through the phone. When he was still hesitating whether to hang up, a beautiful girl walked up to him with red eyes. , "Excuse me, are you Ah Cheng's brother?"

Shen Yan looked at him, Ouyang Cheng's girlfriend in high school, Liang Tian.

"Yeah." I deliberately didn't check whether the phone was connected or not, and put it back in my pocket.

Liang Tian handed him a letter, "I did something wrong, and he didn't want to forgive me. I knew I was wrong, but he didn't even give me a chance, so he went abroad directly, and didn't answer my phone calls or text messages. , I can only ask you to bring me this letter and a word to him."

"Remember to tell him that I...will wait for him forever."