longing

Duan Hefang only woke up for a moment, then lightly hit Xu Yu's shoulder with his head, and fell into a deep sleep.

The ktv was a bit noisy, everyone was of the same age, and the cheerful Cen Suisui quickly integrated into the new environment. She and Xue Mo were coaxed to sing a love song duet. The atmosphere in the box became very lively, but it belonged to Xu The small place between Yu and Duan Hefang is very warm and affectionate.

His shoulders were slightly heavy. During the interval of the music, Xu Wei could still feel Duan Hefang's breathing. Suddenly, he took out his mobile phone, found an angle with difficulty with his free hand, and snapped a picture one by one. .

The light was dim, Xu Wei only took a picture of the overlapping hair of the two of them, and Duan Hefang's lightly closed right eye was also blurred into the mirror, Xu Wei slowly set the photo as the lock screen, replacing the previous The one I'm using is not a group photo.

In fact, there are quite a lot of photos taken with Duan Hefang stored in Xu Wei's mobile phone.

Some were taken at the class sports meeting, Cen Suisui secretly took pictures when they went out to play, and they were taken together on Xue Mo's birthday...

But Xu Wei still likes these two pictures the most, they are the moments he enjoys with warm and simple liking and exclusive enjoyment.

Wenwen saw Xu Yu waking up from a distance, she walked over lightly, and waved to Xu Wei: "Xu Wei, are you going to sing?"

Xu Wei raised his hand to cover his lips and made a shush gesture.

But the singing voice was too loud, so Wen Wen had to lean slightly, leaned into Xu Wei's ear, and said, "Going to sing? I'll order a song for you."

Xu Wei shook his head.

"Let's go, it's not fun to come to ktv without singing."

"I don't like singing."

"Then go play a game? There are a lot of cards there."

Because it was not easy to bear the force, Wenwen changed his posture again, one of them was not stabilized, and the whole person suddenly fell down and fell on Xu Wei, which made him shrink back in fright, and woke up Duan Hefang on his shoulder.

Duan Hexuan opened his eyes in a daze, his head fell into a clear and blank sleep for a while, he slowly came back to his senses, his eyes slowly focused, looking at the two people who seemed to be hugging each other in front of him, his pupils shrank sharply.

I don't know who discovered it first, there were a few people booing in the corner.

"Wow!"

"What are you doing?"

Cen Suisui looked at the two of them in bewilderment, tugged at Xue Mo's clothes, and said in a daze, "What's going on?"

Xue Mo shook his head: "I don't know either."

Wenwen blushed for the most part, and quickly got up, saying "sorry, sorry, sorry", Xu Yu said embarrassingly that it's okay, and turned to look at Duan Hefang:

"Woke you up."

Duan Hefang pinched the center of his eyebrows and sighed lightly.

Xu Wei's heart was pounding, and Duan Hefang's expression was not very good.

After all, Wen Wen is a girl, with a thin skin, and after being laughed at like this, she ran to the little sister to whisper. Duan Hefang took a look at Xu Wei and asked:

"You guys just..."

Xu Wei hissed: "She lost her balance and fell."

Pulling his face down because of jealousy before falling in love is not something Duan Hefang would do. He pressed his sour mood and asked, "Are you going to sing?"

Xu Yu shook his head in embarrassment: "I won't..."

It just so happened that the next song was cut, Cen Suisui came over with a smile, and put the microphone into Duan Hefang's hands: "Brother Duan, you sing this."

Duan Hefang looked at the screen intently. It was Xu Jiaying's "Like You". He met Shang Cen Suisui's playful gaze, and then took another look at Xu Wei.

"Then listen to me." He said.

Duan Hefang sings very well, because his voice is in good condition, and his intonation is also very good. The appearance of holding the microphone and singing under the shaking lanterns is really charming.

Xu Yu's heart was pounding and he stared at Duan Hefang.

"I like you, those smiling eyes, even the sunset is also a lip print."

There were small exclamations from around, and Duan Hefang just turned around and met Xu Yu's gaze.

Xu Wei's head was heavy, as nervous as when he was talking to Duan Hefang before, his head couldn't keep up with his thoughts, and his consciousness was close to blank.

He could only hear Duan Hefang's deep and gentle singing——

"I like how you love my heart."

Suddenly, there was a soft ripple in Xu Wei's heart.

After the song was over, there was a burst of cheers in the box, and some girls who were more courageous even joked with Duan Hefang.

"Teacher Duan, you sing so well, which girl are you thinking about?"

"Is Teacher Duan single?"

"Teacher Duan, when will you go to the movies with our courtyard flower?"

Duan Hefang smiled and waved his hand, cut to the next song, then handed the microphone back to the person who ordered the next song, and sat back beside Xu Wei.

Duan Hefang was a little embarrassed when no one started to talk about the topic. The atmosphere was good, and he was thinking about what to say to Xu Wei.

"you……"

"You sing very well." Xu Yufei said quickly.

Duan Hefang paused for a moment, and after realizing what he said, he bent his lips and smiled: "Thank you."

Xu Wei pinched his fingers, a little nervous.

"The beauty in the outer courtyard, she made a bet with others, can she ask you out to watch a movie, she, she has an impure mind."

There was a smile in Duan He's eyes: "Okay, I won't go even if she is pure in heart."

Oh yes, he said he likes boys.

"What about you, do you want to be with Wenwen?"

Xu Wei stared at the whitened fingertips, and said no word sullenly.

"Why?" Duan Hefang asked.

"Because I have someone I like." Xu Wei clenched his fist, and a few marks were pressed by the nails on his palm. A tension called suffocation rushed down from his limbs. Xu Wei rolled his throat with difficulty. Before, he Never thought that he could tentatively reveal so many things in his heart, Xu Wei tightened his back, and finished slowly, "He's also a boy."

Duan Hefang just felt that the sourness just now was inconspicuous at all. In front of Xu Wei's careful and unconditional love, it was not even the size of a sesame seed.

Xu Wei was breathing heavily, and before Duan Hefang could speak, he stood up abruptly and said quickly, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Almost rolling and crawling, Xu Wei ran out of the box in a panic.

Too risky, really too risky.

Xu Wei had already lost more than half of the few chips he had in a game that was doomed to lose. As soon as he stepped out of the box, he couldn't help but regret that he had exposed his sexual orientation too radically. Thinking, how to cover up my clumsy secret love in the future getting along.

Xu Wei leaned on the board of the toilet cubicle, holding his chest and breathing slowly.

"Xue Mo, are you alright?" Cen Suisui called Xue Mo impatiently from outside.

"It's coming soon, Grandpa."

The door of the next toilet was gently closed, and after a series of footsteps, the toilet returned to silence. The sound of hands breaking the water curtain came from the sink, and Xu Wei slowly opened the door, ready to go out.

Before they left, Cen Suisui was applying lipstick in front of the mirror.

She painted her lower lip, stretched out her hand and dawdled it, and asked:

"What's the situation with Xu Yu and Brother Duan now?"

Hearing his name, Xu Yu suddenly stopped, and hid sideways to the door.

"I can't understand it either, so don't worry about it, Brother Duan should be sensible."

"Why don't I worry about it? Didn't you see that girl named Wenwen who looked at Xu Wei like a wolf looking at meat."

"Then you have to take your time."

Cen Suisui pursed his lips, and pursed the lipstick on his lips: "Does Xu Yu like Brother Duan after all? Why are the two boys slower than me?"

Xue Mo laughed a few times, he reached out and rubbed Cen Suisui's head, and replied, "I like it."

Cen Suisui panicked, his hands trembled in fright, and a little bit of lipstick appeared: "Damn it, how do you know?"

"Once again." Xue Mo clicked his tongue, took out a piece of paper to help Cen Suisui wipe off the lipstick, "I can tell."

"When did it happen?"

"High school, I don't know when exactly."

"Brother Duan also knows that Xu Wei likes him?"

Xue Mo paused, and replied, "Yes."

So does Xu Wei really like Brother Duan?

like.

Did Brother Duan also know that Xu Wei liked him?

Yep.

do you know?

Yep.

he knows.

The voice of chatting gradually faded away, Xu Wei froze in place, he closed his eyes gently, the wet astringent pain made him frown slightly, Xu Wei clenched his fists tightly, his nails sank deep into the flesh, and the tingling pain Can't wake him up.

Xu Wei's jaw was trembling slightly, and the unstoppable pain spread from his heart to his whole body. He squatted down in embarrassment, and a wail approaching to a small animal came out of his throat.

Xu Wei hugged her head, inserted her fingers into her hair, and grasped it tightly.

A secret love that had been hidden for nearly five years was thrown to the ground, shattered to pieces.